The devil is me

"Stop talking!" Shen Xinzhai covered his ears in pain, he was about to suffocate when he thought of Yun Chonghe's expression when he met Shen Po's eyes.

He finally said: "Sister, I will not do such a thing."

The medicine bottle was thrown back into Shen Yutao's arms alone, he couldn't dodge it, and ran away from her quickly.

Shen Xinzhai seldom disobeyed the wishes of his elders, whether it was Shen Xihe, Mrs. Feng, or his sister Shen Yutao.

They are like gods to him, they say nothing but obey.

He knew that the slaps that fell on Shen Po in the past might not make him taste them in the future.

He seemed to understand from birth that life would not be easy in such a family.Just like Shen Po, who was born to refuse to admit defeat, what happened in the end, how much blood shed, how many tears he tasted, and finally he almost died on the Great Barren Mountain.

Although Yun Chonghe kept him in the end, Shen Xinzhai thought to himself that he didn't have such a good life, and as the son of the Shen family, it was even more impossible for him to leave like Shen Po.

The responsibilities of the family, the expectations of his father and mother, made him overwhelmed.

But because of his depression, because of the ridiculous self-esteem that came from the bottom of his heart, he refused his sister's request, and he himself felt incredible.

He didn't know how he returned to the room. When he sat on the bed covered in cold sweat, his heart was still beating fast. Everything that happened just now seemed to be imprinted in his mind. Difficult to go -

Thump, thump.

"A poison that prevents cultivators from driving the inner alchemy for a short period of time."

Thump, thump.

"I'm afraid the relationship between your master and Shen Po is not that simple."

Thump, thump.

"Shen Mo looks at Yun Chonghe like a fox."

He thought of Shen Po's Que sword and Yu Jue in its scabbard, he thought of him shaking Yun Chonghe's arm affectionately, he thought of the window grilles that Yuan Ri saw outside the master's room as he passed by, and he thought of some ambiguous and small moments that made him uncomfortable ...like a leech sucking his blood, bit by bit, without realizing it.

The truth is not only tempting to pursue infatuatedly, but also makes people stay away.

He couldn't help shaking.

In the afternoon, it was still a fine day with high sky and light clouds, the water was rippling, and the sky was clear. Some low-ranking disciples of the Xue family gathered around the lake to catch fish, causing the water to splash everywhere, and occasionally a colorful rainbow appeared, causing another surprise cheers.

After all, the excitement belongs to others, Shen Xinzhai walked out of the room with a pale face, startling Shen Po, Ling Yaosi and others.

Shen Po put his warm palm on Shen Xinzhai's forehead, and asked strangely: "Are you okay, are you feeling uncomfortable?"

Shen Xinzhai took a step back, not daring to look at each other: "No...no. I didn't have a good rest at noon."

Shen Po thought he was overly nervous, after all, Shen Xinzhai's character was like this, so he didn't take it to heart, and comforted him: "Don't think so much, it's our Penglai who came out on top anyway."

He put his arms around Shen Xinzhai's neck affectionately, and said loudly: "I know Feng Ruohua and Shen Yutao have sex. If you are really under too much pressure, I will take it easy on stage and let you win."

Shen Xinzhai curled up her fingers in her cuffs, and turned her face away with her neck stuck.

"No need."

There are huge round drums with red lacquer cloud pattern towering on both sides of the dojo, and the sound of the drums is loud and loud, which inspires people's fighting spirit, and the trial will start soon.

Shen Po really left room for it, every move was well-behaved, he didn't make any unstoppable ingenuity, and the speed of the sword was deliberately slowed down. Shen Xinzhai only felt ashamed, gritted his teeth to deal with it, and gripped the sword with his fingertips so painfully.

The two fought evenly, flying all the way to the top of the drum, their swords and lights meeting each other, moving and jumping.

After all, Shen Xinzhai started late, and being able to take so many tricks actually showed his strength, but the more he went on, the more tired he became.He didn't want Shen Po to release water for him, he deliberately didn't show half of it, almost exhausted the power of inner alchemy, it was considered a dangerous move.

After a short period of confrontation, Shen Po's spiritual flow that drove Que Jian suddenly disappeared!

The situation changed suddenly, and Shen Xinzhai, who was pale with fright, had no time to rein in his strength, Shen Po was shaken by his sword energy, and his feet slipped and he fell straight down.

At that moment, Shen Xinzhai saw Shen Po's slightly opened mouth and astonished eyes, his always confident and extremely agile face became out of control.At this time, Shen Xinzhai noticed a terrible thing, that is, a mean and vague joy rose in his heart.

He should be delighted.

Soon, Shen Po found that he could not perceive the spiritual flow, nor could he drive the inner alchemy.

Que Jian fell from a high place together with him, the wind whistling in his ears, and he who lost his inner alchemy was like a broken kite, unable to fly high, no different from ordinary people.

If you fall, your brain will burst and your limbs will be broken.

He closed his eyes in horror.

