Yuanchu breathed a sigh of relief, luckily the results of the examination at the hospital were all normal, she touched her boyfriend's hand, it was still cold, no, "Don't have that expression." Osamu Dazai leaned over and kissed her tenderly Back of hand, "I'm fine."

"Your body really lacks exercise, and your physique is also very poor. You have already asked Brother Subaru to help you customize a nutritious meal... This kind of thing still needs to be persisted for a long time, and I will keep an eye on you."

Yuanchu is not very good at taking care of people, so he continues to stay in Mihua, and he also has the heavy consideration of wanting to cultivate Dazai Osamu's body better.It doesn't matter to her herself, if her weak and delicate lover gets sick if she sleeps outside, it won't be good.

The wind of freedom began to linger in the world, almost like a dream.

"Isn't that a matter of course? Am I so unreasonable? You are my boyfriend!" Yuan Chu gave him a strange look, a little hard to say, "So be good, go to school first, and by the way Take care of your health, and then we will go. Otherwise, we would have left Mihua long ago."

"..." Osamu Dazai did not speak.

Is it unreasonable... Yuanchu before amnesia was much more ruthless than what she said. If she really knew the whole story, "Dazai Osamu" would definitely become the person she most wanted to kill.

The stolen time will soon be returned, the magic is about to expire, and the fear of losing everything hits Dazai Osamu's heart.

"Chuchu, if I hide something from you, will you be angry?"

Yuan Chu was stunned for a moment, and said bluntly: "I can't guarantee this, because it depends on the specific matter, right?

This is an unsurprising answer.

Osamu Dazai's breath was stagnant, his fingers trembled slightly, the expression on his face was still the same smile, only the drooping kite-colored eyes were dark, as if hiding thoughts that could never be expressed.

"Xiuzhi, what's the matter with you?" After a while of silence, Yuanchu frowned, opened his mouth to break the stagnant air, put two hands on his forehead and his own respectively, and took his temperature. Normal, "It feels like you're absent-minded..."

I.

"Are you worried about what you said just now that you are hiding something from me?" "...Well, yes."

"Did I know before I lost my memory?" She asked abruptly. "knew."

"Look, since I already knew it, that kind of thing doesn't matter. When you want to say it, you will naturally say it." Yuanchu laughed, and the bright sun shone into her eyes, because her expression at this time , I couldn't help but look a little gentle, "I like you, no matter how angry I am, I won't be willing to strike too hard."

That's different.

Because this is not a trivial matter, but a matter of principle.

"Yuanchu" longs for eternal sleep, "Yuanchu" does not want to wake up again, "Yuanchu" will not accept her love for "Dazai Osamu"-once she knows the truth, she will leave him forever.

He retorted calmly and almost masochistically in his heart.

She will be resurrected, all because of Dazai Osamu's selfish thoughts, dirty delusions, and despicable desires, so he bound Feng and deprived her of her freedom.

She will never know this, and he will carefully hide it, but it doesn't matter.

But once Yuanchu regained his memory, the relationship between the two of them was an insurmountable gap.If it goes too far and gets rid of everyone else... Ah, no, she won't be happy.

Yuanchu loves freedom, hates restraint, and hates being controlled. She can tolerate his nature, but she will not accept his control.Therefore, Osamu Dazai must restrain the burning desire deep in his heart.

If he really did that, then in this life, he and Yuanchu would be impossible, and she would never forgive him.

Of course he can be ruthless and use all means to achieve his goals, but he can't let Yuanchu feel any embarrassment because of him. It's really unfair. Miss Yuanchu has too many and complicated interpersonal relationships. alright.

But once she interfered too much, she would no longer be free and happy like that.She would loathe him, reject him, leave him.

Osamu Dazai stared blankly at Yuanchu, and suddenly said softly, "I don't want to hurt Chuchu."

"I know! Because Xiu Zhi also likes me! I still have this confidence, okay? I need you, and I hope to be needed by you, because it is you, and only you, do you understand?"

"...I understand. No matter how you want to treat me, I will respect your thoughts and decisions."

"Don't always say this kind of thing, it will appear that I am very bad, and I will not treat you very badly."

