Dawn After Darkness of Doom

"I'm full, eat slowly." Yu Yi put the last bite of food into his mouth, got up with an empty bowl and went to the kitchen to wash it up. When he came out, he nodded to the two people at the table and went back Room.

Seeing his decadent back disappear behind the door, Yu's mother sighed and put down her chopsticks, unable to eat any more, seeing her son live like a walking dead every day, her heart was tightly pulled together, " it's all my fault."

"Don't be sad," Song Wanruo raised his hand and stroked her shoulder. She just used the wrong way of loving her child. She wanted to make his life better, but unexpectedly, it backfired in the end.

"I'm sorry for Xiaoyi, and I'm sorry for that child Cheng Lejie." Yu's mother sniffed, holding back the sourness in her eyes. Looking back now, her stubbornness at that time was simply unreasonable, forcing a child to live in such a dangerous situation. It was time to leave the safe shelter, which made my son sad, "If there is something wrong with him, let alone Xiao Yi, I will not forgive myself."

Such a child who has never enjoyed the love of his parents since he was a child, and his dependent grandmother passed away very early. The only support in this world is his son, but she cruelly deprived them of this, making both of them miserable.

When Song Wanruo heard her say this, she pursed her lips and put her hand on her lap, and said tentatively: "Auntie, if Cheng Lejie can come back, will you still object to him and Brother Yi? "

"What are you objecting to?" Mother Yu waved her hand at her, and looked up at the closed door, "As long as he can be happy, it doesn't matter whether he likes a boy or a girl, as long as the other person is a good boy, it's a pity... …I didn’t think about it sooner.”

Patting her comfortingly again, Song Wanruo looked at Yu Yi's door, thinking of the look that the person with Cheng Lejie gave him before leaving, and began to think carefully. The idea of ​​their reconciliation, so in order to promote a good relationship, it should be fine for her to break the agreement, right?

Thinking of this, her eyes suddenly brightened, and she shifted her gaze to the middle-aged woman next to her. The other party only told her not to tell Yu Yi in the morning, but she didn't say that she couldn't tell others. Maybe she didn't have to violate the agreement, and she could ease the tension. their mother-child relationship.

"Wan Ruo, what are you thinking?" Mother of Yu couldn't hear her for a long time and looked up strangely, but saw her eyes were a little straight, obviously in a daze.

Song Wanruo recovered and met her eyes, then smiled suddenly, covered her lips with her hand and said something in her ear, if they can really reconcile in the end, then he probably won't blame himself .

"Are you serious?" Yu's mother looked back at her in surprise after she finished speaking, and when she saw her nodding to herself affirmatively, a smile appeared on her face, "It seems that their fate is not over yet, I can also have a chance to make amends."

The lights in Yu Yi's room were not turned on, only the faint light coming in from the window made it possible to see some scenes clearly. He was lying motionless on the bed, as if he was holding something in his hands, and his slightly curled up body showed a little lonely.

"Are you missing me now..." His voice was a little hoarse, and his hands clenched his clothes tighter. Now he can only draw his breath from the things left by the other party to relieve the constant tension in his heart. Pain that doesn't exist.

He was always unwilling to think about the possibility that that person might no longer be in this world. He believed that the other person would live his own life in a safe place, so that he could comfort his always anxious heart.

Yu's mother knocked on the door, but no one responded. When she opened the door and came in, she saw his silhouette curled up on the bed, and her eyes felt a little sour. She turned sideways and turned on the switch of the overhead light.

The person on the bed was disturbed by the light, moved his body slightly, raised a hand to cover his eyes, and turned his head after getting used to it for a while, and sat up on the bed when he saw the approaching mother "Mom, what's the matter with you?"

Mother Yu sat down beside his bed and raised her hand to touch his haggard face, but someone turned her head slightly to avoid her. She slowly withdrew her hand and said, "Do you still miss that child?"

Hearing her words, Yu Yi tightened his grip on the coat, but let it go quickly, carefully smoothing the wrinkles on it, "I miss him every minute, every second, never Forgot."

Mother of Yu sighed lightly, stretched out her hand to cover his hand and patted it lightly, and then touched the clothes along the way, "It seems that you told me something just now, I think you should want to hear it very much. "

Yu Yi shifted his gaze from her hand to her face, and was slightly stunned when he met her gentle gaze. He hadn't looked at her like this for a long time. Ever since Cheng Lejie left, he always looked at her. is avoiding the other party.

"She went to the nearby trading area in the morning, and she was in the food store there..." Yu's mother paused for a while when she said this, and said in a relieved way: "I met that child."

Yu Yi was stunned, the hand holding the clothes began to tremble, he opened his eyes slightly and looked at her for a long time, then opened his mouth in disbelief, but didn't say anything, he took a deep breath to let himself After a while, he asked cautiously, "Meet...who?"

"Cheng Lejie." Yu's mother stared into his eyes and gave an affirmative answer, and then gently pinched him with the hand covering the back of his hand, "She met Cheng Lejie in the trading area, the child is back, he is safe nothing."

Yu Yi's eyes gradually turned red following her words, and his eyes wandered around but he didn't know where to look, but the corners of his mouth slowly curled up, his voice choked up slightly, "He's back...he's back ..."

