In the blur, when I feel again.It's all utter nonsense.Like a person who has fallen into the quagmire, the more you struggle, the faster you will forget.
He seemed to have lost something important, no matter how hard he clenched, he still couldn't grasp anything.
"Bro....."
who is it?
"Bro....."
All he remembered was the suffocating heartache and the cold despair of losing something important to him forever.
Who made him have such strong feelings, and what made him feel so warm, he seemed to have lost something important.
In the endless expanse of white snow, there was only that figure.
"Brother! Brother..." He yelled intermittently, and ran forward stumblingly, chasing the blue figure in front of him.
He looked at him with despair, but still stubbornly lingered on him, refusing to leave for a second.
He heard a voice speaking coldly.
"Go back, this is not the place you should come to, it's my business, don't worry about it."
"Don't worry about me!?" The angry face was flushed red: "Why the hell are you! The young master tried his best to save you, and he chased you for so long all the way, you just got rid of me !? Who the hell do you think I am!?”
The cold voice continued: "If you continue to follow me, I will knock you out before tomorrow."
Suddenly he saw him smiling, facing him, smiling helplessly and sadly.
Under his gaze, he laughed louder and louder. With such a smile, even he, who has seen all kinds of situations in the world, felt uneasy.
No, these are not the eyes he should have. His smile should be warm and innocent, and his smile should be warm, not full of helplessness and despair like now.
He liked the expression on that face, which made his heart very blocked.
"Zhang Qiling, I just want to ask you a question." He grabbed his collar and stared straight at him, as if this could penetrate his rock-solid heart, and he spoke every word. "These years, in your heart, who do you... think of me, Wu Xie?"
The question was so straightforward that he couldn't speak, and he suddenly felt flustered.He was looked at with determined eyes, and when he pressed on the back of his neck without even reacting, his body fell into his arms without any resistance.
In the snowstorm of Changbai Mountain, he just hugged him tightly, buried his head in the crook of his neck, and softly kissed his ear.
Everything is over, you should have an ordinary life, get married, have children, have a family, and live an ordinary and happy life.Completely forget about all this, all this that makes you fearful and frightened.
Zhang Qiling himself should not be from this world.
What you are attached to should not exist.
Just treat it as an extravagant hope for yourself, if... If you still remember me ten years later, come and take me home.
Wu Xie, will you still remember me...
The Changbai snow was so heavy that day that it covered up the deep nostalgia in his eyes.
Seeing that the man was in a deep sleep, with tears on his face, his whole body was trembling.
That person, that face, who are you?
Wu Xie!
The name popped up in his mind like a shock, plundering his whole body and mind in an instant, countless memory fragments whizzed past one after another, but scattered like stars in the vast darkness.
Emotions in the blood rushed out, mixing into the most unspeakable pain and longing in the world.
Slowly, everything in front of me became clear.
In front of him was a somewhat old face, a middle-aged man was squatting in front of him, talking something, pushing him.
Zhang Qiling opened his eyes in a daze, and all senses came back in an instant.
"Wake up, young man, why are you sleeping here in this world of ice and snow? You will freeze to death."
Zhang Qiling looked at the person in front of him, he pressed his temples with his hands, his mind went blank, everything around him seemed strange to him, and the images in his mind were lingering.
yes!How could he be here, he remembered, and he came out of the huge door and passed out here.
"Young man?" The middle-aged uncle said and was about to pat him on the shoulder with his hand.But before he touched him, Zhang Qiling's eyes sank, and his hands quickly grabbed the opponent's neck.
This is a natural reaction of the body, almost subconscious.
Seeing the fear in the middle-aged man's eyes, he realized that the man had no malice, so he slowly let go of his hand.
"You... are really sick..." The man got air, stood up immediately, clutched his neck and left cursing, probably because he felt that his kindness was not rewarded.
Zhang Qiling covered his head with his hands, and there was nothing in his mind. The clips seemed to gradually blur until they disappeared completely, and finally went blank. He couldn't remember who he was, and his eyes were a little confused.
