don't ask about those years

This weekend, the two were making dumplings in their newly moved home.

Basically, Lin Fan was grabbing a dumpling wrapper nearby, and Qi Tian was busy with other stuffing and rolling wrappers, when the phone rang next to him.

After taking a look, Qi Tian flicked the screen to turn up the phone volume and said, "Brother, what's wrong?"

"Are you at home?" Qi Sheng's deep voice came.

"Well, making dumplings," Qi Tian said with a smile, "Would you like to try my handicraft."

But there was a long silence on the phone, and then he said, "Xiaotian, Dad is in the hospital."

Qi Tian's hand movements stopped instantly, and Lin Fan did the same. After a while, Qi Tian frowned and asked, "What's going on?"

"He has a heart problem, but this time it's not very good, and he may need an operation." After waiting for a long time, the side was still silent, Qi Sheng said, "Xiao Tian, ​​come and see Dad."

Qi Tian stared at the screen for a long time, and finally said, "Let's talk", and then hung up the phone.

Lin Fan didn't say anything else, just watched Qi Tian beside him get busy as before, but when the two of them cooked the dumplings, Lin Fan knew that today's dumpling stuffing was salty.

In the afternoon of that day, Lin Fan patted Qi Tian who was in a daze with his mobile phone on the sofa and said, "Let's go."

Qi Tian raised his head and asked, "Why are you going?"

"Try your luxury car, let's go for a walk." Lin Fan stretched out his hand.

Qi Tian tried his best to show a smile and said "OK", after Lin Fan was pulled up from the sofa with his strength, the two took the keys and went out.

When the Maserati stopped at the entrance of the hospital, Lin Fan turned to Qi Tian and said, "Go in."

In fact, Qi Tian knew that Lin Fan was going to pull him here on the way, but he didn't stop him. At this moment, Qi Tian looked directly at the front of the car window and didn't speak. He didn't know what to do. On the one hand, he was really worried about the old man, on the other hand, he also He knew that Lin Fan would never forgive his father for the rest of his life.

"Qi Tian," Lin Fan said while turning around and holding the steering wheel, "I've been wanting to tell you these past few months, I don't want to embarrass you, although I may never be able to forgive him in my life, I don't want you to follow me like this. From a father's point of view, your father really loves you, so he will do those things by any means... But Qi Tian, ​​have you thought about it? If you deny your father for the rest of your life, are you sure? You don't Will you regret it? When the day of regret comes, can we still be together? I have experienced this kind of thing, and it is impossible for you to experience it again. "

Finally Lin Fan patted the back of Qi Tian's hand and looked at him and said, "Go, third floor, your brother is already waiting for you."

Qi Tian sat there silent for a long time. He didn't know how to thank Lin Fan for his words and understanding about this matter. In the end, he could only hold Lin Fan's hand back and look at him. Lin Fan said: "I'll go to see him and leave, you wait for me here for a while." Then he opened the car door and walked into the hospital building.

After watching Qi Tian's back disappear, Lin Fan turned on the turn signal and turned away.

It is impossible to leave easily after seeing a loved one lying on the hospital bed, he has experienced it and he understands, so he did not wait for Qi Tian.He also hopes that Qi Tian can fulfill the responsibilities of an extra son here, the missing part in his life cannot make Qi Tian incomplete.

Although it was impossible for him to forgive Qi Yaoyang for the rest of his life, for Qi Tian's sake, Lin Fan decided not to hate him anymore.In fact, even if there are some things that he can't let go of, but because of some strong support, he no longer shrinks back and dares to face them.

A smile gradually appeared on Lin Fan's face. He slowed down and drove on the ring road to relax himself. He knew that as long as he stayed at home and waited for Qi Tian to come back, he would be fine.

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Qi Yaoyang's operation was very successful. During the recovery period, Qi Tian went to the hospital to see him every few days, but he was discharged from the hospital within a month. Today Qi Yaoyang said that his stomach was not feeling well, and the next day he said that his blood sugar was a little high. It took more than a month to go home.

