Nouveau riche vs real rich

Gao Jun covered his mouth with one hand and vented his anger. Coming from a scholarly family, such a deception is destructive, but what is different is that the person involved in this deception has already passed away, and all the anger, pain, and distortion can only be felt. I can find the exit of Yan Ailin.

Gao Jun has been smooth sailing since he was a child, and Gu Muqing's death was a serious blow. Three years later, he started a new life, and his remarried wife is also in the category of virtuous and beautiful. This is the day when he is preparing to move to a new house. It was his own clothes. Since Gu Muqing passed away, he moved back to his parents' house. Gu Muqing left some of his things for Gu Muqing's parents, and he also kept some as souvenirs. Among them was when they first got married. The makeup box he gave her, he kept this, firstly because it was so beautiful, it would be a pity to throw it away, and every time he put it there, he would think of Gu Muqing sitting on the stool and drawing his eyebrows in the small mirror in the makeup box He thought that Gu Muqing was the prettiest at that time. When packing up, he held the brown makeup box, thinking about starting a new life, or not taking it to the new house. The makeup box actually fell from his hand. The makeup box was bought for 6,7 or [-] years, and the wood was a bit rotten. The makeup box broke when it fell off. The cosmetics inside were thrown away after Gu Muqing passed away. It was an empty makeup box that fell out like a dark notebook. Gao Jun rarely turned over the makeup box carefully. When it was broken, he squatted down to check, and there was a small obscura in the makeup box. .

Hidden in the small black book is Gu Muqing's other world. To Gao Jun, it was strange and surprising. It was not the Gu Muqing he knew and loved deeply. He once wondered if it belonged to someone else, but Gu Muqing's handwriting is very special, because her handwriting is beautiful and majestic since she was in elementary school, and after living for so many years, she can recognize the handwriting immediately, okay?

He stared at the hidden world intermittently for a while before he couldn't take it anymore.It’s not a diary even if it’s a diary. Basically, from 2001 to 2009, I only wrote a few articles every year. Every article was about Xiao Ai. It seemed to be a black hole in Gu Muqing’s life. The only release in the dark life, if it weren't for such a coincidence, she would never let Gao Jun see her in her life.

"I have liked her since I was a teenager. She has always been the only one who treats me well, takes care of me, comforts me, and supports me all the way to grow up. As you can see, Mu Qing and I have been in love for many years. This is the truth." Yan Ailin's body stiffened.

"You have been in love for so many years? Then what am I? What am I? Am I a fucking fart? All these years?" Gao Jun's face flushed red, and the unsuspecting truth came suddenly like the end of the world. Accepting the reality, there are only a few things that make a man easily become angry from embarrassment. Gao Jun never thought that his usually quiet and elegant ex-wife would hide this trick behind his back. to the source point.

On a cold night in the middle of winter, fine snow falls densely on the ground and hangs on the street lamps, hazy. The snow in the south is too small and often melts before it hits the ground, leaving only the dampness and bone-piercing cold on the ground. .

The temperature in the room rose, fog covered Gao Jun's glasses, and his blurred vision made him unable to see clearly.

Yan Ailin didn't know how to explain it. The simplest thing like this is nothing more than a question and an answer. The relationship between her and Gu Muqing has been hidden in the dark for so many years. She understands the family and social pressure that Gu Muqing is under. She has never persecuted her, love is selfish, but love should not be torn apart from all family ties, not to mention that Gu Muqing came from such a family, all love and pain are magnified countless times, because they can't see the light.

