Return of the Reborn

When boarding the plane to country Z, Li Ming couldn't help but glanced out of the window again, and then pulled down the curtains without hesitation, there was nothing to see.

Most of the organization matters have been settled. Even if he is in country Z, his left eye will know what to do, so he turned his head and looked at the left eye sitting beside him.

"It's inconvenient to lose your eyes and see."

Left Eye lowered his head slightly, and said respectfully: "No, I can adapt."

Li Ming couldn't help but raised a hand to put his left eye socket on his left eye. Although the eye was fitted, it was a pity that it was fake, and it wasn't difficult to see if you looked closely.

"I understand. It's not like I don't understand the pain of losing my eyes." Li Ming's tone was light and sad.

However, Left Eye still sat obediently by the side and dared not make a sound.

"How about the work entrusted to you?"

"Everything is going according to your plan." Left Eye lowered his head even lower.

"That's good." Li Ming replied lightly, then raised his chin and looked out the window.

In fact, some time ago, Li Ming took the time to go back to the countryside. He always felt that his deceased mother had something to hide from all of this.

But his mother's Li family has changed a lot.

Zhang Fen went crazy and ran away, and the villagers said that he died outside; Li Decai was much older, and the villagers had been rumoring that he was going to buy a wife for Li Yong, and no one could say this without seeing Ying.

When Li Ming went back, Li Decai didn't recognize him. He couldn't believe that Li Ming now was the thin and shriveled kid back then, and then Li Decai's eyes were a little red.

"Like, you're like your mother."

Li Ming didn't respond to this. He just wanted to see if his mother had left anything behind. According to his investigation, his mother was not a fuel-efficient lamp. If Li Yuan hadn't come forward, maybe his mother is now She has married into the Li family and has become the grandma of the Li family.

His mother had calculated thousands of times, but she didn't realize that he died at the hands of a rural woman. Even so, Li Ming didn't believe that his mother didn't leave anything important.

Li Decai trembled, after thinking for a long time and searching for a long time, he took out a locked box from the house. "This box was left by your mother. I don't know what's in it. I never opened it without a key."

Li Ming took the box, probably with such long hands, there is still a bit of weight inside.

"Thank you so much." Li Ming nodded, and was about to turn around and leave, but Li Decai stopped him after taking a step.

"and many more!"

Li Ming tilted his head slightly. "I was negligent. This is your reward. After all, you have raised me." Li Ming took out a bulging envelope from his body and handed it to Li Decai.

But Li Decai didn't take it, and didn't dare to look at Li Ming. "I don't want this! I know, your aunt treats you badly, and treats your mother that way... But now she does, she also does that, I hope you can... you can..."

"You think too much." Li Ming said lightly. "I never bother about people who are not worth it. To me, she is just like garbage. Do you care about garbage?"

After finishing speaking, Li Ming ignored Li Decai's expression and threw the envelope at his feet.

In those few years, although Li Decai only came back a few times a year, he was not ignorant of what Li Fang did to him. Li Ming didn't believe that Li Decai didn't notice a little bit, but he just chose not to see it.

Zhang Fen abused him, so why not connivance by Li Decai who turned a blind eye?

The man standing at the door seemed much older again and finally had to bend down to pick up the envelope. He also had a son who needed... money.

After returning, Li Ming opened the box. What surprised him was that his mother's means were so high. If she hadn't died at the hands of that rural woman, it would only take a few years for her to have the ability. Go into Li's house.

Then Li Ming tidied up the contents, copied a few copies and sent them to Li Yuan. How could he be worthy of his dead mother if he didn't show such good things to Li Yuan.

Of course, this happened after he arrived in country Z.

Right now, he just wants to rest for a while.

His future is still very long, and the road he has to go is also very long.

If he wants to create a world in country Z, he also has to secretly expand his status. Not only that, but when he returns, the real king returns.

At that time, everyone can make a good calculation.

Now, the sea and the sky are clear and peaceful.

The author has something to say:

☆, Li Ming special episode

Previous life

Before Li Ming died, he thought a lot.

In fact, when he was abandoned in the suburbs, he hadn't completely died, but it didn't matter, he couldn't live anyway.

