Falling in love with a man: Love a big star

After class, Si Yunran ordered some things and left the company with Li Xin.

"That boy is very nice."

Once in the car, Li Xin said quietly.

"You said Zhang Yan? Yes, it's very good. He came from another company. With his current state, he can make his debut at any time."

As soon as he talked about Zhang Yan, Si Yunran was full of praise and all kinds of compliments, but these words felt a little uncomfortable in Li Xin's ears.

"You will have less contact with him in the future."

Li Xin frowned and said.

"Huh? Is there a problem? What's wrong with him?" Si Yunran didn't understand what Li Xin meant.

"It's nothing. Just stay away from him."

Li Xin shook her head, because she couldn't tell how Zhang Yan made her feel.He just didn't like him much anyway.

"Then you have to give me a reason."

Si Yunran was puzzled why Li Xin behaved like this suddenly.

"There is no reason." Li Xin's tone was filled with displeasure.So it seems that Si Yunran still likes that boy named Zhang Yan.

"Okay, my wife is the biggest, listen to you."

Si Yunran felt the displeasure in Li Xin's tone, even though it was a bit inexplicable and had no reason.But Li Xin insisted on staying away, so she had no choice but to obey, who would let her be a strict wife?

After lunch, I did some shopping.The two went straight to the orphanage.Although it is winter, there will always be children running out of the room to greet them as soon as they enter the yard.

"Brother Li Xin, brother Si Yunran."

Several children saw two people enter the gate from the window.They ran out happily without putting on their coats.

"Hey. It's so cold outside you guys. Let's go in quickly, don't catch a cold."

Li Xin watched several children running out wearing only sweaters.He quickly entered the room with them.

"Yo, Li Xin and our big star Si Yunran are here. It's been a while."

The one who came out to greet her was a relatively young teacher, who came only in the year when Li Xin left the orphanage, because the age difference was not too big.There is another red letter in her name, so everyone always calls her Sister Hong.

"Sister Hong, don't make fun of me, I'm just an ordinary person now."

Si Yunran said with a smile, since he often came to the orphanage before, Si Yunran was no stranger to these teachers.

"Hey, Doudou is so tall, come here and hug her brother, by the way, Miss Hong, where is Teacher Sun? Why didn't you see her?"

Li Xin looked at Dou Dou who came out with Sister Hong and reached out to hug her.

"Brother Li Xin, Teacher Sun has gone to a very, very far place." Before Sister Hong could answer, Dou Dou's sweet voice reached Li Xin's ears.

"a place far away?"

Li Xin was stunned for a moment, then looked at Sister Hong with a puzzled expression.

"Children, go and change quickly, we are going to take a nap." Sister Hong didn't answer Li Xin but urged the children to go back to their respective rooms.

"it is good!"

The children were very obedient, they responded in unison, and obediently went back to their respective rooms. Li Xin put her down with a kiss on Doudou's face. , Si Yunran smiled and knelt down and kissed her on the other cheek, and then DouDou happily ran back to her room to sleep.

"Sister Hong? You haven't answered my question yet, and Dudou said that Teacher Sun has gone far away?"

After the children had left, Li Xin asked her again.

"Li Xin, Miss Sun... has passed away."

It took a long time for Sister Hong to speak, and there was a little sadness in her voice.

"You... what did you say!?"

Li Xin couldn't believe her ears.

"Ms. Sun was not feeling well some time ago, so she went to the hospital for an examination. It turned out to be lung cancer, which had spread to other organs. The morning before yesterday..."

Sister Hong couldn't go on talking, tears rolled in her eyes, Li Xin was in a state of being stunned from the beginning to the end, and her face was extremely ugly.

"Why didn't anyone tell me?"

Li Xin's voice didn't fluctuate in the slightest, as if it was the calm before the storm.

"Ms. Sun didn't let me tell you that she said she was afraid that you would worry. By the way, there was a letter for you in her room, saying that if you came, we would tell you."

Seeing Li Xin's ugly face, Sister Hong was at a loss.

"Well, I see."

Li Xin nodded, turned around and was about to go to Teacher Sun's room, but his legs gave way and he almost fell down. Fortunately, Si Yunran, who was always behind him, reacted quickly and helped him up.

"Li Xin..." Si Yunran felt that his hands were shaking and it was cold, so he whispered in his ear worriedly.

"I'm fine, I want to stay by myself for a while."

Li Xin pushed his hand away, shook his head with a smile, his hand was very reluctant, and Si Yunran's eyes were full of distress.

"OK then."

Si Yunran looked at him and nodded silently. He didn't know how to comfort him in such a matter.

The room was neat and tidy, an envelope lay quietly on a small desk, Li Xin picked up the letter with trembling hands and opened it.

"Son, when you read this letter, it means that you already know everything. When I learned about my illness, I thought of you first. Among the many children who have walked out of the orphanage, I am the most at ease. You are the only thing I can't let go of. You were brought up by me. I completely treat you as my own child. I know your personality best. I won't let them tell you, just because I'm afraid that you will worry and feel uncomfortable. The teacher's biggest wish was to see you put on a suit and get married on the day of marriage, but now this wish may not come true. When I found out about your relationship with Si Yunran a few years ago, I was really shocked, but look His care for you, and the tenderness in his eyes, I still choose to support you. After so many years, I am very glad that your choice was not wrong. Li Xin, the teacher has endless things to say, but you can talk about it But that's all. I'm not here, you have to take care of yourself, you have a bad stomach, you have to pay more attention, don't be so willful not to take medicine when you are sick, well, you will feel uncomfortable if you talk too much, that's all. I love you, Teacher Sun."

After reading the entire letter, Li Xin bit her lip tightly, tears welling in her eyes.

Looking at this familiar note, many things emerged in Li Xin's mind. When I was a child, I climbed a tree disobediently and fell from the tree. Teacher Sun carefully bandaged his wound while accusing him. When I was a child, I was afraid at night. Sleeping alone, Teacher Sun would stay by the bedside and accompany me, and every time I was sick and refused to take medicine, Teacher Sun would do everything I could...

Many things emerged one after another in Li Xin's mind like a movie, with joys and sorrows.

After an unknown amount of time, Si Yunran pushed the door gently and walked in, watching Li Xin who was standing there holding the letter in a daze and walked over.

"Li Xin..." Si Yunran called softly.

"Yeah." Li Xin hummed lightly, and her thoughts were pulled back from the memory to the reality, and she lowered her head and carefully folded the letter and put it in the envelope.

Seeing him, Si Yunran felt indescribably uncomfortable, and stretched out his hand to hug him.

"Ran...I want to go home."

Li Xin buried her head in Si Yunran's chest and said sullenly.

"Okay, let's go home."

Si Yunran patted his head, hoping to give him some comfort.

Along the way, Li Xin tilted his head and looked at the receding street scene outside the car window in silence. His complexion was very bad, and Si Yunran's eyes were full of distress.

"Ran, I only have you now."

When the car parked steadily in the garage, Li Xin, who hadn't spoken for a long time, said quietly, his voice was choked, and he didn't know when he had burst into tears.

For a moment, Si Yunran's heart seemed to have been thumped severely, and he stretched out his hand and hugged him directly.

"I will always be by your side and never leave you." Si Yunran touched his head and said softly, Li Xin gave a muffled hum, and suppressed the tears not to cry anymore.