Yuan Chu pinched his cheeks, his expression was rare and sweet, the softness in his eyes gradually became clear, the first love affair was too beautiful, the raging love came too passionately, it completely overwhelmed people, so in her eyes There was no room for others in my heart, but Yuanchu still couldn't hide his confusion.

Although Osamu Dazai's expression didn't change in any way, Yuan Chu always felt that there was some heavy emotion in his eyes.

...So, is it really not enough to give him a sense of security?

Then what should I do to make Osamu Dazai completely understand that he will never leave him?

She wanted to sigh, soft girls are only suitable for solving simple and rough problems, she has absolutely no experience in this kind of thing, thinking about it just feels like a headache.

Forget it, let's think about it later.

Yuan Chu frowned and accepted the reality. Her boyfriend is delicate and sensitive, and he is really sick.But the tragedy is that even so, she still finds him cute.

"Since it's okay, let's go home first? You have a good rest, if you don't want to study, then stop studying for now

"it is good."

Yuan Chu happily took his hand, watching him with shining eyes.Osamu Dazai looked at her figure, and a very strong panic agitated in his chest again.

After amnesia, Yuanchu is incredibly gentle, is it really okay to be happy like this?Before entering the house, Osamu Dazai stopped suddenly and took her hand.

"Miss Yuanchu."

The girl whose name was called was a little confused, so she looked back at him: "Huh?" "Do you want to die with me?" "What are you thinking? Of course not!"

"Martyrdom for love is not only suicide, but also killing each other." Osamu Dazai said to himself, "If it was Chuchu, I would

Don't have any comments?Rather, I have been waiting for this day for too long. "

"Kill each other..." Yuanchu turned around and clenched his hand, "Are you trying to kill me?" "Of course not, because I want to be killed by Chuchu."

Yuanchu: "..." The person in front of him looked expectant, but he was serious! ?

"Because, in this world, the only person who can kill me is you. That's something we agreed on a long time ago." "Stop talking nonsense, who would agree to such a thing with you? You give me peace of mind !Did you hear me?"

Osamu Dazai's expression suddenly became a little anxious: "How do you feel about entering the water? Or jumping off a building? We also jumped together before. Although this way of death is painful, as long as it is Chuchu, I will endure it! I-"

"Osamu Dazai!!" Yuanchu raised his voice, cupped his face, and forced him to face himself, "Look at me."

The smile on the black-haired young man's face deepened, and he looked at her intently, only at her, as if his whole world had been fully seen: "... Chuchu?"

"You're watching me! I'm right in front of you right now! Don't think about anything else! I haven't left. If I want to leave, I'll take you with me. Do you believe me?"

"I believe you."

"Then I will do what I say, and I will not promise easily." She suddenly smiled, stood on tiptoe, kissed him softly and solemnly, her ears turned red again, "Okay, okay, Don't look like you're about to cry, I won't just leave you behind, I'll keep dragging you forward."

………fraud.

Miss Liar, Osamu Dazai moved his lips silently, leaned over like a cat that just wanted to apologize, and hugged her tightly in his arms, like a drowning man hugging a driftwood of hope, in despair Meet a grand birth or death.

Because this will be the last day he has her, even if it's just an illusory dream, but at least everything is real now.

Up to now, no matter how much he dawdled outside, Osamu Dazai had to go back to Kudo's house and had to face Edogawa Ranpo.

"Ah, thank you for staying, but since there are more than a dozen children in the family, then I will-" At this time, Oda Sakunosuke was saying goodbye at the entrance, the host here was so hospitable, which made him secretly feel a little distressed.He just came here to send Edogawa Ranpo to Mihua Town. After all, everyone in the Armed Detective Agency knows that the No.1 detective in the world is a road idiot, so he will go back to Yokohama after completing his goal. There are too many children in the family, which is a bit It is worrying.

"We're back!"

In order to take care of her frail boyfriend, Ruanmei consciously carried big and small bags into the house, which were basically books needed for college entrance examination.

The two bumped into each other and looked at each other. ………Who are you? "

Just as Oda Sakunosuke was about to speak, he noticed Dazai Osamu who was following him.He didn't expect that the long-lost and rumored to have been successfully assassinated the leader of the port Mafia would appear in a place like Kudo's house. Oda Sakunosuke was stunned for a moment, and he subconsciously became alert.

