Nouveau riche vs real rich

After Ye Chen was carried back by Shangguan Shuishui, he was limp on the sofa. He couldn't recover for a long time. He lay on the sofa, closed his eyes, and was spinning around. She was throbbing in pain, she didn't know if Yan Ailin was at home, she couldn't open her eyes, and she couldn't hear the sound, she lay on the sofa as long as a century, after a long, long time, like in a dream, Putting her hands on her forehead, the smell emanating from her wrists is Yan Ailin, right?Is it her?She moved her body with difficulty, but heard a gentle voice whispering in her ear, "Drink some lemonade." She couldn't open her eyes, but felt that Yan Ailin was dragging her head with one hand, her lips were cold, and she finished drinking Shui, she didn't know what happened, so she nestled in Yan Ailin's arms. The two of them didn't speak. She felt uncomfortable and couldn't say anything. She just stayed like that. It looks like she was hungover all night last night, but she obviously only drank some alcoholic beverages that were not strong enough in that bar. Yan Ailin slept next to her, covered by a thin quilt, Due to the limited space on the sofa, she lay motionless on her side. Seeing her sleeping so badly that night, Ye Chen suddenly had a sore nose and red eyes. What should she do?Knowing that there is a gap in her heart, she can't say what it is. In the end, Yan Ailin doesn't love her enough. She knows this, but what Ye Chen doesn't know is whether Yan Ailin still can't let go of the past in his heart, or It's just her own problem, she just doesn't like herself that much, but even so, she still treats herself so well, should she give up?Still reluctant, is that all?Her heart was clenched and she was so stuffy that she couldn't breathe. She went to the bathroom to take a shower and took a bath for an hour. When she came out, there was no one in the room. There was a bowl of porridge on the table, and a note was pressed under the bowl. "I'm going to work. If my head still hurts, I'll take some medicine." Ye Chen looked serious, and put the vegetable porridge in the spoon into her mouth. Blocked in general.

Perhaps, in the face of true love, all persistence and efforts are superficial, I am a superficial person, Ye Chen thinks so, but Yan Ailin is not.

After that day, Ye Chen simply packed some luggage, the same as when she first moved in, just a few clothes that she often wears. She has always been a passer-by and cannot be the owner of this house. , "Take care of yourself and call me if you need anything."

After a few steps, her feet seemed to be filled with lead. She thought about the house she rented for Yan Ailin in the first place, and thought that if Yan Ailin wasn't as stupid as her hand was cut, she would stay here to take care of her shamelessly. , Thinking of her suicide in front of the grave when she was dying, her heart ached like a knife. From the very beginning, she was forcing her, forcing Yan Ailin to accept herself. She couldn't walk anymore, and her body was very heavy. Dragging her tired body, dragging her and Yan Ailin's past, it should be over, this scene, from the beginning to the end, is like a one-man show that I am playing, and I don't feel hard at all when I am deeply involved in it, As long as she can spend more time with her every day, that is all she hopes for. After walking this journey, she feels a little tired inexplicably, as if her ribs have been pulled out, and her whole body is leaning limply in the elevator .

After that day, it seemed that there was a certain kind of tacit understanding, Yan Ailin had always had a tacit understanding than her, her sudden marriage proposal inspired the most primitive truth deep in her heart, Yan Ailin saw the note left by Ye Chen after returning home from work. I understood everything, even though Ye Chen didn't have many clothes, she could easily find that she had taken those clothes away, did she just leave like that?Yan Ailin was holding the note she left in the morning. There were two different styles of handwriting on the note, just like her and Ye Chen. She made a pot of tea. It was autumn and the sky was getting cooler Yes, the cushions have been laid on the bay window, it must have been made by Ye Chen, she sat on the bay window holding a teacup in both hands, her mood was as bleak as this season, her eyes were so tired, this, is it over?She was murmuring in her heart. She had never been clear about her feelings for Ye Chen. The beginning of their relationship went smoothly, but the ending was too frustrating. After that, she felt a little irritable, just a teacup, she held it over and over again, all the words were kept in her heart, she has always had such a temper, she is used to forbearance, she can pinch her palm with her fingernails to make a mark , she wanted to blame Ye Chen for giving up after only one marriage proposal without success, which is not a sign of perseverance, but she couldn't blame it, it was clear that she hadn't reached that point, Ye Chen pulled her out of the shadows, she was so kind to her She is gentle and considerate in every detail, she also has a good impression of her, she is not a person who just finds someone to make do with, if she can make do with, she will do it casually during these lonely three years If someone can find someone to make do with, Ye Chen is not just about to come, so what is Ye Chen?Is it the fun in a small European town?Is it the beautiful smile every time I think of her?Or is it a cup of black tea tightly held in the hand in late autumn?She didn't know what that uncertainty was, but that wasn't the point anymore, the point was that uncertainty.