Seeing the expression on her son's face become vivid in an instant, Yu's mother's eyes also turned red. It would be great if she could understand it earlier, and she wouldn't have to let them go through such torture. Now, she is not sure about the child. Is he still willing to come back? Judging from Wan Ruo's words, he doesn't seem to have any plans to meet them.

Putting down the clothes in his hands, Yu Yi suddenly jumped up from the bed and was about to rush out, but was grabbed by someone. He pushed her hand eagerly, "Mom, I'm going to find him."

"It's getting dark. There are no people in the trading area at this time. You can't find them if you go." The child really said that the wind is the rain, and Yu's mother held his hand instead, "He will appear there, which means I don’t live far away, so let’s go out and inquire tomorrow.”

Her advice made Yu Yi calm down a little bit, she was right, even if she went out now, she would be in vain, why would that person stay there, "It seems like she didn't ask where Lele lives? Why didn't she just bring him back today?"

The two questions made Yu's mother silent for a while, but she decided to tell the truth, "He originally told Wan Ruo not to tell you about meeting him, and he didn't plan to meet you, saying that he didn't want to disturb your life."

"What do you mean disturbing my life? What else can I live without him!" Yu Yi was a little emotional when he heard this answer, but then his eyes darkened again, "I didn't take good care of him, and he didn't want to see me. It should."

"It's not your fault." Yu's mother lowered her eyes and showed a wry smile. In fact, they all knew why, "If you can get him back this time, you should treat him well. Don't let that The child is sad."

"Mom..." Yu Yi understood what she meant, and her heart softened. In the end, she still chose to compromise as a mother, "Thank you for tolerating my willfulness."

Yu's mother smiled and shook her head. In fact, she was self-willed in this matter. In order to protect her son from hurting that child, she only hoped that he would give him another chance to do it again, and not let this pain continue. .

Putting his hand on his heart, Yu Yi turned his head and looked at the clothes on the bed. Since that person is already in City B, he will definitely find him, so that he will never leave again.

Cheng Lejie was sitting on the window sill, looking up at the half-circle moon in the night sky in a daze, wondering if that person saw the same scene as him now, and had the same yearning in his heart?

He retracted his knees and curled up in front of him, stretching out his arms to hug him. The woman he met today said that he was not doing well at all, which made him a little worried, fearing that if he didn't eat well and sleep well, something would happen to his body.

He lowered his head and buried his face in his arms, he let out a muffled sigh, obviously he had decided not to think about it anymore, but he couldn't control it, it wasn't obvious when there were many people in the daytime, but at night it was no longer Can't hide anymore.

Although Gu Leiyun and Fangran didn't express anything clearly today, the atmosphere between them is obviously more ambiguous than before. Every time they accidentally collide, there seems to be an electric current in their eyes. One avoids at a loss, and the other smiles. gentle.

Not to mention the teacher and Mo Yin, they are stuck together all the time, entering and exiting together like conjoined twins, not shying away from the eyes of others.

Looking at them, he had blessings and envy in his heart. He and Yu Yi used to be like this, wishing to stick together every day. Even if they couldn't tell others about their relationship at that time, the sneaky relationship made them feel very happy.

It's just that these don't belong to him anymore, it's the person he pushed away with his own hands, and he chooses to stay away from his life, so what's the point of sitting here and pretending to be hypocritical? He raised his head to take a last look at the night sky, and planned to wash himself Take a bath and sleep.

"knock knock"

Before he could move his body, someone knocked on the door from the outside. He jumped off the windowsill and walked over to open the door. He smiled at the person standing at the door, "Teacher, why are you here?"

"Come out to drink water, and come and see when the lights in your room are on." Qi Min's hair was still a little wet, obviously not long after taking a shower, he looked at the red eye sockets of the other party, and didn't open his mouth to break it.

"Then come in and sit down, I'll help you pour some water." Cheng Lejie moved away from the door, but the other party raised his hand to him and leaned directly on the door frame, showing no intention of coming in.

"No need, I'll go back in a while." Mo Yin was still waiting in the room, it was too long to see him and he would definitely come over, Qi Min didn't want to stay for a long time, "I heard from Shen Tuo that you met an acquaintance today?"

Knowing that he would not help him keep the secret, Cheng Lejie nodded helplessly, he was sure that the other party knew the content of their conversation verbatim, even if he refuted it, it would be useless.

"I don't want to worry about what you think about in your heart, but I hope you don't make a decision that you regret." Qi Min said, his eyes rested on his blue-gray palm hanging by his side, "Before I I was also worried because of this, but later I realized that the person who truly loves you will love everything about you, and your retreat will make him suffer, as for the others...you should believe that he can solve it. "

Cheng Lejie was stunned for a moment, raised his right hand in front of his eyes, each of the other's words touched his worries, in fact, he himself was very contradictory, on the one hand he was reluctant to part with it, on the other hand he was afraid of being hurt.

"Go to rest early, you still have time to think about it." Qi Min raised his hand and patted him on the shoulder, turned around and left without saying anything, and left him to think about the rest.

After closing the door, Cheng Lejie turned around and leaned forward, with many emotions flickering in his eyes. After a long time, he let out a long sigh. The confusion and entanglement in his heart still couldn't go away, but his firm determination seemed to have loosened a little bit. .