Please say "I don't love you" [System]

In the blink of an eye, many years have passed.

Sometimes Lorraine would think, if he hadn’t provoked Samuel without fear of death, what would happen to him now? Should he continue to live a flirtatious and happy life, or would he meet another Samuel sooner or later, and then still Become this pitiful look?

There is no answer.

There are no ifs in some things, let alone the results of the ifs.

The last thing Lorraine can do is to let go of his heart and sigh, and then work harder to do the job at hand.

The once high-spirited swordsman Lorraine Carroll has completely disappeared in this world, and now Lorraine Carroll, who is struggling to make a living, is just a wanderer.

He will do anything as long as he has money.

Over the years, Lorraine has worked as a waiter, a dish washer, a tailor, a shoe repairer, and all the professions he once despised. However, most of the time, he has nothing to do and can only rely on Vagabonding and begging for a living.

He has no roots in any city, so it doesn't matter where he goes. Lorraine has been wandering from one city to another over the years, without a fixed residence and without many friends.

Life seems to him to have no sweet taste, only tired and sad.Occasionally, when Lorraine was sitting on the side of the road in a daze, recalling his own past, he would suddenly feel that it was another person's life, which had nothing to do with him at all.

Is that person who is both right and left, with a corrupt style really himself? Lorraine even touched his now dry and old face unconsciously. Maybe he doesn't have the same style as before?Even though he was only in his 30s, he was tortured like an old man on the verge of death.

In every memory, the person Lorraine can't avoid most is Samuel Hosea.

From the day Samuel took care of himself on the day he was injured, his life began to turn around.

It was hard for Lorraine to say what his feelings for Samuel were.

But if you just ask him has he ever loved Samuel?Lorraine can answer without hesitation that she doesn't love her.

In the first half of his life, he has found so many lovers, and he has never felt the taste of being in love. It is just that you are in love and I am willing to make fun of each other.

Samuel, who has never even had physical contact, let alone Samuel.

He squandered his young physical capital and felt quite happy.

Love this stuff and what to do with it.

But when asked whether he hates Samuel or not, Lorraine finds it difficult to tell the difference.

hate it?Of course I hate it, it is because of him that I have fallen to this end.When Lorraine first lost his cultivation, he wished he could eat Samuel's flesh and smash him to death.

At that time, there was even a problem with his mental state. He was panicked and at a loss. When he saw others, he felt that they were going to hurt him, insult him, and ridicule him. Added to the real people one by one.

That period of time was the most embarrassing moment for him. He had to starve to death several times, and he was almost beaten to death several times because of imagining that he angered others.

Also since then, he never stepped into the church again, it was his nightmare.Even if he knew that Samuel hadn't reported his ugliness to the mainland, if he asked the pastors of the church for help, he might have a chance of healing, and he was unwilling to enter the church.

For him, the church is a wound more terrible than the pain.

However, when he gradually recovered from that state and gradually began to wander half a continent, seeing more people and experiencing more things, a faint voice sounded in Lorraine's heart.

'I shouldn't blame Samuel. '

His injury was not caused by Samuel. Samuel just took back everything he had given him. If he hadn't met Samuel back then, he would still be injured and it would be difficult to treat.Samuel did not order others not to allow him to heal him at all. If he hadn’t slandered Samuel because he wanted revenge that day in Hisaikin’s church, the old pastor would not have known about the grievances between him and Samuel , nor will he be half cured and then driven out.

Even if it wasn't for his own lust, and he wanted to try to make the holy priest fall into lust, Samuel would not treat him like this at all.

This voice was very small at first, but unconsciously, it gradually grew stronger, and finally competed with the resentment towards Samuel. side some.

But no matter what kind of thought it was, Lorraine never thought of the day when he would see Samuel again, because the difference between the two is already very different.

Since Samuel was welcomed back to the Holy See by the Knights Templar at that time, the news of Samuel has been spreading from the Holy See to the entire continent over the years.

The Holy See probably intends to make Samuel the goal of all young pastors. His every insight and breakthrough will be publicized by the Holy See to every subordinate church, and then passed on to the entire continent through the word of mouth of believers.

Even a wanderer like Lorraine who never goes to church can know Samuel Hosea's dynamics like the back of his hand.

His hometown, that is, the city of Camille where Samuel stayed when he came out to practice, has become a famous tourist attraction on the mainland because of the glory brought by Samuel, and the city church where he met Samuel was rumored Here has been deified, and I don't know how many believers go to worship devoutly every day.

