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The woman Zhong Xiaowu naturally stood by Lin Weizhou.She criticized Yu Zixin for being emotional, having too low an EQ, and not understanding anything, and her words became more and more unbearable, capitalized "It's useless to be angry".

Yu Zixin also really didn't understand, why was he getting angry everywhere in his life?However, under the pressure of his best friend, he conducted a self-reflection. He shouldn't blackmail his boyfriend without asking, he shouldn't make judgments without asking, and he shouldn't blame himself without asking.

But he was not convinced after all, and his best friend was suspected of not having back pain while standing and talking.Also quoted the classic aria from "Chicago", "ifyou'dhavebeenthere, ifyou'dhaveseenit, ibetthatyouwouldhavedonethesame!"

Zhong Xiaowu was a singer after all, so she couldn't help but sang along.Afterwards, he still sighed with emotion: "Seeing may not be believing, I advise you to go back and have a good chat with your man."

Even if she didn't say it, Yu Zixin secretly made up her mind to look back at Dudu for a while after recording the record at hand, meet old friends, and explore her greater development in Dudu.

The plan is good, but it is always disrupted by new work arrangements.Seeing that it was less than a week before he looked back, the vocal teacher who took good care of him in Shangcheng sent a message that the reality show that his friend participated in urgently needed a backup star, and asked him if he could come to save the fire.

Yu Zixin always has the conscience of knowing how to repay his kindness.He gritted his teeth and changed the ticket for a week, hesitated again and again, and didn't tell Lin Weizhou that he was going back.

After getting the contract for the reality show, he found that the cycle of the show was longer than he expected. Several stars were directly pulled overseas to travel, and it took three or four weeks to come back.

God is also preventing him from looking back.Deciding to resign himself to fate, he signed the contract.

Some of the stars in the same industry are much more famous than him, and there are also young people who have just entered the industry, who have been squeezed into this team for some reason.

Yu Zixin herself likes to travel very much, and to be able to spend other people's money to have fun on her own, of course she would not want to leave.Even if the poor experience sessions arranged by some program groups are just for show after all, they won't really embarrass them too much.

After two weeks of recording, the program team is ready to move to the next destination city.A director knocked on his door at night, saying that due to funding problems, two stars may need to withdraw from the next itinerary. I wonder if he may become one of the two.

Really, when I need you, I am in a hurry, and when I don't need you, I will pull out to block the gun.Yu Zixin raised 1 middle fingers in his heart, pursed his lips and did not express his opinion.

The director's attitude is very sincere: "I'm really sorry for you, teacher. If you really don't want to, we can ask other teachers."

A string was tensed in Yu Zixin's mind.These two weeks were fun, but I didn't forget to look back at the capital.Since you can sell favors to these people, you might as well suffer a loss.

The director added: "Of course we will say that it is because you have other work, so you temporarily quit the recording."

Yu Zixin smiled: "Okay, then I will help you with this, but can I ask you to help me book the tickets back?"

After returning to Wangdu, he went to his parents' house to report, and it took two days to beat the jet lag.

Early in the morning of the third day, my mother asked sideways at the dining table, "I haven't seen Xiao Lin coming over recently, how are you all?"

Yu Zixin tried hard to maintain a calm expression: "It's okay, he may be busy recently, actor."

In the afternoon, he packed some things, took the gift he bought for Lin Weizhou when he was traveling, and sneaked to his boyfriend's apartment.

When entering the password, I suddenly had an ominous premonition. Could it be that during the few weeks of the cold war with him, Lin Weizhou secretly plotted against him, not only got a new boyfriend, but also changed the password to show his determination?

After losing six digits, he was relieved when he heard the sound of the lock being unlocked.

It's just that there is no one in the apartment.He looked from room to room, but didn't see any special signs, but it seemed that Lin Weizhou hadn't come home for a few days.

He dragged Lin Weizhou out of the blacklist and waited for 2 minutes, but there was no message or call notification that he was blocked.

He was not very familiar with the people in Lin Weizhou's studio, so he hesitated for a long time before calling Sister Yale.

Sister Ya Le seemed to have caught a cold, but her sharpness remained undiminished: "Your report about the current situation is false, but the information about the situation is true."

She said that Lin Weizhou suffered from low back pain some time ago and is still living in the hospital, but she heard that he can be discharged in two days.

"Why didn't anyone tell me?" Yu Zixin was anxious.

