The devil is me

Dawn breaks and the snow melts.

No matter how warm the quilt is, there are times when someone goes to dissipate the heat.

Xi Buwen tidied himself up, and neatly drew a high ponytail with the mahogany hairpin gifted by Wu Nian, showing good-looking eyebrows and eyes, but a little hickey remained on his neck, which was unsightly. Facing the stream, he raised his collar and caressed it with his fingertips.

My heart itch again.Love overflows, showing between the eyebrows.

"I know you must go." Wu Nian said.

Xi Buwen's expression turned cold, and when Fei Semeng woke up, he had to face this desolate world, his expression was determined.

The Xi family has the grace of rebuilding him, and the family love of flesh and blood.If the Xi family is in trouble, he will go to Hanzhong, even if he will die if he goes there.

"Then I'll go with you." Wu Nian touched her and moved closer, twisted her collarbone and neck, and finally covered his lips, leaving no room for him to refuse.

Once the traces of no-mind are revealed, the world of Buddhist cultivation will naturally not let it go, it is almost dangerous and difficult to move forward.Xi Buwen wanted to refuse, but in the end he didn't.

His time is running out and he doesn't want to be separated again, Wu Nian probably thinks the same way.What's more, Wu Nian understands him, just like Yun Chonghe resolutely returned to Penglai at the foot of the Great Barren Mountain in the previous life, and he was willing to die like this.

The two of them had already connected with each other, slept in the same coffin, and vowed to live and die together.

The two of them set off and rushed to Fuyu Mountain in Hanzhong without sleep. Halfway through, they received another voice transmission. voice, asking him to meet at Bingling Lake in the north.

Arriving at Bingling Lake, it was obvious that their identities had been disclosed to the public by Shen Xinzhai, since he couldn't find them, he didn't mind asking this Taoist sect to look for them together, and he didn't mind Xue Yu using those innocuous tricks to force them to find out body.

This time Xi Yangzhou couldn't pretend, and the tail trembled, and he could hear it all.

At the end, he hastily warned in a low voice: "Don't come, it's a scam."

The formation broke suddenly, like a broken string, the sound of the piano was still clanging.Xi Buwen stayed where he was, his nose sore.

Xi Qiyuan and Xi Yangzhou don't know if they already know their identities. Xi Yangzhou still protects him like this, just like fulfilling his responsibilities as a brother in the past ten years, which makes him feel more guilty. If it wasn't for him Well, Mrs. Huang will not die, and the Xi family will not suffer such a catastrophe.

Wu Nian shook his hand and brought him back to his senses.

"They hope to lure you with the father and son of the Xi family as bait, so of course it will be fine now, so you don't have to worry too much."

Xi Buwen nodded, the reason is clear, but the person concerned is ill, and his heart is in a mess.

The water in Bingling Lake is very cold at this time of year.

When trapped at the bottom of the lake, they were ignorant and didn’t feel the cold, but when the temperature dropped suddenly at night, there would always be fish that were frozen to death floating on the water with their white bellies turned upside down. Their tiny spirit bodies were like fireflies, floating in the water. Spread out and pass him and his sword.

I can't make it this year.If he can't live, he wants to rush to die, Xi Buwen feels like laughing, he is like an ant, he was born not to rush to die, a little wind and rain, and a bicycle is enough to die a few times.

The only two unpredictable things in this bleak life are how and when he died.

It's not easy going all the way.

Although they were careful to hide their tracks, some Buddhist practitioners along the way found them.A demon king in the past life, a Buddhist traitor, who knew everything and was frightened by the news, but driven by greed, he always wanted to bite the bullet and take them down.Fortunately, Xi Buwen rubbed oil on his feet, slipped away quickly with Wu Nian, and did not have too much confrontation.However, the news spread like wildfire, and some people had known for a long time that the two had gone in the direction of Bingling Lake in the north.

But the buddhist circle, who didn't know the exact whereabouts of the two, still clamored to ask the Taoist circle for an explanation.In the past few years, the world of Buddhist cultivation has been resting and recuperating, talented people have emerged in large numbers, and the momentum is strong. It is no longer the time for Taoist cultivators to cover the sky with one hand. Now under pressure, the Xue family, who is the head of a hundred schools of Taoism, dare not not respond.

The matter of slaughtering the temple was done by Xue Ronghe and led others, Xue Yu naturally knew it, but not long after, Xue Rong and Sha Xi failed to ask, but he died tragically. good meat.Although he was the head of the family these years, he often had to listen to his elder brother's opinion on important matters in the family. Xue Rongyu passed away suddenly.

