Eat this toad [Entertainment]

Wei Tan held the car door and looked at the small building in front of him.

This is the home where Su Jinjiang grew up.

Last time, when Su Jinjiang came back to deal with family disputes, Wei Tan also followed, but he didn't go in.At that time, Su Jinjiang didn't seem to want Wei Tan to be involved in his family disputes.

Things are different now.

A few days ago, Wei Tan discussed with Su Jinjiang, and Wei Tan came forward to contact Pan Yulan.The relationship between Su Jinjiang and his father was at a standstill, and Pan Yulan was needed to mediate in order to prevent some people with ulterior motives from using Su Jinjiang's family relationship to stir up trouble.

On the phone, Wei Tan just made an appointment with Pan Yulan to meet, and did not explain why he helped Su Jinjiang so much.But Pan Yulan is a smart person, and she has already guessed the meaning of what Wei Tan said inside and outside the words.

She has long known from various entertainment news that Wei Tan and Su Jinjiang have a very good relationship.Now, Wei Tan is not only willing to stand out for Su Jinjiang on the cusp of the storm, but even spares time to make a special trip to Su's house to meet his parents.His concern for Su Jinjiang has obviously gone beyond the scope of ordinary friends.

Mama Pan Yulan's creed in life is "the face is bigger than the sky".Her principle of life is simple: just let her face shine.Wei Tan's worth is enough for Pan Yulan to earn enough face in front of others, she has no reason to refuse.So without hesitation, she agreed to meet Wei Tan.

When Wei Tan and his assistant were ushered in by the nanny, Pan Yulan was sitting in the living room drinking tea.Assistant Xiao An arranged all the gifts she brought, and went outside to wait in the car.

Pan Yulan had a dignified demeanor, like a queen about to accept a pilgrimage.

During this period of time, because of the turmoil of the fund, Pan Yulan was also suffering in her heart like cooking with oil.She didn't even dare to post on Moments anymore, and pretended to be busy working on a new micro-movie, but actually hid at home every day and sulked in fear.If Su Jinjiang really got into trouble this time, where would she put Pan Yulan's face from now on?

Just thinking about it, she couldn't help her eyes turning black and her head dizzy.

However, all these bad emotions will not show on her face.Seeing Wei Tan coming in, she slightly raised her meticulously trimmed eyebrows, showed a decent smile, and greeted, "Come on, sit down."

After chatting a few polite words, Wei Tan didn't hesitate to get to the point, and accurately conveyed the information that can be disclosed to Pan Yulan, so that she knew it well.

Wei Tan spoke very tactfully, as if asking Pan Yulan, the parent, to help the younger generation share their worries and problems.In fact, both parties knew that Pan Yulan had no choice at all.No matter what Su Jinjiang's real family situation is, in the eyes of the outside world, they are all bound together as a community of destiny, one prospers and one loses.If Pan Yulan wants to maintain her own face, she must work harder than before to maintain Su Jinjiang's family image externally and help him win this turnaround.

After talking about the business, Pan Yulan breathed a sigh of relief.She was originally afraid that Su Jinjiang would not be popular in the circle and would make too many enemies. If others saw something happened to him, they would wish to step on him, and there would be no hope of turning over.She was somewhat relieved to know that things were not as bad as they seemed.

Feeling more comfortable, she began to care about Su Jinjiang's personal problems moderately. While holding up the teacup, she looked at Wei Tan inquiringly, "I have something to say, so I'll ask it directly. You and him, this is... ..."

"We are together." Wei Tan replied generously, "We plan to make this matter public recently, and the public relations team is making preparations."

Pan Yulan gave a soft "Oh" and took a sip of tea to hide her expression, "Then you two plan to get along for a long time in the future?"

Wei Tan nodded.

Pan Yulan knew in her heart that the relationship between these two people was deeper than she had imagined.From the very beginning, she felt that the gift Wei Tan brought was too expensive, it was like a door-to-door proposal, and it turned out to be true.

"Does Auntie have any instructions about our affairs?" Wei Tan asked.