Although with Samuel's rapid breakthrough and continuous improvement of status, Lorraine had already vaguely prepared for this kind of psychological preparation in his heart before, but when the news reached his ears, Lorraine had a feeling that it was true. Beyond the feeling, it still feels unbelievable.

Feeling powerless, the aged pope prepared to sit in Zen.

… Samuel Hosea is about to become Pope.

Climb to the pinnacle of glory in the world, pick up the staff of power, wear a luxurious crown, and become the object of worship, the pillar of the spirit, and the embodiment of faith.

From then on, he is the "God" existing in the world.

Standing at the top of the world, looking down on everyone from above.

How ridiculous, such a person... I actually used to spy on him.

If such dirty thoughts are spoken out, believers can drown themselves even with a mouthful of saliva.

Although, the young Pope probably has long forgotten that such a person appeared by his side.

Lorraine Carroll is probably just an insignificant dust on the road of life to the Pope today.

Lorraine didn't dare to think deeply, he tried his best to shield everything from Samuel, and tried his best to do the things in front of him well.

However, even so, some things should or will not be avoided.

That day, Lorraine drifted to a new city, but did not find a job, so he had to lean against the wall and curl up to rest.

He hasn't washed for several days, but maybe the once young and flirtatious Lorraine couldn't tolerate this, but now Lorraine is used to it.

Tiredness made him fall asleep quickly and completely. When he woke up again, there were loud cheers in his ears, and the whole city was boiling.

"Look, that's the carriage of His Excellency the Pope! My God, I can't believe that I was lucky enough to see this scene. I can actually get so close to His Holiness the Pope in my lifetime!"

"Oh, come on, Ryan. It's as if you can witness the style of His Excellency the Pope, but it's just a carriage... But for us, it's really good to see the carriage. I will definitely be able to see the carriage with you in the future The son and grandson of your son and grandson, blow it out! That is the Pope, His Excellency the Pope!"

"Haha, Seled, from the first half of what you said, I thought you were very promising, but the result is not the same as mine. But to be honest, we are really lucky to be able to catch up with His Excellency the Pope's coronation tour." For the rest of our lives, we probably only have this one chance, after His Excellency the Pope is officially crowned, he will sit in the Holy See and never come out again."

……

Hearing these few words of dialogue, Lorraine struggled to wake himself up, and his heart ached at the sound of His Excellency the Pope.

When the carriage of the young pope drove through the street, the vicissitudes of life wanderer leaning on the side of the road raised his eyes.

Once they talked and laughed together, but now one is crowned with glory, and the other is reduced to dust to be trampled upon.

Lorraine just looked up at the carriage obsessively, his eyes motionless.

Suddenly a gust of wind blew up the curtains of the carriage windows.Lorraine saw that Samuel's appearance was still the same as before, and time seemed to love him very much.Over the years, Samuel's temperament has become more sacred, and his person has become more dignified. He glanced out of the window in a timely manner, with kind eyes and tolerance for the world. What he looked at was not any one person, but all excited people believer.

Suddenly there was a louder prayer recitation on the street.

Lorraine couldn't explain how he felt, he just thought silently that Samuel didn't see himself.

That's right, he couldn't recognize himself many times, so how could Samuel's blank glance recognize him?

Just don't know why some lost.

Lorraine was in a daze when he suddenly felt someone kick him. He raised his head and saw the two people who had just spoken looked at him with disdain, and sneered at him: "You are such a filthy person even if you respect the Pope at this time, It’s okay to take a few sneaky glances, but staring at His Excellency’s carriage so impolitely, it’s really... you’ll be insulted if you look at the Pope any more.”

Their voices were a bit loud, and the people at the end of the line of attendants walking around the Pope's carriage could clearly hear them. The young attendant felt unbearable, so he quietly left the line, took out a silver coin from his pocket, and released it mercifully. When he arrived in front of Lorraine, he seriously warned the two people: "Your Excellency the Pope loves the world, regardless of high or low." Then he left in a hurry amidst the shouts of his companions.

Love the world?Lorraine laughed lowly, and he remembered what Samuel said that year.

"The Lord's mercy is not for people like you who he hates, and my 'love' doesn't need to be distributed to people like you."

In the world, there must be no him.

The author has something to say: Sorry for updating QAQ so late again... Ah Qi will give you a break~

Extra episodes~

I hope you like it~

In other words, the reason why I wanted to write about this world at the beginning was because I had thought about the sentence in the summary first in my mind.It can be said that this world exists because of these words~

So I am quite nervous to post this chapter, because I hope you like it~

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