Dozens of bullets were shot in the body, all the limbs were broken, basically the bones were definitely fractured, even the eyes were gouged out, even so, there are still a group of beasts that can attack this body. Desire, but it has nothing to do with him, his body has long since lost consciousness.

One cannot see the world without eyes, but his senses are too sensitive at this moment.

"Ah... ah..." Li Ming could only utter a faint groan despite exerting all his strength. He didn't want to ask for help, he just wanted to say "It's so quiet..."

So quiet that I want someone to sleep...

"Be good baby, go to sleep, wake up and tomorrow will come... Be good baby, go to sleep, everything will be over when you wake up..."

Vaguely, Li Ming heard that familiar ballad, maybe he was hallucinating, and he wanted to sing along, but his voice couldn't make a sound at all. will leave this world.

It's great, if you die, you won't feel pain, if you die, you won't feel any more, and you won't feel any pain...

I can't remember who told him that a man can't cry, and he thought he wouldn't cry again, but the warm liquid flowing down the corner of his eye was blood or... tears?

Or, it is blood accompanied by tears, he has no eyes, can he still shed tears?

Li Ming doesn't know, he doesn't know anything now, he feels that he is so small, in this world, he is so small that he is not even as small as a grain of sand.

The body has gradually become cold, it's great, I don't have to endure the pain all over my body.

"You're just a bastard, you still think it's dirty to my son!"

"What are you doing! Do you understand the schemes of the mall, buying people's hearts, and doing things behind the scenes! You deserve to rob the company from me!"

"Isn't it good to stay by my side? Can you live without a man after being fed the medicine for so long?"

"Hey, with your temperament, it stands to reason that you have been so weak for so many years?"

"Li Ming, don't blame me. If you want to blame, just be good. You have offended too many people. After you die, go settle accounts with them!"

"I'm... rest assured, don't... worry..."

……

Those voices, those insults, those contemptuous eyes, contemptuous expressions, and disdainful words, what are they!

Why!

Why should I put up with this!

"You're just a bastard, you still think my son is dirty!" Even if I'm an illegitimate child, I don't have the right to live, don't I have the dignity to stand in this world!

Is it because of this that you sent me to prison, ruined my life, made me feel worse than death, and ruined all my extravagant hopes!

Your son has you, don't I have a mother who jumped out of a rock!Am I not a human being! !

"What are you! The shopping mall is scheming, buying people's hearts, and doing things behind the scenes, do you understand! You are worthy to rob the company with me!" Then what are you!A person who is cruel and ruthless, even his relatives can do it!

I don't know how to calculate, don't know tricks, and don't know how to buy, but I still have myself!I never thought of robbing you of the company, I just wanted to do my little bit, why didn't anyone believe me...?

So after you knew it was that person who used me, you didn't hesitate to knock me down, and even arranged for someone to kill me in order to protect your own interests?

The heart of a femme fatale is nothing more than that.

"Isn't it good to stay by my side? I've given you medicine for so long, can you live without a man?" Why...why did you destroy my only hope...?

Stay, stay and watch you die!Tell me, what do I owe you?What do I owe you?

"Hey, with your temperament, it stands to reason that you are still so weak after so many years of working together?" I don't know, I'm also thinking, I have been at the bottom for many years, and I have done stealing and robbery Still not those dirty tricks?Sorry to disappoint you?

"Li Ming, don't blame me. If you want to blame, just be good. You have offended too many people. After you die, go to them to settle the score!" So you can stab the knife into my body without hesitation, and then Throw me at random to those beasts?

Tell me, who is the one who instructed you... Tell me! !

"I'm... rest assured, don't... worry..." Then tell me, how can I be relieved.

Then tell me, did you arrange this last scene?

I just want an answer, I just want to know, do you know my final fate, or, you are what you hope...?

heh heh... heh heh...

Li Ming wanted to laugh, even though he couldn't make a sound, why did he feel that all the echoes around him were his laughter?

In this world,

For food and clothing, some people are willing to give up their dignity and become a tool of others, only to live a better life in the future.

Some people are willing to give up their bodies for the future, and linger under those old and fat bodies, just to stand taller.

