star that fell on a rose

My first one is a bit cooked. "

"I don't know many people here. Anyway, I'm bored at home all day. I feel quite comfortable at home. My home is very messy."

Xuan Yun: "What do you do?"

"Well," Yu Qiu mused, "it's just for writing."

"A writer?"

"It doesn't count," Yu Qiu said with a smile, "at most he is a writer. The writer is too big to be able to afford it."

Xuan Yun's eyes widened slightly, "That's amazing too! What have you written?"

Yu Qiu opened his mouth to speak, but suddenly stopped.

He suddenly felt a little reluctant to show him the books he had written. He is now a clean identity, but if Xuanyun finds out that he is a "plagiarist"... Yu Qiu doesn't want to think about it anymore.

Yu Qiuhu's blessing came to his heart: "I have a copy that I copied, and I haven't shown it to others. Do you want to see it?"

Xuan Yun responded with a smile, looking in a good mood.

Yu Qiu asked what he did, Xuan Yun rubbed his nose, "I just sing."

Now it was Yu Qiu's turn to be surprised. He said, "A singer? That's amazing."

"No, no," Xuan Yun hurriedly waved his hands, "Nowadays there are a lot of singers, and I can't sing very well. Not many people know me, so I feel good if I can sing."

"Does your family support you to sing?" Yu Qiu said, "You look young."

"Support," Xuan Yun said, "I told them after I finished college that I want to make money by myself, you just have to watch me do what I do, you don't have to help me when I fall, I am responsible for everything I do, I It's an adult."

Listening to his words, Yu Qiu suddenly felt that he was only 22, but he didn't have the vigor and vigor of him.

"How old are you? 22?"

Xuan Yun said, "Twenty."

"..."

"I jumped once in elementary school, and I started school early, so I graduated and I was the youngest in our class." Xuan Yun's eyes were a little smug, "They are all 22, and I am [-]."

"Then I'm an older brother," Yu Qiu joked, "I'm 22."

"You just graduated from university?" Xuan Yun said, and called out in response to the situation, "Brother."

"..."

The light in Yu Qiu's eyes suddenly dimmed.

Until now, Yu Qiu didn’t know if he did the right thing about not going to college. In those four years, he had read a shelf of books and written five books, but looking back now, it seems that he didn’t know anything. No.

Xuan Yun noticed that his expression was not right, and consciously said something wrong: "Did I say something wrong? Brother Qiu, don't be angry."

"No," Yu Qiu acquiesced to the title "Brother Qiu", and smiled frankly: "I didn't go to college."

"..."

Xuan Yun said: "Actually, I don't think it's useless to go to college. It's the same if you don't go to college."

Yu Qiu looked at him with a smile, the two walked slowly, Xuan Yun was singing in a low voice, no one was deliberately looking for topics, they talked when they had something to say, and kept silent when they had nothing to say.This feeling is very comfortable.

They went to the nearby river, walked around and came back, talking about everything, and the talk was broken. Yu Qiu thought that he hadn't made friends seriously for so long, and he might have lost some of his interpersonal skills.Looking at the results now, it seems to be good.

Later, he thought that his interpersonal skills might not be good at that time, but it was just because of the other party.

When approaching the gate of the community, Xuan Yun suddenly stopped, and Yu Qiu asked, "What's wrong?"

Xuan Yun hesitated for a while, pursed his lips, and asked in a low voice, as if making up his mind, "I want to ask—"

"Why haven't you played the piano recently?"

"..." Yu Qiu laughed, "Do you know that I am playing the piano?"

"Guess," Xuan Yun said, "every time I'm in the bedroom, I can hear the sound of the piano from above, from 07:30 to [-] o'clock every day. I don't know the residents above, but I just think...it might be you Bar."

Yu Qiu looked at him, suddenly couldn't hold back, and laughed: "It's me."

Xuan Yun stared at him.

Yu Qiu's looks are not too outstanding, but he is attractive, very pleasing to the eye and comfortable, with delicate features and small eyes. When he smiles, his eyes are crooked, his lips are red and his teeth are white.

Yu Qiu touched his face: "Is there something on my face?"

"You haven't answered me yet." Xuan Yun suddenly grabbed his shoulders, resting his hands on it lazily, and gently bumped against his collarbone as he walked, Yu Qiu looked up at him.

"Actually, it's nothing else," Yu Qiu put his hands in his pockets, "Because the voice is too loud, it will affect others, so I was told."

At any rate, he has experienced large-scale cyber violence. Yu Qiu didn't feel any pain when the woman accused him of the previous nights. Compared with those insults, this attack was insignificant.

"Who!" Xuan Yun's reaction was unexpectedly big, he almost jumped, "Damn, noisy should be an exclusive word for 'noise'! Can piano music be called noisy, shouldn't it sound so good! so annoying!"