He looked around, he was in a vast expanse of snow-capped mountains, everything was white at first glance.From time to time, someone passed by and cast suspicious eyes on him, but he ignored it. He wanted to search for something in his memory, but found it was just blank.
Although he couldn't remember anything, a picture was clearly printed in his mind.
Thinking about it, his eyes dimmed.
The person who said he would take him home didn't come...
After sitting for a while, he stood up and walked in one direction. He didn't know where he was going, but he just instinctively walked to a place.He didn't express much in his heart, as if he was subconsciously accustomed to such a result.
It was just that dream, and he couldn't get rid of the look in the eyes of the person in the dream.
Looking at his hands, thinking about the blurred face in his mind.
who are you?
Who am I?
In a daze, he seemed to see the boy smiling innocently and calling him, "Brother."
Severe pain in the head, can't remember what important things he forgot.He didn't have any luggage around him, and his clothes were in tatters.
He stood up and walked forward step by step. He didn't know where he was going or which direction he was going.It just felt like someone was waiting for him.
he's going to...
Changsha, in the hall of the Wu family.
In Nuo Da's room, all the curtains were drawn tightly, but some light spots were scattered here and there.
Wu Xie was nestled on the sofa, slouching, dressed in a white casual suit, which made him look a little bit fresh and refined, like a weak official.
He propped his chin with one hand, perhaps because he didn't see much light for a long time, his skin was a bit too fair.His eyelids were drooping, as if he hadn't woken up.
Suddenly, there was a loud noise of "Peng...".
The door was kicked open from the outside.
Wu Xie didn't need to look up to know who was coming.Looking at the whole of Changsha, the only one who dared to kick the Wu family's little Buddha's door so swaggeringly, there is no other.
"Wu Xie, are you fucking ready to become a god?" Xie Yuchen's expression could not be seen in the dark room.
"I said, Xiao Hua, have you fed all your good manners to the dog?" Wu Xie yawned, and spoke lazily as if he hadn't woken up, and glanced at the vest standing at the door after finishing speaking.
The waistcoat immediately became clever, wanting to cry but without tears, it wasn't that he didn't stop it, it was that he couldn't stop it.
"Stop talking nonsense!" With that said, Xie Yuchen walked to the window and pulled open the thick curtains.
Immediately, the room brightened up.
Because he hadn't seen the light for too long, Wu Xie, who was stabbed, tilted his head.
The room is large, but the furnishings are extremely simple, a big exaggerated desk, a big scary clothes, and a big sofa.
Because the room is too big, everything is big in order to reduce the space.Anyway, that's what the waistcoat told Xie Yuchen.
"If you don't see the light again, you will be moldy and rotten..."
"It's not moldy. How can you find penicillin because of the pressure? You can't stop me from contributing to society, right?"
Xie Yuchen was too lazy to talk to him: "What do you want to do like this..."
"Little Huaer..."
Xie Yuchen heard this and couldn't continue talking.
Wu Xie hasn't been like this for a day or two. Ever since he completed that plan, he's been brought back with his throat cut.Possibly as a side effect of the pheromones, for two full years he became paranoid, cold, suspicious.
Just really like a snake.
Extremely distrusting anyone, shutting himself in a house where no light can be seen, and not taking a step.
No one could do anything about it. Later, after the blind man developed the medicine, although Wu Xie recovered a little bit slowly, he still loved staying in such an environment.
He goes out unless necessary, but spends most of his time in this room.
The waistcoat sighed, waved the people away, and then closed the door and went out.
Xie Yuchen sighed slightly, and returned to his usual indifference: "Wu Xie, that person is coming back soon, so is it possible that you want to pick him up in this dead state?"
Wu Xie froze for a moment, and smiled wryly.Yes, he is coming back, but he has already stripped the innocence from him.
Do you want to pick him up like this?Will he be surprised?Probably not, at least he has never seen the surprised expression of that person.
