Please say "I don't love you" [System]

When being stabbed three times by Shi Yunqing, Huating thought that he would never be able to open his eyes and see the world again.

Of course, he really died, but he lived in another form of entanglement: he became a ghost.

Without a body, unable to make a sound, unable to even move... He was always restrained at the place where he fell, and even if someone later took his body away, he could only stay there.

He watched Shi Yun calmly deal with the matter of Xingyun Sect, watched Mo Shabai express his unbearableness towards his corpse and then retracted it, he watched the crowd come and go, and in the end, the huge Xingyun Sect was empty. Alone, he was the only one left here quietly, a lonely ghost.

Everything fell silent.

As far as he can see, there is only this unchanging scene, he doesn't know the passage of time, he doesn't know the changes of the world, so all he can do is to carefully recall his short life over and over again.

He is the product of a one-night affair with the former leader of Xingyun Sect.That's right, his real identity is so shady, but no one knows now.

His mother was just a brothel woman leaning on a fence to sell=laughing. She had him after a false love affair with the former leader. At that time, she didn't even know the identity of his father.To his mother, he was just a little debt collector who hindered her from doing business. If it wasn't for his lack of courage, he would have been strangled to death when she was just born.

Having stayed in such a dirty place since he was a child, he is used to being greeted and sent off. He matured much earlier than children of the same age.So when his mother inquired about his father's identity after many rounds and rounds, and decided to send him there, he would save a lot of burden and maybe get a lot of money, he didn't have any objection.

Anyway, he never had that kind of thing called nostalgia for her.

The life in Xingyun Sect was not good either, old man, ah, he has always called his nominal father like this in his heart.The old man had already had several sons. Unlike him, who was a foreigner, those few were born to the old man's well-known concubines, and they were more "noble" than him.

Although he didn't care about these, he just seized every opportunity to read books and practice martial arts.

But when he was young, maybe it didn't matter. As he got older, his so-called brothers became more and more active, and all kinds of assassinations were hard to guard against. Sometimes Huating really wanted to tell them: I am very interested in this position. not interested.But you guarded me like this, but instead, I had an inevitable desire for that seat.

When his strength was not strong enough to protect himself, Huating chose to flee, anyway, that old guy wouldn't care about his life or death.

At the most miserable time, he met Mo Shabai and Shi Qingyue.There were really too many people besieging him that time. Although he managed to break through the encirclement with all his might, he didn't have the strength to move in the end.

It was Mo Shabai who was looking for food and brought him back to the camp, and finally he and Shi Qingyue protected him all the way.

At that time, while accepting their help in his heart, he laughed at them at the same time. He saw that they were two people who were not deeply involved in the world. They were obviously not young, but they didn't have the slightest thought of guarding against others, and they didn't even understand what to save. The identity of a person who foolishly brought him back, sooner or later one day he would have to pay the price for his innocence.

However, it was just like this that Hua Ting, who had always spurned them and only wanted to use them, finally became sworn brothers with them.

Huating sometimes feels that he is so stupid that he actually likes Master Qingyue.However, this is unavoidable. Shi Qingyue is handsome and has an elegant temperament. In the eyes of the young Huating, even if he has no scheming at all, it does not hinder his excellence.Used to seeing all kinds of ugliness, this kind of truly pure talent is especially valuable.

Especially since he treats himself so warmly.Although Huating clearly knew that Shi Qingyue just treated himself as a younger brother just like Mo Shabai.

But most people with dark hearts are like this. While loathing the light, once the light within reach appears in their lives, they can't help but try their best to grasp it.

I can't wait to keep it for myself and never let it go.

Huating has been deliberately enduring this desire to prevent Shi Qingyue from noticing traces, but when he learned that Shi Qingyue was about to leave, this patience was on the verge of breaking down, and he couldn't help letting go of that feeling before Shi Qingyue left I said it.

Then?There is no more.

Without Shi Qingyue, he didn't want to stay by Mo Shabai's side anymore, and chose to leave to further strengthen himself.

He returned to Xingyun Sect. After several years of experience, he is no longer the kid who had to flee in embarrassment. On the contrary, his ability can already catch the eyes of old people.

