I'm not really a dual personality
Chapter 6 Desperate Sickness—God Throne
With constant force in his hands, Shen Zuo could hear You Chuanshihe's screams of pain because of the pain. He could no longer hold the hatchet in his hand, and the blood-stained hatchet fell to the ground with a crisp sound. The girl couldn't help trembling when she heard the voice.
Shenzuo looked down at the child in his arms expressionlessly, and there was no emotion in his red eyes.
"No, it's not me." You Chuanshihe uttered nonsense, he held his swollen wrist and stared fiercely at Kamizuo Chuliu, "She killed Yingzi, it must be her."
"Why do you come to hinder me!"
When You Chuan Shihe swooped over, Shenzuo Chuliu kicked him out, only heard a click, You Chuan Shihe was thrown to the ground, and the bone made a crisp fracture sound when it touched the ground.
"Ah!" You Chuanshihe screamed.
"Boring." Shenzuo said in an indifferent voice, "Your story doesn't mean anything to me, and people like you will just ignore reality."
You Chuan Shihe screamed, "Stop talking!"
"Blame this on other people, you are fighting against the despair in your body as your only reason to live." God Zuo Chuliu walked over step by step.
"Accept the truth."
You Chuanshi and the pain kept retreating, his hands and feet were soft, the broken voice came out of his mouth, and the out of tune "don't say it" was the size of a mosquito, he was curled up, desperate and trying to resist the desperate heart Constantly fighting each other.
Yes, he's blaming it all on a seven-year-old girl just because he wants to save himself.
His life has been completely polluted by despair, and everything is impossible for him, but even so, he still wants to live.
Therefore, he continued to use various methods to keep himself alive.
"Accept the reality." The unwavering voice of God's seat echoed in his ears, "Since you can't fight, then accept despair."
"For you, despair or hope is meaningless."
You Chuanshihe raised his head tremblingly, he looked at the seat of God standing in front of him, with big drops of tears pouring out of his black eyes.
He was crying, and the desire to survive, which was constantly crushed by despair, was completely suppressed at this moment.
He said, "It's me."
"I killed Yingzi, I forced Yingzi to death, everything is my fault."
Despair completely triumphs, and Arikawa Ishiwa enters a situation of absolute despair.
The turbulent black air erupted in an instant, and Kamizuru watched the black things spread out from Arikawa Shihe's feet expressionlessly, and completely surrounded the orphanage in a few seconds. When Arikawa Shihe fell into despair, Fragments of Despair are stimulated to the extreme.
Everyone in this area will be in a desperate situation.
【God seat...】
【You are always too simple, you will try to make a wicked person do good. 】The voice from the seat of God is still cold,【Some people are not worthy to abandon evil and do good at all. 】
[However, to purify the Despair Fragments, you need to restore hope to the fusion. 】
【certainly. 】God Zuo looked at Arikawa Ishiwa lying on the ground, 【He will gain hope. 】
Hinata Chuang was silent for a while, and then he spoke, [Okay, I believe you. 】
Kazuru is Hinata Tsunade's self who has been stripped of all his memories, feelings, and interests. He can use his talents to the maximum after he has been stripped of these obstructive things. Better than him, that's why Enoshima Dunko tempted him when he was still brainwashed and unable to establish correct ideas. This is also the most essential difference between him and Hyuga Chuang.
But even so Hyuga Waku didn't feel that Kamito Churyu was an emotionless existence.
It was only Hinata Sou's feelings that were cleared. As a person, Kazuru was only too efficient in doing things, and seemed not so humane.
But Hinata Chuang believes that Kamizuo will take care of everything.
Because, he is also Hinata creating himself.
Believing in yourself is a perfectly normal thing.
On the other side, Osamu Dazai is still searching for traces of Arikawa Ishikazu.
He was in charge of the east area of the orphanage, and Kunikida Doppo was in the west area. Of course, no matter which side of the orphanage it was, it was a mess, with bloodstains everywhere and traces left by children when they escaped. The orphanage left a terrible mark.
"There are no living people at all." Osamu Dazai frowned.
At this moment, the surroundings went dark for an instant, Dazai Osamu turned his head suddenly, and then he saw a very miraculous picture.
The black mist quickly spread towards the surroundings like octopus feet with teeth and claws, swallowing up all the surrounding air in one breath, Osamu Dazai felt as if something heavy was pressing on him.
If he was not sure before, Osamu Dazai is now completely sure.
This despair disease is definitely not a supernatural power.