Xie Yuchen looked at Wu Xie and knew what he was thinking: "Wu Xie, you are too attached to something,"
Wu Xie was silent for a while before speaking: "He is all my attachments now."
The expression on Xie Yuchen's face didn't change, but there were already mixed feelings in his heart: "For him, you have already paid for your next life. What kind of existence is he to you?" I don't regret myself.
Wu Xie was taken aback by Xie Yuchen's sudden question?
What kind of existence?
He has also asked himself countless times what kind of existence Zhang Qiling is to him.
He remembered that he had asked his younger brother the same question ten years ago, but his younger brother knocked him out at that time.
Now it's his turn to ask this question, yes, what kind of existence is Zhang Qiling to him?
friend?
No matter how obsessed he is with a friend, he will not lose his life just to know the secret of this person.
Relatives?
He waited for him for ten years, just to change a relative?
No, it's not.
He knew that he was no longer just a friend and brother to Zhang Qiling.Since when it started, my whole heart has long been on that person.
Sometimes, Wu Xie also felt that he was running after Zhang Qiling like a fool.If I hadn't been so obsessed with chasing him, nothing would have happened afterwards.
After a long silence, until Xie Yuchen thought he would not answer, Wu Xie said, "He is the rest of my life."
Xie Yuchen was stunned, his throat was hoarse, he didn't know what to say.
Wu Xie looked at Xiao Hua who was speechless, a little funny.He once said, don't you think it's too hypocritical to be entangled in such things as fate?
But now he really felt that meeting Zhang Qiling might be the greatest luck in his life.
He kept saying that he was alone, with no past or future, and no connection whatsoever.
Wu Xie regretted that when he heard him say that again, he only used such a short sentence to tell him that you disappeared and I would find out.If now, he would definitely say to him: To the world, you are a person, but to me, you are my whole world.Even if you are alone, I am willing to be with you for the rest of my life.
He regretted not being able to tell him these things properly.
But it doesn't matter, even if the process is painful, it doesn't matter even if you miss many years, as long as the end point is you.
Xie Yuchen was stunned for a long time, with distressed eyes.For Wu Xie, he gave up too many things, and the only thing he couldn't let go of was that person.
He didn't understand when did Wu Xie have such deep feelings for that person.
Back then, the entire Wu family, including Zhang Qiling.Everyone self-righteously weaves an invisible net, enclosing Wu Xie inside, so that he does not have to accept the danger and filth of the outside world, and allows him to maintain temporary safety, but they don't know that he is frightened inside but knows nothing His appearance, his unwillingness and powerlessness, his anger and his despair are all incomprehensible, and no one has listened to his opinion.
His opinions all ended in failure.
He was a wolf, but he pulled out his fangs and claws and raised him as a lamb.
They all knew it, from the beginning.
Wu Xie is not stupid, on the contrary, he is very smart. He used to be stubborn and kind, and he cared most about human life. No matter how much he hated someone, he still hoped that that person could live.
Now Wu Xie's changes began to make them strange.If I told him everything from the beginning, would it mean that he would not become like this, or maybe this is destined to be unchangeable at all. It is inevitable that Wu Xie will embark on this path sooner or later, and they are just deceiving themselves.
The long-term backlog turned him into an appearance that no one expected. He became violent but forbearing, crazy but calm, arrogant but respectful.
He was finally no longer innocent, he became unpredictable to both those around him and his enemies.
He was originally a prey, but he has the ability to hunt and kill the predator.He finally became strong and no longer depended on anyone.
Seeing him smiling, even though his face has hardly changed from ten years ago, everyone feels a little different.
He is the little Buddha Wu respected by everyone, not the Buddha who saves all living beings, but the Buddha who controls life and death.
Ten years ago, Wu Xie's smile was as warm as a fire in the snow, and as innocent as the purest spring in the world, making people warm.
In his smile, he wrote something strange that they couldn't read.
But he knows that he will always be the gentlest water, and also the sharpest ice in Lao Jiumen.
And since when did this water start to condense, becoming more and more solid, sharper and biting.