"I don't have any instructions, but there is one thing, I think it might be better to mention it to you. This child Su Jinjiang has a personality just like his father's." Pan Yulan picked up a wet towel and wiped her hands, with a faint expression between her brows. A little tired, "their father and son, how should I put it, they have their own problems. To put it simply, they just have knots in their hearts. There are so many things, it's easy to get over it."

Wei Tan didn't answer.

Pan Yulan lowered her tone, "That kid Su Jinjiang looks good on the surface, but he's actually very paranoid in his heart. Just like his father, he can't get off easily when he holds his breath. It's no wonder that the father and son are old It's not a good relationship, think about it, both of them have thorns in their hearts, and when they meet, isn't it the point of a needle. I've been caught between them all these years, and I can see clearly. The two of them, People are not bad. I'm not blind, if their character is not good, I can't bear it for so many years. But...it's really annoying."

She raised her hand to straighten her hair, and looked at Wei Tan's expression, "Don't think too much, I just want to remind you from the bottom of my heart. If we really become a family in the future, I have to say what I have to say in advance It's here. Otherwise, if you have conflicts in the future, I am a parent after all, and I am afraid that I will complain."

Wei Tan silently watched the heat above the teacup.He believed that Pan Yulan's words had no other meaning. At this time, Pan Yulan had neither a position nor a need to provoke his relationship with Su Jinjiang.She said this because she was really worried that Wei Tan didn't know enough about Su Jinjiang.She was probably thinking that instead of causing conflicts in the future and making everyone look bad, it is better to explain everything that needs to be said now.

In fact, Pan Yulan didn't need to say it, Wei Tan could feel it too.There was an oppressive atmosphere in this house.Although the decoration is rich and the windows are bright and clean, it is uncomfortable everywhere, reminding him of the small dark building when he filmed "Black Butterfly".

After living here for a long time, perhaps many negative things will be suppressed in my heart.

"I want to see his room." Wei Tan said suddenly, "I won't go in, just take a look at the door."

Pan Yulan froze for a moment, then smiled, "Okay. His room is upstairs, come with me."

She stood up slowly, led Wei Tan upstairs, and said, "But there is nothing to see. When he went to college, he took everything away, and there was almost an empty room left."

On the second floor, Pan Yulan opened a room in the back, "Here, this is the room. He lived here before he went to college."

As she said, there was almost nothing in the room except a bed, a closet, and a desk with bookshelves.The shelves were empty, not even a decorative magazine.

"He tidied it up like this himself." Pan Yulan stood outside the door with her arms folded, her eyes swept over the furnishings in the room, "Since he left, we haven't touched anything here, we just call someone to clean it regularly. "

Wei Tan caressed the door frame, imagining how Su Jinjiang packed his luggage here.The place where I lived for more than ten years, was cleaned up so clean before leaving, and I didn't even want to leave a trace of my own life, which shows how decisive the owner of the room was when he left.

What was he thinking at that time?

Have you made up your mind to make a clean break with your past life, and want to try to live as a new self in a new place?

Pan Yulan also touched the door frame on the other side, looking into the void, as if recalling. "Speaking of conscience, from the day I entered this house, I wanted to have a good relationship with him every day. It is really difficult to treat him like his own mother, but I thought, at least I can be a good friend. Stepmother, let the family live well. Having a harmonious family is also good for Jinxi's growth."

She paused, "When I first got along with him, I was quite happy. I thought this kid was very sensible. He knew that he would not make trouble for others. But after a long time, I realized that something was wrong. No matter how long we get along , he and I are still not far or close, nothing has changed. Is this how a family lives together for a long time?"

Thinking of the family of four living under this roof for more than ten years without embarrassment, Pan Yulan's chest felt like a block of cement was blocked.When she looked at Wei Tan again, she suddenly felt a little sympathetic, and her tone became more gentle: "I heard that he was very dependent on his mother when he was a child. His mother must have left him. He was hit so hard that he was always afraid of being abandoned again. So he didn't get close to anyone, how should I put it, it was like he was angry with someone."

Pan Yulan sighed, "I don't know how long you've known him, but it's definitely not as long as I have known him. If you live together in the future..."

