I'm not really a dual personality

The hosts that can be selected by the Shards of Despair are ordinary people.

No matter how intelligent she looks, no matter how obsessed she is with despair, she is still an ordinary person.

Even, she is very clear how much she hates and despairs.

Iceland Yanting has hereditary mental illness, in fact, Iceland Qiuye also has it, but this disease is very subtle, and it is more manifested in self-deception, life is too painful, so she deceives herself and immediately believes it, this is Autumn foliage in Iceland.

"Apart from that man, what else would you say?" Icelandic Qiuye said, "You have memorized a dead person for so many years, yet you still insist on letting me remember it with you, huh? Why?"

"I'm your daughter, not your trash can."

The Icelandic court danced, "I don't have a daughter! Who are you? Don't pretend to be my daughter!"

"Mr. Hinata, is this your plan?" Iceland Akiba looked at Kamito Churu mockingly, "What a stupid idea."

"Are you stupid or not? You will know soon." Shen Zuo's voice was very low, and his red eyes were full of coldness. "After all, the reason why your mother forgets you is your own problem."

"Huh?" Iceland Autumn Leaf said coldly, "You think this will scare me? Are you kidding me?"

If Icelandic Yanting didn't remember Icelandic Qiuba from the beginning, then the government would not have Icelandic Yanting to raise her alone, let alone Icelandic Qiuye lived with her for so long, so, at the beginning, Icelandic Yanting Tingting knew that she had a daughter, but she forgot.

Because of the turntable.

Iceland Qiuye thought: Why does everyone have such a beautiful life, but she is the only one who lives so hard, facing everyone's weird eyes and pitying tone.

Every conversation the teacher made, every attempt to help was piercing her heart, so she couldn't help it, she wanted to escape from here, from this kind of life.

But the Icelandic court did not allow her to go to university. In the abnormal thinking of the Icelandic court, she clearly remembered that her husband had gone far away and never came back. She was afraid that her daughter would follow her. The husband left and never came back.

Therefore, she kept obstructing her, and the abnormal mother tried to protect her daughter with rogue behavior like a child.

But in the eyes of Icelandic autumn leaves, this is hate.

"That's right, that turntable did bind my great mother, because I wanted to see what else in her heart could make her care." Iceland Qiuye sneered.

Her abnormal mother does not have ten good qualities, and even her world has only two names, one is Icelandic, who is her husband, and the other is Icelandic Autumn Leaf.

The pointer of the turntable stopped on the name of Iceland Autumn Leaf. At that moment, Iceland Autumn Leaf got the answer and lost her mother.

"It's really hopeless, Mr. Hinata, you should understand, right?" Akiba Iceland pushed her mother away, staring at Kamizuru with faint eyes, "She loves me, but she doesn't know how to love me, all obstacles are It's hurting me, so, isn't that nice?"

"She doesn't love me anymore, and I'm free."

"This is despair, but it's not despair." Iceland Qiuye laughed, "Don't accuse me from above, because you are not me, and you will never know what I have experienced."

blame?No, the outflow of the throne will not accuse anything.

In his opinion, this is a rather boring thing. He can have countless ways to solve the predicament of Icelandic autumn leaves. Things that cannot cause trouble to him will never be despair, so the outflow of the gods will not empathize with him at all. , let alone understand anything.

"This is the best ending!"

"Do not."

The outflow of the seat of God suddenly opened his mouth.

The night wind blew the corner of his clothes, and Shen Zuo Liu looked at her calmly, "You have always been in despair, you don't care about her as much as you said."

"Huh? Do you have proof?"

"Because you've been desperate."

"I do not have!"

"Your despair is not because your mother prevented you from entering college, nor because she forgot you because of the turntable." Shen Zuo's voice was as calm as ever, but Iceland Qiuye seemed to have seen through her whole heart, she subconsciously Clutching his chest, his eyes were filled with hatred.

Why?Why did it suddenly change?

How did that weak and desperate policeman suddenly become like this?

He doesn't like to talk, has cold eyes, and... seems to know everything.

"Your despair."

Icelandic autumn leaves beating wildly.

"It is your mother who forgot you so easily, but there is no way to forget your dead father so easily." The god said: "You lost, to your mother, your father is more important than you , is someone she will never forget."

"Ah."

Iceland Autumn Leaves couldn't help but let out a sneer.

"Honey, where are you?" Iceland Yanting sat on the ground and shouted, "It's so cold here, I miss you."

"Come back soon, I don't want skirts, I don't want anything."