That's right, when his protective shield disappeared, after that person left completely, no one could protect him anymore.
He seemed to have lost something important, no matter how hard he clenched, he still couldn't grasp anything.
"Bro....."
who is it?
"Bro....."
All he remembered was the suffocating heartache and the cold despair of losing something important to him forever.
Who made him have such strong feelings, and what made him feel so warm, he seemed to have lost something important.
In the endless expanse of white snow, there was only that figure.
"Brother! Brother..." He yelled intermittently, and ran forward stumblingly, chasing the blue figure in front of him.
He looked at him with despair, but still stubbornly lingered on him, refusing to leave for a second.
He heard a voice speaking coldly.
"Go back, this is not the place you should come to, it's my business, don't worry about it."
"Don't worry about me!?" The angry face was flushed red: "Why the hell are you! The young master tried his best to save you, and he chased you for so long all the way, you just got rid of me !? Who the hell do you think I am!?”
The cold voice continued: "If you continue to follow me, I will knock you out before tomorrow."
Suddenly he saw him smiling, facing him, smiling helplessly and sadly.
Under his gaze, he laughed louder and louder. With such a smile, even he, who has seen all kinds of situations in the world, felt uneasy.
No, these are not the eyes he should have. His smile should be warm and innocent, and his smile should be warm, not full of helplessness and despair like now.
He liked the expression on that face, which made his heart very blocked.
"Zhang Qiling, I just want to ask you a question." He grabbed his collar and stared straight at him, as if this could penetrate his rock-solid heart, and he spoke every word. "These years, in your heart, who do you... think of me, Wu Xie?"
The question was so straightforward that he couldn't speak, and he suddenly felt flustered.He was looked at with determined eyes, and when he pressed on the back of his neck without even reacting, his body fell into his arms without any resistance.
In the snowstorm of Changbai Mountain, he just hugged him tightly, buried his head in the crook of his neck, and softly kissed his ear.
Everything is over, you should have an ordinary life, get married, have children, have a family, and live an ordinary and happy life.Completely forget about all this, all this that makes you fearful and frightened.
Zhang Qiling himself should not be from this world.
What you are attached to should not exist.
Just treat it as an extravagant hope for yourself, if... If you still remember me ten years later, come and take me home.
Wu Xie, will you still remember me...
The Changbai snow was so heavy that day that it covered up the deep nostalgia in his eyes.
Seeing that the man was in a deep sleep, with tears on his face, his whole body was trembling.
That person, that face, who are you?
Wu Xie!
The name popped up in his mind like a shock, plundering his whole body and mind in an instant, countless memory fragments whizzed past one after another, but scattered like stars in the vast darkness.
Emotions in the blood rushed out, mixing into the most unspeakable pain and longing in the world.
Slowly, everything in front of me became clear.
In front of him was a somewhat old face, a middle-aged man was squatting in front of him, talking something, pushing him.
Zhang Qiling opened his eyes in a daze, and all senses came back in an instant.
"Wake up, young man, why are you sleeping here in this world of ice and snow? You will freeze to death."
Zhang Qiling looked at the person in front of him, he pressed his temples with his hands, his mind went blank, everything around him seemed strange to him, and the images in his mind were lingering.
yes!How could he be here, he remembered, and he came out of the huge door and passed out here.
"Young man?" The middle-aged uncle said and was about to pat him on the shoulder with his hand.But before he touched him, Zhang Qiling's eyes sank, and his hands quickly grabbed the opponent's neck.
This is a natural reaction of the body, almost subconscious.
Seeing the fear in the middle-aged man's eyes, he realized that the man had no malice, so he slowly let go of his hand.
"You... are really sick..." The man got air, stood up immediately, clutched his neck and left cursing, probably because he felt that his kindness was not rewarded.
Zhang Qiling covered his head with his hands, and there was nothing in his mind. The clips seemed to gradually blur until they disappeared completely, and finally went blank. He couldn't remember who he was, and his eyes were a little confused.
