don't ask about those years

When he got home, Lin Fan untied his tie and threw it on the sofa, and walked straight to the bedroom. It may have been more than two days before he finally relaxed. He threw himself on the bed without taking off his clothes, letting his body sink into the soft mattress .

Looking at the lights in the neighborhood opposite, Lin Fan suddenly remembered the family who lived next door.When I met the head of the family in the elevator a long time ago, the middle-aged man always told him that the house price in Beijing was too expensive, and it was impossible to change the house for the child in a school district.However, when I saw him again soon, the man told him with evasion but couldn't hide his smile that he would move out after finding a suitable school district room.

At that time, I congratulated him, and I was really happy that this family got what they asked for.

Later, people began to move in and out for renovations and things one after another. Lin Fan could see that the decoration was simple and stylish, mainly gray and white. Should go and say hello when someone moves in.

It's just that he didn't expect at that time that this person would be Qi Tian, ​​his current boss, the person who was dealing with him at the wine table today.

Looking at the starry sky through the window, Lin Fan lamented that the two people who used to be so good, even though they are only a few meters apart now, can be deliberately alienated to such an extent.

His thoughts pulled him back a few years ago, to the university campus full of youth and memories.

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Ever since he followed his own heart and agreed to Qi Tian that time, Lin Fan no longer allowed Feng Miaomiao to stay by his side, and refused several invitations, Feng Miaomiao understood what he meant even if he didn't say it clearly.After all, she was a talkative and carefree girl, so she readily accepted without asking him any more questions.

Here Lin Fan and Feng Miaomiao broke up, and the fixed seat next to him was taken by Qi Tianding again. If there was nothing to do, the two went to the playground for a run at night, and went to the swimming pool for a swim. From the perspective of others, it seemed that it was nothing like before. different.

One day the two of them went swimming on the weekend, Qi Tian stared at him for a while and said, "Go to my place tonight."

"What are you doing there?"

"I just got a few new high-definition blockbusters, let's relax and watch them on the weekend, I'm afraid you'll be stupid if you study all the time."

If Lin Fan had any other hobbies, it might be watching movies. Hearing this suggestion, he couldn't help but be moved. Recently, he has been nervously reviewing for the final exam, thinking that it would be good to relax.

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When they came to Qi Tian's home in the evening, the two of them gathered together on the sofa to watch a movie. At that time, large-screen LCD TVs had just emerged, and Qi Tian had already installed them here. With a full set of stereos, the effect was no worse than that of a theater at all. .

Looking at it, Lin Fan felt that Qi Tian was rubbing against him, Lin Fan didn't hide, in fact, Qi Tian was so careful, how could he not know.

Since the last showdown and kiss between the two of them, Qi Tian seemed to hold back his energy, sometimes in the library, his hands were casually put on his lap under the table, and sometimes they went for a run together at night when no one was around. , quickly sneak attack on his face...

Although he doesn't reject the feeling of having skin-to-skin contact with someone he likes, Lin Fan feels that Qi Tian is a bit bold in this regard, so he always warns Qi Tian to be more careful with his eyes and movements.

So this time when Qi Tian came over and kissed his side face first, and saw that he didn't object, Qi Tian boldly came up to attack him head-on, pressing his neck and lips to bully him.

Lin Fan experienced this feeling of meeting lips and teeth, feeling Qi Tian rubbing against his gums, pressing against his palate, bit by bit to tease his desire, his body was getting hotter and hotter, and something was slowly moving deep inside his body. Bursting...

Slowly, Qi Tian's hand stretched in from under the hem of his clothes, first it wandered around his waist, then restlessly picked up the edge of his underwear and stretched it down...

He immediately held Qi Tian's wrist, and at the same time let the two separate and said: "Can't watch the movie yet."

"It's enough to watch you, what more movies do you want to watch?" Qi Tian smiled and wanted to continue to join in.

"Get out!" As he spoke, he pulled Qi Tian's hand out from under his body, straightened his body and said to the TV: "Watch it first, and eat something later, aren't you hungry?"

Lin Fan changed the subject and tried to calm himself down. For a person who has just tasted love, there are some things that he would not dare to try in depth even if he likes them. The concept of "1" and "0" is not clear at least, so he doesn't know how to deal with it if it really wants to go down.

Qi Tian stared at him for a long time, and after forcibly suppressing his desire, he smiled and said: "Okay~ I will serve you dinner first." After speaking, he got up and went to the kitchen.

After pressing the pause button of the movie, Lin Fan also followed Qi Tian to the kitchen, and just stood by the door and looked at him.

