I was the favorite of all the members in the first episode, and I turned out to be BE

Komori Yu was a little tired.

This is not physical exhaustion, but mental and spiritual, as if there is a hard rock blocking them heavily, her heart feels stuffy and she wants to sigh.

Suppressing the urge to sigh, she quietly put the finished manga into her bag.

Several pages of the comic book were pasted with colored sticky notes, marked in small squares, which were some excellent storyboards she wanted to copy or sentences that she thought were very philosophical.

As always, Yu Komori kept the matter of meeting Ge Zi deeply in her heart. She tried hard not to care about the emotional impact of the appearance of Ge Ge, but she couldn't do it at all—every time when she wanted to forget, thinking about It's better to be a fool who doesn't think anymore, and the pigeon that brought her here will remind her that she really doesn't fit in this world.

……what.

Her eyes stopped on the ink dots on the bag that she accidentally dropped, and she couldn't help but immerse herself in these words, slightly absent-minded.

"Ayu——" Kurokawa Hana, who was standing at the door, saw her not moving, and urged her to call her name, "Hurry up, we have to queue up later."

Komori Yu immediately came back to his senses.She picked up the bag, smoothed the folds on the skirt and walked over with a smile, touched her head and said lightly, "Sorry, sorry, I'm in a daze."

"I'm not thinking about the plot of the manga again...Really, you just watched a physical education class. It's an exaggeration to be so addicted to manga." Kurokawa Hana saw another book she stuffed into her bag just now. Manga, she couldn't help but started rambling.

Facing Yu Komori, Hana Kurokawa will always substituting herself into the role of mother unconsciously, even forgetting that she once said that she would never be a babysitter for anyone.

She said it more than [-] times to persuade her not to be too obsessed with manga, not to mention Kyoko who has long been used to it, and even Coulom was not surprised and calmly listened to the strange dialogue of their characters.

"What, Xiaohua, you are too a layman." Komori Yuzheng said, "I have only read these few comics, and I am only at the entry level. There is still a long way to go before I can truly become addicted."

"It's such strange words again... Forget it, as long as you promise not to be affected by the negative energy inside, you can say whatever you want."

Kurokawa Hana knew very well that Yu Komori always had a lot of unreasonable arguments, so she waved her hands back and let go of the topic of comics with a sigh like letting a young child be naughty.

Komori Yuu heard the gesture of yes to Kyoko and Kurom at the same time, and marched forward triumphantly as if he had won the war.

"...Ayu is so cute." Kyoko, who was a few steps behind, covered her mouth, and whispered to Colum, who was also watching them. Colum looked softly at the girl walking in front, and tapped nodded.

The dessert shop they went to was the place where Komori Yu met Haru Miura last time. Today, fortunately, there were no classmates blocking the way. There was no need for enthusiastic superficial social interaction. Komori Yu strode into it with satisfaction and ease.She picks up the menu and browses it very skillfully, and casually orders the vanilla Napoleon followed by the thumbs-up sign.

"Is this delicious?" Kurokawa asked.

Komori Yu shook his head: "I don't know, I haven't eaten it before."

"Hey..." Kyoko Sasakawa said in surprise, "Aren't you worried about ordering bad signs?"

"Why worry about this?"

Kyoko, who was asked this for the first time, hesitated for a moment: "...Maybe, because I don't want to eat bad food?"

Komori Hiroshi squeezed his chin thoughtfully: "Yes..."

She blinked, uncertainly as if convincing herself, "...But Napoleon shouldn't be so bad, right? The method is the same... If you're really unlucky..." She clapped her hands, and her smile faded again. Brilliant, "Then throw away the unpalatable ones and order new ones!"

"...Quite an optimist..." Kurokawa Hana said, and she ordered matcha cheese.

"The main reason is that I believe in my luck." Although the direction is a bit weird, Yu Komori still believes that his life must be full of miracles, "I am a super lucky Ayu, and things like stepping on thunder will never happen in the world. on me."

This kind of Komori Yu looks like a sunflower that is shining brightly in the sun and growing tall and straight.

Collom, who was sitting across from her, was sitting upright on a chair, her long hair was pulled behind her ears. She slowly looked away and wrote down Napoleon who was just like her on the slip.