Sister Yale sniffed: "What's the use of telling you, aren't you abroad, are you going to break the contract and come back?"

This is the reason.But as the closest person to Lin Weizhou, even if he can't help much, he should do his duty.Yu Zixin really blamed himself.

He originally wanted to visit the ward directly, but Sister Yale refused to let him go, saying that Yuji was guarding the hospital 24 hours a day, waiting for him to fall into a trap.

I had to wait obediently at home.I sent two messages to Lin Weizhou, asking how he was doing, and told me to wait for him at home.After a day without a reply, he was a little worried, fearing that Lin Weizhou was so ill that he couldn't even read his cell phone, so he hurriedly called Sister Yale.

Sister Yale's cold was worse than yesterday, so she asked him to go online to watch the entertainment news, and told him to "just watch it, don't think about it".

A reporter set up a camera on the upper floor opposite the hospital. Coincidentally, Lin Weizhou’s room had no curtains, so he took a picture of a young man peeling an apple for him.

Lin Weizhou had a smile on his face, it seems that the illness is not serious.Yu Zixin curled her lips, displeased with that young man, and displeased with her boyfriend.

Finally made it through until Lin Weizhou came home.Yu Zixin rushed to open the door when he heard footsteps, and saw the young man carrying Lin Weizhou, and the two of them moved slowly into the apartment.

After all, Lin Weizhou turned his head and glanced at Yu Zixin, but said nothing. Leaning against the young man, he sat down on the sofa, and then smiled at him: "Thank you, I will ask you to help me if I have something to do some other day."

The young man seemed reluctant to part: "Then you are at home these few days, who will take care of you?"

Lin Weizhou still smiled: "Don't worry, I have hired a nurse at home, maybe my parents will come too."

The young man nodded and took his things away: "Brother Lin, I'll go first, call me anytime you need something." Then he went straight out the door, ignoring Yu Zixin's existence the whole time.

Yu Zixin closed the door angrily, wishing she could stand beside Lin Weizhou with her hips akimbo and curse.He went to the kitchen to pour a glass of water, and threw it on the coffee table in the living room: "Drink water."

Lin Weizhou didn't move, looked up at him, and raised his arms: "Please bring it to me."

That's right, the cup was placed too far away from him.Yu Zixin put the water glass in her boyfriend's hand, still a little dissatisfied: "Who was that person just now?"

Lin Weizhou drank water quietly, one sip after another.He drank the whole glass of water, then handed it to Yu Zixin: "Please put it back, please."

Yu Zixin put the water glass away, and couldn't help frowning: "Why are you talking like that?"

Lin Weizhou sighed.He looked at Yu Zixin seriously: "Zixin, I think we should separate for a while."

This time Zhong Xiaowu didn't belittle him anymore.She didn't seem surprised. Seeing that Yu Zixin drank half a glass of red wine, she poured him another half glass.

Yu Zixin's tongue was a little disobedient, and his body movements became louder. "It must have been calculated! Just wait until I come back to disgust me!"

Zhong Xiaowu quietly listened to his scolding, and besides pouring him wine, she occasionally patted and touched him.

Later Yu Zixin cried, lying on Zhong Xiaowu's shoulder and crying uncontrollably.He really didn't understand which fatal problem he had committed. After so many years of relationship, Lin Weizhou broke up as soon as he said he would break up.

Zhong Xiaowu finally said: "He just said that he would be separated for a while, but he didn't say that he wanted to break up with you completely."

Yu Zixin was hyperventilating, her lips and the tip of her nose were numb.He adjusted his posture and took a tissue to tidy up his appearance.Then he turned his head and said, "You don't understand him at all. He does everything like this. Unless it's a decision, he won't say it."

With a wave of Zhong Xiaowu's arm, the empty wine bottle and glass fell to the ground.Her expression looked very angry: "When will you understand that he is not the person you imagined!"

Yu Zixin looked at her in shock, unable to understand what she meant for a moment.Thinking of a possibility, he narrowed his eyes in fright: "Do you still like him now?"

Zhong Xiaowu stood up angrily: "I like him? I like him?" The expression on his face was almost ferocious, "Don't talk about understanding him, I have been friends with you for so many years, have you ever understood me?"

It took Yu Zixin a long time to wake up.He looked at the empty space on the sofa, there was a shallow dent on it, which was slowly disappearing.

What exactly happened here?In one day, he actually angered two close people.

