don't ask about those years

After entering the bar, Lu Feng and Xu Jiao were already waiting there, seeming to be discussing something arguing. Seeing Lin Fan coming in, Lu Feng got up and patted him on the shoulder with a smile and said, "Sit down, busy people, You are busy every day, catching up with the national leaders."

After sitting down with a smile, Lin Fan greeted Xu Jiao before turning to Lu Feng: "No matter how busy you are, don't you ask me to come here?" Then he raised his hand to signal the waiter to order a bottle of beer.

"Yo, can you drink today?" Lu Feng asked.

"It's been too tiring for two weeks, relax, have you eaten?"

"I lose weight at night and don't eat," Xu Jiao said, sweeping his chin at Lu Feng and said, "He can't eat either, and he also loses weight."

Lin Fan was amused. When Lu Feng was at school, he never stopped eating braised pork at night. How could he have lost all his basic needs for dating, so he asked, "What's wrong with this?"

Lu Feng had a bitter face and didn't speak, while Xu Jiao smiled triumphantly and said, "We're getting married, don't you want to wear a formal dress?"

"Such a good thing is still hidden from me." Lin Fan first looked at Lu Feng with a smile, then turned to Xu Jiao and said, "Congratulations, I will definitely pack a big red envelope when the time comes."

He was really happy for Lu Feng. From college to now, Lu Feng, a friend, has always been by his side. Whenever he needs it, Lu Feng will help him without reservation.

Seeing that Lu Feng had something to hide, he smiled and said, "Are you too happy to be married to react? Why are you so sad?"

"It's...then what..." Lu Feng got stuck and said in one breath: "Xu Jiao wants you to be the best man." After speaking, he quickly turned his face away.

Seeing Lu Feng's reluctance, Xu Jiao became angry at once: "I don't understand you. Lu Feng, you and Lin Fan only need to wear a pair of pants. What's wrong with asking you to find him as your best man? Is it difficult for you to be like this?"

Then he turned to Lin Fan in confusion and said, "Lin Fan, look at him, I've been discussing with him for half a month, this kid won't tell you, is there something you two are hiding from me?" Then As if suddenly thinking of something, he slapped the table vigorously and said, "The two of you have had a good time with some woman before, so you don't want others to see, for fear that others will mistake the groom?"

"Where do you want to go?!" Lu Feng hurriedly defended, "You are my first love after work. Didn't you go through a few accounts I have?"

"After work? You also admit that you are after work, right? What about university..."

……

Lin Fan looked at the new couple in front of him who were arguing so hard, he lowered his head and smiled, he knew what Lu Feng was doing for it, but he really didn't need it, he was happy for them seeing others standing there accepting blessings, not to mention this Man is still his own brother.

He felt that Lu Feng thought of himself too weakly, but he was still moved by Lu Feng's thoughtfulness. He was content to have such a caring friend like Lu Feng in this life.

"What a big deal I am," Lin Fan hurriedly stopped, and said with a smile: "Isn't he just the best man? No problem, I haven't been one before. I guess this kid is afraid that I will steal his limelight so he won't let me go. of."

"I'll just say he's narrow-minded." Seeing that Lin Fan had agreed, Xu Jiao straightened her eyebrows, "Let me tell you Lin Fan, last time I attended my sister's wedding, the best man and bridesmaid she invited were like Internet celebrities. At that time, I bragged to us, saying that this is called eye-catching, unlike some people who specially find ugly ones to set off next to them, isn’t that scary when they come out, I’m sorry for the guests... So I told her at the time , When I get married in the future, I will find a couple who look like celebrities and kill her."

Then he patted Lu Feng on the shoulder again: "Besides, look at your friends, except for Lin Fan, they are all uglier than you, just draw one for me, how do you let me round up the words that are blown out."

"No problem, this matter is settled like this." Unable to bear Lu Feng being squeezed again, Lin Fan hurriedly said: "When the date is fixed, tell me in advance, how can I cooperate, and I will finish it with quality and quantity."