"It's really interesting." Osamu Dazai raised the corner of his mouth slightly, "A magical power that is different from supernatural powers."
Osamu Dazai didn't know how this ability came about, and there was no information in his information base. Maybe the Supernatural Secret Service Division knew a little more. The entrustment with no beginning and no tail and vague words was the evidence, because it wasn't a special ability. Can not intervene, so let the detective agency handle it.
He looked at the black air around him, his iris-colored eyes filled with the desire to explore.
At this moment, there was a sudden light in front of him, and when Osamu Dazai looked forward, he found an extra door in front of him.
"Door?"
Osamu Dazai walked over, and he tentatively touched it. Wherever his hand touched was a cold touch, not like a hallucination.
Pushing the door open, Osamu Dazai walked in, and a light came through the window. He subconsciously closed his eyes to avoid the glare of light. When he opened his eyes again, Osamu Dazai found that his surroundings suddenly changed.
The dark space, the dilapidated floors, the morning light through the windows, this place is too familiar.
With a bang, there was a sound of a wooden warehouse, and Osamu Dazai turned his head to look at the place where the sound of the wooden warehouse came from. The ghost in gray robes kept shooting, and Dazai opened his eyes wide. Walking over step by step, wine red hair, ginger coat.
Oda Sakunosuke.
"...Is this the disease of despair?"
Osamu Dazai pressed his temple, he frowned slightly, the next moment, the whole scene changed.
Not far from him, Oda Sakunosuke was lying alone on the ground, blood overflowed from under his body and flowed all over the ground, his eyes stared blankly at the ceiling, and slowly rotted with the wind.
"Desperate disease."
Osamu Dazai murmured, he clenched his hands vigorously, his nails digging into the palm of his hand.
Some words that he had never thought about carefully kept coming out, like digging out his muddy heart and drying it in the sun.
Desperate thoughts that he hadn't thought about or those he hadn't thought about occupied his mind little by little.
"If I had noticed at the time, Odasaku might not have died."
"If I sense Mr. Mori's thoughts..."
"I killed Odasaku? No, Mori-san killed him, but I can't avenge him."
"Despair, despair, despair..."
"Damn it." Osamu Dazai couldn't help squatting down, "It turns out that this kind of disease can make people fall into despair about something. As long as there is a hole in the heart, the hole will be magnified countless times, so the name It's called despair."
"What a novel experience."
It is not difficult to imagine why those children would break out of despair and start killing each other.
They are orphans, struggling to survive in an orphanage full of rules. Even if they don’t say anything, they are full of grievances. Under the blessing of despair disease, a little dissatisfaction will develop into terrible despair, and eventually lose control and become The appearance Osamu Dazai had seen before.
Holding his body up against the wall, Dazai Osamu managed to suppress those thoughts, and finally took a deep look at Oda Sakunosuke lying on the ground, and then broke out of this desperate illusion.
He can't be infected by the disease of despair here.
Going back along the route, the closer you get to Arikawa Stone and Dazai Osamu, the stronger the sense of despair feels, as if something forced the despair into your mind.
It felt so nasty.
……
Chuan Shihe grabbed the collar of You Chuan Shihe, and pushed the man who was completely in despair into a box. You Chuan Shihe had no sense of resistance. The slightest reaction.
Momoko Fujita, who had her eyes closed, grabbed Kamizaku's clothes tightly, "Brother Hinata."
"Can I open my eyes?"
"No." Shenzuo Chuliu replied concisely.
"Then, when can I open my eyes?"
"10 minutes and 45 seconds later."
Teng Tiao Taozi was thinking blankly in her heart, but she couldn't figure out the reason in the end. The seven-year-old child had never gone to school in the orphanage, and she still didn't know how many seconds there are in a minute. In the end, she had to rely on On the body of Kamizuru, waiting for Hinata brother to call her to open her eyes.
In the dark space, in front of Shenzuo Chuliu was a glowing screen. The program on the screen was running, and one could see circles of data being continuously generated.
【The fastest way to find hope in the deepest despair, even if it is a false hope. 】
Hinata Chuang looked at the things in front of him, feeling a little complicated, 【Under the stimulation of such despair, can he really regain hope? 】
【I didn't clear his memory. 】
【what? 】
[Entering it with the memory of killing his daughter, a selfish person like him will cherish these things even more. 】
[Then isn't he unwilling to return to reality? 】
But that's what Kamizuo Chuliu wanted.
【For him, that is his hope. 】
There are characters counting down in the red eyes of God Zuo, and when the number counts down to 1, new characters are reassembled from the disappearing numbers.
