don't ask about those years

Qi Tian turned his head and glanced behind him, he should be an alumnus from the university he met at the class reunion last time.

"Didn't you call me back in the morning? I didn't expect to come so soon!" said the alumni.

Qi Tian tried his best not to look so cold and said, um.

"Why are you sitting here alone? Our classmates are all at that table, let's go." Then he pulled Qi Tian up and walked to another table.

After Qi Tian sat down, the students looked curiously at this one who hadn't appeared for a long time, the current president of the Qi family, whether he was sincere or against his will, slowly came forward to talk to Qi Tian in a way that made him close.

But Qi Tian was not in the mood for this moment, and he was either silent or answered with an "um" to most of the questions thrown at him.

Seeing Qi Tian's reaction, everyone thought that he probably didn't like them, Xiami classmates, so they stopped greeting them and chatted on their own.

"Lin Fan is the best man today!" said a girl.

"That's right, he and Lu Feng had the best relationship at that time." Another boy answered.

"Lin Fan is still so handsome," the girl said longingly, and then asked, "What is he doing now?"

"It seems to be working in Yi Yun. I heard that he's been there all the time. He's doing well. He's already in charge."

Qi Tian listened and didn't say anything, because Yi Yun hadn't changed his name after being bought by Qi's, so many people didn't know that Qi's was Yi Yun's owner.

"Wow, that's amazing, Yi Yun is so powerful... huh? Lin Fan should have graduated from graduate school a few years ago, so he's in charge."

"I don't know if you went abroad later, Lin Fan didn't go to graduate school later."

"Impossible, wasn't he a top student in our department at that time? Why didn't he go to graduate school?"

After Qi Tian heard it, he looked over with cold eyes.He has always wondered about this question. When he got Lin Fan's resume at the company, he was very surprised why Lin Fan graduated with a bachelor's degree. But later, due to various reasons, he never had a good conversation with Lin Fan, and he never had a chance to ask.

The boy went on to say: "I don't know the details, but I heard from the instructor, it seems that Lin Fan didn't go to school after something happened to his family."

"Ah! It's such a pity!" the girl regretted.

Qi Tian didn't think about what a few people said later, because he suddenly remembered the scene of going to Lin Fan's house to find his father, why he became indifferent after knowing the time of going abroad, and why everything was concentrated at one time At this point, Qi Tian frowned even deeper, he was afraid that there was something he didn't know.

After looking down at his watch again, Qi Tian stared fixedly at the exit where the few people left the stage just now. Now he has a lot of questions and accumulated too many thoughts, and he actually has to wait for this boring wedding to end To be answered and released.

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The bride and groom finally changed their clothes and came out to toast. There were more than 20 tables in total. Qi Tian just watched them dawdling with each other. His eyes seemed to be on Lin Fan, and he never left from the beginning to the end.

When Lin Fan finally followed Lu Feng to their table, Qi Tian felt that he had waited for a century.

Because they were all classmates, and it was the last table, the classmates stood up and cheered happily, making a lot of noise, pulling Lu Feng and the bride to play various games, no matter what kind of game, the bride and groom would naturally Smiling and accepting, the quarrel lasted for almost half an hour. Seeing that the white and red ones on the table were all empty, the students still had no intention of giving up.

During this period, Lin Fan has been trying his best to ignore the eyes of one person. He knows that person is sitting at the corner of the table looking at him. Qi Tian messed up, he will never forgive Qi Tian and himself.

Lu Feng had been poured a lot before, but he was poured the hardest after this table. Although Lin Fan had been helping to block the drinks, he couldn't hold back the enthusiasm of his classmates. At the end, he felt that Lu Feng was already swaying.

"It's almost there." Lin Fan finally smiled to help Lu Feng and said, "Don't let him drink too much on the happy day of the newlyweds, the old father-in-law and mother-in-law are still watching over there."

Hearing what Lin Fan said, and seeing that Lu Feng was indeed growing up, the students all smiled and let it go.

When Lin Fan helped Lu Feng turn around and leave, Qi Tian also exhausted his last patience, he stood up and took Lin Fan's arm and asked, "Is it over?"

Lin Fan turned his head and said in a low voice, "Wait a minute, there are so many people, let go."

