little thing about marriage

"Will you be afraid of me because of this?"

The man's voice was lowered, but he stood upright.

——A little closer, or a hug, he would never dare to do these actions.

Xin Rong was silent at first, then sniffed, and said, "It won't happen."

It was Shao Chengyun who was his first agitation that day, and he spoke very aggressively, basically picking up ugly words.It was intentional to create a conflict, so he was prepared for some kind of reaction from Shao Chengyun.

But Xin Rong didn't expect Shao Chengyun to be so angry, even on the verge of losing control.

If physical contact occurs again now, he will still resist this man instinctively.

Shao Chengyun looked at the place in front of him, and said slowly, "Xin Rong, what I did to you that night was probably the most irrational thing I've done since I was an adult, and it's also the thing I regret the most in my life."

"I used to see some lines in some TV dramas, saying something that tells you to call back, and you calm down. I think this is so fucking naive. I shouldn't have done it in the first place when I said such words. But now I have a feeling that I want to talk to you. The urge to say this."

When the man said this, he laughed a little self-deprecatingly, and habitually wanted to touch the cigarette, but then realized that this was at Xin Rong's house, and took his hand out of his trouser pocket again.

Xin Rong raised her hand, probably wanting to stop him and not let him continue talking.

Shao Chengyun held Xin Rong's hand, originally he just wanted to block it and then let go, but after touching it, he couldn't bear it anymore.Tonight's meal was full of mixed flavors. If it was a direct shock when I found that bank card in the villa last time, this meal produced a slow and deep emotion.

During the ten minutes when the two of them ate at the same table, maybe Xin Rong thought for a moment that it would be nice if time could be frozen.

Little did they know that Shao Chengyun was thinking that way the whole time.

Xin Rong's hands were cold and his knuckles were slender. Shao Chengyun warmed his fingers with his palm and continued, "You don't have to forgive me now, I have to keep changing. If I can do something to make you feel better Some, to alleviate the shadow psychologically, you can give me some hints."

Without waiting for him to finish speaking, Xin Rong pulled her hand away, then interrupted him and said, "Boss Shao, let's do it this way for today."

After a pause for a few seconds, Xin Rong seemed to want to say something more, but in the end he just frowned and didn't make another sound.

Between them, after some recovery and compensation by Shao Chengyun in the past few months, they may be able to maintain a little illusion of peace on the surface, but they still can't talk about it in depth.

The gap is always there, and those shattered trusts cannot be repaired overnight.

Shao Chengyun was very afraid that Xin Rong would hold this matter in his heart, and he was also afraid that his apology would not be thorough and inappropriate, which would instead remind Xin Rong of what happened that night and make him even more depressed.

Shao Chengyun took a step back, stood at the air vent of the two windows, and closed the windows first, so that Xin Rong would not feel that the temperature was too low, and then sighed, "I won't talk anymore, you should have a good rest first, okay. Don't sleep again at night." Think about this."

He was standing two or three steps away from Xin Rong, his voice was still calm, but his tone was a bit bitter.

Xin Rong looked up at the man in the dim light.

In fact, Shao Chengyun has done a lot of things these days, overtly and secretly, but also with his mind, and Xin Rong knows it well.But the feeling of lack of security and trust that made Xin Rong feel shaky was always there.Can't explain why.

Xin Rong said, "The rain has stopped, so I won't keep you here."

Shao Chengyun nodded, turned around and walked towards the living room, and finally stopped by the door to put on his shoes, and at the same time he did not forget to carry two bags of garbage.

Xin Rong said thank you to him.

Shao Chengyun stretched out his hand in mid-air, stagnating, seeing that Xin Rong didn't hide, he still rubbed his head and said, "Let's go."

In the next two days, Shao Chengyun took the initiative to pick up Tangtang after school, and brought takeaway for Xin Rong on the way.But he didn't mention it himself, so he put it in the refrigerator directly, and he no longer expressed his intention to keep it for dinner.

Emotional matters require a degree of relaxation.Shao Chengyun's apology was the right thing to do, and if Xin Rong forgave him without a reason now, then he had to be sensible, and he couldn't keep trying to get close to people.

Xin Rong didn't say anything about letting him leave Haoli early, Shao Chengyun worked steadily every day, and on Friday night, he sent Xin Rong a message: I got my salary, I'll treat you to dinner tomorrow?

Xin Rong didn't know if she was busy, so she replied after almost an hour: Can I refuse.

That energetic boy who couldn't bear to talk harshly to others seemed to walk up to Shao Chengyun through the screen.

Shao Chengyun smiled unconsciously, but felt a little pain in his heart, and typed on the screen: can refuse.

There was no reply from the phone.

Shao Chengyun came to Haoli to do things this time, but in fact he kept his posture very low, and he didn't hold it up from the inside out.

Before he came, he asked his assistant to rent a small apartment near the hotel, with one bedroom and one living room, and the rent was also low. He would come back here to live here every night.At night, I still have to do some things in Shaw Brothers. It's impossible to leave it all to a few vice presidents, the risk is too great.

Shao Chengyun read a few documents on his laptop, and was really in no mood to continue.He missed Xin Rong so much at the moment, picked up his phone a few minutes later, and sent a message: Do you work overtime tomorrow Saturday?Do you want me to look at Tangtang.

This time, Xin Rong returned quickly: No, Tangtang and Brother Dong's mother will go to the farmhouse tomorrow.

Meng Donglin's mother went to the farmhouse with a few sisters from the same courtyard this weekend, and told Xin Rong that she wanted to take Tangtang with her.Xin Rong thought that the children should also be released, so she asked the elders to bring them along.