[The new world program is starting...]
The author has something to say:
For those who have never seen Danwan, the New World program is a virtual program, you can treat it as a virtual game that can deceive your brain.
Shenzuo looked down at the child in his arms expressionlessly, and there was no emotion in his red eyes.
"No, it's not me." You Chuanshihe uttered nonsense, he held his swollen wrist and stared fiercely at Kamizuo Chuliu, "She killed Yingzi, it must be her."
"Why do you come to hinder me!"
When You Chuan Shihe swooped over, Shenzuo Chuliu kicked him out, only heard a click, You Chuan Shihe was thrown to the ground, and the bone made a crisp fracture sound when it touched the ground.
"Ah!" You Chuanshihe screamed.
"Boring." Shenzuo said in an indifferent voice, "Your story doesn't mean anything to me, and people like you will just ignore reality."
You Chuan Shihe screamed, "Stop talking!"
"Blame this on other people, you are fighting against the despair in your body as your only reason to live." God Zuo Chuliu walked over step by step.
"Accept the truth."
You Chuanshi and the pain kept retreating, his hands and feet were soft, the broken voice came out of his mouth, and the out of tune "don't say it" was the size of a mosquito, he was curled up, desperate and trying to resist the desperate heart Constantly fighting each other.
Yes, he's blaming it all on a seven-year-old girl just because he wants to save himself.
His life has been completely polluted by despair, and everything is impossible for him, but even so, he still wants to live.
Therefore, he continued to use various methods to keep himself alive.
"Accept the reality." The unwavering voice of God's seat echoed in his ears, "Since you can't fight, then accept despair."
"For you, despair or hope is meaningless."
You Chuanshihe raised his head tremblingly, he looked at the seat of God standing in front of him, with big drops of tears pouring out of his black eyes.
He was crying, and the desire to survive, which was constantly crushed by despair, was completely suppressed at this moment.
He said, "It's me."
"I killed Yingzi, I forced Yingzi to death, everything is my fault."
Despair completely triumphs, and Arikawa Ishiwa enters a situation of absolute despair.
The turbulent black air erupted in an instant, and Kamizuru watched the black things spread out from Arikawa Shihe's feet expressionlessly, and completely surrounded the orphanage in a few seconds. When Arikawa Shihe fell into despair, Fragments of Despair are stimulated to the extreme.
Everyone in this area will be in a desperate situation.
【God seat...】
【You are always too simple, you will try to make a wicked person do good. 】The voice from the seat of God is still cold,【Some people are not worthy to abandon evil and do good at all. 】
[However, to purify the Despair Fragments, you need to restore hope to the fusion. 】
【certainly. 】God Zuo looked at Arikawa Ishiwa lying on the ground, 【He will gain hope. 】
Hinata Chuang was silent for a while, and then he spoke, [Okay, I believe you. 】
Kazuru is Hinata Tsunade's self who has been stripped of all his memories, feelings, and interests. He can use his talents to the maximum after he has been stripped of these obstructive things. Better than him, that's why Enoshima Dunko tempted him when he was still brainwashed and unable to establish correct ideas. This is also the most essential difference between him and Hyuga Chuang.
But even so Hyuga Waku didn't feel that Kamito Churyu was an emotionless existence.
It was only Hinata Sou's feelings that were cleared. As a person, Kazuru was only too efficient in doing things, and seemed not so humane.
But Hinata Chuang believes that Kamizuo will take care of everything.
Because, he is also Hinata creating himself.
Believing in yourself is a perfectly normal thing.
On the other side, Osamu Dazai is still searching for traces of Arikawa Ishikazu.
He was in charge of the east area of the orphanage, and Kunikida Doppo was in the west area. Of course, no matter which side of the orphanage it was, it was a mess, with bloodstains everywhere and traces left by children when they escaped. The orphanage left a terrible mark.
"There are no living people at all." Osamu Dazai frowned.
At this moment, the surroundings went dark for an instant, Dazai Osamu turned his head suddenly, and then he saw a very miraculous picture.
The black mist quickly spread towards the surroundings like octopus feet with teeth and claws, swallowing up all the surrounding air in one breath, Osamu Dazai felt as if something heavy was pressing on him.
If he was not sure before, Osamu Dazai is now completely sure.
This despair disease is definitely not a supernatural power.
"It's really interesting." Osamu Dazai raised the corner of his mouth slightly, "A magical power that is different from supernatural powers."
