Please say "I don't love you" [System]

It has been five years since what happened that year.

When Bai Ping saw the scene on TV where Qi Lang and Qi You were invited to be interviewed as representatives of outstanding entrepreneurs in City X, this idea suddenly popped into his mind.

Like a ghost, he went to check the calendar. For five years, one day was not too much, and one day was not too little. Exactly five years have passed since the day when he left Qi Lang's house in embarrassment.

Today, five years ago, he left Qi Lang's house in a hurry, and today, five years later, he is here watching Qi Lang and Qi You through the TV.

This is a single apartment, the room is not big, but it was tidy by Bai Ping.But looking around the tidy room, Bai Ping often felt the blankness and emptiness in his heart, there seemed to be a bottomless hole in his heart, he kept shouting for something, but he couldn't fill it up, and the wind leaked into it. Ice cold.

This is his state of mind for five years.

Then when he saw Qi Lang on TV for the first time today, he finally knew what he wanted and what he lacked, but it was too late.

As soon as the illegitimate child was revealed, Bai Ping rushed back to his and Zhou Chang's home as soon as possible, even though he was at a loss. Although Zhou Chang said harsh words, his long-standing habits still made him worry involuntarily. Zhou Chang.

But what he faced was Zhou Chang's endless abuse. He believed that Bai Ping's change of heart and collusion with Qi Lang caused his current failure. Unable to find Qi Lang to vent his anger, he treats Bai Ping hysterically.After all, subconsciously, Zhou Chang wanted to trample on Qi Lang's self-esteem and step on him to climb up, but at the same time, he unconsciously admitted that Qi Lang was more handsome, more temperamental, more knowledgeable, and more attractive than him. .

No matter how good-tempered a person is, he can't stand such treatment, and no matter how deep his feelings are, he can't stand such torture, not to mention that Bai Ping's own condition is not good--the fact that Zhou Chang is Qi Lang's father's illegitimate son really makes him feel sad. He couldn't ignore it anyway.

It turned out that Zhou Chang and Qi Lang had this kind of enmity, and it turned out that he was almost with their brothers... Bai Ping always shuddered unconsciously.The resentment that grows from the bottom of his heart can't be suppressed no matter what, Bai Ping's morality is lower than others, but it's still too challenging for him to say something that is simply deviant.

It turns out that you already knew about the relationship between the two of you but didn't tell me, is it because you don't trust me?Why did you not stop me when I volunteered to share your worries, do you really love me?What I have been dreaming of since my college days, is this hysterical person in front of me really?

Once he broke away from the halo of love, Bai Ping woke up from the frantic state, and suddenly had a feeling of being on the sidelines.Finally, after the day-to-day farce ended, Bai Ping finally said that sentence with a blank face: "Let's break up."

Before saying it, Bai Ping thought that he would be very heartbroken when he said it, but after he said it, Bai Ping suddenly understood that this relationship has long been a burden to him, so when he When he said to let go, he didn't feel any pain in his heart, what he felt was complete relaxation.

Good to be free at last.

After leaving Zhou Chang, Bai Ping thought he would usher in a new beginning, but the fact is that he fell into a bigger pit.

A man who will never forgive himself, a relationship that will never be reciprocated.

After all these disturbing things were settled, Bai Ping suddenly realized that he seemed to have left his heart on an incorrect person, and that person was Qi Lang.

When he broke up with Qi Lang at home, Bai Ping thought about it: How is Qi Lang different from others?

And now he knows that Qi Lang is indeed different, at least in his heart, he is different.

How ridiculous, what Zhou Chang accused himself of was not wrong in a certain sense, the love that was originally thought to be earth-shattering broke up so easily, and he actually moved on so quickly.

Ah, maybe it was earlier, maybe it was the first time I wanted to meet, when that person's deep eyes moved to me, I was tempted, but I was suppressed by the so-called rational self-deception up.

Now Zhou Chang is gone, and his self-restraint is gone, so this feeling is very clear, and it is further deepened because of what you ask for.

'No matter how you get rid of it, you can't get rid of it. 'Bai Ping thought foolishly.No matter what he did, this feeling was with him.He wanted to use his busy life to enrich himself so that he would not have any distracting thoughts to think about him, but Qi Lang's face still appeared in his mind when he dreamed at midnight. He tried to fall into another relationship to forget this annoying feeling, but every time When two people have a little intimate contact, he will feel sick.

Hey, look, Qi Lang has completely taken over his life.

Qi Lang, Qi Lang, the name was rolling between Bai Ping's lips and teeth, and the ending sound was drawn out like an endless attachment.

There is no one more stupid than him in this world. After trying to hurt others but being caught, he realizes that he likes the person who was almost hurt.

Since he couldn't refuse, Bai Ping stopped being entangled. He simply opened up his memory, dug out all the details of getting along with Qi Lang, and played it back in his mind over and over again, in order to prevent him from starting to get along with the passage of time. Forgotten, Bai Ping even specially wrote these in a notebook, and took it out to have a look when he has nothing to do.

Without the confusion of so-called love, he looked at Qi Lang more objectively and clearly. He recalled the beginning and end of himself and Qi Lang like watching a movie, silently thinking that if he hadn't met at that time, Zhou Chang, the first person he likes is Qi Lang, how good it is.

You see, just thinking about it, he felt that he was going to fall in love with him for the second time at this moment, falling in love with Jiaai.

What a good person Qi Lang is, it's a pity that I let him go and let that Qi You take advantage of him.

Thinking back, Bai Ping felt that when he asked Qi You to leave Qi Lang's side, it was not a fake show. Those emotions of jealousy, feeling threatened, and hoping that he would never show up were not all fake. It's a pity that his acting skills were so good at that time that he even deceived his own heart.

Over the years, Qi Lang's news came along with Qi You's news. As the report said, they were close friends and were inseparable from each other.

Bai Ping knew that it was all nonsense, the fact is that Qi You and Qi Lang are together.He also knew that sooner or later, Qi Lang and Qi You would come out publicly and go abroad to get married, letting the whole world know about their relationship.

It's not that Qi Lang didn't hint this to him at the beginning, this is his attitude towards his lover, but unfortunately, if it is to be realized in the future, the person who will join hands with him is not Bai Ping.

What a pity.

Bai Ping looked at the two smiling people on the TV, and made a sarcastic laugh.It's not that he didn't want to snatch it back, but it's a pity that even the appearance that Qi Lang once liked was disguised under Zhou Chang's guidance. In fact, he himself has absolutely nothing to attract Qi Lang.And no matter what he did, Qi Lang would never forgive him again, after all, he exposed the fact so ruthlessly at that time, and his hypocritical side was also fully displayed in front of Qi Lang.

His gaze shifted to Qi Lang's increasingly handsome face, where no one could tell the passage of time, Bai Ping curled his lips, seeing that Qi Lang, who was taken care of by Qi You, looked good, he will just look at him like this for the rest of his life.

Just watch him be happy.