Please say "I don't love you" [System]

Because it was very close, Shu Mu, who stayed in the space, heard Li Renqing's sigh clearly, and he suddenly felt a little sad.

If possible, he would rather that Li Renqing would never believe this cruel fact in his life.

Unfortunately, there is no such thing.

In the end, Li Renqing returned to the place that can no longer be called home. He didn't pack anything. He has all his belongings with him. If he wants to, he can leave now.

Li Renqing was just staring at the simple map posted on the wall in a daze.Now that materials are scarce, it is a very good thing to have such a hand-painted map.

Because the focus of this map is not on the real geographical features, but on the location of safe zones, large and small.

He is hesitating how to choose.

Leaving this safe zone, alone again, facing this desolate world, he no longer knew where to go.

His eyes patrolled the several safety zones circled in red on the map, but he couldn't stop.

However, his eyes have been consciously or unconsciously avoiding one direction, and his eyes are a little disappointed.

After hesitating for a moment, he took off the map and entered the space with it.

"Thank you so much before..." Li Renqing smiled bitterly at Shu Mu, he didn't know how to express his gratitude, he just said that he felt that he was not enough, but he didn't know how to express other than that, His personality is relatively restrained, not very lively.If Shu Mu was an ordinary person, he could still give him supplies or kill zombies for him in return, but it's a pity that this guy can't even be considered a human being, he doesn't need anything.

Shu Mu changed the subject very understandingly and said directly: "It's okay... Are you holding a map? Are you thinking about where to go next?"

"Yes." Li Renqing pursed his lips, and continued: "It's still very dangerous outside the safe zone, especially if you're alone. I can't think about where to go after leaving the safe zone. There won't be such a safe time." .Before I talk to Geng Yue, I plan to plan everything before leaving.”

"Do you have any suggestions?" Li Renqing asked Shu Mu.

Waiting for your words!Shu Mu thought secretly, ever since he saw Li Renqing sneak into the space with the map, he has been waiting for Li Renqing to ask this question.

"If it's a suggestion... I suggest you go in this direction." Shu Mu floated to Li Renqing's side, carefully glanced at the map in Li Renqing's hand, and then quickly pointed him in a direction. Premeditated.

Li Renqingka looked at Shu Mu's finger with a complicated expression.

It was the place he'd been trying to ignore.

From the current safe zone all the way to the southwest, there will be a new safe zone that is developing rapidly. Whether it is from the road or other aspects, this is a good choice, except... The ruins of the former Z City.

City Z is his hometown, where he was born and grew up. In the first half of his life, it gave him countless happiness and joy, but everything was destroyed after the end of the world. After the death of his parents, he once carried his good memories. The city of Z became a scar on his heart that he didn't want to touch.

How peaceful and happy life used to be, now in retrospect, it is more painful and sad, and even more cruel.

Moreover, in fact, apart from his parents and relatives, there was another very important person in Li Renqing's life who also disappeared there, and his life and death were unknown.

Once, he thought that that person would occupy the most important position in his future life, but unfortunately in the end, unexpectedly...

The last one standing beside him was Geng Yue.

And even Geng Yue couldn't accompany him to grow old.

Seeing Li Renqing's confused and melancholy expression, Shu Mu knew that his goal had basically been achieved.

... In that direction, there is a special zombie waiting for him.

Before Li Renqing met Geng Yue, that is, at the beginning of the end of the world, when all order had not yet been established, Li Renqing once followed another team in a daze, and met Yang Junming, a wind element supernatural power there. .

Yang Junming has a gentle temperament and treats people with sincerity. Just looking at his appearance, he looks like a nobleman, but his seemingly thin body hides amazing potential.After all, Yang Junming was born in an ancient hermit family, and has always stayed away from the bustling city. No matter how the world changes, it will remain unchanged, and will always exist in such a peaceful and quiet way.Although the reputation is not obvious, its temperament and ancient martial arts heritage accumulated over hundreds of years have deeply affected Yang Junming, making him look different from ordinary people.

In fact, if the end of the world is not coming, so that even if he lives in seclusion in the mountains and forests, he will no longer be able to find peace, whether Yang Junming will enter the world is still a question.

And these differences have become the capital for Yang Junming's outstanding ability in the last days.

He is a few years older than young Li Renqing. From the very beginning, he took good care of Li Renqing, who was not familiar with supernatural powers and could not use his abilities freely. After the two gradually became familiar and became friends, Yang Junming was like an older brother. The same, gentle but undeniable, has been protecting Li Renqing.

In other words, he likes Li Renqing.

In a silent and forbearing way.

Li Renqing is not a fool, after getting along for a long time, he can naturally perceive Yang Junming's intentions, and it is not without sparks of ambiguity between the two of them, and the silent understanding brews a budding relationship.

It's a pity that everything has withered before it blooms.

That team will also rotate personnel. On that day, it was time for Li Renqing to retreat from the offensive end and return to the team for a rest, while Yang Junming, as the team leader, was going to lead another team to drive to the ruined city Find what you need inside.