Before Qi Tian could say anything, Lu Feng pushed Lin Fan away when he saw it, and pushed Qi Tian back with the strength of alcohol, "You fucking stay away from Lin Fan!"

"The matter between us has nothing to do with you." Qi Tian said coldly.

When the students saw such a scene, they all cast surprised eyes. Why did Qi Tian, ​​who was like an iceman from the beginning to the end, suddenly come back to life? Everyone knew that Qi Tian and Lin Fan had a good relationship in college, but this It feels weird to listen to the conversation of the three people.

"It doesn't matter what it is, Lin Fan's business is my business!" Lu Feng shouted with a big tongue.

The groom's loud shout instantly attracted the attention of the people around him. Although they didn't know what happened, they all looked over here.

Lu Feng shook off Xu Jiao's support, pointed at Qi Tian with red and drunken eyes, and said, "Qi Tian, ​​don't fucking feel like the whole world has abandoned you and everyone is sorry for you. Three-thirds of the land was affected by the disaster, have you seen other people's homes are ruined?!"

Suddenly realizing what Lu Feng was going to say, before he could wonder how he knew, Lin Fan stepped forward to stop Lu Feng.

Unexpectedly, when Lu Feng was drunk, he pushed Lin Fan away vigorously, and then shouted out the words that had been held in his heart for several years: "Do you know how the hell Lin Fan died?!"

"Lu Feng!!!" Lin Fan yelled and pushed Lu Feng back at the same time. Because he couldn't stand steadily, Lu Feng directly fell to the ground and sat down.

The scene has completely quieted down from the whispered discussion just now. Everyone was shocked by the scene in front of them. At the wedding scene, the groom was pushed to the ground by the best man. No one knew what happened.

Lu Feng's eyes were always blurred. When he looked up and saw Lin Fan's excited expression, although he was drunk, he seemed to know that he had said something wrong, but his brain paralyzed by alcohol couldn't react immediately, and he just didn't get up. So dumbly sitting on the ground.

Xu Jiao had already guessed something thoroughly through today's events. Looking at the tall and handsome guy in front of him, she finally figured out why Lu Feng kept stopping Lin Fan when he introduced his girlfriend.

But she didn't have time to think about it this time, the parents of both sides were trying to stop any misunderstandings, so she quickly smoothed things over and said: "Lu Feng has been drinking crazy since he drank too much, it's thanks to Lin Fan who stopped him, or he might be happy Just smash things with your hands." Then he said with a smile to the students next to him: "Help me carry him back first, and see how I deal with him when he wakes up tomorrow."

Everyone saw the bride talking and laughing and joking, no matter whether they guessed something or pretended to be stupid, they all coaxed and laughed, and the atmosphere at the scene eased up again. Feng helped him up and walked backstage.

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Lin Fan couldn't stay any longer, so he turned around and walked towards the exit. Qi Tian chased after him, then stopped Lin Fan at a slightly remote place and said, "Lin Fan, stop! You say I understand, what Lu Feng said just now is going on!"

"It's none of your business." Lin Fan turned his head and said softly that he didn't believe it.

"It's none of my business?! Then what did Lu Feng mean just now? What did he mean when he said that his family was ruined?"

"It's nothing..." Even though he said that, Lin Fan knew that there were some things that he couldn't stop.

"You've been like this since before. You hide everything, and you can't speak out if you have anything to say?! This is our business, why do you decide it alone! Do you think you want to break up with me? If I go abroad, you will be tall? I can fucking read you? What kind of family is ruined, what the hell is going on!" Although Qi Tian felt particularly disturbed this time, he still yelled loudly. There must be an answer.

Listening to other people's wedding marching music from the next hall, and seeing their sweet wedding photos at the door, Lin Fan suddenly thought, the other people's wedding scene must not be like this, so it's fine if you don't come back, Lu Feng's The wedding will come to a successful conclusion.Then he suddenly looked at Qi Tian and said, "Do you really want to listen?"

Looking at Lin Fan's expression, Qi Tian suddenly became a little scared. He has received too much news recently which has almost exceeded the pressure he can bear, but there are some things he must know. What else happened to keep him in the dark? Yes, so he looked at Lin Fan so firmly.