Osamu Dazai didn't know how this ability came about, and there was no information in his information base. Maybe the Supernatural Secret Service Division knew a little more. The entrustment with no beginning and no tail and vague words was the evidence, because it wasn't a special ability. Can not intervene, so let the detective agency handle it.
He looked at the black air around him, his iris-colored eyes filled with the desire to explore.
At this moment, there was a sudden light in front of him, and when Osamu Dazai looked forward, he found an extra door in front of him.
"Door?"
Osamu Dazai walked over, and he tentatively touched it. Wherever his hand touched was a cold touch, not like a hallucination.
Pushing the door open, Osamu Dazai walked in, and a light came through the window. He subconsciously closed his eyes to avoid the glare of light. When he opened his eyes again, Osamu Dazai found that his surroundings suddenly changed.
The dark space, the dilapidated floors, the morning light through the windows, this place is too familiar.
With a bang, there was a sound of a wooden warehouse, and Osamu Dazai turned his head to look at the place where the sound of the wooden warehouse came from. The ghost in gray robes kept shooting, and Dazai opened his eyes wide. Walking over step by step, wine red hair, ginger coat.
Oda Sakunosuke.
"...Is this the disease of despair?"
Osamu Dazai pressed his temple, he frowned slightly, the next moment, the whole scene changed.
Not far from him, Oda Sakunosuke was lying alone on the ground, blood overflowed from under his body and flowed all over the ground, his eyes stared blankly at the ceiling, and slowly rotted with the wind.
"Desperate disease."
Osamu Dazai murmured, he clenched his hands vigorously, his nails digging into the palm of his hand.
Some words that he had never thought about carefully kept coming out, like digging out his muddy heart and drying it in the sun.
Desperate thoughts that he hadn't thought about or those he hadn't thought about occupied his mind little by little.
"If I had noticed at the time, Odasaku might not have died."
"If I sense Mr. Mori's thoughts..."
"I killed Odasaku? No, Mori-san killed him, but I can't avenge him."
"Despair, despair, despair..."
"Damn it." Osamu Dazai couldn't help squatting down, "It turns out that this kind of disease can make people fall into despair about something. As long as there is a hole in the heart, the hole will be magnified countless times, so the name It's called despair."
"What a novel experience."
It is not difficult to imagine why those children would break out of despair and start killing each other.
They are orphans, struggling to survive in an orphanage full of rules. Even if they don’t say anything, they are full of grievances. Under the blessing of despair disease, a little dissatisfaction will develop into terrible despair, and eventually lose control and become The appearance Osamu Dazai had seen before.
Holding his body up against the wall, Dazai Osamu managed to suppress those thoughts, and finally took a deep look at Oda Sakunosuke lying on the ground, and then broke out of this desperate illusion.
He can't be infected by the disease of despair here.
Going back along the route, the closer you get to Arikawa Stone and Dazai Osamu, the stronger the sense of despair feels, as if something forced the despair into your mind.
It felt so nasty.
……
Chuan Shihe grabbed the collar of You Chuan Shihe, and pushed the man who was completely in despair into a box. You Chuan Shihe had no sense of resistance. The slightest reaction.
Momoko Fujita, who had her eyes closed, grabbed Kamizaku's clothes tightly, "Brother Hinata."
"Can I open my eyes?"
"No." Shenzuo Chuliu replied concisely.
"Then, when can I open my eyes?"
"10 minutes and 45 seconds later."
Teng Tiao Taozi was thinking blankly in her heart, but she couldn't figure out the reason in the end. The seven-year-old child had never gone to school in the orphanage, and she still didn't know how many seconds there are in a minute. In the end, she had to rely on On the body of Kamizuru, waiting for Hinata brother to call her to open her eyes.
In the dark space, in front of Shenzuo Chuliu was a glowing screen. The program on the screen was running, and one could see circles of data being continuously generated.
【The fastest way to find hope in the deepest despair, even if it is a false hope. 】
Hinata Chuang looked at the things in front of him, feeling a little complicated, 【Under the stimulation of such despair, can he really regain hope? 】
【I didn't clear his memory. 】
【what? 】
[Entering it with the memory of killing his daughter, a selfish person like him will cherish these things even more. 】
[Then isn't he unwilling to return to reality? 】
But that's what Kamizuo Chuliu wanted.
【For him, that is his hope. 】
There are characters counting down in the red eyes of God Zuo, and when the number counts down to 1, new characters are reassembled from the disappearing numbers.
[The new world program is starting...]
The author has something to say:
For those who have never seen Danwan, the New World program is a virtual program, you can treat it as a virtual game that can deceive your brain.
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