[Wen Ye] Miss Nakahara's Revenge

(One)

This is a private clinic inside the PortMafia Building, which only occupies the space of two rooms on a certain floor. Judging from the decoration and layout, this clinic has existed for a long time - stethoscopes, medical records, and books in the bookcases. Professional books, X-ray films hanging on the wall, and film viewing lamps that can be hung to observe X-ray films.

All of this reveals an old but imperishable atmosphere, just like walking into an old hospital. When you enter it, you can smell the faint smell of disinfectant and the warmth of the wooden furniture illuminated by the sun. smell.

This is the room that Mori Ogai had when he first came to PortMafia. After he became the leader, this place was properly sealed up. Except for the regular cleaning by his trustworthy subordinates, as the leader, in some important decisions that need to be considered alone , or simply want to have a good night's sleep, he will come to this private territory alone, sit quietly and let his mind go.

But now, Mori Ogai felt some emotion for no reason.

Heartfelt emotion.

Although he is now the uncrowned king who has completely controlled the dark side of Yokohama, he no longer needs to worry about "the contract to protect the cause is terminated", "the struggle with other organizations has intensified", "the sphere of influence has shrunk", "the ordered guns have not arrived on schedule", etc. There is no need to deliberately tell your accomplices about your own distress.

but-

The only one who was in a similar situation to that time was the young man with black shaggy hair, a white bandage on his forehead, and a camel-colored windbreaker sitting on a medical chair across the way, flipping through a book and jingling various test tubes and medicines. male.

...But no matter how I think about it, I feel that he is several laps older than in memory. Mori Ogai, who is wearing an unlit cigarette and rarely dressed as a doctor in a white coat, thinks nostalgicly. In fact, it was passing by quickly - in a blink of an eye, the gloomy kid who was only 1.5 meters 1.8 has become an outstanding young man with a height of [-] meters [-].

Except for the hobby of wrapping bandages, I haven't changed at all-it's just a small wound on my forehead, but I have to exaggerate it so much that I blindfolded one eye. One can imagine that this guy will use the problem to make use of it in the future and also take the opportunity to sell it. .

No matter how you look at it, this is full of scheming, Dazai-kun, Mori Ogai's expression is indescribable, thinking quietly in his heart, because of the conflict with Verlaine, he is deliberately trying to attract Chuya's attention or something, maybe it will happen The one who was dismantled and then quarreled even more.

It can be guessed that the recent life between the two diamonds must have new twists and turns.

Mori Ogai said helplessly: "Dazai-kun, you are already 24 years old, not 14 years old, why do you mix the high blood pressure medicine and the low blood pressure medicine that should be in the drug store?"

"It's just a mistake from boredom, Mr. Mori, I definitely didn't take the opportunity to think or want to do anything rude." Osamu Dazai put down the medicine bottle, emphasizing in a seemingly calm tone.

"..." That's obviously true... Don't think that I can't hear you without the yin and yang tone. Mori Ogai was speechless for a while, but he could understand what the "worse" student in front of him was worrying about. Now that the general environment is peaceful, there is only one situation that can make Osamu Dazai give up torturing his "good friend" who is far away in Russia, and then unconsciously go to him to resolve his troubles by tossing the old teacher.

——About the pregnancy of his wife Chuya Nakahara.

Mori Ogai, who used to be a military doctor, can understand the complicated feelings of his students. It is undoubtedly a long and painful process for a woman to go from pregnancy to childbirth. The birth of life is sacred and great, but it is a burden for mothers. Undoubtedly heavy.

And the situation of Zhongya Zhongyuan is even more special-although it is basically confirmed that her body is human, but after being abducted by "N" to the laboratory, the transformation she experienced has already made her an "inhuman". The memory of the past has been cleaned so that it cannot be traced back for some reason, at least part of the current personality is artificially edited, and the parameters of the body have been modified by various inhumane means... This makes her exist strangely : Regardless of the poor physical foundation caused by displacement in the early years, although her physical fitness seems to surpass that of men, her sensitivity to drugs is a shortcoming, which undoubtedly caused her pregnancy experience to be full of uneasy factors.