"Then I also believe in Ayu's luck." She said softly and slowly.

Komori Yu, who was just talking nonsense, opened his eyes wide in surprise, and Coulom met her gaze and showed a gentle smile.

"…Oh, alright."

Komori Yu suddenly moved his eyes away in a panic, raised his hand to his mouth, and seemed to regret that he hadn't thought about what he just said casually.

If it's just that she eats bad food, Yu Komori doesn't care at all, she can bear the consequences of her choice, but if it hurts Coulom... She tensed the muscles on her lips imperceptibly, and her heart burst into tears. Feeling the ripples of guilt, thinking about the remedy.

"...It's so confusing."

Sasakawa Kyoko's voice attracted the attention of several people, Komori Yu withdrew his stiff expression, and looked at Sasakawa Kyoko who frowns and hesitates.

She looked at the menu in distress, and found it difficult to make a choice: "Although I really want to order the same cake as Ah Yu, I always feel that I will gain weight after eating the puff pastry... I have been too slack recently, and I have gained three catties. "

"You can't lift your weight when doing such a happy thing as eating cakes!" Komori Yu instantly cheered up, and compared his hands to the pattern of a cross, and his decisive tone made what she said sound quite righteous, " Delicious cakes will cry when they hear that we are not enjoying pure happiness and joy, and the tears of cakes are a hundred times more bitter than dark chocolate."

"It's your fallacy again?" Hei Chuan took the lead and took the time to glance at her.

"How can you say nonsense, this is my Ayu style esoteric philosophy."

She paused, and said calmly, "But since Jingzi is hesitant about the meringue, why don't you change it to a lighter cake? After all, in addition to a happy mood, you must also choose desserts that bring you the most happiness." The best choice for happiness is the best way."

Kyoko Sasakawa sounded reasonable, so she was persuaded.

She nodded, looked at the menu again from top to bottom, and finally made a decision: "I'll just eat the lemon parfait!"

"Hey, it sounds delicious too—" Komori Yu clapped his hands and said expectantly.

"Are you a kindergarten student?"

Kurokawa Hana made complaints about her exaggerated expectations, and Komori Yu severely condemned this: "...It's too much, Xiaohua! I am obviously a new generation of manga stars!"

Kurokawa Flower: "...?"

This point of complaint is completely wrong!

She decisively changed the subject: "...Do you have any other important points?"

"Hmm..." Yu Komori, who calmed down after bringing back the dessert, dragged his face, "I'll just have another cup of coconut milk."

"I don't have one for now." Kyoko Sasakawa shook her head.

"es... Latte coffee." Collom, who almost blurted out espresso, stopped the car in time, and ordered a cup of coffee that is more accepted and popular among high school girls.

Except for Miura Haru who has not yet arrived, all four of them have made their choices.Kurokawa Hana, who was sitting on the outermost side, picked up the receipt and offered to ask them to take the order to the counter together.

"...Xiao Hua is really a mature big sister." Looking at her back, Komori Yu said sighingly, with imperceptible trust in his tone.

Of course she trusted Kurokawa Flower.

Instead of seeing her as an anime character, she believes it as the audience understands her character.In Komori Yu's heart, she has already regarded Kurokawa Hana as an independent individual from anime, and she only trusts her because she is her friend.

When she first came here, she was actually resistant and afraid to connect with others.

Even, she escaped from intimacy, only wishing to be an isolated island among high-rise buildings.

Because she thinks that liars are not entitled to the truth.

Lies and truths are mixed together, like one snowflake attracts another snowflake that is easy to break and melt. At first, only a few flakes fall in her bright and lively life, but they don't stay, but drift around.In the end, everything she remembered and saw was covered by snow, and everything was white, leaving only a world that was unfamiliar to her.

She is wrong.She hides everything about herself, but she can get sincere friendship from others. It's not fair, it's a deception in itself.

But to be honest, she couldn't be more innocent.

She is just an outsider who strayed into this world. One day she will leave here, just like the twisted folds of the universe repairing. After she leaves, all the traces of her existence will be buried by time.

People in this world will gradually forget about her, and then her deceptions and concealments will disappear, as if they never existed.

So she closed herself off, she didn't dare and didn't want to get in touch with anyone in this world, she just maintained the superficial harmony in vain.