After two days, Yu Zixin was not so excited.He remembered that the souvenir he bought for Lin Weizhou was the first Blu-ray disc of the director's commentary track of his favorite movie.

The gossip media didn't let him take a breather. When they heard the news that he had returned to the capital, they surrounded him every three days and asked him what he thought of Lin Weizhou's scandal.

This day, he blocked him at the entrance of the convenience store again, and asked him to comment on the newly released weekly magazine.The cover is Lin Weizhou and the young man, and the title is "The film king hugs the new Huanxin girl and feels sad".

Yu Zixin handed the weekly magazine back to Yuji, and said flatly, "You all know that Lin Weizhou is not in good health, so it's no surprise to ask a nurse to take care of him."

Yuji took the recording pen and pointed at him: "I heard that the nurse is also responsible for the whole body care?"

Yu Zixin smiled commercially: "Then I don't know as much as you do." After walking two steps, seeing that Yuji followed suit, he turned around and confessed: "Okay brother, I will be hurt by you even if I buy a meal, Don't do this to me."

Yuji laughed dryly, then put away the recorder, looked around for no one, leaned over and murmured softly: "Actually, we are all on your side." Then moved a little further: "So if there is any material in the future, we must first Leave it to me."

These people are mercenary.Yu Zixin went back to the house she rented with her lunch box. When she entered the door, she found that "Xinhuan" was actually standing in the hallway.

Seeing him coming back, "Xin Huan" greeted him proactively, and shook hands with him very formally: "Hi, I sent Brother Lin over here, you guys talk first, and call me after the talk."

what's the situation.Yu Zixin walked home blankly and found Lin Weizhou sitting on the sofa watching TV.

He put down the things in his hand, signaled Lin Weizhou not to speak, then rushed into the bedroom and took out the DVD.Give some sweetness first, so that it won't be too bitter later, right?

Lin Weizhou stared at the disc for a while.He stared at Yu Zixin again: "Thank you." He didn't say anything else, and didn't intend to take it.

Yu Zixin's arms froze in the air.He was a little aggrieved, how Lin Weizhou became so cold made him a little scared.

He sat on another sofa and looked up and down at his boyfriend: "Is the back pain better?"

Lin Weizhou replied briefly, saying that some time ago a cold caused a relapse, and now that the hormone shock is over, the dosage of the medicine has not yet been adjusted.

Yu Zixin felt a little heavy when he heard it, and rubbed the back of his head: "You didn't tell me either."

Lin Weizhou closed his eyes and was silent for a few seconds, then opened his eyes and looked at him again: "Zixin, today I want to explain to you why I want to be separated from you for a while."

Yu Zixin immediately interrupted him: "I don't want to be separated from you." He said a little sadly: "Why do you want to separate suddenly?"

Lin Weizhou sighed. "I know you are developing very well in Shangcheng, and I am very happy for you." He looked into Yu Zixin's eyes sincerely: "I am not as strong as I thought. I really hope you can be by my side. But if you keep you by my side, you will blame me for delaying your career one day." He smiled self-deprecatingly: "I used to deceive myself, thinking that I can be selfless, I can live apart from you, but I really can't."

Yu Zixin didn't answer and looked at him quietly.

Lin Weizhou then confessed himself: "To be honest, I am very contradictory. I hope your career will get better and better, so that you will be happy, but I also hope that you will hit a wall in Shangcheng, so that you will look back and never leave me again." It's so far away." He bit his lower lip: "I haven't told you this all this time, because I'm afraid you'll be angry, and I'm afraid you won't choose me in the end, but choose your career."

For a moment neither of them spoke.

Yu Zixin opened his mouth and asked the doubts in his heart all along: "So when you asked me to play the leading actor in your movie, did you also hope that I would be a complete failure?"

Lin Weizhou opened his eyes wide and frowned again: "Why do you think so?"

No, this logic is wrong.If Lin Weizhou hoped this way, then he would not say "I regret it" from his heart.Yu Zixin thought for a while, then shrugged: "Okay, I understand." He stood up and walked to the hall: "I'll ask someone to take you back."

"Zixin." Lin Weizhou called him from behind. "Don't block me again."

Yu Zixin didn't even turn her head: "Okay, I'm sorry."

He doesn't even know the name of this "new love", but he can only watch this person support the one he loves intimately, and slowly walk away step by step.

He locked the door, leaned his back against the door panel, and slowly squatted down, hugging himself distressedly as someone said.

He really understands what loneliness is.