As a military doctor who participated in the last war, Mori Ogai would not criticize the inhumanity of the "N", and he would even feel regretful that if the "Desolation and Vomiting" plan could be completed earlier and better, what happened that year The Battle of the Dark Isles may not end up that way in the end.

But after he himself suffered a more disastrous failure and then became the leader of PortMafia, the measurement of people's hearts will change.He watched his capable subordinates grow from a 15-year-old girl to a 24-year-old top cadre.Mori Ogai, who considers himself a guide and elder in a certain sense, does have sympathy and love for Zhong Yuanzhong.Her experience is undoubtedly bumpy, full of setbacks and hardships, even though her heart has been polished to firmness by suffering and gains and losses, but undoubtedly, if she can live a little smoother, without additional twists and turns, and experience more suffering, It is more in line with the optimal solution for PortMafia.

This is also the reason why Osamu Dazai ran back to PortMafia and used it as his second office - it is the nature of Osamu Dazai that he cannot trust others completely. "And young people who have studied medicine and medicine began to search and collect various professional books, intending to figure it out by themselves first.

However, if many things can be successful just by reading books and following the scriptures, people in reality will save most of their troubles: for example, between the current Osamu Dazai and Nakahara Chuya, hormone changes during pregnancy make Nakahara There have also been some changes in herself and her living habits that she is not happy to see, whether it is because of pregnancy, she has to quit smoking, alcohol, and even heavy tastes, no longer using abilities at will, or she has to start controlling her body. Changing the work schedule and even handing over part of the work to Sigma, who is also promoted to a cadre candidate, made her feel unreasonably irritable and even depressed.

Because of this, Osamu Dazai will only feel more uncomfortable, but he has learned not to affect his negative emotions to Chuya—so he began to harm Verlaine and Mori Ogai ==

After a few years, Mori Ogai, who was bothered by his student's academically difficult problems again, was both painful and happy. He did not doubt his student's learning ability. Dazai was always a smart and transparent person. Before he decided to do something At that time, his efficiency was absolutely astonishing—otherwise, there would not have been a situation where the transcendents in Russia would have friendly called through private channels to ask what happened, so that their dangerous prisoners in custody had been isolated for several days.

On the one hand, Mori Ogai pretended that he didn't know, but on the other hand, he felt relieved for Osamu Dazai from the bottom of his heart. From a transparent boy who felt bored, so he started thinking about death, to a young man who calmly began to move in the direction he chose, even Dazai The path chosen by Zhizhi is different from his own, but he has undoubtedly finally found the meaning of his existence, which he is happy to see simply as a teacher.

But, again, don't torment the teacher like this, Dazai-kun.

([-]) Brother and sister

PortMafia belongs to Koyo Ozaki's office, and it's not good to stare at a certain French adult male who ran out from the dark basement, brought his chair and some poetry collections, and then grandiosely snailed in his place.

I can't understand the thinking of Western men at all, ah, I must be a map gun for being so generalized, after all, the other party probably doesn't even have a clear understanding of whether I am a "human".

Anyway, it's a big problem.

The trouble is that Ozaki Koye feels that the freshly brewed black tea today will lose its original taste.

It's a pity that Chuya specially collected the tea leaves for himself from Europe and China.

The appearance of the female cadre in Chinese clothes, which seemed to be completely unchanged from ten years ago, was regretful in her heart. She opened the constant temperature fresh-keeping cabinet specially purchased for herself by Nakahara Nakaya, and looked for refreshments that both she and the child liked. It will be a while before returning from work. Before that, Hongye was thinking about how to get rid of the big trouble in front of her. She didn't plan to invite this colleague she didn't know much to share the precious afternoon, which was a private time only for women. Any males were excluded from the start.

"If you want to say it by yourself, your concern for that child will always fall in an inappropriate place." His eyes fell on the freshly baked shortbread, while recalling whether he had remembered to sprinkle it on the surface when making it before. A little bit of citrus and yuzu, Ozaki Momiji said.

Verlaine's poetry-writing hand paused for a moment.

"Whether it was when Chuya was 16 or now, you always don't seem to understand what that child wants." Ozaki Momiji shook her head. She remembered the "Old World" bar and the "Youth Club" members The tragedy was too tragic, even though Zhong Zhong chose to forgive in the end, but since then, the most taboo thing in Central Plains is the celebration of the anniversary, and the culprit is undoubtedly the person in front of her who is not related to her by blood. , which constitutes a similar "elder brother".