Up to now, this woman is still calling for that dead man. Even if she goes crazy, even if she is bound by the turntable, she insists on not wanting to forget that person. Up to now, the turntable is still turning, unwilling to stop again for a long time, Iceland Qiuye never compares anything, but this is the first time she clearly realizes how failed she is.

Even the only mother doesn't love her.

Icelandic autumn leaf is not a self-denying person, so she said: It is the fault of this world.

She wants to destroy the world.

"Do you want to do an experiment?" Shenzuo Chuliu walked over step by step, and he said, "Come and verify, whether the mother you care about really cares about you."

"what are you saying?!"

"The fragments of despair will become stronger and stronger with the host's despair, and as the host, you will get more reels." Shen Zuo said: "It is a sure-fire choice for you, whether it is success or failure. Failure is the best."

Iceland Qiuye backed away subconsciously. She backed up step by step, and finally reached the door of the roof.

She put her hands behind her back, but found that the door was locked at some point, and she couldn't unscrew the door.

"do not come……"

Kamiza Deru grabbed Iceland Akiba's arm with his uninjured left arm. It was very difficult for a high school student to break free from an adult male's attack, even if he only had one hand to move.

Icelandic autumn leaf hurriedly took out the gun from her dress, but at the moment of shooting, she let out a scream.

Her gun exploded in her hand, splinters piercing her palm.

The outflow from the seat of God brought her directly to the edge of the roof, and he held her down to look down.

"This is the highest floor of the hospital. Normal people will fall to their deaths." Shen Zuo said: "But, have you seen it? There is a very simple platform there, you can stand on it so that you won't fall. But I can't come back either."

"That's the rule of the game."

Then, amidst the screams of Icelandic Qiuye, the outflow from the seat of God directly threw her over, and Icelandic Qiuye fell on the one-meter-wide platform. She looked around helplessly, and the deep terror kept wrapping around her.

She wanted to get back to the safety of the roof, but she wasn't tall enough to reach the roof railing.

"Aren't you a policeman?!" Iceland Akiba yelled, "You're murdering!"

"Perhaps." Shenzuo sat on the railing, "I often think: What is the use of the so-called rules that restrict people, because for me, as long as there are no traces, it is equivalent to not doing anything."

Iceland Qiuye opened her eyes wide, she sat down tremblingly, "...don't, don't do this."

Few people know that Autumn Leaves in Iceland actually has a slight fear of heights, or that most people will have a fear of heights, especially when there is no solid ground around them and they are shrinking on a platform less than one meter away. Akiba was crying, and at that moment, it seemed that she really became a 17-year-old girl.

"Mom." Iceland Qiuye called subconsciously: "Help me, save me."

"I'm so scared, Mom."

The seat of God thought: It's really boring.

You shouted that you didn't care, but your tears and fear kept saying: You really care.

A person who keeps deceiving herself, but at the last moment, she couldn't deceive her heart. She cried and called her mother, as if she had forgotten all the words she had said before.

Why do people like to deceive themselves?

Thinking of this, Shenzuo Chuliu turned her head to look to the side, Iceland Yanting heard the voice, she stood up quietly, and then lay on the railing to look at the crying girl.

The girl's cries kept waking up her memory, and the mad woman with ragged clothes and knotted hair looked at her blankly, "What are you crying for? Has your husband left too?"

"……mom."

"I'm not your mother." Iceland Yanting said, and then she froze, "I don't have...a daughter?"

"No." Iceland Yanting said: "I should have a daughter, her name is Xiao Ye Zi."

"My little leaf."

God Zuo Chuliu retreated step by step and handed over this place to the mother and daughter.

On the third turntable in the small black house, no, it should be said that on the first turntable, the above options are separated a little bit, and finally a new option is squeezed out in the middle, this option is: daughter.

"Little Yezi!" Icelandic Yan Ting suddenly opened his eyes wide, "Little Yezi, why are you here? Mom is here, and Mom is here to save you now!"

Iceland Yan Ting jumped out of the railing, and she stretched out her hand towards Iceland Qiuye vigorously, "Little Yezi, grab Mommy's hand."

"Mother?"

Iceland Qiuye was stunned for a moment, with tears in her eyes, she looked at her mother in disbelief, tears filled with joy, she stood up almost subconsciously, and stretched out her hand towards her mother, but her height made her It was impossible to grab Iceland Yanting's hand at all.

"Jump up, Mom will catch you!" Iceland Yanting yelled.

"But……"

However, if she can't hold her mother's hand, she will stay here forever, and maybe the police will come up immediately, and she will be caught by the police at that time.

Not to mention going to university, she might be thrown in jail.

So, so...

