I was the favorite of all the members in the first episode, and I turned out to be BE

Komori Yu sat at the dining table and yawned before continuing to eat the breakfast she made herself with a sleepy face.

Ever since she met that damned god in the library three days ago, she has suffered from insomnia, and she barely falls asleep every day after dawn, and as long as there is a sound, no matter how soft the sound is, she will be awakened from sleep.

In the past few days, I have finished reading the comics I originally hoarded and planned to use this period of time. I have even played half of the games. Yu Komori feels that if she continues, her time will pass from the Eastern Hemisphere to the Western Hemisphere.

I don't have any energy to do anything during the day, my brain is always chaotic, and there is no time to wake up.

…She could vaguely guess the reason for her insomnia, but the best answer she could give herself was to ignore her abnormality.Looking directly at the heart of the self is like looking directly at the sun. In the end, there is no doubt that the pain escapes the containment and continues to spread.

Because of this situation, she hadn't had contact with Tsunayoshi Sawada for a week, and she fooled her with the excuse of being unwell when she invited her.

If something abnormal is discovered, wouldn't it be an embarrassing situation for each other?Whether to let them look at her with pitiful eyes, or if she pretended nothing happened, no matter which one made her feel a little tired.

Moreover, friends still need to keep a distance from each other. If they stay together every day, the freshness will be lost after a long time.And looking at the time, the Obsidian War should be just around the corner. She doesn't want to, nor does she plan to get involved with the main storyline—too much experience together, too much emotional involvement, will eventually become a shackle that prevents her from going home.

As for the happiness that stinky pigeon said... Huh, don't think she doesn't know the law: as long as happiness and hope are mentioned emphatically and repeatedly emphasized, then this so-called happiness and hope will definitely make people fall into despair.

... To put it bluntly, it is actually the pleasure criminal.

If it didn't appear to mention plausibility, she wouldn't be reminded again that she had come to a strange different world, and she couldn't even deceive herself.

So, as expected, let's go to the infirmary to get some sleeping pills by the start of school today.

Listlessly, she tore the fried egg in half, rolled it into a slice of bread spread with peanut butter, stuffed it full into her mouth, and swallowed.

The taste of peanut butter was still unpalatable as always, Yu Komori frowned and took a big gulp of milk and forced down the bread in his mouth.

She didn't sleep well, and she didn't have much energy to go out during the summer vacation, let alone go to the supermarket.There were only these things left in the refrigerator, so she just dealt with them casually. Anyway, she always eats breakfast when she thinks about it.

but…

She glanced at the bread left on the plate with distaste.

This is a little too hard to eat.

Forget it, I have no appetite anyway, so I can just make do with a little.

Yu Komori reluctantly took out the fried egg again, reluctantly cleaned up the fried egg and milk, and threw the bread and the bottle of peanut butter into the trash can.

Sure enough, she is not good at cooking. At this time, she misses the breakfast that her mother made before - it's all because of that stinky pigeon.

His head was dizzy, it might be the sequelae of staying up late, Yu Komori tapped his head again, trying to suppress his headache.

She picked up the uniform bag on one side, looked up at the wall clock hanging on the wall, changed her shoes after seeing the time was almost there, opened the door and walked out.

--Um?

Yu Komori looked around suspiciously, and the streets were scattered with students who went to school together, and they were still talking when they passed by her door, except for them, the birds on the side of the road were singing.Beyond that, there is nothing else.

Is it an illusion?

...It seems that I heard a strange sound just now...Is it an annoying crow?

"Quack! Quack! Pity!"

Maybe an illusion.

Komori Yu shook his head, threw the inexplicable cry out of his brain, raised his head with a smile on his face, and waved at the people who were walking towards her not far away.

"I didn't expect the new semester to get up quite early, Gang~" she smiled and said while hooking the straps of her uniform bag, "I thought I'd be waiting for you again this time."

"Because I went to bed early yesterday—" Sawada Tsunayoshi smiled gently, his honey brown eyes wandered on Komori Yu's face, the originally timid eyes made Komori Yu feel oppressed today.

"How is Ah Yu? Did you sleep well?" he asked.

Eh?

Komori Yu blinked, she vaguely felt that something was wrong with Sawada Tsunayoshi.