Shao Chengyun asked him what his plans are for the weekend.Xin Rong replied very simply, as if she didn't want to talk too much: work overtime, sleep, and play.

Unexpectedly, on Saturday night, Xin Rong actually met Shao Chengyun in the stadium.

It's already December weather, there are many fewer people playing than usual, half of the stadium is empty.

After Shao Chengyun entered the field, he walked to the corner where Xin Rong was practicing, and after Xin Rongyuan made a three-pointer, he applauded and said "good shot".

Xin Rong was taken aback when she landed, and turned to look at the man in casual clothes.

Shao Chengyun took off his coat, threw it on the bench, walked up to Xin Rong, and said, "Let's have a fight."

As soon as the words fell, he quickly intercepted the ball in Xin Rong's hand and rushed straight to the basket.

Xin Rong reacted, turned around and chased after Shao Chengyun. At the moment Shao Chengyun took off, he also jumped almost at the same time, trying to block the opponent from behind.

Shao Chengyun was too tall, he really couldn't do this block, Xin Rong was knocked away by his jump, and the man directly poured one in front of him.

The ball landed heavily on the ground and after bouncing a few times, Shao Chengyun took the ball back into his hand, held Xin Rong who was still sitting on the ground with his other hand, and said, "Are you okay? Are you okay?"

Boys can't stand this kind of excitement.Let alone on the field.

Xin Rong's eyes sank, and she said, "It's all right."

Shao Chengyun patted the ball in his hand twice, threw it to Xin Rong, bent down and made a movement to guard against him, "Come on."

Neither of them spoke again.Just play.

Shao Chengyun didn't play this much in these years, compared to when he was a student, the first few long-range shots felt bad, and they all hit the basket, and the ball bounced very high.But you can still see his state when he was studying.Xin Rong intercepted the ball from him and dribbled past others, all of which were guarded tightly by him.

Shao Chengyun fought Xin Rong seriously, and Xin Rong also fought without letting go of the water, feeling nervous that he was meeting his opponent.

Both of them are releasing their emotions through playing, and there is a confrontation.When Xin Rong couldn't stop, Shao Chengyun protected him in time, but when the two of them were scrambling for the basket, Shao Chengyun refused to give way because of his height advantage.

Xin Rong was holding back all the energy in her heart.Shao Chengyun deliberately came to the stadium to find him, and also wanted to use this method to communicate with him in another sense.

It wasn't just an ex he wanted to win back.He also wants Xin Rong to know that they can also be friends, golf friends, and a lot of evenly matched relationships.Although some things are there, you can’t forcefully dismantle them, but they can communicate in many ways, and these can gradually overcome differences and let people find the basis of trust.

After playing for about 10 minutes, the physical energy consumption of both of them was very high.

You can’t play like this in winter, you sweat too much, and you are exposed to the cold wind, so you are prone to catch a cold.

After Xin Rong went to drink water, Shao Chengyun immediately came over and put some clothes on him.

Playing ball might be helpful.Shao Chengyun is trying to use his own method to express his love for Xin Rong bit by bit.I want to start as friends with him, and I want to have common interests and hobbies with him.

Xin Rong's game this night was also more irritable, and she was no longer so calm.However, Shao Chengyun felt that it was good to be irritable, it was a warming up of the emotional state, it was better than rejection, and it was better than mutual indifference.

When Xin Rong was drinking water, Shao Chengyun asked him, "You have been sweeping here for so many years, and there is no time to get angry?"

These words were said casually, just to praise Xin Rong's football skills.

Xin Rong glanced at him lightly and said, "Yes."

"Sometimes playing ball is not enough, and I want to beat people." Xin Rong's eyes were sharp, but his face was cold, and the breath around him seemed to be sharpened. "But at that time, I was poor and couldn't afford it. , and messed up my mother."

After hearing this, Shao Chengyun was taken aback for a moment, then bent down to find the wallet from his jacket, took out the bank card left by Xin Rong and stuffed it into his hand, looked at him gently, and said, "Play another game, no matter how you play, OK."

——If you have a card, you are not afraid of losing money.

Xin Rong glanced at the card, didn't answer it, but turned around and threw away his clothes, walked over to pick up the ball.

In the last round, Xin Rong played crazily. Shao Chengyun was hit by him with the ball a few times, and he was almost unable to guard him.In the end, Xin Rong finally got rid of the humiliation, knocked Shao Chengyun into him, and threw one in the air.

Shao Chengyun sat on the ground, his calf was a little cramped. He buried his head in a smile, then applauded again, looked up at Xin Rong, and said, "Good shot. I lost."

Xin Rong stood, her eyes were a little red after being fierce.Shao Chengyun sat on the ground and didn't get up immediately, Xin Rong looked at him silently.

Then Xin Rong turned around, put the down jacket on her body, put her hands in her pockets and walked away without saying a word.

Those parts of Shao Chengyun's body that had been sprained due to work were hit hard by the ball after these few rounds, and they were secretly throbbing with pain.

He rubbed his shoulder on the right side, thinking that he had to spray some medicine when he went back, but his eyes kept chasing the figure who had already walked outside the net.It wasn't until seeing Xin Rong get into a taxi that he took it back.

—— I wonder if Xin Rong can feel better?While thinking, Shao Chengyun slowly stood up.

I have never chased someone before, let alone redeemed him so persistently.Shao Chengyun could only cross the river by feeling the stones, trying his best to make amends, but in fact he had no idea.

The next night, Xin Rong went to the stadium again.

This time Shao Chengyun arrived before him and was already waiting for him under the basket.