There was a flash of tenacity in Iceland Akiba's eyes, and she jumped forward, but the moment she grabbed Iceland Yanting's hand, he saw Shenzuo Chuliu's indifferent eyes.

well?well? ?

"Goodbye." God seat said: "After all, you chose to despair."

The turntable bound to Icelandic Yanting stopped slowly, and finally stopped on the option of 'Daughter'. The Despair Fragment made a crisp sound, laughing sadly like a ghost, the options disappeared from the turntable, and Icelandic Yanting suddenly Lowering her head, she looked at the autumn leaves in Iceland suspiciously after a while.

"who are you?"

Iceland Yanting looked unhappy, "Why are you pulling me?"

"mom, Mom, Mom!"

"I don't have a daughter." Iceland Yanting said: "I'm going to find my husband, do you want to chat with me? Let's chat next time."

Iceland Yanting let go of his hand.

During the few seconds of falling, Iceland Qiuye felt that a long, long time had passed, her mind was blank, but her eyes kept looking at her mother.

Didn't stop till death.

It was the Shard of Despair that killed her, and she killed herself.

A piece of shattered black debris floated up from downstairs, and the downstairs was silent.

There was a major car accident on a street not far away. Doctors and police were rescuing the injured. Most of the empty hospital building was sleeping. Only the patients on the first floor heard the sound. Miserable screams.

Shenzuo Chuliu looked at the shard of despair, he stretched out his hand, and the shard entered his body in an instant.

The host of the Despair Fragments died, and after losing the host, the Despair Fragments had to choose a new host, and now there is a ready-made desperate person standing here, it is really normal for the Despair Fragments to choose Hyuga Chuang.

This is also in the plan of the outflow of the throne.

In the spiritual world, Hyuga Chou sat on the ground, looking at the piece of despair circling around him in front of him, there was not much emotion in his blue eyes.

"Shards of Despair?" Soo Hyuga said, "Is Akiba dead in Iceland?"

"The Fragment of Despair wanted more despair, so Icelandic Autumn Leaf died." Shen ZuoLiu replied: "It chose you."

Soo Hyuga lowered his head, "I have never been chosen by hope, and I have never become hope, but this is the first time I have been chosen by despair."

"Whether it becomes hope or despair, it is not a good thing."

"Hmm." So Hinata poked at the fragment of despair in front of him, "Naegi is a good person."

But sapling honesty is too standard.

He is a standard good man with the spirit of self-sacrifice, he is the spiritual leader of the Hope Agency, and an integrator of countless good qualities. Even Enoshima Dunko thinks he is the most powerful enemy in his life. His body is full of The halo is as beautiful as a phantom.

Hinata Chuang is just an ordinary person who will be deceived, hurt, and despaired after being hit.

He could never become Makoto Naegi.

There will never be hope either.

"Don't worry, I'm just thinking about something." Hinata Chuang looked at the fragment of despair in front of him, "I won't hurt anyone, this fragment of despair needs to be activated manually, so as long as I don't continue, no one will come Hurt."

"Yeah." Hyuga Chuang repeated, "I was just thinking about something."

Kamito Deryu sat beside Hinata So, "I know what you're thinking."

"Of course, we are alone after all." Hinata Chuang forced a smile, "And, even if I am not alone, you will know what I am thinking."

"No." Shenzuo Chuliu said suddenly.

Hinata Soo was stunned for a moment, "What?"

"If we weren't alone, I wouldn't know what you were thinking because it was boring."

"Ah..." So Hinata was helpless.

It means that if they are not alone, Kamizuru will not even care what he is thinking, after all Hinata So is so ordinary, so boring, if they are not alone, Kamizuru will not care about an ordinary person at all.

What a realistic and helpless answer.

"However, we are one person." The God Throne said: "That's why I care about these things."

"This world is really boring. The future lines I can see are less than the last world. Without you, I won't do anything."

"So, your existence is necessary and correct."

Hinata Chuang raised his head and looked at the outflow of the seat of God, "It must be...and correct?"

"Yeah." God Zuo said: "For me, Hyuga Chuang must exist."

"That's it." Hyuga Soo lowered his head, he held his shoulder with one hand, crystal tears overflowed from his eyes, and fell on the Despair Fragment, the Despair Fragment trembled, and the white light burst from the broken shell. exposed.

They were back to back without hugging or kissing or even holding hands.

However, it is no longer the same.

The spiritual world recovered little by little, Jinghu returned to its original appearance, the sun shone on them, and a few birds flew over the pale sky.

Around the beautiful Mirror Lake, countless roses bloomed.