He had a headache at first, and was worried about when the Xue family would be found out, but suddenly he heard rumors that the Buddhist cultivator was sure that Wu Nian colluded with Daoxiu to destroy Jialan. Who was this Daoxiu referring to? Why he didn't know, it was Xi Buwen, the younger generation of the Xi family.

He was overjoyed, anyway, Xi's family can't be cleaned up, and Xi Buwen has a grudge against him for murdering his brothers and sons, not to mention that he is the reincarnation of a demon king, with countless blood debts. He confessed this sin, and no one would not believe it.He immediately replied to the world of Buddhist cultivation and asked them to go to Bingling Lake to attack Wu Nian and Xi Buwen and confront them.

While Xue Yu was arranging these, Shen Xinzhai was sipping tea on the sidelines, with a face full of confidence, he knew that these two people would definitely come.

One is sanctimonious, and the other is unreasonable.They regard Tao and righteousness as more important than life.How could it be possible to leave Xi Qiyuan and Xi Yangzhou behind?

He hid his urgency behind an indifferent look, his heart was beating fast, and he wondered what happened to Xi Buwen's eyes.According to the rumors, that Xiao Daoxiu was very healthy, and he was skating very fast. Presumably, his eyes were already healed.That being the case, it would naturally heal his legs.

Hope blooms again from despair.Sure enough, you have to force them to get what you want.

He was looking forward to it, not worried that Xi Buwen knew too many secrets, or that his sister and brother-in-law knew that he was the culprit who killed his nephew, he only cared about his legs.

As long as he can stand up, those are just small things.

It wasn't until he waited for another seven sunrises and sunsets that he finally found the person he wanted to see.

This is the time limit agreed with Xi Buwen and Wu Nian during the sound transmission later.At that time, they only said that they came to meet Xi's family by Bingling Lake, but when the two arrived, they found that nearly a hundred people from the Taoist and Buddhist circles gathered here, teachers of thousands of people.

This scene is very familiar, but they didn't expect to be able to get together like this after a lifetime of rebirth.

Xi Buwen supported Wu Nian to lower the sword, as if he was going to a potluck, his expression was the same.

As soon as he landed on the ground, he found that the seal of the Ruanyuan Sword had been shattered after several shocks of demonic energy. He could clearly feel the connection and induction between the demonic sword and his breathing. It is tied with iron chains, and as long as he gives an order, it can break free and jump out of the water.

Dust-covered for many years, washed by cold water, it longs for warm blood and endless killing.

Shen Xinzhai pushed aside the crowd first, and hurriedly greeted him with the wheelchair. Everyone thought that he had new and old grudges to seek, so they watched the show in silence.

He stared in disbelief at the white cloth on Wu Nian's eye sockets, he clearly remembered that the white cloth was originally tied on Xi Buwen's eyes, but now it has changed its owner.

He couldn't help trembling at the end, and clenched his fingers on the wooden wheel: "What's wrong with his eyes?!"

The answer is obvious, and it's not that he can't guess the twists and turns, it's just that he can't believe it.

Xi Buwen responded with a cold snort from his nasal cavity.

"Master Ruhui helped us change our eyes." Whenever he mentioned this matter, Xi Buwen still felt guilty, he paused for a moment with a lump in his throat, looking at Shen Xinzhai who was at a loss, he felt that his appearance was ridiculous and pitiful, "You Stop wishful thinking."

"In the case of the East China Sea, my hands and feet were not broken at all, but only fractured. What I said at the time were all jokes."

"Fake, lied to you."

"There is no way in this world to revive a severed limb and reconnect a dead vein."

Shen Xinzhai suddenly recalled some details of that year, he seemed to be able to see the smile on Shen Po's face on His Majesty Baji's face, grinning, he was in pain, he was surrounded by the crowd, he pretended to describe it, and his gestures were exaggerated.

is fake.True or false.

"Impossible." Shen Xinzhai's expression was terrified, his face was horrified, his eyes were wide open, a stubborn string in his mind suddenly broke, and his head was muffled by the shock.He has believed in this for nearly 30 years, but the straw cannot save his life, it is actually a bamboo basket fetching water, a falsehood.He held his breath, as if dead.

"I don't believe it. You lied to me."