But it was at this moment that he learned that Shi Qingyue was about to get married.

He didn't dare to see Shi Qingyue, but he was not willing to let Shi Qingyue go away from his life so smoothly.He confessed that his subordinates pretended to be his friends and went to Shi Qingyue to ask Shi Qingyue for his jade flute.

The reason why Shi Qingyue is called "Master Jade Flute" has a lot to do with that jade flute, which can be regarded as Shi Qingyue's famous weapon.If the jade flute can be brought, then Shi Qing Yueguang will think of him every time he thinks about the jade flute, and he is not afraid that he will forget himself.

And if he can get that jade flute, it means that he still has a certain status in Shi Qingyue's heart.Although that has nothing to do with love.

Things really happened as Huating expected, he got the jade flute smoothly.But at the same time, there was that letter from Mo Shabai.

He kept the jade flute well, and that letter...although he wouldn't throw it away, he just put it away and didn't care.

Mo Shabai didn't know, but Huating knew it in his heart. With Mo Shabai's current momentum, he would become the leader of the righteous way in the future, and if he took over the Xingyun Sect, he would also be the leader of the evil way.

The two are destined to become enemies in the future.

Ten years passed, and there was a rumor that "Master Yudi" was going to hold a tenth birthday ceremony for his son.At that time, Huating had already succeeded in taking office five years after the death of the old man.

As if possessed by a demon, Huating's already restless heart, after hearing the news, seemed to have broken through some kind of confinement, forcing Huating to abandon his reason and leave for the teacher's house.

Huating could see clearly, the moment Shi Qingyue saw him, an imperceptible embarrassment flashed across Shi Qingyue's face, the two of them spoke again after more than ten years, the alienated atmosphere couldn't be covered up dropped.

Huating looked up at his wife and children again, his wife was indeed a quiet and virtuous beauty, as rumored in the world, and her children were smart and lovely.

Suddenly there was a burning jealousy in his heart, why could Shi Qingyue live so happily when he couldn't forget about him, if he hadn't come to find him by himself, would he have forgotten himself in the corner forever .

Shi Qingyue's wife and children were very winking, seeing that they seemed to want to reminisce about the old days, they all left silently. As they left, the atmosphere in the room immediately became more solemn.

Without saying a word, Hu Ting opened the package he was carrying with him, and the things poured out of it made Shi Qingyue's expression change as expected, and his whole body trembled.

That was more than ten years ago, all the small things that Shi Qingyue bought or gave to Huating were worthless gadgets. After so many years, the fading and rotten things are already obsolete.

"Look, I still keep all the things you gave me back then..."

"...you don't need to say any more." Shi Qingyue clenched his fists tightly, his knuckles turned white, and before Huating could finish speaking, he interrupted him, "I probably know what you want to say , but let's stop here. Ting Hua, I don't have that kind of affection for you, and today I will pretend that you have never been here."

Huating still remembers the furious feeling when he heard Shi Qingyue's words.He swept those things that he had treasured for decades to the ground with his backhand, and even stomped on them in frustration.But even so, he still couldn't calm down the sadness in his heart.

From childhood to adulthood, he has lost too much and gained too little.However, what he wants, even if he can't do it for a while, will still be in his hands after several turnovers. The position of the leader of Xingyun Sect is the best example.

Only Shi Qingyue was an exception.

Huating even kidnapped Shi Qingyue's wife by all means and threatened him with her life to be with him.

At that time, he could see Shi Qingyue's pain, and he could also see Shi Qingyue's wavering, but just when he thought he was about to succeed, Shi Qingyue's wife cried heartbreakingly and disagreed, preferring death to surrender, and even tried to commit suicide.

Seeing hands may be gone.

"If you want to die so much, I'll send you to die." Thinking like this, Huating couldn't help but kill her in a fit of anger.

Shi Qing became more and more powerless, it was the first time that Huating saw his eyes bursting with resentment towards himself, so strong.Without his wife as restraint, he fought with his life against Huating.

At that time, Huating suddenly remembered what Shi Qingyue said to him with a smile many years ago: "Ting Hua, if you only talk about the aptitude of martial arts, you are the best among the three of us."