On the day he was discharged from the hospital, after Qi Tian sent Qi Yaoyang home and settled down, he felt that there was nothing serious and turned around to leave. At this time, Qi Ya rushed out and hugged his thigh and cried, "Little uncle, don't go, you are It's not that I don't like Xiaoya anymore, I haven't come back to see me for a long time."

Qi Tian looked down at Xiaoya and said with a smile: "How could it be, little uncle likes you the most, but there is still something to do today..."

"No! No! Little uncle, you can stay, little uncle won't leave." He burst into tears as he spoke.

Qi Tian has been busy this week, and finally wanted to go home to accompany Lin Fan on the weekend, but the little girl hugged him and did not let go. He raised his head to ask his elder brother for help, but his elder brother and sister-in-law were not only not helping, but seemed to be watching Waiting with a lively smile.

At this time, his father coughed again at the right time and said, "Old He, bring my medicine, I feel a little uncomfortable..."

Qi Tian raised his eyebrows and glanced at the family who cooperated quite tacitly, sighed helplessly, finally picked up Qi Ya and wiped her tears and said: "Okay, don't cry, you're all crying ugly, little uncle is eating at home today, okay?"

Xiaoya's expression changed instantly, she hugged Qi Tian's neck with a smile and said, "Okay!"

Seeing that Qi Tian agreed to come down, Qi's mother also hurriedly smiled and said: "It's rare that Xiao Tian is back, I will cook for myself."

In the past few years, Mother Qi's attitude towards Qi Tian has improved as she got older. After all, she watched the child grow up, and sometimes she inevitably regretted her deliberate snubbing of Qi Tian when she was young.So this day, together with the nanny, I was busy cooking and making soup in the kitchen for a whole afternoon.

When the family sat down to eat, Qi Yaoyang looked at Qi Tian and said, "Xiaoya will celebrate her birthday next week, and I will invite many children to come," then coughed and asked, "Can you come?"

Qi Tian looked at his father, thinking that the old man would strangle himself to death with this trick, but seeing that he was discharged from the hospital today, he didn't want to provoke him, so he said: "I'll come back if nothing happens."

Xiaoya put down her chopsticks and clapped her hands and said, "That's great, little uncle, don't forget to bring me a birthday present." After speaking, she giggled.

"I think you asked me to come back because of the gift, right?" Qi Tian teased her on purpose.

"No! Grandpa is happy when little uncle is at home, and the whole family is happy. Grandpa doesn't smile when you are not at home." Xiaoya said immaturely.

It's rare that Qi's father didn't reprimand Qi Ya's dancing behavior at the dinner table today, and even praised him in his heart.

Qi Ya asked again: "Little uncle, will you come back to see us every week from now on?"

"It's not certain." Of course Qi Tian couldn't agree, there is still one person in the family, and he usually socializes when he is not on a business trip, and finally got a weekend, so why not leave some time for the world of the two of them.

But Qi Ya pouted and said: "Little uncle knows how to hurt auntie, and he doesn't care about us!"

"What did you say!" Qi Tian almost spit out a mouthful of rice.

"Hmph, Dad told me that you are married and have your own home, so you can't come back to see us often." Qi Ya pouted again after finishing speaking.

Qi Sheng coughed lightly and looked at Qi Tian awkwardly, hoping he could understand, he couldn't explain to this five-year-old girl that his little uncle married a man, so he could only talk to Qi Tian gently with his mouth. Say, "Take your time."

Qi Tian expressed his resentment towards Qi Sheng with practical actions, picked up a chopstick of bitter gourd that his brother never ate, and said to him: "Come on, brother, eat more of this, defeat the fire."

Thinking that this person will rarely come back today, and expecting him to come back often in the future, Qi Sheng picked up the bitter gourd with a righteous expression, raised his hand to signal Qi Tian, ​​then put it into his mouth with difficulty and swallowed it with a frown.

At this moment, Mother Qi smiled and said to Qi Tian: "Little God, in fact, you can bring more, more..." After thinking about the words for a long time, I finally thought of a compromise: "Take him around more, and more... It’s just a pair of chopsticks, and it’s crowded with people.”

Although he knew that Lin Fan would never come here in this life, but in front of his family, Qi Tian still said: "Wait until there is a chance."