He suddenly raised his chin and laughed out loud, out of breath: "Are you kidding me? Are you kidding me!"

"You were cured at that time, and you will be cured obviously."

"You loved to tease me in your previous life. You ran to the mountains to hide my sword, lifted the roof tiles and threw mulberries into my bath water..." He no longer cared about his gentle and elegant image, and spat hard.

He convinced himself with these words, the corners of his lips were still smiling, but the circles of his eyes were red, and his whole face was ashen and dead.

He suddenly lifted the hem of his clothes, revealing his empty trouser legs in front of everyone.Abandoning self-esteem has crushed his feet, leaving only a poor man who can't get rid of it and can't get rid of his obsession.

His eyes were fierce, like a vulture eating a corpse: "But I can't take a joke now!"

"I'm not joking." Xi Buwen said without a word, his eyes frighteningly cold.

Penglai's past events can no longer shake his mind.What right does Shen Xinzhai have to say this, it's everything he destroyed with his own hands.

Shen Xinzhai was on the verge of falling, and almost fell off the wheelchair. He blankly shifted his gaze from Xi Buwen's face to Wu Nian's face, but got no response, passed through the crowd again, and threw himself into the cold lake, where a withered yellow leaf fell Suddenly, faint ripples appeared on the surface of the lake, and the stagnant water fluctuated, spreading out silently in circles.

The familiar scene reminded him of the tragedy where his legs were broken by a walking corpse 20 years ago.The pain was like thorns, covering his whole body, he couldn't escape, and his body was covered in blood.

His chapped lips moved, and his eyes became hollow and cloudy.

When Shen Po died, he was only three hundred steps away.He watched Shen Xihe's sword stabbing towards Shen Po with a flash of cold light, but that fool did not hide.

He rushed over, completely subconsciously, his feet moved before his brain, he called out Shen Po's name in the crowd, and he realized inconceivably that he wanted to save him, to stop the sharp blade from piercing his chest .

Everyone thought that he was going to cut him with a sword, and they were so anxious that they didn't see the walking corpse that rushed over.

Even Shen Po himself thought so.

How dare he argue, Shen Po's death was caused by himself, could it be that he ruined someone else's life, and then pretended to say, I actually wanted to save you in the end.

it is ridiculous.

He couldn't say it, he was willing to be a hero in the battle of Tianyuan.Be the one who wants to cut Shen Po's last sword.

It doesn't seem so cowardly.

His life is like one giant joke.

In order to save the person who wanted to kill, he sacrificed his life.

If you want to stay, you can't, but if you believe it, it's a mistake.In the end, empty-handed, throw away those precious things, but get nothing in exchange.

The corners of Shen Xinzhai's sinking mouth were raised suddenly, and he tilted his head, smiling exaggeratedly and uglyly, the folds at the corners of his eyes were all squeezed together and sunken.

"You lied to me."

You lied to me that your arms and legs were broken, which made me feel guilty, and lied to me that there is a way to repair it in this world.

"Hahahaha, you all lied to me!!"

He also lied to me that we are best friends and closest brothers and sisters.

"Lied to me!!"

Lied to me that Penglai has been around for a long time, the world is gentle.

Xi Buwen frowned.

"Hahahahahaha." He rolled out of the wheelchair, supported by half of his body, grabbing the ground with his head, once and again.

"You lied to me."

"You lied to me."

"You lied to me."

Every time I read a sentence, I tap it, which is frightening.

Blood and water mixed with mud smeared on the forehead and stuck to the hair, and the sandalwood hairpin fell down with a crisp sound.Shen's disciples couldn't bear to see the Patriarch's embarrassment in front of everyone, so they ran over to help, but Shen Xinzhai struggled and couldn't get up, scratching his limbs, like a naive child begging for candies.

Shen Xinzhai went crazy.

He smiled idiotically, with disheveled hair, picked up the hairpin that Yun Chong and gave him back then and scratched his face.

The author says:

countdown to completion

ps. I know that the sugar is not enough, they are errrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

By the way, Shen Xinzhai, I buried his foreshadowing from the beginning to the end, and I wanted to write a very complicated character from the very beginning.He was always compared with others in his childhood, and later he got used to comparing himself with others. He was very jealous, but he had kind thoughts in his heart.I said on Weibo that if I had to use one word to describe him, it would be regret.His regret lies in what this chapter wants to say, to sacrifice his life in order to save those who want to be destroyed.And yet he couldn't say it, never, ever, ever again.