The world doesn't fit me

What is this like?Cheating...

Lu Chen has always been confident in his cooking skills.But at this time, facing Fu Yanchuan's parents, he was a little uncertain.

Nervousness, expectation, fear, complex emotions were lingering in his chest, Lu Chen curled up his fingers and put them on his thighs, his palms were sweating.

Seeing that Jiang Ke was seated, he didn't dare to take a breath, holding his breath and waiting for the evaluation.

The father and son also had a tacit understanding. Jiang Ke didn't move his chopsticks casually if he didn't speak.

Enough to see the family class status.

The steak is cut into pieces in advance, topped with a layer of black pepper sauce, the outside is charred and the inside is tender, and it tastes delicious.

Most of the other small stir-fries are according to the taste of Sichuan and Chongqing. Although they are spicy, they are not irresistible.

Jiang Ke wanted to say a few words, but she couldn't say anything harsh with the delicious food in her stomach, so she just raised her head stiffly: "You guys eat too."

Lu Chen was not sure what this meant, and cast an inquiring look at Fu Yanchuan.

Seeing the other party slightly raised his lips, Lu Chen understood, bowed his head and smiled.

He didn't dare to make too many small movements, and he didn't even have the courage to put his legs on the stool as usual, put his head down and plan the rice honestly, behave like a kindergarten child.

If his memory allows, he has probably memorized the table manners two hundred times in his heart. As long as Jiang Ke gives an order, it is easy to write it down on the spot.

"Xiao Shen, what do your parents do?" Jiang Ke asked.

See parents, this problem is inevitable.Lu Chen felt like a mirror in his heart, but he didn't know how to speak.

Every time the good atmosphere in the conversation becomes cold because of this incident, all kinds of guilt and self-blame ferment in the air.

He didn't care about it at first, but he couldn't resist being forced to play up, which only added a bit of sadness.

For example, now, the atmosphere on the table suddenly dropped to zero, and Fu Yuanshan's chewing movements stagnated. Jiang Ke changed from being picky, put down his chopsticks with a sullen face, and drooped the end of his eyes slightly, "Sorry."

It's really unnecessary, Lu Chen thought to himself, it's been such a long time, and besides, it has nothing to do with you.

He smiled and tried his best to restore the situation to its original state: "It's all right, uncle and aunt, don't worry about it."

"It happened many years ago, and I don't feel it anymore." Lu Chen said hastily, "Don't be dazed, eat your food quickly! I have cooked so much, and Yan Chuan and I are usually at home, and we can't finish it." ..."

The more she said this, the more Jiang Ke felt distressed. Seeing Lu Chen's smile made her feel anxious.

So many years ago, how early did the child have to be forced to mature?

It's no wonder that the craftsmanship is good. It turns out that grandpa supports himself no matter whether grandma is not in pain these days.

His thoughts only extended to this point, Jiang Ke didn't dare to think deeply, even the tip of his tongue was slightly bitter, chewing again, it was like chewing sand and wax, it was hard to swallow.

Female, nurse and mother, these multiple identities are superimposed on her, and the rationality shown in the past can no longer whitewash the peace.

There was an inaudible sigh in the air.The situation gradually got out of control, Lu Chen was startled, hurriedly kicked Fu Yanchuan under the table, and secretly mouthed: What should I do?

With the word "help" deeply embedded in those eyes, Fu Yanchuan reminded: "Mom."

Jiang Ke came back to his senses: "Huh?"

"Don't think about it." Fu Yanchuan said, "Lu Chen put so much effort into making the dishes, I can't usually eat them."

Is now the time to talk about it?

Jiang Ke disapproved and wanted to reprimand her son, but from the corner of her eye, she saw Lu Chen's eyes shine and nodded.

Jiang Ke: "..."

Too……

It's hard to give Lu Chen a heart, but he must not spoil it.

Jiang Ke was annoyed: "It's up to you."

After a few innocuous quarrels, the atmosphere on the table began to show signs of returning.

The older generation of the Fu family is indeed somewhat particular, and there is almost no communication after a meal.

Lu Chen understood that he didn't eat or sleep, so he was as quiet as a quail, and only dared to secretly glance at Fu Yanchuan.

Suddenly being discovered, he looked away as if fleeing, while Fu Yanchuan was as frank as a rock, and smiled with his lips raised.

It took a while for Lu Chen to realize later, what does this look like, like having an affair under the eyes of an elder.Moreover, in the drama of two people, only one person is afraid.

He was naturally the latter, and he took a bite of his meal with lingering fear.

After a bowl of rice, Jiang Ke was already [-]% full. Before he could say something, he heard Fu Yuanshan's cell phone ring.

"It's Lao Wu, urging me to go back." Fu Yuanshan took a look, and speeded up his eating.

Jiang Ke couldn't help frowning: "Don't worry, slow down."

For a long time, Fu Yuanshan has been very busy with work, especially after Fu Yanchuan was in junior high school, he remembered that his father never stayed at home a few times.

It seems that from that year, Fu Yuanshan voluntarily applied to be transferred from a specialist to the emergency department.

The emergency department is tired, busy, confused, and unable to see the future. Few doctors are willing to stay for a long time.As for Fu Yuanshan, who was on the rise, he just left without complaining.

Jiang Ke was so fat and thin, but he never blamed him for it.

Fu Yanchuan couldn't bear it, and asked, "Dad, don't you plan to change jobs?"

