The days when I was entangled by the crying bag stupid cat

"As long as you like it."

Every time Zhou Twenty thinks that the photos he sees are outrageous, but every time he scrolls down, there are always more outrageous photos in front of him, which makes people feel ashamed and don't know what to do.

Some pictures are obviously very ambiguous, like the dark red marks on his body, or his slightly red and swollen lips...

There are also very straightforward photos, such as the one on the screen, which was taken by Ershi in front of a mirror.

Zhou Twenties recalled that day, Er Shi pestered him to take a bath again, but for some reason, the atmosphere slowly became more charming.Ershi held him in his arms, and the soft kiss gradually became aggressive.

After being in the bathtub once, Ershi went out.Zhou Twenty didn't know what he was going to do, and he didn't care.

After he came back, Er Shi pestered him and said he would do it again.

Did you do it in front of a mirror?Zhou Er has no memory at all.

But the screen of the mobile phone in front of him clearly displayed the scene at that time. His legs were crossed behind Ershi's waist, and his head was slightly lowered and buried on Ershi's shoulders.

What's even more outrageous is that Ershi's filming was still a live.Obviously, I have never taught him, and I don't know how to learn it.

Zhou Twenty tapped the screen with his fingertips, and the recorded voice came out from the speaker, so explicit that Zhou Twenty felt hot.

Before the brain reacted, the finger had already moved to the delete key, and he clicked delete decisively.

He has to talk to Ershi carefully, and stop shooting things like this in the future.

Fortunately, this is the only one that is the most excessive, and most of the others are fairly obscure.

Occasionally Er Shi would take a group photo with him while he was asleep.When Zhou Twenty saw it, he couldn't help but mutter: "This is so normal."

Slowly to the end.

When Ershi first learned how to take pictures, the photos he took were still very ordinary.For example, how Zhou Twenty cooks, reads, and cleans.

I really don't know how it developed in a strange direction.

After reading all the photos, Zhou Tian sat on the edge of the bed and fell into deep thought.

In all fairness, he just felt ashamed, not disgusted.If Er Shi was an ordinary human being, he might feel dangerous and violated.

But Er Shi was his kitten, he didn't understand what it meant, he just took a picture of it because he liked it.

Zhou Twenty sighed, clicked on the recycle bin, and clicked to restore the photo that was deleted just now.

Since he has to run out to get his phone halfway through, he probably likes this one very much, so don't delete it.

There are no more photos, no less, after reading it, it has passed 10:30.Usually at this time, Zhou Eran has already started making lunch, but today he is not in much interest.

There are still some vegetables in the refrigerator that I bought two days ago.

Zhou Ershi looked around, this is Ershi's favorite, and that is also Ershi's favorite.After hesitating for a while, he closed the refrigerator door, took out his phone and ordered a takeaway.

I didn't know what to eat for a lunch.

In the afternoon, Zhou Eran felt sleepy and wanted to take a nap.

During the winter vacation, under Ershi's insistence, he gradually developed the habit of taking a nap.

Although he always felt that Ershi just wanted to have more intimate time in bed, Jue was indeed asleep.

A worry that hasn't reappeared for a long time suddenly popped up in my mind, won't I be unable to sleep today?

Since Ershi came, insomnia has never appeared again.

To be on the safe side, Zhou Er didn't take a nap, but went back to the study, and continued to try to read the book that he hadn't read in the morning.

This time it went smoothly.

Halfway through seeing it, Zhou Twenty habitually stretched his hand down, trying to touch the head that was leaning on his knee, but it was in vain.

Ershi is not there.

Zhou Twenty suddenly realized that he couldn't read the book anymore.

The day passed in agony.All day long, he didn't say a word except talking to the delivery guy, just like Zhou Twenties used to when he lived alone.

In the darkness, Zhou Ershi lay on the bed staring at the dark room in a daze, opened his mouth, and called softly, "Twenty."

The person who would respond with a smile and "Ah Nian" was not there.

There seemed to be a little bit of breath in the bed.Zhou Twenties shrank in, curling up into a ball.

There was an illusion in a trance, as if Ershi was still holding him behind him.

……

When he woke up the next day, Zhou Er was in a daze.

The insomnia I was worried about didn't happen, and although it took a while, I still slept well.

There are many things that are different from when I was alone.

At noon, Zhou Er made his own lunch, which was Ershi's favorite dish, but he also liked it.

Ershi will come back, and he has to wait for him to come back.

The new year's goods that the two of them picked together were delivered.Zhou Nian spent the whole afternoon cleaning and decorating the house.

A lot of small decorations that he would never buy before are warmly placed in every corner of the house.

The home clothes delivered yesterday are already dry.

After Zhou Er took a shower, he changed into the messy clothes.

Days go by like this day by day, but Zhou Twenty knows that his mentality is completely different from before.