Before she said this about Sawada Tsunayoshi, he couldn't help but retort, but not only did she not say that today, she even sounded a little strangely calm.And Kiyoji didn't jump up to refute and shouted such slothful words as "You, a stupid woman, are not allowed to slander Judaime"-Komori Yu gave the three of them a weird look.

But I didn't expect to see an even weirder picture.

...Wait, what are the three of them looking at her now?

It was so sad that it was the deepest complex look she had ever seen in her life.

Seeing Yu Komori himself began to wonder if she was dying soon, or if she was actually inside the tombstone now, and they were coming to worship her with flowers, it was her fantasy that she was still alive.

"Hey, hey, did you wake up and be possessed by some strange guy?"

Yu Komori couldn't help stretching out his hand to make a cross in front of him, and took a step back, trying to keep this look away from himself as much as possible, "This stupid expression is so strange now, I think I'm going to look at it next time." It will rise from the coffin in seconds."

...It seems that his face is ugly?

Yu Komori thought hesitantly, but in the blink of an eye, the expressions of the three of them returned to normal, the normal look she was familiar with.

"Speaking like this early in the morning will spoil my mood for the whole day, Ah Yu."

Takeshi Yamamoto said that his hearty smile was no different from yesterday in Yu Komori's memory. Yu Komori shrunk her neck back, she walked down the steps, put her bag behind her back, walked to their side, and was silent The slightly gloomy face of the prison temple Hayato took a step back to the side, making room for her to walk inside.

Yu Komori looked at him in surprise, but Hayato Gokuji turned his face away, showing no intention of explaining.

"What, your blaming tone is really wronged. It's obvious that you guys are so weird early in the morning."

She said with some dissatisfaction, "Really, I had a terrible headache when I stayed up all night, and I was taken aback by you."

"stay up?"

Sawada Tsunayoshi spoke calmly. He walked between her and Takeshi Yamamoto. When he heard what Komori Yu said, he looked sideways at her unchanged and repeated a sentence alone.

There seemed to be a strange shadow in his eyes, but the flash of the sun made Yu Komori mistakenly think that it was an optical illusion caused by the refraction of light and shadow.

"Is Ayu insomnia?" He asked.

"... "

Yu Komori paused for a moment, then changed the subject in a disguised manner.

"Why insomnia? I'm still young, so how could I suffer from insomnia—oh yes, I'm going to check my summer homework soon. You guys...have you finished it?"

She was in a hurry to cover up, so she didn't take the faint coldness in Sawada Tsunayoshi's words to heart.

She doesn't want other people to know about her insomnia...I always feel that when others hear about her insomnia, they will show that kind of worry that makes them feel at a loss. Just thinking about it, Yu Komori feels scalp numb, and wants to find himself a tortoise The shell is stuffed in.

"Should, have you finished it?" Tsunayoshi Sawada suddenly became more uncertain in his voice, his eyes were filled with bewilderment, and while Yu Komori lowered his head, he raised his head and exchanged glances with Hayato and Takeshi Yamamoto on the side.

Hayato's face was also a little dazed. When he received the gaze of Sawada Tsunayoshi, he seemed to have done something extremely negligent of his duty. He felt as if he was going to bow down to apologize. Sawada Tsunayoshi hurriedly stopped him with his eyes. his behaviour.

And Takeshi Yamamoto... Takeshi Yamamoto shook his head quite calmly, mouthing his confusion.

…Sawada Tsunayoshi retracted his gaze, distress appeared in his eyes.

If you ask him about the development of Vengley in the past ten years, he can tell. Now let them recall the question of whether they have finished their summer homework nine years ago. Isn't it too difficult for others?

This kind of thing... the word summer vacation is quite a long time away from them. When they suddenly heard this kind of vocabulary in their student days, they felt a sense of trance, like a snowflake suddenly appearing in a patch of blood. .

"Sure enough, you still haven't made much progress."

The immature baby's voice sounded above their heads, and the three people except Yu Komori looked at the black-haired child standing on the railing awkwardly.

Yu Komori didn't notice anything wrong with the few people, she waved her hands at the black-haired child as usual as a greeting.

"Morning, Reborn~"

"morning."

Reborn jumped off the railing and landed straight on Sawada Tsunayoshi's shoulders. He and Komori Yukichi were staring at each other, his black beady eyes scanned her face seriously, Komori Yu's light blue eyes and tiny bloodshot eyes Unobtrusively exposed in front of his eyes.