That's right, it's the best, so now I can kill you so easily... That's it, it's as simple as that.

If you can't get it, destroy it, doesn't it seem like a good idea?

Let your life end in my hands, so I have everything you have.

When Huating hugged Shi Qingyue's body and tried to give him a kiss, a figure rushed over with a sharp weapon and tried to kill him. Huating didn't even turn his head. The one who arrived was Shi Yunqing - Shi Qingyue's only child.

In the end, he brought Shi Yunqing back to the religion, force-fed him with amnesia medicine, and made up a false life experience and name for him.

The child who had resented him so much began to be grateful to him in this way.

Huating originally wanted to raise Shi Yunqing as his own dog, and he would stick out his tongue and wag his tail faithfully.He didn't let people teach him more knowledge, he only let him learn some martial arts for killing people, and he even let people gently brainwash Shi Yun about his "kindness" to him.

The master who was in charge of educating the dead once lamented in private that it was a pity for Shi Yunqing, saying that he was extremely intelligent.

Huating looked over coldly, and he fell silent.

Yet something has changed.Huating thought, Shi Yunqing is still Shi Qingyue's child after all, even in such an environment, he still has something different, not to mention, he looks so similar to Shi Qingyue.

So he couldn't help calling Shi Yun to him frequently, and even finally...

At that time, he felt that he would never get Shi Qingyue in this life, so he took Shi Yunqing as Shi Qingyue and pretended that he got him.

Ten years... Shi Yunqing was labeled as Shi Qingyue in front of him for ten years.

It wasn't until shortly before his death that he finally realized what Shi Yunqing meant to him.It's not Shi Qingyue's substitute, it's not Shi Qingyue's child, and it's not Shi Qingyue's wife's son, it's just Shi Yunqing.

Or, he is more used to calling Shi Yunqing another name, the name he gave him: Wei Mochen.

In the past ten years, people around me have come and gone, only Wei Mochen has not changed, and his loyalty to himself has not changed. Although it is a loyalty obtained by deception, it is also the life of a miserable person like Huating. The only unchanging sincerity I got in the world... as long as I don't let him know the truth.

From that day on, Huating completely gave up the idea of ​​letting Shi Yunqing restore his memory.

However, he didn't expect that Shi Yunqing could restore his memory by himself, or he could arrange a plan in advance to kill him.

Before Huating didn't know, did Shi Yunqing grow up to this point? That taciturn but always looking up at him with eyes full of expectation, has become the current cold and indifferent child who looks at him full of hatred of youth.

The feeling of being pierced by the sword in the heart is very painful, but what hurts more is the three words Shi Yunqing said.

Huating never thought that what Shi Yunqing said could turn into such a sharp sword, which could cut out his heart one by one.

He even felt that he was not killed by the sword, but by those words.

During those days when he became a ghost, Huating kept thinking about his feelings for Shi Qingyue and Shi Yunqing.

Does he really love Shi Qingyue?It is still an obsession born out of worship when I was young.

Does he really not love Shi Yunqing?Or is that love blinded by your own heart?

There is no answer, Huating has been thinking like this for many years, until he almost forgot his surname and what he has experienced, these two names are still lingering in his mind, even he has forgotten his original I still can't help but say these two names silently over and over again every day.

The time is so long, he is often so numb that he thinks that he no longer exists.

And that day, a human voice finally came from his ears, a long-lost, real human voice, not his own imagination.

"You hairy monkey, you have already said that you will not be allowed to come up the mountain even if you are killed. How dare you come here to play!"

"Grandpa, why are you not allowed to come and play...it's obviously very beautiful here."

"What do you know, many years ago, this was the seat of the Devil's Cult. At that time, there was a big devil named Huating..."

He raised his head stiffly, Huating, what is that?It seemed a little familiar.

The author has something to say: La la la, this is what Ah Qi covered her mouth and said that she couldn't spoil things when some little angels said that they were not cruel enough to Huating~

The long years are the most grueling.

This world is really over here, let's start a new map together happily ~ hello you guys~