"After three months, you will check your time..." Lu Feng said.

"What do you mean by checking the time! Lin Fan himself said it's all right, so you just worry about it here." After glancing at Lu Feng, Xu Jiao smiled again and said, "By the way, Lin Fan, my bridesmaid sisters look like She is beautiful and has a very gentle personality. She is definitely suitable for someone like you. Would you like to come out and meet her someday..."

"Is this a blind date meeting for you? We are getting married, don't worry about it." Lu Feng hurriedly interrupted her.

"Lu Feng, I introduced Zhang Luo to Lin Fan several times before, and you pushed him away, saying that he would definitely not like him. Why do I feel that you treat Lin Fan like you are protecting your daughter, for fear that others will snatch him away? .”

Lin Fan interrupted with a smile: "It's because I'm too busy with work and I don't really want to look for it... Don't worry, I will definitely treat you as a best man that day."

Seeing that the important matter was finalized, Xu Jiao smiled happily and said, "Then you two have a good chat, I will go to the side to buy some clothes, and then smiled at Lu Feng: "Come and pick me up later!"

……

After Xu Jiao left, Lu Feng shook his head helplessly and said, "This woman, it's her fault."

"You can tell me no to this matter earlier, so why bother for so long."

Lu Feng suddenly changed the subject and asked, "You and Qi Tian are in the same company?"

Knowing that Lu Feng couldn't hold back anymore, Lin Fan replied "Yes".

"Meet you?"

"seen."

"No... how about it?"

Thinking about Qi Tian who has already moved to the opposite door, he took a sip of wine and reluctantly said: "It's okay..."

If there is anyone in this world who knows Lin Fan best, it is Lu Feng. Seeing his strong expression at this moment, Lu Feng said: "I know it even if you don't tell me. Just like Qi Tian, ​​no matter how good your career is, you can't change it." Natural nature, without stopping people."

Looking at the wine bottle, Lin Fan thought to himself, who can say no? Even after so many years, no matter how mature the appearance becomes, he is still the arrogant and stubborn Qi Tian in his heart. From the company to the neighbors, if Qi Tian thinks, the two will meet every day .

"Then how long will he stay when he comes back this time?"

"I don't know, I didn't ask."

"Then you two...is it still possible?" Lu Feng asked cautiously.

Slowly shaking the Budweiser in his hand, seeing the originally clear beer becoming more and more foamy with the shaking, Lin Fan suddenly felt that many things were like this foam.Originally, it has been fermenting in the wine bottle. As long as you don’t touch it, you can’t see its existence. It was not until someone opened it one day and was called out by external factors that people realized that it has actually existed for a long time. Like, a person's feelings.

This time when Qi Tian came back, he didn't know what he wanted to do. He clearly knew that there were some things he couldn't do, and obviously his brain had issued instructions to keep his body and mind away, but there was something in his heart that kept shouting and screaming. , I want him to move closer and closer.

In fact, every time he meets Qi Tian, ​​he has tried his best not to show any clues as usual, but as time goes on, he is afraid that something will suddenly overflow like this bubble, and it will no longer be uncontrollable and spread everywhere. , becoming messy and messy.

So he hoped that he would ignore it after a long time, and those things that he shouldn't ask for would dissipate slowly like this bubble, and finally hide them back...

"It's impossible, it's all over." Finally, he came to a certain conclusion and told Lu Feng and himself.

Seeing that he was so reluctant to say more, Lu Feng didn't force him anymore, he just sighed and said: "You! The most worrying thing for me, seeing you procrastinating for the past few years, my worrying hair has turned gray. "

Lin Fan suddenly remembered that he was always with Qi Tian when he was in college, others didn't feel anything but Lu Feng was different.Eating and living in the same dormitory is delicate and sensitive, and they know him too well.So suddenly one day after watching him call Qi Tian, ​​he asked him very seriously: "Have you thought about it?"

