Nouveau riche vs real rich

Thinking of Ye Chen, she sighed in her heart, the only person she owed in this world was Ye Chen.

Shui Shui is not a talkative person, seeing Ye Chen so sad this time, she doesn't know how to help her, but she has never seen Ye Chen care so much about any woman before.

The two of them sat at the dining table, but they didn't really have any appetite. They lived in this section of the courtyard, and it seemed that the Chinese New Year would be in a few days. The two chatted casually for a while. Turned on the computer in the living room and started to get busy. Yan Ailin felt comfortable and relaxed when he returned to his own place. His thoughts were finally no longer blank, and it was rare to be able to take a warm bath comfortably. What to do with all this?From the day Gu Muqing left, in the past three years, the idea of ​​going with her has never stopped. She can't forget that day, the sound of explosions, crying, those messy, flustered eyes that Gu Muqing couldn't open anymore, She didn't even leave her a single word. She guarded Gu Muqing's body in the hospital like an amnesiac without moving. She didn't know how she passed out. When she woke up, Gu Muqing was gone. , just disappeared, she frantically searched in the hospital, and later the doctor gave her a sedative, and no one came to see her except the strange medical staff in the hospital, everything during that time was chaotic, time and space Intertwined, she can't remember it for a long time. On the day of Gu Muqing's funeral, she still followed him and stayed behind a group of people who saw him off. There was a child from somewhere who was holding Gu Muqing's portrait as a junior. The black and white portrait should be [-] inch. According to P, she grinned lightly, warm as before, along the way, Gu Muqing's mother cried terribly, the pain of a white-haired person sending a black-haired person, only the person involved can understand, Gu's mother cried so pitifully Yan Ailin hid in the crowd, looking at the black coffin not far in front of him, weeping uncontrollably, the person she loved so much, all the warmth of this world in her life came from that person She didn't even have time to tell Gu Muqing that when she was alone, she secretly fantasized about the future of the two of them. She didn't tell her, but she was afraid that it would make Gu Muqing feel that this was also an invisible pressure. Thinking of staying with her forever.

There was an old man who was the leader of the coffin bearers, who yelled at the same pace, she just felt that she couldn't see the road in front of her clearly, and there was Gu Muqing's shadow in the blur. In the back of the mountain, the coffin was lifted to the ground, chickens were killed, blood was wiped, houses were burned, boys and girls were virgins, after all the feudal and superstitious procedures were completed, people had to leave, and those who saw them off went down the mountain one after another. , was recognized by Gu's mother, hugged her, cried a lot, and said that it was hard for her to get it, and she came to see him off like this. In the eyes of Gu's mother, Gu's father, and the others, she was just Gu Muqing's student, and she was a walking place. It's just a frequent student. Mother Gu took her hand and asked her to go down the mountain to have breakfast together. She just shook her head and said to stay with Teacher Gu for a while.No one persuaded her anymore, the Gu family and Gao Jun still had to deal with the worldly affairs of the living who should go, only she, standing in front of the new tomb that was just finished, it was morning, the sun had just revealed half of her face Well, the land under his feet was just an ordinary piece of land in a few hours, and now, a person is buried here.

When she was going to university, Gu Muqing took her hand and told her that life and death, separation, reunion, these are the normal state of life, everyone will experience it, she is absolutely right, Now, she's tried everything.

I can't remember how that period of time came. In the blur, Gu's mother and Gao Jun seemed to have looked for her not long after that. She couldn't remember it clearly. It seemed to be in reality, and it seemed to be a dream of her own. Jun recalled the scene that day, saying that she and Gu Muqing were together in the end, did Gu Muqing say anything?Did you explain anything.Of course she couldn't tell the truth, she just said that she didn't know anything, and she didn't know anything. Later, she changed her contact information, moved house and cut off contact with them.

No one can share the pain of losing Gu Muqing with her. She grits her teeth and lives every day. All she lives is to wait for Gu Muqing. No matter whether she is in marriage or not, she is willing to wait for her. OK.

Who knows, it will be taken away by that accident.

