Nouveau riche vs real rich

Yan Ailin turned his back to her, only his shoulders trembled, and there was a suppressed muffled sobbing sound from the quilt, Shui Shui looked sad, so he had to sit on the bed, fearing that she would not be able to breathe, so he pulled the quilt down. A tearful face was buried in the pillow, I don't know how long she had been crying, Shuishui's eyes were also red, she just stretched out her hand to move Yan Ailin's head, and gently hugged her, Yan Ailin didn't struggle, didn't move, Just because there was an outsider, the sobbing sound gradually slowed down. She woke up before Ye Chen came, her whole body was cold and painful, so heavy that even when she stretched her legs, she felt that her bones were about to fall apart, and her consciousness was blurred. , not very sober, maybe it was the snowstorm in the barren mountain last night, or maybe the strong wine rolled into her blood, she thought that she should be able to see Gu Muqing this trip.In the past three years, she thought of her from time to time. Gu Muqing left so suddenly that he didn't even leave her a word. After she left, Yan Ailin felt that her only concern in this world was gone. In those three years What is it?Walking dead, walking alone?Going out of my way?She devoted all her time to work, to earn money, so that her mind and heart were filled with other things, and she was so tired that she fell asleep when she touched the bed, so she didn't think about it.

When people live in this world, they always have something to think about. Gu Muqing told her this when she was very young, when she was tired of the world. At that time, she was sure in her heart, yes, people live in this world. After all, there must be a thought, and the only thought I can have is to be with you in this life, and after Gu Muqing died, she has not found any other thoughts to replace her, she is too lonely, alone, without The only thing she cares about is that she has not given up. She just wants her mother to treat her better. With the accumulation of such long-term emotions, she feels that life is meaningless, and life and death don't matter to her. .Of course, death is not that easy, and she is also afraid of pain, which is why she drank so much wine...

She frowned, Shangguan Shuishui gently held her in his arms, she couldn't express it, she just felt powerless, powerless to speak, powerless to live alone.

Shui Shui patted her lightly, seeing that she was tired from crying, he took the water glass and put it to her lips, not eating or drinking, and crying so heartbreakingly, it seemed that the two of them didn't want their bodies anymore.

Maybe Yan Ailin and Shangguan Shuishui are not that familiar yet, Yan Ailin took the water glass, moistened his lips, and said with difficulty, "Thank you~"

"I know you don't want to say anything now, and I don't dare to say that I understand you, because I haven't personally practiced such behavior, although it's just a few times that thought flashed in my mind. For the first time, I feel that the hurdle cannot be overcome, it’s not a big deal, and I feel that it’s okay if I get through it, and I’ve experienced all the bad times, so what else is there?”

Yan Ailin drank a few mouthfuls of hot water, and leaned heavily on Shui Shui, but she didn't want to suffer anymore, so what if she survived?Pointless.

"I don't know what to say or do to make you feel better. Ye Chen just asked me to let you eat something. I don't know what to do. I can't force you to eat. Eat you. You can also spit it out. If a person sincerely wants to die, no one can stop her. Although I don’t know what happened to you, I know that there is someone who loves your life more than yourself. It's hard sometimes, but you, you're not alone, you're not fighting alone."

Shui Shui folded his hands together, Yan Ailin's eyes were red and swollen, and his expression was not very good, Shui Shui put her down, stood up and said, "Take a bite if you can, drink and drink Soup is fine too."

Yan Ailin hated this situation, and hated herself even more. She was always afraid of annoying anyone, but when she thought of Ye Chen, tears welled up unnaturally. She heard all the words Ye Chen scolded her, without saying a word. Leaks, all went into her ears, she understood, she understood Ye Chen's sadness.However, she couldn't take into account Ye Chen's feelings. She bit her lip and took the porcelain bowl with her left hand. Shangguan Shuishui hurriedly poured some water out of the thermos. It was still warm. It was inconvenient to see Yan Ailin. She took the spoon and fed it spoon by spoon. She really owed Ye Xiaochen in her previous life. In this life, she not only has to take care of her, but also her sweetheart.How did she spoil Ye Chen in her previous life? She has to make up for it in this life. Yan Ailin was a little shy and embarrassed when she saw that people were being fed with water. She was not used to being taken care of by others, let alone this person Ye Chen's friend is not who he is, and it would be a bit hypocritical for him to make something else, so he obediently obediently drank the soup.