"Turn..." Fu Yuanshan was taken aback, "But we have to wait a few years."

He said with a sullen face, "Isn't there still strength? I can work for a few more years. I will return to surgery when I am too old to do it anymore."

Jiang Ke said: "Leave him alone, he has his own ideas."

Putting down his chopsticks, Fu Yuanshan said with a straight face, "Let's go."

After all, Jiang Ke also got up, ready to follow him.But Fu Yanchuan was still sitting in his original position, motionless.

Fu Yuanshan babbled in secret, with yin and yang: "I've been raised so big, I don't know how to give it away."

Lu Chen was wandering, didn't hear clearly, stood up suddenly: "I'll come, I'll see you off."

"I'll go." Fu Yanchuan pushed him back to the stool, "Don't you still want to broadcast live, the time is almost up. You eat more, I'll come back and wash the dishes."

Fu Yuanshan snorted coldly, turned his head and left.

Jiang Ke followed him, turned her head frequently, and glanced at Lu Chen's neck a few more times, secretly speechless.

After entering the elevator, Fu Yanchuan pressed the third floor, and Jiang Ke silently pressed "1" without looking up: "Walk with me."

Fu Yuanshan didn't answer, there was no one else in the elevator.Fu Yanchuan realized that she was talking to him, and replied with a single tone.

As the night fell, the cold white moonlight did not bring any coolness, and the surrounding area was extremely hot.

"You said you liked men before, and frankly speaking, I'm really disappointed."

Wandering in the tree-lined path filled with cicadas, Jiang Ke suddenly broke the silence between the two.

Her voice was not loud and she spoke slowly, "During the time you were not at home, I kept reflecting on what went wrong with my education method, how could I teach a man... who likes men."

"I even... even thought that you were just angry with me because of the blind date, so you went to the Liu family's daughter to see if you really like men. It turned out..."

Jiang Ke buried her face in her hands, took a deep breath, stopped her sobs, raised her head and continued: "This group is very messy and dirty, and because there is no law, it loses the moral bottom line. I'm not saying there is no, but that After all, it is a small part. I am afraid that you will fool around with those people and catch that disease if you are not careful."

"Then you tell us that you are different from those people, you will live with one person at ease for the rest of your life, and if you decide, you will always treat him well."

Jiang Ke turned around and looked at him, "Yan Chuan, you're almost 30 years old, and you've reached the age to start a family."

In the blink of an eye, the boy who purposely put on a sullen face and awkwardly called his mother to hug him had faded from his youthfulness and became a man who stood upright.

He is going to manage his own relationships, build his own family, weather the wind and rain, and become other people's parents.

She should have realized it earlier.

The iron cage she carefully cast was too cramped, but her little bird had grown up long ago, with plump wings, and was going to fly to the vast sky.

Any suppression has become a shackle to imprison it, so in a place where she doesn't know, she wants to escape with all her teeth and claws.

Fortunately, it's not too late.

Jiang Ke blinked, and Lu Chen's clean and pure smile clearly appeared in his mind, as well as his calmness when talking about the past.

That child is so lovable.

She seemed to restrain her mind, "There is also Xiao Shen, he is only 23, you know... the first half of his life was too bitter, it is easy to ignore a little bit of sweetness and put everything in it."

"Remember what you said..." Jiang Ke swallowed the tears welling up, and forced a smile, "Don't let me down again."

Under the faint street light, her harsh and resolute outline was wrapped in soft light, which was unexpectedly soft.

A mother who was so stubborn and strong on weekdays finally threw away her armor and armor, chose to be tolerant and give in, and exposed her fragility to her son.

"mom."

Fu Yanchuan stepped forward and hugged her, stroking her back like she did to himself when she was a child.

Jiang Ke's frame was too small, and the shoulders that were always straightened up relaxed, and she hugged her gently into her arms.

All dissatisfaction, all complaints, without any further words, are all resolved at this moment.

The so-called family affection is so unreasonable, so unconditional, but it makes people willing.

Fu Yanchuan had a sore nose, "Mom, I won't."

Trust me, you won't be disappointed again.

Jiang Ke calmed down, returned to her usual dignity, stood up straight and said, "There is one more question." Fu Yanchuan held his breath and waited quietly for her to say.

Jiang Ke frowned, and said seriously: "You and Xiao Shen, who is more masculine and who is more feminine?"

Fu Yanchuan: "?"

Fu Yanchuan: "Is this important?"

Fu Yuanshan sat in the car alone for half an hour, looking at the elevator entrance eagerly, and finally waited for someone to come.

Jiang Ke opened the car door and heard Fu Yuanshan ask, "Ma'am, do you agree with that boy Lu Chen and Achuan?"

"What's the use if I don't agree?" Jiang Ke's face showed a bit of anger, "Your son has put him to sleep."

Fu Yuanshan: "Oh, there is no other way."

"What?!" Fu Yuanshan almost thought that he had heard it wrong, and after two seconds, his eyes widened in disbelief, and he said with righteous indignation: "It's outrageous! It's outrageous!"

Doesn't this kid usually look very serious?I didn't expect, oh, I didn't expect, there was actually a beast in clothes behind the scenes!

Cursing and cursing, Fu Yuanshan laughed out loud.

"This kid! Has the demeanor of my past!"

"Damn old man, you still have the face to say it." Jiang Ke rolled his eyes, "Why didn't my dad break your leg back then?"

Fu Yuanshan didn't care, he clicked on the navigation, and there was a little joy in his actions.