Lin Fan's parents at home have always let him concentrate on his studies since he was a child, and try not to let him be distracted by trivial housework. Occasionally, Lin Fan will help with housework, but he has never touched such a thing as cooking.

This time, seeing Qi Tian, ​​who has no worries about food and clothing, busy in the kitchen, and seeing him wash and chop vegetables in a decent way after taking out things from the refrigerator, Lin Fan asked: "I just praised you last time, right?" , you are really good at cooking, did you practice at home?"

"Yes, it's convenient when you want to eat something at home."

"Doesn't your mother cook for you?" Actually, Lin Fan had always wanted to ask, but this time he asked out of curiosity.

Qi Tian paused for a moment while chopping vegetables, and then said behind his back: "Usually the nanny does it, occasionally...let's make soup when my brother comes back..."

Then she turned around and pushed him with a smile, "Go, go and watch your movie, I've seen that movie a long time ago, and I'll call you to eat when it's ready."

Back in the living room, Lin Fan watched the movie, but he was a little absent-minded. If he wasn't sure before, but then he was sure that Qi Tian had been avoiding talking about his mother.

Lin Fan never understood why Qi Tian lived alone in this house, as if no one cared about him.He even calls his family once a week, and Qi Tian, ​​who lives in Beijing, has never seen his family visit him, and has never seen him go back to see him on weekends or holidays, and he can avoid it when chatting. Do not take the initiative to mention.If he hadn't met his father and brother, Lin Fan would have wondered if Qi Tian was an orphan.

In fact, Lin Fan wanted to know more about Qi Tian, ​​and wanted to get closer to this person, but first, he didn't say that Lin Fan couldn't ask more about Qi Tian's family affairs, and second, Lin Fan hoped that one day Qi Tian would take the initiative to open his heart to him. Let him walk in.

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Since it was late when they came back at night, the two of them went to bed after eating and washing.

Lying on the bed after turning off the lights, Lin Fan asked, "The exam will be in a few days, have you studied?"

"Going to the library for so many days, have you seen me taking textbooks?"

Lin Fan turned his head and looked at him: "I really want to ask you, how did you pass the exams before?"

In the dark, I heard the man laughing and saying: "This is worrying about me."

"Stop talking nonsense, I don't believe that your IQ can be a genius, and you can pass the naked test."

The man paused and said, "I'll tell you a secret," then leaned closer to him, "Don't you always like to go to the library, this was newly built a few years ago, donated by my dad..."

"what!"

After laughing loudly, Qi Tian said: "Suddenly I found out that I found a rich boyfriend. Is happiness coming too suddenly?" He stretched out his hand to grab Lin Fan's face.

Even in the dark, Lin Fan swiftly slapped his hand away and said, "Are you kidding me?"

"Really. Our family is very keen on doing charity. We either set up a school, a library, or provide warmth to the children in the country, making it seem like a real thing." Then it seemed to say to myself: "There How good it is to give a lot of love to your own home."

As he spoke, he added: "So it doesn't matter if I don't study again or not, it doesn't matter if I pass or not. I can pass the face, and just show my face in class. You said that you let me pass the studies, and you can still miss my graduation. Is it a certificate? Besides, I’m the only one who fights twice in three days, so I was expelled for no reason.”

Quite self-aware, Lin Fan continued to ask, "Did you donate for your school?"

"How is it possible? With that money, I can go to school. At that time, I didn't think about letting me study in China, and wanted to send me out, but I don't like to hang out with foreign devils. After a while, if my dad didn't give me I bought this sports car so that I can go to school here first, and I might go to military school with Naruko."

"You have known Zhou Yiming for a long time." This is the only friend Lin Fan heard Qi Tian mention.

"Yes!" Thinking about it as if reminiscing: "From the time when we were in primary school, I was more able to do it when I was young. I either beat up someone's child or smashed someone's window. They are all good-looking masters who don’t like to let their children play with me. Zhou Yiming lived in the country with his grandparents when he was a child, and his father who was an official took him back to Beijing when he was going to school. The two of us can mix together, we don’t just dig out a bird’s nest and climb a tree..."