After Shangguan Shuishui finished the task, she took the tableware and went to wash the dishes. She is the cup, and there is no one to talk about the sad things in her heart.

Yan Ailin stayed alone in the ward, but she always felt uncomfortable lying on the bed. Her body was painful, stiff and heavy. She wanted to see Ye Chen, the woman who was sad because of her. She shouldn't have encountered it, she got up and left the hospital bed, a doctor in a white coat occasionally walked in the corridor, and occasionally a nurse shuttled through the wards with instruments.She didn't know what time it was now, the sky was bright, the sun was shining brightly, it was a bit dazzling, and it didn't take much effort, the night's wind and snow died away like this, she found Ye Chen without much effort, their wards were very close to each other, half Before the closed door of the room was closed, she saw the person on the bed leaning there. She seemed to be the only one in the ward. She had the light behind her back, so she couldn't see her expression clearly. Yan Ailin was a little hesitant and didn't leave Going in, she didn't know what to say to Ye Chen, her feelings towards Ye Chen had always been complicated, so she pushed the door anyway.

"Has she eaten?" Ye Chen thought it was Shangguan Shuishui who came back, and asked.

Yan Ailin was taken aback, Ye Chen didn't know it would be her, she saw her thin figure, standing by the door, her hair was messy and fluffy, her face was pale and bloodless, Ye Chen was panicked, just stunned For a moment, he lowered his eyelids, and the feeling of grievance and anger in his heart didn't subside at all. Seeing Yan Ailin hesitating there, Ye Chen took a look at her and then retracted his upper body. Pulling the quilt, she now I don’t want to see her, I don’t want to see this woman. The quilts in the hospital are always thin. I don’t know how many people have slept on them. In one corner of the quilt, the silk floss inside has been curled up. The thin quilt is transparent enough to see the woman’s body. Outline, she is still standing by the door, her back is slightly hunched, the room is extremely quiet, only the monotonous sound of the lawn mower working on the lawn downstairs outside the window, what kind of grass is mowing in this winter.

That woman took a long time to walk towards her, she didn't sit down, just stood by her bed like that, Ye Chen was upset, and turned his back again, not wanting to see her, but after turning his back, there was no one behind him. Movement, Ye Chen grabbed the bed sheet, although he was still angry now, but still pricked up his ears to hear the movement behind him, after some time, there was the sound of footsteps moving, her vague figure was outside the thin quilt cover, she folded again Do you want to face Ye Chen face to face?Perhaps because she was exhausted, she finally sat on the side of the bed, gently tucking the corner of the quilt with her left hand, and she just sat on the edge of the bed like that, a little dazed, as if thinking about something, at the end, Ye Chen saw She stretched out her uninjured left hand, and pulled down her quilt bit by bit, half of Ye Chen's face was exposed under the quilt, neither of them said anything, Ye Chen looked at her pale face so closely , I feel infinitely sad.

Her hands were cold, and the hand tucked into the quilt stopped there, the back of the hand touched Ye Chen's neck, biting her lip, the look of hesitating to speak made Ye Chen angry, she always refused to say anything to her, what? They don't like to tell her, after all, she means nothing to Yan Ailin, Yan Ailin won't let her share anything!She is not worthy, not worthy to share her happiness, not worthy to share her pain.She hoped that Yan Ailin could say something, just say anything, but the woman hesitated and didn't say anything, Ye Chen felt uncomfortable, pulled the quilt back angrily, and covered her whole face .

Yan Ailin didn't know what to say, hesitated, and finally took a breath to speak, pulled back the quilt and saw Ye Chen's expression, felt guilty, felt something rolling in his throat, choked for a while Stopped, and couldn't speak again, seeing Ye Chen angrily pulled up the quilt again, no longer willing to take care of herself, finally vented her anger, she sat on the side of the bed for a while, feeling the same It doesn't mean anything, she wanted to get up and leave, she just sighed in her heart, this time, maybe Ye Chen was pushed too far, she walked heavily by the door, Ye Chen looked at her back under the quilt, she She really wanted to chase her up, let her talk to herself, make her seriously apologize to herself, and make her promise to be kind to herself in the future, how much she wanted to hear Yan Ailin say to her personally, "Ye Chen, I didn't Ignoring you..." It's just that the more she thinks about it, the more hopeless and desolate she feels when thinking about Yan Ailin's attitude.