Nouveau riche vs real rich

That snowy night three years ago, Yan Ailin can't help but feel chills when she thinks about it now. That accident shattered all her dreams and expectations, and all the happiness she expected were wiped out in that accident. Gu Muqing I once told her that suffering grinds people, and people get used to it after a while, but they didn't tell her that suffering is too great and it will destroy a person.

When I met Gu Muqing, she was only 13 years old. Her mother went to great lengths to send her to an aristocratic school. It was nothing more than training her to know those rich people from a young age, and cultivating her extravagant expectations for the upper class from the bottom of her heart. Her experience made her mature prematurely. After her mother threw her into an aristocratic school, she no longer cared about her. She was arranged to live in school for a month and only go home once a month. She was so lonely. At that time, she was afraid again. Facing the brocade clothes and satins of her classmates, she had strange eyes. , Whispering, she felt that she was an outlier in that school, like a clown, the only thing she thanked her mother was that she could receive a better education than ordinary people in that noble school, and then met Gu Muqing, Gu Muqing was a gift from God The warmest and brightest beam of light in her gloomy life, that beam of light has always been in front of her, leading her where to go, giving her warmth and happiness, she once naively thought that this beam of light would accompany her for the rest of her life, even if Let her wait for a lifetime, as long as she is by her side, she is willing to wait.

How could there be love in the first place?How dare you have love in your heart? At the age of 13, she was thrown here abruptly by her mother. She was afraid, so she refused to get close to everyone. Of course, no one was willing to take the initiative to get close to her. Everyone likes cheerful and cheerful companions. Who would like her who is depressed?She just expected her mother to come to see her, so even her studies were neglected on purpose, and she used such clumsy methods of attracting attention when she was young, but she didn't attract her mother's attention, and she attracted Gu Muqing's attention. At the age of 13, Gu Muqing was 23 years old, just ten years older than her.

"Student Yan Ailin, your grades in culture class have dropped too much recently." That was the first sentence Gu Muqing said to her one-on-one, "Also, several teachers in these art classes also reported that you have been skipping classes recently." Her mother used many tricks to throw her in. In addition to studying culture, there are also many art classes, such as painting, piano, equestrianism, and table manners. There is no age limit, maybe her mother wants to learn by herself.

The 13-year-old Yan Ailin kept her head down and said nothing, but Gu Muqing asked her softly, "What's the matter with you recently? You always seem absent-minded in class, are you not feeling well?"

Yan Ailin followed suit and nodded.

"what happened?"

"Stomach hurts." She lied casually.

"Then go to the school doctor's office." Gu Muqing got up and took her hand.

"Can you tell my mother to come and see me?"

Gu Muqing nodded and took her to the school infirmary.

It's a pity that lies can't always be told casually. The doctor took the instrument and listened to her stomach, but she felt that her stomach was really uncomfortable on the way to the school doctor's office, and there was something wrong with it. Uncomfortable, as if something was coming out, thick, she didn't know what happened, she just heard the doctor ask, "Is it menstrual period?"

When she was 13 years old, she didn't even know her menstrual period. Gu Muqing seemed to remember something, and whispered in her ear, "Yan Ailin, have you had menarche yet?"

Regarding these, her mother never educated her, nor did she store up such knowledge. It was just a coincidence that a week later, in the physiology class, such a course was taught. She was at a loss, and Gu Muqing led her there. In the bathroom, when she saw the abnormal color on the underwear, she was so terrified, thinking that she had some incurable disease, but at this time, her mother was not by her side, thinking about this, it made her even more sad, groaning. She cried out in the toilet. She didn't know what to do. Gu Muqing outside the door had been waiting for her. Hearing the sound of crying, she knocked on the door eagerly. She put on her pants and went out. Gu Muqing hugged her gently, "It's okay, Every woman is like this, today is an important day for Yan Ailin to become a woman."

"But I'm bleeding." Thinking about it now, how childish it was then.

Then Gu Muqing took her back to the dormitory to change into clean clothes and pants, and went to the school supermarket to buy sanitary napkins for her. After she changed, she asked naively, "You said every woman would do this? Would you do it too?" For some reason , From the very beginning, she never called Teacher Gu Muqing.

Gu Muqing smiled slightly, "Of course, I'm also a woman."