Some people are willing to become other people's sharp claws for money, doing all kinds of murder and arson, just hoping that the sick relatives in the family can have money to treat them.

For the sake of love, some people are willing to stay at home to care for their husbands and raise their children, but in the end they have to endure the betrayal of their husbands and sons, just hoping that their weak self-esteem can at least be maintained in front of others.

Some people turned over the trash can for food; some people didn't even care about a meal of tens of thousands of yuan in a high-end hotel.

Some people rely on picking up garbage to earn living expenses; some spend a lot of money for beautiful women, which is extremely luxurious.

Some people feel self-sufficient because of a little approval from others, while others feel that they are superior to others and look down on everyone below them.

Right and wrong, love and hate, life and death, black and white, me and him... What is it in the end?

I, Li Ming, what is this life?

Why am I so unwilling and hate myself so much?

"Xiao...Xiao Cheng, I, I like you, do you feel sick?"

"You're always like this, and you haven't even visited me since I was imprisoned; with your ability, isn't it easy to save me? Since you have already given up on me, what are you doing now? Xiao Cheng, Fourth Master Xiao !"

"You don't like me, why do you delay me... What are we now... What are we now!!"

"Let me go, Fourth Master Xiao, Xiao Cheng... I don't owe you, I never owe you... Let me go... Let me go..."

I remember, it seemed that it was a windy day, and the breeze blew past a few strands of Li Ming's forehead hair. At dusk, the bloody sunset glow filled the sky.

The bloody veil seemed to cover the whole world, but it was extraordinarily quiet, as if time had stopped, and everything was still, unable to turn.

He saw that man, leaning on a carved cane, walking towards him slowly, gently, step by step, he couldn't help but retreat, subconsciously, conditioned reflex...

When he saw that person, there was a trace of sadness in his eyes, for a long time, he stood opposite and looked at himself, for a long, long time.

Finally, the man finally turned around and left again, he would not turn back, he would not turn back, he dared not turn back, he could not turn back, his fingers rubbed against his cane, and he seemed to mutter: "Ming... Ming..."

"You finally abandoned me."

If you can do it all over again, if you can do it all over again!I would like to live only for myself. I will not show mercy to those who hurt me, hurt me, hurt me, and blame me. If I can do it all over again, even if no one loves me, I will love myself, because I only have myself...

The liquid left in the corner of the eye seems to be unable to feel the temperature. Is this death?

"Da." The liquid hit the soil, making a slight sound.

Li Ming, male, 27 years old, died in the suburbs.

His death did not attract any attention. Too many people die in the suburbs every year, and not every corpse can be found...

The author has something to say: This article ends here. In fact, there are still many things that can be written later, and it can even be said to be too much, but I have to end it. Maybe I am still not suitable for writing this type of article. Seriously, but now I have learned to give up. Writers are lonely and have no readers. It is really difficult to sustain. This article has not applied for any list, and it has always existed in a transparent way, and maybe it will continue to be transparent in the future. But I still feel satisfied, because this is the only article with a clear conscience since I wrote it. Even though it ends here, the process of writing has brought me too many things.

Maybe no one will know that I have written ten drafts of this article. From interpersonal relationships to plot distribution, every single stroke is so serious. I don’t know why I have to say so much, it’s obviously nothing people see. . . . . . . . . . . . .

I think, maybe I am not reconciled, there are still some melancholy, some nostalgia, some reluctance and so on.

I really don’t know why I have to write these insanely, but I still hope that someone will see it, and I hope that someone can understand that I really, really want to write good-looking novels. These days when I came to Jinjiang, I have a little self-esteem from the beginning. I was anxious and helpless in the middle, but now, it is really peaceful, the peace I never thought of.

I think, I need to rest for a while, or sleep, and then everything will continue when I wake up, I will continue to write, continue to type one word after another in the middle of the night, I long for someone to accompany me, and I believe that someone will accompany me People, at least, that's what I expected.

"Spring rains, autumn frosts, and years are ruthless, seas are dry and rocks are rotten, and there is no trace. Only your smile and laughter will accompany me on the long journey." —— "Happy Face"