Don't be sad behind my back

——Pendant——

When Han Yi was working, he was focused on bartending, so he didn't have the time to look at the customers in the store, and he didn't know that there was a man in the corner who was watching him all the time.

One day, this man asked the waiter to have the handsome guy at the bar to deliver the drinks. The waiter couldn't resist him, but Sister He specifically told him not to let Han Yi come into contact with some customers who just looked at him with distasteful expressions, and let him be honest. Staying at the bar, he asked Han Yijie if he didn't mind. Han Yi had no suspicions or doubts, so he agreed.

When Han Yi delivered a cup of "Angel's Kiss" to the man's table, the man grabbed his hand.

Han Yi was immediately terrified.

This man was in his thirties, well-dressed, with gold-rimmed eyes, and a gentle look, but Han Yi felt that those eyes looked at him with fear, as if he was cunning and sinister.

Han Yi wanted to withdraw his hand, but the man held it tightly.

"This guest..."

"Little handsome guy, can you come and have a drink with me?"

The man said with a smile.

Said it was a discussion, but almost forced Han Yi to sit beside him.

"Sorry, I still have work..."

The man grabbed Han Yi's wrist with one hand, grabbed Han Yi's waist with the other, and pulled him into his arms.

Han Yi almost sat on the man's lap.

"Honey, have a drink."

The man deliberately sprayed his breath on Han Yi's ears, making him tremble all over.

"Please... let go, I'm going back to work..."

"Serving customers is also work."

"Aren't you quite young? I've noticed you for a long time, and your waist is quite thin..."

"you……"

Han Yi didn't want to attract other people's attention. After all, arguing with customers would have a bad effect on the store's image.

"Well, let's have a discussion. I'll let you go after you drink this glass of wine, okay?"

Han Yi pushed away the hand on his waist, gritted his teeth and said, "Thank you, it's better to avoid it."

The man expressed regret: "I ordered this glass of angel kiss just for you."

"Because...you really look like an angel..."

Han Yi has been learning how to mix wine for so long, and he also knows a lot about the meaning of some cocktails. Han Yi knows what the meaning of "Angel's Kiss" is, and this is obviously teasing.

Han Yi felt nauseous for a moment, but no matter how he pushed the man, he remained indifferent, binding him like a boa constrictor.

The man picked up the red cherry on the cocktail and brought it to his mouth.

"Little friend, your lips really look like this cherry, I don't know how to kiss you..."

Snapped!

The cherry on the man's mouth was knocked off with a slap, and the cherry fell to the ground "Gulu Gulu".

"Who?!"

Han Yi looked back and was stunned.

This is a boy around 20 years old. His sharp and aggressive facial features are trapped in the shadow of the backlight. He does not reduce his hostility at all, but is vicious and fierce, like a wolf whose chassis has been invaded. His voice is gloomy and hoarse. It looked like he was growling and scolding: "Get out of here, or I will slap your face."

The resident band in the bar was singing the chorus, the audience was burning and exploding, the lights were concentrated on the singing stage, and no one noticed this corner.

When the man saw this boy who was nearly two meters tall, he felt a sense of oppression. He was about to explode. He pushed Han Yi away and ran away.

Han Yi fell into the boy's arms impartially.

Late at night, the streets of the capital are still brightly lit.

"Thank you……"

Cheng Xiao: "You're welcome."

The two were silent again.

Han Yi: "No, there's no need to send it away...you can go back quickly."

Cheng Xiao: "I'm not in a hurry, the school is closed at this point."

"Oh...then where do you live?"

"my home."

"Family?"

"Well, my parents rented a house for me in Beijing."

"Oh... uncle and aunt are so kind..."

No one spoke after that.

Cheng Xiao sent Han Yi downstairs and left.

Cheng Xiao hesitated for a long time, but still left his phone number.

"You changed your number. Before...you couldn't get through. My number hasn't been changed. Please contact me if you need anything."

"Thank you, thank you..."

When Cheng Xiao left, his heart was also very bitter. The two were so close before, but now they are polite to each other like strangers, and they obviously have a lot to say.