After talking, he smiled and said: "The most recent time was at a nearby construction site. The boy slumped down on an iron board, trying to slide down the slide, but the speed was too fast. When he came down, the bird got a long cut. , screaming in pain, scared his family so much that he thought it was going to be abandoned... Later, when he grew up, he felt that letting him mess around like this would be really useless, so he was thrown to the military academy, or I would be on the order... "

Lin Fan was very happy to hear Qi Tian talk about his childhood, about his family, about Zhou Yiming, because this way he could know more about Qi Tian.At the same time, he also felt that Qi Tian not only sorted out the relationship between his family members, but his temperament was somewhat out of place among the children from the official and business background, and he was isolated from ordinary classmates like a brainless rich second generation.Lin Fan looked at Qi Tian in the dark, and suddenly felt a little distressed.

At this time, Qi Tian rubbed against him again, and whispered to him: "Lin Fan, do you know that you have a milky smell on you, which is very nice..."

"Shut up!" The sympathy that just emerged was suppressed by Qi Tian's words.

Lin Fan has always had a milky smell on his body since he was a child, and he has always disliked it, because this trait is so motherly.In high school, a female classmate asked him what brand of washing powder he used, and she said it smelled really good.

So Lin Fan insisted on practicing taekwondo in those years, in addition to hoping to get taller, he also wanted to be more manly.Unexpectedly, after practicing taekwondo, her height has also increased, but the milky scent of this lady still hasn't disappeared automatically.

Qi Tian continued to rub his neck and said: "Really, I found out when you lived here before, and I never had the nerve to tell you..."

"Then why don't you stay embarrassed all the time."

"What do you think?" After a malicious smile, he kissed her again...

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From then on, Qi Tian dragged Lin Fan to the place where he lived when he had nothing to do. Lin Fan felt that falling in love would really lower the bottom line. what.Now occasionally being pulled by Qi Tian to make out at home, unexpectedly... slowly getting used to it.

Sometimes Lu Feng stared at him, and said in a suspicious tone: "Why do I feel like you just started a relationship after you broke up? You won't be coming back."

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It was finally the sophomore year's winter vacation. That day Lin Fan was the last to pack his luggage, while Qi Tian leaned against the wall of their dormitory and sighed, "One month!"

In the city where Lin Fan’s family lives, there is only one direct train to Beijing every day, and train tickets are very difficult to buy. In the first half of his freshman year, he waited until the last day, when everyone was almost gone, to grab a ticket to go home for the Chinese New Year. This time, Lin Fan was the last one to leave, and there was no one else in the dormitory except him.

"What's the matter for a month, I go home to celebrate the New Year with relatives, and accompany my parents to meet my classmates. I don't think this time is enough." Without looking up, Lin Fan said while packing his things.

"Damn, it's really hard-hearted."

"What about you? When will you go home?" She raised her body and looked at him and asked.

"Don't worry, if you don't go back, no one cares about it, and you have to be dragged back during the Chinese New Year. Our family has a good face. If someone comes to visit during the Chinese New Year, the family must pretend to entertain and be friendly." Qi Tian said casually.

"Then go back early, what are you doing in that room by yourself?" Lin Fan wanted Qi Tian to go home as early as possible so that he doesn't have to stay alone.

"Don't worry, I will definitely come back. Naruko will be back in two days, let's get together."

Then he turned his head to look at Lin Fan and asked, "When will you be back? You can't really come back until the day before school starts. If you dare, I'll..."

"How is it? Of course I won't come back early. I go back twice a year. I will definitely spend more time with my family."

"Fuck you!" He said angrily and sat down on the lower bunk next to him, crossing his legs, "You don't have to come back if you have the guts, I found out, once I shave my head and become hot, you just hold back You didn't think about me in your heart."

Lin Fan put down the luggage in his hand and thought, nothing is going well, wishing he could betray the whole world for you.But seeing Qi Tian getting angry felt funny, so he went up to coax him and said, "I'll see the situation, if there's nothing else, I'll come back a few days earlier."

"Really?" Qi Tian was now happy like a child, stood up and pulled Lin Fan into his arms and said, "I miss you a little bit."

"Can you make a report before you say something like this in the future? I have goosebumps."

"Damn!" Qi Tian turned his head and cursed, "It's not easy for you to spoil the atmosphere by saying it once." After speaking, he kissed him on the side of the cheek and said, "Let's go, I'll take you to the station."

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At that time, Lin Fan felt that falling in love was a wonderful thing regardless of being gay.Thinking of the reluctance of that kid who secretly scratched his palm while handing him a lot of food just before driving, Lin Fan unconsciously raised the corners of his mouth as he watched the scenery passing by outside the train window. .

Even a six or seven-year-old girl next to her saw it, and asked curiously in a childish voice: "Brother, what did you see? Why are you smiling all the time?"

Lin Fan looked at her and said with a smile, he was going home for the New Year, and his brother was happy.

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