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Since returning from eating at home that time, Qi Tian basically received a call from that little girl Qi Ya once every two weeks, asking when he would come back, and where was the gift he promised to buy for him last time?And every time he leaves home, Qi Ya can always think exactly what the next gift is.

Finally, one time, Qi Ya slipped her mouth when she called. That day, when she was urging her little uncle to go home on the weekend, she suddenly hesitated for a long time and couldn't think of what she wanted. Then she asked the side: "Grandpa, last time What kind of gift did you bring?"

After hearing the muffled voice over there for a while, Qi Tiancai heard Qi Ya say again: "Little uncle, bring me Peppa Pig's phone watch for me this weekend." After speaking, he hung up the phone in a hurry.

Qi Tian stared at the phone for a long time, and cursed inwardly, the old man has all his attention on me.

At this time Lin Fan raised his head from the movement of holding the book and asked, "Qi Ya?"

"Yes, the little girl learned from her... from her father."

Suddenly thought of something, Lin Fan said: "If you like it, bring it here to play, is it the little girl who brought He Xinyi to the company last time?"

Hearing this, Qi Tian instantly raised his head to look at Lin Fan, narrowed his eyes and asked, "Did you see me last time?"

Lin Fan didn't speak.

Seeing this, Qi Tian hurriedly explained: "That day when Lao He came home with He Xinyi, I didn't hide, I said I had something to do at the company, but Qi Ya was about to follow, and He Xinyi insisted on taking a look, didn't I?" He took the two of them there because he couldn't save Lao He face to face." Qi Tian explained everything in detail, he didn't expect to be bumped into by Lin Fan in such an inch.

But when Lin Fan heard it, he said disapprovingly: "So the United States also relied on Qi Ya that time."

Qi Tian was really anxious, so he sat up from the half-lying position and said: "I went to discuss the contract that time, and she went there for some reason, but one day when I met her at dinner, she insisted that the car broke down and asked me to send her back, but After sending her to the hotel, I didn't..." And when he saw the corner of Lin Fan's mouth slightly raised, Qi Tian finally realized what was going on, so he got up and came to Lin Fan's side, grabbed the book and threw it aside involuntarily. , and then pressed Lin Fan on the sofa and asked, "Tell me, how did you feel at that time?"

Lin Fan held back his smile and raised his eyebrows and replied: "It's good, with a beautiful woman by my side, I don't have to pester me at last."

"Did you really think so?"

"Then what do you want me to think?"

"I think..." Qi Tian said in a low voice, "I think maybe you haven't done enough, otherwise why don't you always speak the truth." He bowed his head and kissed Lin Fan deeply.

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After a long time, Qi Tian finally stopped panting on Lin Fan's back.

Lin Fan tilted his head weakly and asked: "Tell me the truth, Qi Tian, ​​is this normal for you?" The estrus anytime and anywhere can be endless once you do it. I don't know whether Qi Tian is abnormal or he is abnormal.

Qi Tian kissed the side of Lin Fan's neck and said with a smile: "Is this a compliment to me? It should be okay, but it's not been a year since I came back, and the company has too many things to do, otherwise it should be better .”

Lin Fan felt a little desperate when he heard it, it wasn't that he didn't like it, it's just that Qi Tian pestered him very much after he came back this time, and since he turned from defense to offense that time, he never occupied the upper peak again, so Lin Fan Fan said earnestly to Qi Tianyu: "Qi Tian, ​​you know that a man's career is the most important thing, and he should get busy with the company's affairs first."

Qi Tian moved his hand to Lin Fan's side, and while helping him massage, he smiled and said, "I know, but you have to have confidence in me, I will take care of everything, and in this world, nothing can compare You are more important."

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"Let's go back to my hometown to see our dad someday." When the two of them were watching a movie on the sofa, Qi Tian suddenly said.

"What about our dad, does my dad recognize you as his son?" Lin Fan glared at Qi Tian, ​​mouthing each dad, calling him more affectionate than himself.

Qi Tian thought to himself, it's not a son but a son-in-law, okay, but he knew that Lin Fan was jealous of this, so he said instead: "Don't tell me, I don't know which of us is closer to Dad recently?"