嗏

Komori Yu lowered his eyes, and his eyes fell on her nails holding the glass.

——Hana and Kyoko appeared.

It may be that Kurokawa Hana or Sasakawa Kyoko has long observed Komori Yu's solitary behavior under the gregariousness, or it may be just an unintentional move. Hiroshi Komori from Japan joined the duo.

Yu Komori did not refuse their invitation because of the goodwill brought by the anime. She didn't think that an invitation would make any difference, so she nodded lightly and friendly.

Then it gets out of hand.

Like a butterfly flapping its wings in the rainforest, they gradually opened up a narrow gap in the lonely life that Komori Yu deliberately created. The sun of another world shone into her world for the first time, and the sunflower seeds that entered the gap germinated grow.

Komori Yu betrayed the original Lin Yu.

Later, her acquaintance with Sawada Tsunayoshi, and even her relationship with other people stemmed from this betrayal. She no longer locked herself at home, but tried to take a step forward and treat this place as another world.

She can no longer regard them as simple and flat anime characters, but feels their reality personally, and by extension, she understands that she is in a real world that is absolutely real to her.

The character Yu Komori lived here vividly for the first time, and they gave Komori Yu his soul.

She is no longer just Lin Yu who plays Yu Komori, but is a real Lin Yu who uses Komori Yu as her own name.

...Even though these cognitions have increased her psychological burden, she is still very grateful to them for changing the self-pitying, arrogant and cowardly self.

perhaps…

Perhaps as time passes, she will completely get used to the life here... Komori Yu thought: If there are friends around, this does not seem to be a 100% unbearable future-only with determination and courage, she may take a step forward. last step.

She can accept not answering——

Her thoughts were interrupted before being confirmed, some kind of weird, as if a bird passing by the window suddenly uttered a very sharp, mocking call in her ear.

"Ga——stupid! Stupid human——!"

and many more…

Komori Yuhei's fingers on the table suddenly trembled.

"--the world without you is the correct world." She forgot when the pigeon had said such words, but at this moment, the sound of the pigeon was stimulated by the tweeting as if a memory sounded in her mind, "You forgot again Are you ready, Lin Yu?"

The pigeon's smile rotated and enlarged, but became more and more blurred.

At that moment, she suddenly realized, and she couldn't stop the sobriety that those words swept over her brain like ice water, and the dizziness made her stomach churn.

Yu Komori twitched the corner of her mouth, and suddenly felt that she should thank the pigeon. It reminded her of something she had deliberately forgotten by herself.

Yu Komori...is the fake one.

She should be Lin Yu.

Komori Yu is their sunflower, and they have good friends with Peng Geli's ten-generation family, but this has nothing to do with Lin Yu. Lin Yu's friends are not them, not here, not in any corner of the world.

Playing a character named Yu Komori for so long, she almost forgot that she never existed in this world, with no past and no future, her life is made up of countless present moments, which will naturally disappear with time when she returns home not see.

... She is Lin Yu.

She is not Yu Komori.

She secretly took a deep breath to suppress these turbulent emotions into the bottom of her heart, and repeated what she said just now with a smile on her face, adding details this time: "...Xiaohua is really a mature big sister, she is simply the most mature girl in the otaku culture. The popular older sister character, I like it very much."

"Indeed, Hana-san seems to be able to do things with ease." The real mature big sister, Nagi-chan, took up her words.

"Yes, Xiaohua has always been like this." Kyoko Sasakawa said, "Especially with Ayu, she will become more mature."

"...Isn't that saying I'm childish!" Yu Komori rushed over with all his teeth and claws, and Kyoko grabbed her waist in time to prevent her from slipping down. It would be troublesome if she fell to the ground.

"It's not the same, Ah Yu should be described as cute." Holding her, Kyoko smiled and comforted Komori Yu who was dissatisfied with being said to be childish. Komori Yu, who originally intended to create a funny atmosphere, immediately used her words to express go down.

"...I'm not very happy." She moaned with red ears and sat up straight.

And when Kurokawa Hana came back, seeing the redness in Komori Yu's ears, she frowned suspiciously, and asked a very simple question: "...Are you suffering from heat stroke?"