Before leaving, they greeted each other. No one would have thought that this would be the last time they would meet.

A few hours later, the members of the team led by Yang Junming came back one after another, but what they brought was the news of Yang Junming's death.

When their team was sweeping a large supermarket, they accidentally encountered a large group of very hidden and aggressive zombies hiding. One of the frizzy young people had already shot without any instructions. Without preparation, the zombies were attracted directly.

They couldn't dodge in time, and lost several people at the beginning, including the young man who shot.This situation is naturally terrible, but the matter has come to this point, it is obviously useless to pursue anything, but as the team leader, he is obviously not completely irresponsible, Yang Junming is both self-blame and remorse, so he tried his best to stop Zombies, trying to resist most of the pressure for the team members, and cover them to leave safely.

None of the team members did not believe in Junming's strength. His powerful image in the past made them forget that Yang Junming was actually only one person. It is also impossible to retreat completely.

After they made sure that the place where they parked when they fled all the way was safe, they realized that Yang Junming and the others couldn't wait.

Yes, the zombies didn't catch up, but neither did Yang Junming.

Only then did they suddenly realize that Yang Junming would probably never come back.

When the news of Yang Junming's death reached Li Renqing's ears, Li Renqing couldn't believe it. Yang Junming had always been calm and strong in his heart, and he never thought that something would happen to Yang Junming.

It's clear that there's no time to do anything between them... Those words are still hidden in their hearts and never uttered.

They haven't become real lovers yet, but there is no questioning the importance of each other.

Grief and disbelief filled Li Renqing's heart at the same time. If he wanted to find Yang Junming, he had to.Regardless of what everyone said was useless to stop him, Li Renqing drove into the area alone, trying to find Yang Junming.

If Yang Junming dies, then he will find his body so that he can be taken home. If Yang Junming is infected into a mindless zombie, then he will end the life of "it" with his own hands, even though his hands will shake There will be heart-wrenching pain, but at least don't let Yang Junming gobble up his kind before he was alive. Such a thing, even if he is alive, he would rather die than die.

... But it is best, just like the faintly beating flame in his heart desires, Yang Junming actually has nothing to do, he just hid temporarily to avoid zombies.

but.

The group of zombies had already left, and the ruins were empty without any life.No matter how Li Renqing searched carefully, whether he squatted down and groped with his hands little by little, or put his face on the ground, stuck to the cracks to listen and call, he almost turned over here, but All or nothing.

Yang Junming can't see people alive, and dead bodies can't be seen.

The people in the team who were chasing Li Renqing finally caught up with Li Renqing at this time, but seeing Li Renqing sitting alone on the rocks in a daze, he couldn't say anything to blame.

They have seen the matter between Yang Junming and Li Renqing, and they also understand this pain... Perhaps the only thing they should be thankful for now is that the membrane between the two of them has not been pierced, otherwise the survivors will die. more pain.

"Li Renqing, let's go. I'm sorry, but I really can't come back." Looking at Li Renqing's unfocused pupils, the visitor simply said cruelly, "You also saw...there is nowhere He was probably given to..." by the zombies and eaten alive.

The rest of the words were too cruel in the end, and he couldn't say them.

But after all, long-term pain is not as good as short-term pain, and the scars that are uncovered will heal faster.

……

In the end, Li Renqing left the team and stayed there. Yang Junming's death was like a thorn in his heart all the time, causing him to suffer a lot.And even though he knew that maybe he shouldn't, he still couldn't calmly treat those who went out with Yang Junming at that time... Why did you leave him and go first?

Yang Junming is not a god, no matter how powerful he is, there will be a limit, and he is just an ordinary person, he will fall and die... just like now.

Li Renqing embarked on the journey alone again, met Geng Yue later, and joined a new group, which caused all the troubles that followed.

Those unspoken ambiguous memories can only become the most beautiful and painful memories, which are deeply deposited in the bottom of his heart, covered layer by layer, so he dare not touch them easily.

The only thing he can do for Yang Junming is to keep hunting zombies to avenge him.

Since Yang Junming's death, Li Renqing has never done any logistics work, but has always asked to stay on the front line against zombies.

The blood of every zombie is his commemoration of Yang Junming.

The author has something to say: La la la, the update is coming~

Meh my little angels, Ah Qi really wants to be cute QAQ!

Speaking of which, this chapter is really too long, Ah Qi had to divide it into upper and lower parts, and the second half can only be written tomorrow...

And, I believe the little angels can also see that the identity of the real CP in this world is relatively heavy... I wonder if the little angels can accept it? [Ah Qi's brain hole is hopeless QAQ...

Here I am very grateful to Xiaoxin, who has had enough trouble, for throwing the mines and the creator, the little angel, for throwing four mines and a grenade. Ah Qi rolled over and obediently let the girls rub their faces and pat their heads QAQ... [Please feel free, no need Pity~ (Hey!)

PS: Because the lights are about to turn off, the little angel's comments will come back tomorrow, QAQ!