Maybe because of telepathy after a long time of contact, he accurately captured the meaning of Lu Feng's question, so he sat there and read the book without looking back, and replied in a small but firm voice: "Well, I want to alright."

At that time, Lu Feng was like now, he sighed and said, "You really don't let me worry."

Yes, it's really worrying. If he knew that he would pay such a high price for being desperate, he wasn't sure if he would make the same choice, but after all, there is no turning back.

Seeing Lu Feng stroking his slightly bald hair at the temples, Lin Fan burst out laughing, then picked up the bottle and said, "Okay, you're still relying on me, come on, I respect you for doing this for me." My heart."

……

Both of them drank a little that day and talked a lot.Talking about university, work, and relationship, Lin Fan listened more and talked less. He remembered that after drinking too much, Lu Feng kept persuading him that college classmates should start a family, and those who should find a partner should find a partner. After so many years Everything should be over.

In the end, Lu Feng said with a big tongue and his throat: "Don't worry about that bastard Qi Tian, ​​it's been so many years, it's time to find a companion, what age is it, what's wrong with liking men, maybe I need another one People live a lifetime!"

It's quiet, so when some people looked in their direction, Lin Fan wasn't sure how much they heard or understood.But it doesn't matter, there is no one I know here, so what if the other people know it.And for so many years, I have been hiding it very well, and no one else has discovered his difference.

After drinking for a while, seeing that Lu Feng obviously couldn't lift his head up, and Lin Fan himself was wobbling, he quickly picked up his mobile phone and called Xu Jiao.

Later, Lu Feng should be picked up by Xu Jiao, because he vaguely remembered that he and Xu Jiao pulled the dizzy Lu Feng into the car. Before Xu Jiao left, he asked him if he could take a taxi by himself. Completely nodded.

……

Standing alone on the bar street, Lin Fan thought to himself that he really shouldn't drink too much, because his alcohol capacity has not been practiced since college.

Just when I was about to call a car, I realized that my mobile phone was gone, and I turned around to go back to look for it, when I bumped into someone.

Then he heard a gentle voice calling him, "Lin Fan!"

Although the eyes were not doubled, but he was already [-]% drunk. Lin Fan looked at this person with a familiar face but couldn't remember where he had seen him before, so he asked, "May I ask who you are?"

"I'm Fang Dongping, don't you remember?"

Fang Dongping?I quickly searched for the name in my mind, and I had the impression that it seemed to be a customer, but I couldn't find any specific customers and companies when I contacted it.

Seeing that he must have drunk too much, the man patiently explained: "I belong to Zhongyue Company, and we talked about the development of educational platforms together before."

Lin Fan finally remembered, because in addition to being responsible for data mining, his team also developed some platform modules with other companies. Sometimes he would go to the other company with Manager Liu for business negotiations.

This Fang Dongping is the boss of an educational software company. Because he raised the first fund two years ago, he took advantage of the opportunity to expand his platform to become a leader among his peers.

After the first contact with Yi Yun, I had contacted him privately several times to discuss the details of the project, but since the company had no clear instructions on the development of the education platform, and it was true that he had been working overtime all night long, we had to talk to this person. After explaining and evading twice, I stopped contacting.

Since I remembered that it was a work relationship, naturally I couldn't be rude, Lin Fan quickly straightened his body, and reached out to greet him: "Hello, Mr. Fang, I'm sorry I had a drink, I didn't recognize you just now, didn't I bump into you?" .”

"It's okay." Fang Dongping also politely reached out his hand to greet him, and then said with a smile, "I'm leaving now."

"Yes, I just sent a friend away. I was about to call a car and found that my phone was missing. I was going back to look for it."

Fang Dongping pointed to the bar diagonally behind and said, "Throw away this wine, I'll go and find it for you."

Although his mind was chaotic but his consciousness was still clear, he asked, "How do you know it's this bar?"