What else can I say?What answer do you want?Gao Jun held his head, he had already forgotten his original intention of coming to Yan Ailin, was it just to question him?Still want a definitive answer?Or beat her up?She is a woman, he has never beaten a man, let alone a woman, not to mention that Yan Ailin is still injured, the truth is too cruel, being dug out by himself like this, he can't bear it, he needs one of them The client came to share his pain.Gu Muqing is no longer here, is it resentment or hatred?He was suddenly discouraged, tears slipped from between his fingers, he wiped them away without any trace, turned his head and said to Yan Ailin, "Just pretend that I never knew about this, don't let such a thing reveal half of it Words out, I can't be a human being, whether you take it as my request or threaten you, in the future, all relevant people in this world will only know that you were just Gu Muqing's student, that's all. You are disgusting, really Yes, let's pretend I don't know each other in the future." He choked up and finished speaking, without taking another look, Lang Lang staggered away from Yan Ailin's small rental house, opened the door, and the cold wind from outside the door came in, and he staggered It was scratched on people's faces like a knife cut, the room was surprisingly quiet, Ye Chen closed the door and stood uneasy, Yan Ailin still sat on the sofa with his back stiff and straight, his eyes didn't know where he was looking, It just felt like it was opened, there was no sight, everything was dead and silent, Ye Chen bit her lips and tiptoed back to the living room from the entrance, seeing Yan Ailin's distressed and anxious look, she sighed, He only stretched out his hand to gently embrace Yan Ailin, and patted her shoulders irregularly with his five fingers. It seemed like a long time had passed, but Yan Ailin's body was still stiff. She was motionless and lifeless. Tightening the strength of his arms, he just hugged her like that, playing this elegy with the sound of the wind whimpering.

Yan Ailin got up indifferently, without saying anything, went straight to the bedroom, the bedroom door was lightly hooked by hand, halfway closed, but not tightly closed.She must have wanted to be alone right now.Ye Chen thought feebly, she was sitting on the sofa with her legs curled up, her arms tightly hugged, this peaceful life really won't last for a few days, only Yan Ailin's figure can be seen through the crack of the never-closed door, that thin and lonely A pitiful figure.

Yan Ailin returned to the bedroom and sat slumped on the edge of the bed with her palms on the small black book. She no longer dared to open it, fearing that every time she turned a page, she would miss Gu Muqing even more. She was afraid that she would not be able to bear the real miss.

She was surprised by Gao Jun's sudden visit, because she didn't know that Gu Muqing still had such a long history left. For him, it must have been a great pain. What's the point of all this?Gao Jun can pretend that nothing happened, he will bury this truth and live a worldly and warm life with his second wife, but what about her?She would rather never meet Gu Muqing in this life, so that her life trajectory will not be the same?But at least she is still alive, living in this world to enjoy the love of her parents, the care of her husband, and the filial piety of her children, instead of stopping abruptly after only one third of her life has passed.

As long as she is alive, nothing matters. She has never learned how to face death correctly. Gu Muqing did not teach her. He just demonstrated it by himself and was defenseless. It should have been a day of ecstasy for her. Gu Muqing took time out When they came out, after the two got bored, Gu Muqing told her that she wanted to have a showdown with Gao Jun, and Yan Ailin was so happy after waiting for this day for so long, she kept asking Gu Muqing, are you ready?is that true?Gu Muqing bit her lip and nodded.Yan Ailin didn't know what kind of mental journey she had gone through during this period, and whether she was ready for everything after that. She was also very panicked. After thinking about the future for many years, Gu Muqing called and made an appointment with Gao Jun downstairs in a shopping mall , Yan Ailin had to dodge, wandering alone in the shopping mall, Gao Jun was still on his way, the loud noise tore everything apart.

There was a loud noise like a bomb explosion, and the crowd fled in all directions, terrified and unaware. Therefore, Yan Ailin immediately thought of Gu Muqing, and ran downstairs as soon as he retreated. The screaming downstairs was even louder. In the group, everyone was running up, and Yan Ailin was the only one who was still pushing down. The crowd was surging, and someone scolded, "Run, everyone below is bombed to death."

As soon as Yan Ailin heard this, her whole head was already failing, and her whole body lost all strength. She let those people push her around, and her ears were rumbling like tinnitus. In a hurry, she took out her mobile phone and called Gu Muqing, "Duddu The voice hit her heart like a time bomb. In a panic, she pushed aside the crowd and looked for the place where Gu Muqing had been. From a distance, the place was already a mess, howling everywhere, and there were people lying on the ground, flesh and blood. Fuzzy, she still found Gu Muqing from among those incomplete stools and unfamiliar bodies, she could no longer remember Gu Muqing's appearance at that time, only remembered that she was so scared that she called "Muqing, Gu Muqing" over and over again.

In that accident, Gu Muqing passed away on the way to the hospital in an ambulance. The doctor said so, Yan Ailin held her hand the whole time, her eyes never opened again, and her eyelashes never even moved. When Gao Jun came to the hospital, he passed out from crying. Yan Ailin threw himself on Gu Muqing's body and no one could move her. The cloth sheet full of disinfectant separated their bodies, and she hugged her tightly , can't hear any sound.......