"It's not an enemy, Oda." Edogawa Ranpo opened his eyes, with an unclear expression, and looked over quietly, "Master Ranpo has been waiting for you for a long time, Xiaochu and Dazai-kun."

Oda Sakunosuke, who was already tense and in a state of alert, asked hesitantly, "Mr. Ranpo, do you know who this is?"

"The former head of the port mafia, are you right? Dazai-kun."

Yuanchu was stunned for a moment, then turned to look at her boyfriend in disbelief, and couldn't help frowning: "Xiuzhi, this is what you are hiding

Hiding things from me?Have you ever been in the shady mafia?You never said that you didn't want me to send you in? "

Oda Sakunosuke: "..."

Ah, although I don't know what exactly happened, but this lady seems to want to kill her relatives righteously?

Osamu Dazai replied calmly: "That job has already been resigned. You saw it with your own eyes at the beginning." Yuanchu put his gaze on Kudo Yusaku as if asking questions, and saw him nodded, so Reluctantly accepted this answer: "Since you have become a good person, and I knew it before, then forget it...but I will continue to watch you carefully, and I won't have another chance to lead you astray!"

"Afterwards, you explain to me well, or I will beat someone up"—this sentence was clearly written in her eyes.

What kind of delinquent youth is this!No wonder she, a little lover, can't do her job well at all!Thinking mode is also good

It's like being derailed from the world!It turned out that I had such an experience before, but it is worth advocating to abandon evil and do good.

"Okay, if it's Chuchu, it's completely fine, just keep me locked by your side forever." "...What kind of bad speech are you talking about!" Yuanchu gave him a blank look, "I It's not a pervert!"

Dazai Osamu's heart once again had violent waves, as if the ultimate darkness was engulfing him, he couldn't help thinking: In this case, can he monopolize the sun all the time?As long as all obstacles are cleared away, the ruthless wind will stay for him forever - because no one can touch the wind except Osamu Dazai.

Edogawa Ranpo felt that the problem was a bit serious, and Osamu Dazai had a sick and distorted mentality entirely because of his obsession: "Dazai-kun, it's not good for you to be like this."

Yuanchu noticed that her boyfriend's breath was in a mess for a moment, and soon returned to calm.

There was a deep light in the kite-colored pupils, and Dazai Osamu spoke slowly and gracefully: "I know what Mr. Edogawa wants to say, why don't we go outside for a chat in the afternoon."

Edogawa glanced at Osamu Dazai in a random way, and then at Yuanchu who was out of the situation, pursed his lips in dissatisfaction, and folded his hands, as if he had to compromise because he was worried about something: "I say you, don't get too complacent ah."

What a hopeless idiot, do you still want to hide that kind of thing from the eyes of a famous detective?

"You did an irreparable wrong thing, is your spirit really still normal?" Edogawa Ranbu's voice was unusually low, no longer the usual briskness.It has to be said that it is a very miraculous thing that the great detective who always does his own way can become friends with the willful Yuanchu.

"..." Osamu Dazai blinked and said calmly, "My mental state is completely normal, and I don't think it's wrong."

"Ah, really." Edogawa Ranpo smiled suddenly, staring straight at Osamu Dazai, his emerald green eyes were sharp and cold, as if he could see everything, "Then what are you afraid of?"

Osamu Dazai's smile faltered, he felt a sting, and his eyes were frighteningly deep.

Yuanchu interrupted their conversation and said uncertainly: "Do you have any hatred?"

"No way!" Edogawa Ranpo puffed up his cheeks childishly, "Really, Xiao Chu, is this your attitude towards your little uncle?"

Although since Chuya Nakahara took over, the port mafia and the armed detective agency have already made peace with each other, and the three-hour concept that almost collapsed in the hands of Osamu Dazai has been maintained again, but the whereabouts of the former leader Osamu Dazai has always been in his mind. What a secret.

Because Edogawa Ranpo is a distant relative of the Kudo family, "Genchu" brought Dazai Osamu from the largest illegal organization in Yokohama back to the Kudo family, so how could they not come to ask him.

The port mafia in the hands of Osamu Dazai expanded too fast back then. During those four years, he did not know how many people he aroused fear. If Osamu Dazai continued to stay in Yokohama, I am afraid that the whole of Japan would pass through that organization. His hand was under his control, so after he disappeared, many people breathed a sigh of relief.