"Actually, I was in the bar just now, and I saw you at that time, but I didn't disturb you and your friends having a good time." Fang Dongping explained.

"Oh, so, what a coincidence." Resisting the urge to continue shaking his body, he said, "Yes, this is the bar. It should have fallen on the table. I'll just go find it myself."

"Let's go, I'll take a look with you. In your current state, don't misplace other people's mobile phones." Fang Dongping said with a smile.

This dizziness was severe, so he didn't shirk anymore, he was afraid that he wouldn't be able to find the phone if it fell on the ground.

When he returned to the bar, he couldn't find the phone. After Fang Dongping dialed his number, he was prompted to turn it off.

I was ashamed to let Fang Dongping toss with him here, so Lin Fan said: "Forget it, if you lose it, you will lose it, and you won't look for it."

Fang Dongping turned around and went to the bar to explain a few words, and then came back and said to Lin Fan: "I told them to call me if they found it. I'm afraid it will be difficult."

Although he nodded and said thank you, but Lin Fan thought that if he didn't have [-]% success, he would lose it. He was not afraid of losing his mobile phone, but it was a problem to go home now, because he didn't bring any cash...

"How did you go home?" Fang Dongping asked suddenly.

"...Just ask my friend to pick him up later, Mr. Fang, you still have friends, so go ahead." Lin Fan wanted to send this client away first, and if that didn't work, let Xue Jing pick him up later, but Xue Jing's phone number How many?

Fang Dongping looked at him with a smile as if he understood, then turned around and greeted a few people at a table, then supported his back and walked towards the door and said, "Let's go, I'm driving, I'll see you off."

Putting a distance between the two, Lin Fan said: "This is too much trouble, Mr. Fang, I really don't need it, or you can lend me some cash."

Fang Dongping smiled and said: "Unfortunately, you are not the only one who doesn't bring cash. It's okay, a few friends get together casually. I just don't have a drink today. Let's go and I will see you off. If you are polite, I will be embarrassed."

Seeing that Fang Dongping insisted on this, and there was really no other way, Lin Fan could only say: "I'm really sorry, I will definitely treat you to dinner another day."

Fang Dongping didn't say anything, just looked at Lin Fan and smiled sideways.

……

Sitting in Fang Dongping's Cayenne, the faint aroma of fruit trees in the car made him very relaxed. He knew he should wake up and not fall asleep, but after saying the address of the community and chatting casually, he still couldn't hold back the drowsiness coming from the surface of his brain. , and fell asleep in a daze.

……

"Lin Fan?"

Someone next to him gently called him, and the moment Lin Fan opened his eyes, he saw a beautiful face. At that moment, he was a little dazed, and took a few seconds to focus his eyes to identify the person in front of him. Clear, but not the same as the person in his memory...

Lin Fan quickly sat up straight and shook his head, then rubbed his face with his hands and said, "I'm sorry to laugh, I drank too much."

Fang Dongping replied with a flat smile: "It's okay, I don't even have the heart to call you since you're really asleep, but I'm afraid your family members are in a hurry."

"I'm alone, I'm fine." After a while, Lin Fan felt a little sober from the wine, so Lin Fan turned to Fang Dongping and said formally: "Mr. Fang, thank you so much today, I will definitely treat you to dinner another day."

"Okay, then I'm welcome!"

Before leaving, Fang Dongping put down the car window and finally said: "Lin Fan, everyone who knows me calls me Brother Dong."

Lin Fan looked at Fang Dongping and paused for a while. It was naturally not appropriate to be so close to a client, but it would be embarrassing for him to refuse after the other party had already spoken, so he said with a smile, "Brother Dong, be careful when you drive back."

Only then did Fang Dongping smile and drive away.

As soon as he stepped out of the elevator with wobbly steps, he saw the man standing by the door with his hands folded in front of his chest and asked in a deep voice, "Are you back?"

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