The injury in the name of love almost burned all the warmth and emotion of the child when he was 16 years old.

But this time, after confirming the news of Chuya Nakahara's own "pregnancy", the one who reacted most violently, apart from the two parties involved, was undoubtedly Verlaine, who even had a fierce quarrel with Osamu Dazai this morning. Conflict, men really... don't they know that such conflict will only bring more troubles to the women caught in the middle.

"You don't understand," Verlaine replied dryly.

Although he is no longer obsessed with "inhumanity", he sincerely regrets his past actions and tries to change.But likewise, only Verlaine can know how dark and horrifyingly dark hell is lurking in himself and in the Central Plains.

It is a horror created by human arrogance trying to control non-human beings.

That will remind them of their "inhumanity" all the time, like a gangrene, Verlaine can't imagine, if Zhong Yuanzhong really chooses to keep the child and give birth, if the final result is unsatisfactory, then what will she face? of despair.

"Yes, I really don't understand, but I think that for those two children, what they need now is more encouragement and comfort, rather than worry and hindrance." After choosing refreshments, Ozaki Koba brought out He took a small dish, and threw the latest medical report on Zhongya Zhongya on his desk into Verlaine's lap: "Worrying can't solve anything, Dazai-kun knows how to hide his worries, but you want to show them instead? Could it be that Chuya herself doesn't know her own situation?" She sneered.

No one is more aware of his condition than Nakahara Nakaya, surprise, hesitation, apprehension... Ozaki Koye saw all the above expressions on the face of the child she had taken care of for nearly ten years at the first moment when the medical examination report came out. , but in the end, she still decided to tell Osamu Dazai the news. choose.

The two decided to welcome the arrival of a new life. Although neither of them was sure whether they could play the new role, they were uneasy, but there was no doubt that they were trying to adapt to that transition.

Koye Ozaki, who also had thoughts when she was a girl, was particularly moved by this.

Ideas born of love are beautiful at first, especially when the two children know what they are doing, and because of this, she finds Verlaine's awkwardness particularly annoying.

"Say it as if I can beat mandarin ducks with a club." Having been taught a lesson, Verlaine flipped through the collection of poems irritably. He was also trying to restrain himself, but he quarreled a little because he saw that the bastard who took his sister away was not pleasing to the eye. , who knows—who knows that Xiaotu Zaizhi's acting skills have not regressed so far?Scratching a little bit of skin can make him wrap like a serious injury, what a showman!

"Didn't you do it?" Koye Ozaki asked back, hating iron but not steel, although everyone knows that Osamu Dazai is acting, but the problem is that you are really out of your mind when Verlaine bumps into him like this and is touched by him!What about your shrewd mind as a French-bred spy?All eaten by Rimbaud?When Zhongye comes back, see if she is angry with you!

Just as the two were arguing about each other and preparing to start a new round of disputes, there was a knock on Koyo Ozaki's office door. Hongye calmed down and went to open the door. Nakahara Nakaya, who saw the core of her dispute with Verlaine, was standing at the door with a hand in his hand. Wearing a big cat cage, the junior with a slightly rounder face blinked his blue eyes, and said in a slightly anxious tone, "Sister Hongye, is it convenient for you? I picked up two cats..."

The author has something to say:

Hmm... That's why I don't want to write about Chuai Zai... Pregnancy is a very serious topic, it's hard to write about it, and I'm not a professional, so I dare not judge myself.

Although I haven’t experienced it myself, I watched a relative and friend’s whole process from pregnancy to next week’s due date in a group in the past year. There is no doubt that it was really not a pleasant experience for women. , so I always think that it is a great thing for a mother to still choose to love her child after the experience.

Therefore, only the persecution of Fei Jiajun and Mr. Sen can add a little color to this stressful world——by the same anxious and worried Xiaotu Zaizhi.

Let’s write something easy later, such as raising cats, let Dazai and the cats who look exactly like him stare at each other until they lose their temper, and then they have to look at a blue-eyed little orange together with each other. "Pull Chuya's legs or something ╮(╯▽╰)╭