Several times, that idea was really put into action, but the strange thing is that when she was going to follow Gu Muqing two or three times, her mother was always calling her. The first time was to ask her to go back to eat. Her birthday, the second time, is to ask her to take the money back, and there is no money to use again.After all, she didn't take that step, and then she thought, no matter how much she and her mother hated each other, that person is still the only relative she has left in this world, and those of the Yan family are only related by blood What if her mother is old?What should I do if I am sick?There is no one to take care of her, and people from the Yan family can't take care of her. No matter how she doesn't have a mother, she only has her own daughter. She is suffering like that, working overtime, and busy with coffee when she is free. I think I can earn more money and keep myself busy. The more I live, the more I can stop thinking about Gu Muqing. Life doesn't seem to be so sad, especially when I meet Ye After Chen, every day is filled with many things, Ye Chen is very jumping, her life is full of heat, she is infected by her imperceptibly, even when her hand is injured, she thinks life is quite interesting, In fact, when we first met in a small town in Europe, didn't you think Ye Chen was quite interesting?It's just that I didn't know at the time that I would have an intersection with that girl. Back in the city, those acquaintances piled up in a mess confirmed that Ye Chen was indeed a good girl. She was kind, enthusiastic, optimistic, and positive. It's all she lacks, she can't even deny that Ye Chen's heart palpitations and numbness when he kissed her, she doesn't know how to tell if it's just the body's instinctive doubts or something else?One morning in our daily relationship, I saw her standing by the kitchen door with a kettle in her hand, speaking words that were not fancy or even romantic. At that moment, she also wanted to live with that person. It's just that she can't confirm whether this is love, she is afraid that it will be unfair to Ye Chen, and she doesn't want to be with someone just because it is suitable.

Gao Jun's visit wasn't even a trigger, she was just surprised that after so many years, Gao Jun still knew the truth, because of that unfinished showdown, Gu Muqing became a cheater of Gao Jun all his life She is also an accomplice, maybe that is just an opportunity, especially after returning home and seeing her mother's attitude, there is really no last thought of nostalgia, and about Ye Chen, they didn't know each other for a long time, and they didn't love each other. Shen, Ye Chen deserves a better woman, a lighter woman, her own life is too heavy.

Maybe she really has nothing to do with suicide. She stayed in the bathroom for a long time, and came out when she was a little hypoxic. When she came out wrapped in a bath towel, she saw Shuishui wearing glasses lying on the table. She threw the computer on the carpet, Yan Ailin took the blanket and put it on her body, she was also exhausted recently.

She didn't want to trouble anyone, but in the end, she made this wave of people suffer.

She was wiping her hair with one hand when she saw Shuishui's cell phone ringing. She was afraid of waking up Shangguan Shuishui. When she saw the incoming call, it was Ye Chen. She hesitated for a while, not knowing whether to answer it or not. She took Shangguan Shuishui's mobile phone and went to the bedroom, was stunned, and finally picked it up, "I'm Yan Ailin, Shuishui fell asleep." She blurted out.

Ye Chen didn't expect Yan Ailin to answer the call. He heard her voice suddenly and didn't know what to say. The first contact, Ye Chen took the mobile phone from his ear, looked at it twice, and put it to his ear again. After a moment of silence, Ye Chen said, "Oh, okay, then she wakes up, please ask her to call me back." a phone call."

"Um"

After they had finished speaking, neither of them hung up the phone. Yan Ailin realized the problem, and said hesitantly, "Then, hang up first."

"Bye-Bye."

Yan Ailin took the phone away and was about to press the end button when she heard a voice from the other party, "Well, you, are you going back to your mother's place for the Chinese New Year?" Ye Chen asked hesitantly.

Yan Ailin shook his head and said, "I don't know yet, maybe I won't go back."

"Then New Year's Eve, if you have no other plans on New Year's Eve, just come to my house. Of course, if you have other plans, just pretend I didn't say anything." After speaking, Ye Chen quickly hung up the phone.

Yan Ailin's heart warmed up, even in this kind of time, with such a grand life, she would still think about herself.

Shuishui was woken up by the sound of the phone, rubbed her eyes, Yan Ailin returned the phone to her, told her about Ye Chen calling her, Shuishui scratched her hair, took the phone and returned it to the person past.

Yan Ailin's nose was a little sour, and she went back to the bedroom silently.