Yan Ailin doesn't know how every woman's menarche goes. Children nowadays should already know this, but at that time, perhaps only in aristocratic schools could such education be so clear and not obscure. After that, she seemed to have found a reliance, and gradually, she liked to be close to Gu Muqing. At that time, she lived in the student dormitory, and Gu Muqing lived in the teacher's dormitory. Teachers, like students, went home once a month, but when Yan Ailin went back Her mother didn't know where she went, but she couldn't find the key to the door.Her mother was a very early user of mobile phones. Even though she was still in the shape of a thick and heavy big brother at that time, the number was copied in a notebook, but the public phone booth kept replying that the number you dialed was turned off. She didn't know how to get home. Just now It's only been two months since the first day of junior high school, and it's already a bit cold in November. She looked at the BB phone number in her notebook, which belonged to Gu Muqing. Gu Muqing left it for her once, and if she had anything to do, call that one. number, she called the artificial desk, "Please call 129~3524085, Yan Ailin can't get home." After hanging up the phone, Yan Ailin didn't know if Gu Muqing said it would be useful, she had never used a BP machine, she Staying in the phone booth blankly, where it can block the wind, waited for almost half an hour, but saw Gu Muqing hurriedly running over from the other side of the road, she stayed in the phone booth downstairs of her house, and ran out anxiously .

The sudden appearance startled Gu Muqing, "Why are you here? Why can't you go home?" She was out of breath.

"I can't find the key, and my mother is not at home, and her phone has been turned off."

Gu Muqing took the scarf around her neck, led Yan Ailin upstairs and knocked on the door, "Could it be that your mother is sleeping at home and didn't hear the knock on the door?" Gu Muqing knocked again. Ai Lin's home is different from other students' houses, Gu Muqing shrugged, "Doesn't your mother know that you are coming back from school today?" She tore off a note from her bag and wrote, "Yan Ailin At my house, class teacher Gu Muqing stays." Then he stuffed it into Yan Ailin's house.

"Go to my house first, are you hungry? I'll take you to dinner first."

Sitting in a restaurant, Yan Ailin felt for the first time that it was not so bad that her mother was not at home today. At least Gu Muqing was here. Gu Muqing had a good family background. Take her home, take good care of her, let her sleep on the same bed with her, the bed is hollowed out and carved, she will cover her with a quilt, let her sleep peacefully, and take her home tomorrow, maybe her mother will be here.

She nodded obediently, and felt that the bedding in Gu Muqing's house was extremely warm. At that time, Gu Muqing hadn't married yet, and even Yan Ailin didn't know that she was becoming more and more attached to Gu Muqing.

Because of Gu Muqing's existence, the noble school seemed less scary. She began to look forward to Gu Muqing's class, and she always slipped into Gu Muqing's office thinking of various reasons when class was over. That's right, asking questions has always been a time-tested excuse. She often sits next to Gu Muqing and smells the fragrance of her body. The summer breeze blew up a strand of Gu Muqing's broken hair, and brushed it back and forth on her face, making her heart itchy. When Gu Muqing saw her distracted, he would rub her hair when he was in a good mood, and get angry when he was in a bad mood. Patting her on the forehead, she liked staying with Gu Muqing more and more. As long as her figure came into view, she felt safe, at ease, and happy, and her life at school became smoother. The student who walked the closest, she likes the feeling of being different, the only feeling, and even going home once a month is not so happy, because there will be two days when she won't see Gu Muqing, she seems to have changed She became like a person, from being aloof and indifferent at the beginning to becoming a sticky paste beside Gu Muqing, even after the lights were turned off at night, she walked alone through two teaching buildings and one office building to Gu Muqing's dormitory. At first, Gu Muqing She also said that if she broke the school rules, she would be demerited if she was found by the student office. She either held a book and pretended to study hard, or clasped her stomach and yelled that she was hungry and pretended to be cute and pitiful. Gu Muqing had nothing to do with her. Boil eggs in syrup for her to eat.

During her student career, she took advantage of the dim streetlights on the campus to walk through three buildings to Gu Muqing's window, and turned in gently. Gu Muqing lived on the first floor, and there was a laurel plant next to the door, which had a charming fragrance in late autumn. Well, Gu Muqing sometimes still reads under the lamp, so it is inevitable that she will be scolded, but even if she is scolded, she is happy in her heart, because those scoldings also hide her care and love for her.At that time, she thought, just like this, it would be nice to live forever, but she didn't know that it was love at that time.