In the past, he always lived his life as if it were a day. He never looked forward to what would happen in a month or a year. He never thought about what kind of person he would become or what he wanted to do.

But now, he has been looking forward to the day when Ershi will come back, and he has planned many, many things that they can do together at that time.

I want to take Ershi to the north to see the heavy snow, I want to take him to the beach to step on the beach, I want to walk side by side with him where people come and go, I want to walk hand in hand in the sunshine with him.

If Er Shi gets tired of seeing the outside world, then they will continue to spend ordinary days at home like this.

Hugs, kisses, sex/love, like every normal human couple goes through their lives.

……

When it came to New Year's Eve, Zhou Tian was still a little uncontrollably disappointed.

He had clearly thought of everything, but now he was the only one left.

The menu for the New Year's Eve dinner was only half planned, and it was something he and Er Shi had thought about together earlier.

But now there was only one of the two of them left, so Zhou Tian didn't think about other dishes, and made a copy according to the incomplete menu.

After dinner, Zhou Erwen went downstairs for a walk.

Most people come out in groups, and Grandpa Watermelon is not walking his dog alone anymore.

The sky darkened, and the neighborhood fell silent again.People who go home are accompanied by family members, so it must be lively.

Zhou Twenty rubbed his hands together and exhaled in his palms.

Open the door, still empty.When I went out, I deliberately left the light in the entrance, but now it seems even more deserted.

so quiet……

Zhou Er turned on the TV.He had never seen this kind of gala before, so he didn't know it started at eight o'clock.I tuned to the channel in my memory and found that it was not there. I checked it on the Internet before I figured it out.

Forget it, I just wanted to make some sound.

Accompanied by the host's official news broadcast, Zhou Twenty walked to the closet.

The red house coat was worn once on the second day after it was sent, but it was washed and put away afterwards.It always feels weird to wear this outfit every day at home by myself.

But today is New Year's Eve, and I told Ershi when I bought it that I wanted to see him wear it tonight.Zhou Twenty stood in front of the closet and hesitated for a while, then took it out.

After taking a bath, the gala on the screen has already started, and the joyful atmosphere is transmitted through the screen, and the house seems to be a little more lively.

Anyway, there was nothing to do, Zhou Er sat on the sofa and watched the show for a while.

After looking at it, he slid onto the carpet and sat cross-legged, which was Ershi's favorite posture.

The people on the show were chattering, not funny, and even a little boring, but Zhou Tian still didn't turn it off.

He has also heard complaints from his peers before that his parents always have to turn on the TV at home, but in fact, if they don’t watch it, they have to turn it on there. In many cases, they don’t even turn it off when they sleep, and leave it on day and night.

Zhou Twenty didn't quite understand it at the time. If he didn't watch it, why didn't he turn it off?

He's never been one of those people who can't stand silence.

It wasn't until this moment that I vaguely understood that if there was no sound around, my mind seemed to be unable to control myself, constantly recalling and missing, making people want to curl up in pain.

Only when the sounds in the environment make people divert their attention, the unbearable longing will be relieved a little, and it will not be unbearable.

Rarely lost sleep.

The host of the gala uttered auspicious words in witty words, making the people of the whole country prepare to count down together and welcome the arrival of the New Year together.

Zhou Twenty lay in a daze on the bed, thinking in his heart, wondering if he could fall asleep in the first hour of the new year?

He recalled the night when Ershi was not by his side when he was on a business trip. If he couldn't sleep and wondered, would Ershi suddenly appear by his side like a few months ago?

At that time, he could still talk to Ershi through his mobile phone, but now, Ershi seems to have completely disappeared from his life.

It's like it never happened.

But he knew otherwise.

He believed that Ershi would definitely come back.

The hosts have started the final countdown: "Ten, nine, eight..."

Zhou Twenty thought a little angrily, next year he will never live this day alone again.

The countdown continues: "Four, three, two, one! Happy New Year!"

On the sky-blue bed, the familiar white light lit up, and the person Zhou Tian had been waiting for came back suddenly.

The gala was full of joy, and the hosts said auspicious words to congratulate the new year, but those voices were far away in the world of Zhou Er, and his eyes were only full of this person who appeared beside him.

Zhou Twenty was confused by the passionate kiss, and when he had time to speak, he still couldn't believe it: "Twenty?"

"Yeah, I miss Ah Shi so much." Er Shi was very busy, so he took the time to answer, and hurriedly gagged his mouth again.

Zhou Er soon had no time to think about other things.

……

Ershi took advantage of the light on the screen to see the clothes Zhou Twenties was wearing. He was happy but also a little complacent: "Ah Twenties really looks good in this."

Zhou Twenty couldn't help feeling hot on his face, bit his lip, and said in a low voice, "As long as you like it."

--THAN--

The author says:

Chinese New Year is ahead of time... This is the end chapter, and there should be some episodes later.