This inexplicable feeling of nakedness made Yu Komori frowned subconsciously, and took a step back to widen the distance between the two.

She doesn't like this kind of look that seems to be seen through.

Or it can be said that she hates being seen through by others, which will always make her feel an inexplicable dizziness, and feel the embarrassment that even the rotten secrets have been stripped clean from the bottom of her heart.

Yu Komori approached the direction of Hayato Gokuji, she lowered her face slightly to avoid Reborn's sight, and at the same time, she was thinking about why the road to school was so long today, and she hadn't arrived at school yet.

"It's been a while since I saw you, Ayu." Reborn's black eyes had an inexplicable light, and the corners of his mouth curled up, "It seems that I'm serious about being an otaku during the summer vacation."

"Of course."

Komori Yu shook off the dodge just now, she became strangely proud, and counted her great achievements with a smile as if being praised, "If it wasn't for the start of school, I would not go out for a month, playing games and reading comics at home every day is simply the greatest thing in life." pleasure."

"Sure enough, being a cartoonist is the happiest!" She said with a smile on her face, full of hope, about her ideal——

Be a cartoonist and die.

This is Yu Komori's last life.

So, last time, why did she choose to die?

This seems to be a clear question, but in fact it is still wrapped in a cloud of fog.

As for the serious mental illness, apart from their faults, is there also pressure in the workplace and casual bad comments on the Internet?

So... making her choose to be a manga artist again, wouldn't it really make her make the same mistakes again?

"...Ayu really likes comics, haha."

Takeshi Yamamoto narrowed his eyes, with a hearty smile on his face, but there was no smile in his eyes, "But being a cartoonist will be very hard, right?"

"...I heard that cartoonists and authors are social animals among social animals." Sawada Tsunayoshi added slowly.

"It's very common for manga artists to be bald when they were young," said Hayato Gokudera, following Sawada Tsunayoshi's words.

Yu Komori looked at them suspiciously: "But any profession will become a social animal in the end, right? Compared with office workers who don't have free time, cartoonists can at least choose their working hours."

…As if recalled by her words that he used to work uninterruptedly but because the property was his own, so not only did he not have a bonus but had to pay for the loss instead, a piece of Tsunayoshi Sawada’s gentle mask was cracked, and he glanced nonchalantly The excellent guardians on the left and right sides who once caused wall decoration due to bickering.

Then when Komori Yu looked over, he showed his expression in middle school again, and he set his sights on Reborn on his shoulder. Regarding this question, except for Liudaomu and Kurom, who are not in Bingsheng now, the rest of them This has been discussed days ago when man realized he was back in the present.

—Discuss how to make Ah Yu avoid death.

"No." Reborn said, and he raised the brim of his hat slowly, "Vongola's clerical job is quite easy. You have plenty of vacation time, and you have plenty of time to draw comics if you want."

The final conclusion reached was to let her come to their side.

If staying away is impossible to protect, then simply row into their territory, and they will at least find out any abnormality at the first time - not to mention, there will never be such stupid things as the enemy attacking Pengo Li's headquarters , it is safer to be with them.

Komori Yu didn't know what they thought, but she immediately waved her hand and refused after hearing it without any hesitation.

"I absolutely, don't want to learn another language, I can learn Japanese is my peak moment!"

She resisted and said, "Let's talk about something else, anyway, it's still very early before going to work!"

And maybe she will go home first halfway, Komori Yu thought.

She didn't intend to obey the meaning of the pigeon. As long as she was happy, she would be sent home. This sentence was an unsolvable paradox—how could she be happy if she didn't go home?No one will be happy alone in a foreign land.

Reborn raised his eyebrows, he didn't bring up this topic again, and stopped following the topic that Komori Yuxin started.

He dragged his face, his fingers gently stroking Leon's back on the back of his hand, and the brim of his hat covered the corners of his raised lips.

It was indeed very early, and they still had a long time for her to follow them back to Italy willingly, and they had enough patience anyway.

What's more, the suggestion put forward by the mafia has not left room for denial since it was put forward, has it?

The author has something to say:

A certain pigeon: Quack, quack, these guys are too naive, how could I let my protagonist leave the stage I built - Ga - That's why I won't let her be taken away by you - hee