After Edogawa Ranpo knew where Osamu Dazai was going, he was really surprised, but after thinking about it, he was Yuanchu, so it wasn't surprising.

But it's really strange, "Yuanchu" would be willing to admit "Osamu Dazai", it must be called a miracle, obviously this person is best at performing amnesia on the spot in front of the fetters of the past.

It's a pity that Edogawa ranpo before, because he couldn't fool Yuanchu's little uncle at all.

Yuanchu, who was still "Shizuka Kudo" at the time, had a headache when she saw "Edogawa Ranpo": "Seniority is messed up, although I'm used to it, but don't even think about calling your little uncle! Take back your expectant eyes !"

As for now

"Little uncle, this person is my boyfriend, only I can bully him." Edogawa Ranpo: "!"

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He wants to hold someone's black history firmly in his hands, but the biggest problem now is obviously not this.

"Boyfriend... Are you sure you won't regret it? There's still time to break up on the spot." Edogawa Ranpo said, "

because-"

"Mr. Edogawa!" Osamu Dazai raised his voice, with a harmless and refreshing smile, "Are you going to hinder me?" "I like Shuji, and I don't intend to change." Yuanchu said very bluntly.

Kudo Yusaku also said warmly: "Ranbu, what's the problem?"

Facing Yuanchu's bright eyes, Ayumi Edogawa snorted heavily angrily: "...No, no!"

That's the worst thing about it!

If he hadn't taken into account the feelings of his ex-friend and current niece, Ranpo-sama wouldn't be so kind!Edogawa Ranpo suddenly felt that things were a little tricky.

Those who love are all fools.

The person who shouldn't be tempted is tempted. Did she accept the bondage of this heavy relationship?This is too twisted!Edogawa Ranpo is not stupid. He knows that someone is doing something to his death, but he still doesn't come to find someone to settle the score.Although Osamu Dazai hides

Very good, but as long as Yukiko Kudo makes a call, he will understand the whole story.

As soon as he heard that Yuanchu, who had lost his memory, was dating Osamu Dazai, he couldn't sit still.It was too inconvenient to communicate on the phone, so Edogawa Ranpo decided to come over in person to see the specific situation before deciding what to do.

Others don't know what happened to them before, but Luanbu knows!Although it is no longer an obstacle now, the premise is that Yuanyuan understands and accepts it. In this relationship, her wishes are the most important and the most important.

Edogawa Ranpo only needs to take a look at it to see clearly, and fully understand the truth—— Yuanchu didn't even know the relationship between her and Dazai Osamu.

Very good, because of this, he felt that Dazai's illness was not serious.

"Don't block the door, come in quickly!" The real mistress of the Kudo family brought back the few people who were looking at each other in the hallway.

Oda Sakunosuke was stunned for a moment, and then went back to Kudo's house.Even though Osamu Dazai has retired, he is still the leader of the port mafia that conquered the Kanto region. He is a figure worthy of vigilance and not worthy of trust... But since Mr. Ranpo said that...

Kudo Yukiko clapped her hands in satisfaction: "I'll talk about things later, and dinner is about to start?" "Mom, what are you eating today?"

"There is Chinese food that Hatsu likes, crab meat that Shuji-kun likes, and curry that Subaru-kun likes!"

"Okay!" Yuanchu was immediately happy, and ran to the restaurant on the second floor with Dazaiji, "Xiuji, let's hurry up!" "Chuchu, slow down, and be careful not to fall."

Osamu Dazai glanced at Ranpo Edogawa and Sakunosuke Oda, paused, and let Yuanchu drag him away without saying anything.

Yusaku Kudo watched his daughter run away excitedly, so he asked thoughtfully, "Ranpo, what is hidden in your words?"

Edogawa Ranpo remained silent: "Without Xiaochu's permission, I can't speak yet."

"Oh, why don't you show such an expression!" Kudo Yukiko put her hands on her hips full of momentum, "It's not like Yusaku you don't know about Ranpo, there are too many secrets between him and Xiaochu, and he never Share it with us!"

Edogawa Ranpo snorted, did he not want to share the secret?He didn't want to be beaten!