It was different from the beginning when they made a big impact, but their end was silent and gloomy. The note was like a farewell letter to each other. Maybe even God would let them go. Neither of them went to the hospital to see Aunt Zhen. When they met again, who knew whether such a wrong body was a coincidence or deliberate?Just like the encounter we expected, we never knew whether it was intentional or a coincidence.

Ye Chen took Aunt Zhen and Aunt Shi Shi out of the hospital. She found a place for the two old people to live in. Aunt Zhen's condition has stabilized. Although she still doesn't know many people, the frequency of talking nonsense has gradually decreased. Ye Chen didn't know what Aunt Shi Shi said to her when she was taking care of her on weekdays, but in just one month, Aunt Zhen had already relied on her very much, and her eyes made people sad. I don't know how else I can help other than material support.

The business of the restaurant is getting better and better. Perhaps she has a knot in her heart. She hasn't been to the restaurant for a long time. Rong Rong and the cook are watching, and she feels relieved. Gradually, she finds that she is not so sad, and a little numb. , but can’t go to the store, it’s too close, afraid of seeing the woman in the cafe opposite, afraid of heartache, afraid of giving up and losing the city after finally pulling out, the saddest thing is that she found that Afterwards, she became idle again, the restaurant had paid back its capital, and after she paid back her father's money, she still had some money left over. After drinking once, she couldn't help but smiled wryly, could it be that her life goal is only words? Is Ailin already?Wanting her to live a good life and working hard to make money, she thought about it, laughing harder and harder, she is really worthless, maybe she was doomed from birth, she is a second-generation ancestor who has no ability to idle around, everything , seems to have returned to the original point, back to their original appearance, but some things have changed subtly. Can fish, take a nap at noon, go out to see Aunt Zhen at three or four in the afternoon, talk to the two old people, go home for dinner at night, walk with the old man in the garden, play with the big head when he is energetic, and not When she is in good spirits, she doesn't even want to talk to the big head. Rong Rong reports on financial affairs once a month. Female, house girl is easy to get fat. In three months, she gained 8 catties. In three months, she has never met Yan Ailin once, in the same city.

She lives in the middle of the mountain all day long, meeting people is almost like meeting ghosts, is she still delusional about meeting by chance?In fact, she didn't think about it, she just occasionally heard some fragments from Aunt Shi Shi's mouth, probably nothing more than "Xiao Ai seems to be very busy recently, she hasn't come for half a month..." "Xiao Ai is very thin, her appetite is not as good as yours, and she always eats very little when cooking for her..."

It took a little longer, and the number of times Ye Chen went to Aunt Zhen's had to be reduced, because Aunt Shi Shi and her topics were not only Aunt Zhen, but also Xiao Ai, and they couldn't get around after chatting, and the topic would be like a dog's tail Scratching Ye Chen's heart like grass, those questions such as "Is she too tired from work recently?" "Is she not eating well, what if she has gastritis?" Messy thoughts will grow like weeds, and she can't suppress it. At that time, she could only go to the bar to drink, but no matter how drunk she was, she would always let Rong Qingqing drive the car to the downstairs of the community. Once The lights at Yan Ailin's house were still on, she got out of the car with the strength of alcohol, entered the elevator, and pressed the floor, but after the elevator door opened and closed countless times, she didn't even get out of the elevator, and went back along the elevator's original path .

This is a disease, she knows, lying in the car, Rong Qingqing didn't say anything, and seemed to understand everything, he would always reach out and pet Ye Chen's head, like a puppy, and then Driving away without instructions like nothing happened.