After Lin Fan looked at Qi Tian again, he finally said with a absent-minded smile, "You know what? That day my parents were inviting me to dinner at home to celebrate the completion of my postgraduate quota. The express delivery at home... My mother thought it was me sending him something good when she saw it was from Beijing. She opened it in front of everyone, but in a hurry, she scattered it all over the floor, and then it was full of A picture of us."

These things were only told to him by his sister-in-law after he questioned him. She was very worried after seeing his reaction at the time, and she kept reassuring him that it was all family members who would not tell it, and your father burned the photos long ago... ...But because Qi Yaoyang showed him those photos, the imagery was too strong, and Lin Fan woke up in a cold sweat many times as if he was actually there.

Lin Fan felt that he burst into tears with laughter at this incident: "I didn't even know that we still had these photos? The ones walking on the road with our arms around each other, the ones kissing in your car, and the two of us on the sofa were secretly photographed from the window. Darling, it turns out that there are such a pair of eyes staring at you all the time... By the way, your photo has been mosaiced."

Trying to calm himself down, Lin Fan continued: "Such a thick set of photos was sent to my home, and a letter was attached, saying that if I pester the boy in the photo again, I will send all the photos to their work unit. "

Qi Tian froze completely, he stood there listening in disbelief, listening to some truths that he had been eager to know, but also the last thing he wanted to hear.

"My mother..." Trying to hold back his choked voice, Lin Fan took a deep breath before frowning and said, "My mother was hospitalized with a cerebral infarction..."

Lin Fan looked at Qi Tian with tears streaming down his face involuntarily, "Qi Tian, ​​didn't you always say that you dare to say that I am cowardly? Then tell me, what should I do? My mother said, I won’t marry a woman and have children. I’m going to spend my whole life in the ground with a man, so that even if she dies, she won’t be able to hold her head up in front of her relatives. Don’t you always say how good your children are? Anyway, it's not gay."

"Where is my dad? It's hard work for a lifetime to be the director. Others are corrupt and he doesn't even accept cigarettes during the Chinese New Year. Why should people poke his back and laugh at his son as a pervert... He has been working since he was in his 50s. He was guarding an empty house by himself, what did he do wrong, because his son liked a man, and as a result, he didn't even have a wife when he was old, and he didn't even dare to go to a tour group because he was afraid of being alone... "

"Stop talking..." Qi Tian finally lowered his head and couldn't listen anymore.

"Huh?! Qi Tian, ​​tell me what they did wrong? Tell me what should I do?"

Tears streamed down the corners of Lin Fan's eyes line by line. Well, he finally said it. The invisible string that had been suppressing his heart for so many years and kept hurting himself could finally be loosened. Another person, although he actually wanted to hide it for the rest of his life...

With the end of the wedding march and applause in the hall next to it, Lin Fan forced himself to control his emotions, then took a deep breath and looked at Qi Tian and said, "Qi Tian, ​​don't be naive anymore, open your eyes and see, this world It's not just the love of us..." After a pause, he finally said, "Never."

Not wanting to stay for a while, Lin Fan pushed Qi Tian away and walked towards the entrance of the hotel. When he passed the revolving door, he turned his head and glanced at Qi Tian again, only to see that the man was still maintaining the posture just now with his back facing him. Standing, even through his back, he could feel that Qi Tian was supported by a string like a marionette at the moment, as if a slight touch would cause the string to break and the person would collapse.

After getting into the taxi parked at the door and reporting the address, Lin Fan kept turning his head and looking out the window. Even so, he knew that the driver had been looking at him from the rearview mirror, probably smiling. The big man cried like this.

I don't want to be like this, I have already buried all the pain, let it ferment or rot, I never want that person to know, knowing that there is no mother has always made Qi Tian very concerned, and I also know that Qi Tian never I envy myself for having a happy family.He never wanted to drag Qi Tian into this vortex of self-blame, no matter how much guilt he had to bear, and how long he had to bear it, he should bear it, but Qi Tian shouldn't, and he couldn't bear it either.

Things are still out of control, why do so many bad things happen when two people get close?Could it be that a few years ago, there was a time when I was so happy that I used up all the blessings in this life ahead of time...

Looking at the blurred scenery outside the window, Lin Fan suddenly felt that everything he did recently was wrong and would only make things worse.This kind of epiphany also made him more determined, so stay away, so that no one will be hurt.

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