It’s hard to say what happened later, so Pan Yulan had to leave it blank and let Wei Tan experience it for herself—if you live together in the future, the atmosphere of your family may be the same as this one, you can bear it what?

"Auntie, you don't have to worry about my relationship with him." Wei Tan said slowly, "I dare not say that I really understand him, but I am patient. There is a hurdle in his heart, he can't get through a day, I Stay with him for a day. He will never get over it for the rest of his life, and I will stay with him to the end."

On the way back, Wei Tan sat in the car, a little lost in thought.

After being together for a year, it's not like Wei Tan didn't feel that there was something dark in Su Jinjiang's heart.

In front of Wei Tan, Su Jinjiang always carefully hides those things, not letting them show up.But very occasionally, Wei Tan was able to catch a glimpse of them through Su Jinjiang's casual eyes.They wear away Su Jinjiang's radiance, making him always dim before becoming dazzling, like a bright pearl covered with a layer of shadow.

In the past, Wei Tan didn't quite know exactly what that layer of shadow was.But as he gradually learned about Su Jinjiang's past, the answer began to become clearer.

It seems that deep in Su Jinjiang's heart, there is a strange obsession - he believes that he will not live well.The smoother his career and the happier his life, the more anxious he became.Instead, whenever something bad happens, he breathes a sigh of relief.

A similar psychology is also manifested in Su Jinjiang's reaction to the rebirth.

Wei Tan didn't know what kind of mental state a person who died and was reborn should be, but he had seen people who survived the catastrophe.

Once, his crew went to the mountains to film a movie, and the winding mountain road was slippery after rain. When passing a corner, a bus in the convoy almost rolled over.There is a cliff next to the road, and the consequences of falling down are unimaginable.It has been a long time since then, and the people who used to sit on that bus still have lingering fears. While frightened, there is also a kind of excitement of having survived the disaster.

Wei Tan believes that that is the reaction that normal people would have after experiencing a life-and-death crisis.In contrast, Su Jinjiang's reaction was too flat.

Looking back on Su Jinjiang's initial performances now, Wei Tan has a feeling: Although Su Jinjiang was ill at the time and desperately tried to get the chance to audition for "Hongmeng", as if he hoped to become famous quickly, but deep down, he didn't I really think I can be a winner in life.He is like a game player who doesn't have much confidence in his skills. He thought he was Game Over, but then he accidentally discovered that he still had a bonus life, so he continued to play, wanting to see if he could go further this time.

But that's just the beginning.With the relationship between the two, Su Jinjiang quietly changed.In Wei Tan's house, there are Su Jinjiang's imprints everywhere: the trinkets he bought, the small stickers he hand-painted, the incense he likes... He is like a cat that dominates the territory, being careful and rolling around in Wei Tan's house Everywhere in the house rubbed his own scent, especially Wei Tan himself.

Now, will he still leave as soon as he left home, erasing all traces of his life?

The car stopped at the red light at the intersection.Assistant Xiao An turned his head and saw Wei Tan staring out the window in a daze, and reminded: "Brother Tan, Brother Su's live broadcast is about to start, don't you want to watch it?"

After he said this, Wei Tan suddenly came back to his senses.

Su Jinjiang had a webcast interview today on a video platform that has business dealings with "Xinxing Culture".

For this interview, Wan Jin did a thorough job in advance, from the host's questions to the audience's interaction, everything was arranged seamlessly, and the script was reviewed several times to avoid all sharp topics.There is a network team at the scene to strictly control the venue, and inappropriate speeches involving personal attacks, rumors and smears will be banned.

Nevertheless, it still takes courage to choose to be interviewed live in this extraordinary period.Su Jinjiang used this move to show the public that his attitude is open, that he is not afraid of facing public scrutiny, nor is he willing to close his voice in the tide of public opinion.

Moreover, he will semi-disclose his relationship with Wei Tan through this platform.Considering the fans' acceptance, he will not directly mention Wei Tan in today's interview, nor will he talk about any details about Wei Tan. He will only admit to the host that he already has a love partner. Look at the fans Reaction.

Wei Tan looked at his watch, picked up the tablet, and opened the live streaming software.

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