The detective's instinct makes Kudo Shinichi want to explore all the mysteries, but after thinking about it, there should be nothing missing. Dazai Osamu's past experience has long been investigated by them, except for how he and Yuanchu knew each other. of this.But since that was the original decision, they had no room to comment.

The Kudou family sat around the dining table, except for Edogawa Ranpo's sharp eyes like searchlights, constantly scanning Osamu Dazai, it can be said that the host and guest enjoyed themselves.

Thanks for the treat, it was delicious. "

"I didn't expect Oda-kun to like spicy curry so much, we will be prepared if we come again next time!" "Thank you very much."

After the meal, the group cleaned up the mess, put the pots and bowls back, Yuanchu tugged Dazai Osamu's arm, and signaled him to come with him.Of course Osamu Dazai did not have any hesitation, choosing to chase the only light in this dark world.

"Let me ask you, is that Oda Shuji's former friend?" Yuan Chu whispered in his ear, "Aren't you going to say hello?"

"...Why do you know at the beginning?"

"Because you're so obvious!"

Obviously Dazai Osamu's expression didn't fluctuate much, but Yuan Chu could subtly feel that that person seemed very important to him.As soon as Edogawa Ranpo and Oda Sakunosuke came, he fell into a subtle tension. Yuanchu had eyes and could see.

"There's nothing to be afraid of. Friendship is there. As long as you want it, there will always be something like that!" Yuan Chu put it in his arms comfortingly, raised his head and smiled at him, "Xiu Zhi's I shouldn't be the only one in the world, right?"

Osamu Dazai looked at her a little helplessly: "If this is the initial expectation..."

"What are you talking about? Why do you start to become clumsy when you treat people who are so keen in other things? What I mean is, don't just live for me, learn to save yourself occasionally. , Xiuzhi.

Osamu Dazai opened his eyes in surprise, looked at Yuanchu and continued: "You need more and more bonds, if... I mean if oh, if we are separated, by then, you will not As for having no nostalgia for this world.”

As long as there is a little hope for Xiaov Xiao, if there are other people's expectations of him, he can try to struggle.Because Osamu Dazai gave her the feeling that he was not living for himself, but living for the expectations of others, because he couldn't find a reason to live on his own, it was too easy!How can it be?

This person needs someone to help him all the time, or to give him a reason to live, even if it is to use it, he can continue to struggle if he has a reason.

Originally thought so.

Osamu Dazai finally understood why she in the past didn't forget to give him a birthday present when she left.

Because as long as he insists on living another year, he can get surprises from her, and he will look forward to all of this, even if it is something outdated and stuck in the past, it is also from her heart.

Because there are more important things holding him, it is impossible for him to give up—Yuan Chu at the time considered that he was destined to die early, so he gave him such a reason to live.

"...It's really foul."

Miss Yuanchu is really too much!If this continues, how will he let go?It is impossible to let go!Maybe as Yuanchu said, he was rejected by Odasaku because he was the leader of the port Mafia before, but now he is no longer, so it doesn't matter, right?

"Xiuzhi, he's leaving, huh? Don't you want to go there?" With a smile in his eyes, Yuanchu took the initiative to let go of his hand, and watched the man rush towards his friendship.

"Odasaku!" Dazai Osamu ran to the entrance anxiously, and called out the name softly, his eyes were full of complicated emotions, making it hard to distinguish, "Do you still remember me, I haven't seen you for many years?" See you."

"...Ah." The man fell into a brief silence and nodded, "Have you changed your name now? What do you need to call it?"

"Dazai, just call him Dazai."

"Okay, then Dazai, you and Miss Chu are..." lovers. "

Oda Sakunosuke blinked, although there are still countless questions in his mind, but at this moment, other questions seem to be a bit redundant: "Congratulations."

"...Thank you." Osamu Dazai said calmly, and then he smiled, "I have read all the novels published by Oda, and they are very well written."

"you flatter me."

Seeing each other again, Oda Sakunosuke suddenly felt that the leader of Mafia, a port he was not familiar with, was enveloped in a

The sense of loneliness disappeared a lot. He glanced at Yuanchu who was quietly looking at himself, and seemed to understand something.

The two talked a few words calmly, and then bid farewell, as if the confrontation in Lupin's bar never existed, everything was calm.

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