A gust of wind hit, bringing light sandalwood, the back and legs were suddenly supported firmly by a pair of hands, the fingertips were very strong, and the strength could still be deeply felt through the clothes.He opened his eyes and saw Yun Chong, his tight jawline, and pale eyes.

His expression was cold, his thin lips were pursed tightly, and he was already angry.

Shen Po thought a little sadly that he had let his master down after all.

Yun Chonghe firmly placed Shen Po on the ground, and pressed his pulse with cool fingertips.But because he was the first to fall off the stage, the winner was undoubtedly Shen Xinzhai who was still standing on top of the drum.

Shen Xinzhai jumped off the drum dumbly, his palms were covered with thin sweat, and he could hardly hold the sword.He returned to his spiritual consciousness, and suddenly thought of Ming Dan, and thought of Shen Yutao.

He was eagerly surrounded by Penglai's younger brothers and sisters. His eyes wandered through the crowd, seeing Yun Chonghe, Shen Po and Ling Yaosi bowing their heads and whispering, and looking over from afar from time to time, he saw Shen Yutao looking towards him in a subtle way. She nodded, as if to signal but also as to approve, and saw Xue Yu standing beside her, with an uncontrollable ecstasy like a villain's success on his face.

He had the urge to cry for a moment.

Although he won, all the people and things he cared about were annihilated, and his life seemed to collapse completely uncontrollably, raising ashes of despair in front of him.

As soon as they got on the pulse, Yun Chonghe knew that Shen Po had been poisoned almost immediately.

Shen Po lay on the bed, not safe, chattering.At first he thought there was something wrong with his inner alchemy, which frightened him, but after Yun Chonghe looked at it, he only said it was temporary, so he was relieved.

Ling Yaosi tucked the quilt up for him: "You can calm down, I don't know what I ate at noon, which made the inner alchemy unable to function, and I am still here."

Shen Po thought about it, he ate the same as everyone else at noon, and drank a glass of water after taking a nap, but that was all.

He showed his pitiful eyes from under the quilt, and Lingyao pinched his face with his hands, his fingertips were sunken in the dimples, like an eight-year-old child who picked up water Lingling when he first came to the Great Barren Mountains, he suppressed a smile Said: "Because you can't beat me now, I will bully you hard."

Shen Po stretched out his hard fist from under the quilt, and said provocatively: "I can beat you with bare hands, come and fight!"

Very childish.

Yun Chonghe gave him an angry look, took his fist with his palm, and stuffed it back under the quilt to hide it.In order to speed up the digestion of the toxin, he also had to cook a medicine.

"We need to rest for no reason, let's all go out." He glanced at Shen Xinzhai who was standing on one side with his head bowed, "Come with me."

It was late and the sun was setting, but it wasn't cold, but Shen Xinzhai felt that he was frozen from head to toe.

Yun Chong and his shadow were long and narrow, covering half of his shadow.It seems that only in the illusory place can he get infinitely close to the master.

Shen Xinzhai stared at the shadow, and then turned his gaze to Yun Chong and the clean shoe tips exposed under the hem of his clothes. He didn't dare to raise his head, because if he raised his eyes slightly, he would be dissected clean by Yun Chong and his sharp eyes.

"Xin Zhai, you are very good. Congratulations." Yun Chong said softly.

Unexpectedly, when he heard a compliment first, Shen Xinzhai's nose became sore, and he felt powerless and ironic. He rubbed his eyes and murmured weakly: "Master, I didn't..."

He couldn't continue speaking in the middle of the sentence, because he knew that it was obvious that he was lying, and he looked like he knew something, but he still refused to admit it.

He has never been able to tell lies since he was a child, and his acting skills are very poor. Mrs. Feng is also very angry. His son can't even tell lies to the son of a lowly maidservant.

He suddenly hated Sullen Tao, hated that since she had so many ideas and methods, why did she ask him to know, once he knew, even if he didn't take action, he would still be involved, and it was difficult to clear the suspicion.

"You don't have to explain. I don't blame you." Seeing that he was about to cry, Yun Chonghe held his shoulders, "But I want to remind you that if you don't have a strong heart, you will harm others and yourself."

Shen Xinzhai had already forgotten when Yun Chonghe left, and he did not hear Yun Chonghe's sigh when he left.

He is like a dead tree, standing in the twilight.Birds return home, all things grow, and it has nothing to do with him.

He obviously did nothing.

Yes, he admits he faltered for a moment, but he didn't take that step.He knew that Shen Po hated him, knew that Master favored Shen Po, knew that he was a clown in their eyes, knew that he was like a stepping stone for Shen Po to become famous, but he did nothing.

After a huge grievance, there is an unstoppable hatred.

Yun Chonghe's heart is biased, what right does he have to say that about him?

Hurt self and others?Perhaps it is false to harm oneself, but it is true to harm Shen Po. He just won him, so he will be so slandered.

Why?

He was born with no freedom, no win, no lose, no love, no desire, no life, no death.

What is he.

The author says:

There are two more chapters in V today, besides this chapter, there is another chapter that will be released at [-] pm.