Some time ago, when Qi Tian went to the north for business trips several times, he "dropped in" to Lin Fan's hometown. After learning about Lin's father's preferences, Qi Tian always changed his ways and gave him some calligraphy, paintings and high-quality gifts. pen, ink, paper and inkstone.Originally, Father Lin refused, but the old man's eyes were too high for not being able to hold on to things. Qi Tian and Father Lin got acquainted with each other after going back and forth like this.Sometimes when Lin Fan was busy with overtime work, Qi Tian would call Father Lin and chat for a few words. Now Father Lin and Qi Tian are indeed in contact more frequently than with his own son.

"Why did you suddenly want to see my dad?" Lin Fan asked.

Qi Tian smiled and said: "Dad told me to take you back to meet someone sometime, and asked me to tell you in advance so that you can be prepared."

Lin Fan just picked up a sip of water from the table and almost choked there, then he stared at Qi Tian and asked, "Is that what I understand?"

Qi Tian nodded with a smile and said, "That's right, I understand completely correctly."

After being stunned for a few seconds, Lin Fan finally said, "My dad just..."

"It's the second spring." Qi Tian rushed over and said.

"Can you speak better?"

"It's what it is. Isn't this what you've been looking forward to? Our dad was afraid that you would feel a little uncomfortable, so he only told me about it." Qi Tian said with a smile.

Lin Fan still continued to hold a cup in a daze position, how could he be uncomfortable?In the past few years, he has been most worried about his father. Since he and Qi Tian got his father's approval, he has always wanted his father to live in Beijing, but his father refused several times, not because he was worried about his sister-in-law, but Said that he was worried about his friends here... Unexpectedly, his father could finally find someone to accompany him.

"I stayed there for whatever I wanted." Qi Tian leaned over and took away the cup from Lin Fan's hand, then lay down with his head resting on Lin Fan's leg.

"It's nothing..." Lin Fan said in a daze.

Although Qi Tian sometimes acted like a baby and would lie on his lap and ask him to give him a massage, but Lin Fan knew that Qi Tian had guessed what he was thinking right now, so he rubbed Qi Tian's temples with his hands and said, "Say, my mother should also Be happy."

"It's necessary. Our mother is so reasonable and has such a good personality. She doesn't know how to worry about you two these years. Now it's all right, and I'm finally at ease."

Hearing what Qi Tian said, Lin Fan also felt completely at ease. It should be like this. His mother's smile is always so kind and beautiful. If his mother can understand when he is with Qi Tian, ​​then she must hope that his father can be happy. .

So Lin Fan looked down at Qi Tian and said seriously: "Qi Tian, ​​it's so good that it's like this."

Qi Tian knew what Lin Fan said about "really good", not only because the two of them could be together, not only because they were recognized and accepted by the people around them, not only because Father Lin had his own happiness, but also because of all these things. For Lin Fan in those years, everything was something that he didn't dare to think about or ask for extravagance, but now, the real beauty is presented in front of his eyes one by one... In fact, not only for Lin Fan, but also for Qi Tian As far as I'm concerned, it's not the same.

So in the end, Qi Tian put Lin Fan's hand to his lips and kissed deeply before saying: "Yes, that's great, and it will always be this good in the future."

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The two should go on like this forever, even though there was a sad past and a knot that may not be overcome in the future, but because the love is too deep, they learned to accept everything in balance and tolerance, so they also gave the two The strength of personal support for each other and the courage to go forward, so they will always hold each other, become the beacon and guidance of each other's soul, and become the eternal companion of this life, even if the sea is dry and the rocks are rotten, even if the world is old.

The author has something to say: I have been listening to Mao Buyi's "Wu Wen" when I was writing this novel. I started writing on September 9 last year, and after three months to the end of December, I finally finished the first draft, and then spent an hour or two every day revising it. Some of them were put on Jinjiang, and I wanted to give up for a while, but I still persisted. I am grateful to the college girlfriends who gave me advice on this novel, and to my friends, especially Kou Moumou who even personally worked on some details. It is because of your encouragement and help that I can complete this creation.

I know it’s not enough, but it’s one of my dreams come true, thank you readers who have been following me, thank you American friends who are thousands of miles away, thank you, Sahua.

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