He looked around, he was in a vast expanse of snow-capped mountains, everything was white at first glance.From time to time, someone passed by and cast suspicious eyes on him, but he ignored it. He wanted to search for something in his memory, but found it was just blank.
Although he couldn't remember anything, a picture was clearly printed in his mind.
Thinking about it, his eyes dimmed.
The person who said he would take him home didn't come...
After sitting for a while, he stood up and walked in one direction. He didn't know where he was going, but he just instinctively walked to a place.He didn't express much in his heart, as if he was subconsciously accustomed to such a result.
It was just that dream, and he couldn't get rid of the look in the eyes of the person in the dream.
Looking at his hands, thinking about the blurred face in his mind.
who are you?
Who am I?
In a daze, he seemed to see the boy smiling innocently and calling him, "Brother."
Severe pain in the head, can't remember what important things he forgot.He didn't have any luggage around him, and his clothes were in tatters.
He stood up and walked forward step by step. He didn't know where he was going or which direction he was going.It just felt like someone was waiting for him.
he's going to...
Changsha, in the hall of the Wu family.
In Nuo Da's room, all the curtains were drawn tightly, but some light spots were scattered here and there.
Wu Xie was nestled on the sofa, slouching, dressed in a white casual suit, which made him look a little bit fresh and refined, like a weak official.
He propped his chin with one hand, perhaps because he didn't see much light for a long time, his skin was a bit too fair.His eyelids were drooping, as if he hadn't woken up.
Suddenly, there was a loud noise of "Peng...".
The door was kicked open from the outside.
Wu Xie didn't need to look up to know who was coming.Looking at the whole of Changsha, the only one who dared to kick the Wu family's little Buddha's door so swaggeringly, there is no other.
"Wu Xie, are you fucking ready to become a god?" Xie Yuchen's expression could not be seen in the dark room.
"I said, Xiao Hua, have you fed all your good manners to the dog?" Wu Xie yawned, and spoke lazily as if he hadn't woken up, and glanced at the vest standing at the door after finishing speaking.
The waistcoat immediately became clever, wanting to cry but without tears, it wasn't that he didn't stop it, it was that he couldn't stop it.
"Stop talking nonsense!" With that said, Xie Yuchen walked to the window and pulled open the thick curtains.
Immediately, the room brightened up.
Because he hadn't seen the light for too long, Wu Xie, who was stabbed, tilted his head.
The room is large, but the furnishings are extremely simple, a big exaggerated desk, a big scary clothes, and a big sofa.
Because the room is too big, everything is big in order to reduce the space.Anyway, that's what the waistcoat told Xie Yuchen.
"If you don't see the light again, you will be moldy and rotten..."
"It's not moldy. How can you find penicillin because of the pressure? You can't stop me from contributing to society, right?"
Xie Yuchen was too lazy to talk to him: "What do you want to do like this..."
"Little Huaer..."
Xie Yuchen heard this and couldn't continue talking.
Wu Xie hasn't been like this for a day or two. Ever since he completed that plan, he's been brought back with his throat cut.Possibly as a side effect of the pheromones, for two full years he became paranoid, cold, suspicious.
Just really like a snake.
Extremely distrusting anyone, shutting himself in a house where no light can be seen, and not taking a step.
No one could do anything about it. Later, after the blind man developed the medicine, although Wu Xie recovered a little bit slowly, he still loved staying in such an environment.
He goes out unless necessary, but spends most of his time in this room.
The waistcoat sighed, waved the people away, and then closed the door and went out.
Xie Yuchen sighed slightly, and returned to his usual indifference: "Wu Xie, that person is coming back soon, so is it possible that you want to pick him up in this dead state?"
Wu Xie froze for a moment, and smiled wryly.Yes, he is coming back, but he has already stripped the innocence from him.
Do you want to pick him up like this?Will he be surprised?Probably not, at least he has never seen the surprised expression of that person.
Xie Yuchen looked at Wu Xie and knew what he was thinking: "Wu Xie, you are too attached to something,"
Wu Xie was silent for a while before speaking: "He is all my attachments now."