"No, she's shy." Kyoko said with a smile.

Komori Yu tried to stop, "...you can't say it!"

But before she got up, Kurokawa Hana reached out and pressed her head, fundamentally suppressing Komori Yu's disturbance. She raised her eyebrows and asked in a tone like a social person: "Why are you shy?"

"Just now Ayu said that he thinks Xiaohua is a mature big sister, and he also said that he likes you very much. Maybe it's because he feels shy when he sees big sister in person now?" Kyoko smiled and blinked at Komori Yu, whose face was getting redder and redder. Anyone with a discerning eye can tell that she is full of jokes. It is obvious that she is teasing Ah Yu, who likes duplicity.

But at the center of the topic, Yu Komori was in the middle of it, but her insight to discover the truth was blocked, and what she just said just now was repeated. Now she is so ashamed that she wants to go to Konoha Village to learn invisibility from ninjas.

Kurokawa Hana showed surprise cooperatively: "So you like me so much?"

"...not at all—"

"Then Ayu, do you hate me?" Kurokawa Hana frowned disappointedly.

"No! How could I hate you! I am——!"

Komori Yu, who was in a panic trying to explain that he would never hate her, saw the smile in Kurokawa Hana's eyes and realized that the two of them were teasing her on purpose, and she let out angrily, "Okay, you actually teamed up Come bully people!"

She crossed her arms and moved closer to Colomb, making a gesture to keep a distance from them, "I've decided, you two fell out of my favorite list, and now I like Colomb the most!"

Coulom made a very honored appearance: "Promise, this is really the best reward I have received."

Kurokawa Hana couldn't help laughing: "Oh, Kurom is very happy, but what can we do? Yuu kicked us all out of the favorite list, what should we do, Kyoko?"

"I can't help it, who made Ayu so cute, I can only like Ayu the most unilaterally." Kyoko also echoed with a smile.

Completely lost.

No matter where you look at it.

Yu Komori's fair face was flushed with the same blush as his ears, as if his blush hadn't been patted off, and he could always say "you, you..." in a lot of unreasonable ways, and he couldn't think of a complete sentence for a long time. Switched to a fighting game, I am afraid that a big KO has already appeared on the screen.

Seeing that if the teasing continues, a certain cat will be so ashamed that it will blow its hair. The three vicious breeders put down the cat teasing sticks in unison. Coulom put on a gentle smile and lightly changed the topic to what female middle school students should like. As soon as the topic of discussion went up, Mao Mao was quickly attracted away.

And when the dessert was served, some cats even forgot what happened just now, and focused on the cake.

"As expected of my Ayu's choice!" Komori Yu raised his head triumphantly, "This Napoleon cake is so delicious, Napoleon would cry after eating it and say that the failure of Waterloo was because he didn't eat this cake."

The well-loved Ayumao seems to be working hard to form a manga group, and even Napoleon on the other side of the ocean shed tears of emotion.

The author has something to say:

A corner of the Shenming Tea Party>>

"I understand... Komori Yu can stay, but Lin Yu has to go home."

"...But, isn't Komori Yu the same as Lin Yu? This is one person...how can they be separated."

"No." Laughing, "It's just what we think they are one person. No one knows what Lin Yu thinks."

"...This is really a poor child."

"The ending seems really doomed... the tragedy of Ouroboros."

"It's so pessimistic. I firmly believe that the vigorous emotions of human beings have the power to summon miracles. Before the future comes, everything is still undecided."

"Don't be too impatient... Please read on, the final answer will be ushered in at the end of the drama."

"The unknown is the joy of theater."

haven't seen you for a long time--

Ah... This month has been very chaotic... The old man in the family fell ill and went back to his hometown, only to receive the news of his death a few days after he came back. The funeral at his hometown is very complicated. In addition to the wake, there is also a cumbersome mourning process.When it was finally over, there was another epidemic over there, and the nucleic acid was quarantined after returning home. In short, it was chaotic.

这几天片段时间里匆匆写完这章先放出来，实在是太困就不检查错字了，这段时间评论也随机时间回复啦。感谢在2021-10-1611:32:38~2021-11-0701:23:48期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel of irrigation nutrient solution: 1 bottle of Shu Xi;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!