Yu Qiu made him laugh, "Yes, yes."

"I'll go back to your house," Xuan Yun said, "is that okay?"

Yu Qiu was stunned, "Why?"

Xuan Yun looked into his eyes seriously and solemnly, "I want to listen to you play the piano face to face."

004

Xuan Yun's eyes are so beautiful, just looking at them, he seemed to be silently attracted in, he looked into those eyes, and suddenly his heart moved, like a cat's tail gently sweeping the tip.

Xuan Yun lowered her voice: "I want to be your only audience."

Yu Qiu said, "Okay."

After returning home, Yu Qiu sat on the sofa, clasped his hands, didn't think about anything, and let himself go for a long time, until a child's laughter outside the window brought him back to reality.

He took out his mobile phone and checked his Alipay balance.

- 527.36.

Yu Qiu thought in distress, how to spend the six cents?

He should be considered half unemployed now, and there is no way to continue to waste like this.Yu Qiu thought that he might not be able to be a high-ranking official, and he had no hope.He has always regarded writing as his ambition, but now that the only wall he was leaning on collapsed, he was in an extremely embarrassing situation.

What should I do after that?

Wait until the turmoil is over, and then lick your face and publish it as if nothing happened?

He may not be able to.

He couldn't lower his head.

He couldn't feel at ease, and went on with the hat that didn't belong to him.

Yu Qiu sighed, and used the computer to sort out a resume, but unfortunately there was very little to write on it, except for a few awards in the composition competition - it was clean and pitiful.

He submitted several copies.

Only one resume got an echo after a week. It was a small company. He didn't mind the size of the company.

But he still had a little expectation in his heart, and specially wore a suit that he hadn't worn for a long time, and went to the interview.

But soon he stopped laughing.

The questions asked by the interviewer were too professional and economical, and he couldn't answer many questions. Finally, he leaned on the swivel chair and smiled softly: "Is there not enough people?"

"Let me guess, have all those who submitted their resumes been notified to come for an interview?"

The interviewer frowned, displeased with his rudeness.

Yu Qiu stood up and turned to leave.

The interviewer stopped him from behind, and said unceremoniously: "Mr. Yu, I have to tell you the truth. You have a high school degree. You can't find a job here or outside. If you can find a decent job , so for those other undergraduates, why?"

"Thank you," Yu Qiu turned his face and said with a smile, "It's not decent, it depends on people, not on work."

When Yu Qiu walked out, the weather was fine and the weather was sunny.

Sunshine gave him a hug.

He walked through the bustling street and saw a job offer posted on the window.

"Dishwashers are recruiting, salary interviews."

"3 cashiers."

"..."

Yu Qiu stopped, his lips turned white from his bite.

He stood outside the window for a long time, with thin sweat on his forehead.

He turned away.

Yu Qiu bought a piece of bread at a dessert shop. When he was checking out, the cashier girl suddenly called him, "Sir."

Yu Qiu raised his eyes, "What?"

"Is it convenient to add a WeChat?" The little girl is very cute, her face is baby fat, and she has a dimple when she smiles, which reminds him of Xuan Yun. She said, "It's not the kind of coupon pusher, private, you can Be friends."

"No." Yu Qiu said with a smile, "I don't use WeChat very often."

"QQ is also available," the little girl said. "You look like my brother. I haven't seen my brother for a long time. I see you are very close."

"In the future." Yu Qiu paid the bill, "Thank you."

This bread is all his food for today.

Yu Qiu returned home and began to eat the bread slowly. Suddenly he felt a little salty, and then realized that his tears were dripping on it.

After eating a piece of bread, Yu Qiu stood in front of the french window, pushed open the window, the cigarette between his fingers, the flickering fire, the gray smoke was like a woman's graceful figure, struggling to break away enchantingly.

He inhaled slowly and exhaled the smoke.

it's getting dark.

Yu Qiu kept smoking like this, forgetting the time, as the cigarettes went on like this, the night in front of him became more and more intense. When Yu Qiu's hand reached for the cigarette case, it was empty, and he realized that he actually Smoked a pack of cigarettes.

Yu Qiu subconsciously thought——

It's too wasteful. I can't afford cigarettes in the future, so I can only eat candy.

"Boom boom boom——"

Yu Qiu quickly put down his cigarette, "Hey, here we come."

I haven't played the piano yet.

Is smoking still smelled?

Yu Qiu opened the door nervously, but unexpectedly saw Xuan Yun.

He looked down and saw the watermelon in his hand.

Xuan Yun had a smile on his face, but suddenly smelled the strong smell of smoke, and frowned, Yu Qiu said: "Sorry, I just smoked a cigarette, and the smell is a bit strong-something happened