The expression on Xie Yuchen's face didn't change, but there were already mixed feelings in his heart: "For him, you have already paid for your next life. What kind of existence is he to you?" I don't regret myself.
Wu Xie was taken aback by Xie Yuchen's sudden question?
What kind of existence?
He has also asked himself countless times what kind of existence Zhang Qiling is to him.
He remembered that he had asked his younger brother the same question ten years ago, but his younger brother knocked him out at that time.
Now it's his turn to ask this question, yes, what kind of existence is Zhang Qiling to him?
friend?
No matter how obsessed he is with a friend, he will not lose his life just to know the secret of this person.
Relatives?
He waited for him for ten years, just to change a relative?
No, it's not.
He knew that he was no longer just a friend and brother to Zhang Qiling.Since when it started, my whole heart has long been on that person.
Sometimes, Wu Xie also felt that he was running after Zhang Qiling like a fool.If I hadn't been so obsessed with chasing him, nothing would have happened afterwards.
After a long silence, until Xie Yuchen thought he would not answer, Wu Xie said, "He is the rest of my life."
Xie Yuchen was stunned, his throat was hoarse, he didn't know what to say.
Wu Xie looked at Xiao Hua who was speechless, a little funny.He once said, don't you think it's too hypocritical to be entangled in such things as fate?
But now he really felt that meeting Zhang Qiling might be the greatest luck in his life.
He kept saying that he was alone, with no past or future, and no connection whatsoever.
Wu Xie regretted that when he heard him say that again, he only used such a short sentence to tell him that you disappeared and I would find out.If now, he would definitely say to him: To the world, you are a person, but to me, you are my whole world.Even if you are alone, I am willing to be with you for the rest of my life.
He regretted not being able to tell him these things properly.
But it doesn't matter, even if the process is painful, it doesn't matter even if you miss many years, as long as the end point is you.
Xie Yuchen was stunned for a long time, with distressed eyes.For Wu Xie, he gave up too many things, and the only thing he couldn't let go of was that person.
He didn't understand when did Wu Xie have such deep feelings for that person.
Back then, the entire Wu family, including Zhang Qiling.Everyone self-righteously weaves an invisible net, enclosing Wu Xie inside, so that he does not have to accept the danger and filth of the outside world, and allows him to maintain temporary safety, but they don't know that he is frightened inside but knows nothing His appearance, his unwillingness and powerlessness, his anger and his despair are all incomprehensible, and no one has listened to his opinion.
His opinions all ended in failure.
He was a wolf, but he pulled out his fangs and claws and raised him as a lamb.
They all knew it, from the beginning.
Wu Xie is not stupid, on the contrary, he is very smart. He used to be stubborn and kind, and he cared most about human life. No matter how much he hated someone, he still hoped that that person could live.
Now Wu Xie's changes began to make them strange.If I told him everything from the beginning, would it mean that he would not become like this, or maybe this is destined to be unchangeable at all. It is inevitable that Wu Xie will embark on this path sooner or later, and they are just deceiving themselves.
The long-term backlog turned him into an appearance that no one expected. He became violent but forbearing, crazy but calm, arrogant but respectful.
He was finally no longer innocent, he became unpredictable to both those around him and his enemies.
He was originally a prey, but he has the ability to hunt and kill the predator.He finally became strong and no longer depended on anyone.
Seeing him smiling, even though his face has hardly changed from ten years ago, everyone feels a little different.
He is the little Buddha Wu respected by everyone, not the Buddha who saves all living beings, but the Buddha who controls life and death.
Ten years ago, Wu Xie's smile was as warm as a fire in the snow, and as innocent as the purest spring in the world, making people warm.
In his smile, he wrote something strange that they couldn't read.
But he knows that he will always be the gentlest water, and also the sharpest ice in Lao Jiumen.
And since when did this water start to condense, becoming more and more solid, sharper and biting.
That's right, when his protective shield disappeared, after that person left completely, no one could protect him anymore.
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