He couldn't deny that he still liked Han Yi. From the moment he saw Han Yi again, bitterness, longing, sorrow, and greed burst out uncontrollably, almost occupying his reason and consciousness out of control.

But he didn't dare to get close, he was afraid that he would be as impulsive and reckless as he was in high school, leading Han Yi to walk on a road that didn't belong to him again.

He was too naive in high school. He took it for granted that puppy love and homosexuality, which are accepted and approved by his parents, are equally acceptable to other families.

When he was in high school, he thought that there would be no difficulties for two people to overcome when they were together. He led Han Yi on a road full of flowers and a bright future, but he didn't know that the road was open for him, and it didn't belong to Han Yi. , Forcing him to step on it, the problem to be solved is only what he can see, and the ones that Han Yi can't see are what Han Yi really has to face.

When parting, Wen Shan's words made him wake up completely.

He likes Han Yi, but what does his liking bring to Han Yi.

Let him temporarily forget the pain and escape from reality, like a boat on the water, floating in the illusion of seemingly calm and peaceful years.

Han Yi is not an optimistic and open-minded person. Behind the seemingly calm, there is a numbness riddled with holes. How could he really let go of the past, let go of his entanglements, and laugh and be happy without any worries.

He is vigilant all the time, tensing his nerves to perceive the slightest changes around him, desperately using his thin body to maintain this beauty, lest he see the cruel side.

Therefore, Han Yi must be very tired when he is with himself.

Cheng Xiao understood that it was not Han Yi who was selfish, but herself.

For the next few days, Han Yi kept looking for Cheng Xiao in the bar, but he couldn't find it.

As usual, he came home from get off work at 08:30, and lay on the bed when he got home, staring at the collaged photo on the bedside table in a daze.

Sister He came to the store and sat in front of the bar.

"Xiao Han, are you worried these days?"

Han Yi shook his head: "No."

Sister He laughed hahaha: "You are so simple, you put everything on your face, tell me?"

Han Yi hesitated for a long time, and said awkwardly, "That's right, I just met a friend..."

Sister He's eyes lit up, and she raised her ears: "Friends? Is it really as simple as friends?"

Han Yi felt guilty.

"Hahaha, Xiaohan, is it your sweetheart?"

Han Yi wished he could bury his head in his collar.

Sister He had a gratified expression: "Our little Han finally got the hang of it! Promising! Come on, little Han! There is a sister!"

"No, I can't...He, Sister He...I, I'm off work...Let's go first...Goodbye..."

Han Yi turned his head and ran away, blushing as if he was deeply drunk.

"Tsk tsk tsk, it's nice to be young... When will my old lady return to youth and have a vigorous love..."

Sister He took a sip of wine very melancholy and regretfully.

After taking a shower, Han Yi continued to lie on the bed in a daze. Several hours later, he still couldn't fall asleep.

Looking at the window covered by curtains, he vaguely felt that there seemed to be some miracle behind it.

He walked over in a strange way and opened the curtains.

This neighborhood is trapped in the shadow of row upon row of office buildings, no matter day or night, it is relatively dim, especially in the middle of the night, like ink.

Even though the surroundings were so dark that the outlines of all things were blurred, that figure was so deep, and those eyes seemed to be able to see through the darkness, so clear and clear.

Han Yi was only in a daze for half a second, then rushed out without hesitation.

Han Yi couldn't see that person's face clearly. Even though his body shape had changed over the years, becoming taller and stronger, he still exuded a familiar aura.

The moment they stared at each other, they both opened their mouths dumbly.

No one can speak first, as if none of them are qualified.

"I...I'm just...Lu...Guo...By the way...You..."

"Ah... so... I... I..."

"That...it's nothing...I'll go first..."

Neither of them moved. After looking at each other for a few seconds, Han Yi lowered his head first.

Cheng Xiao withdrew his gaze knowingly and turned to leave.

"That... don't, don't go..."

Cheng Xiao turned around slowly, looked at Han Yi in disbelief, and suspected that she had heard wrong.

"I mean...it's too late...don't bother...if you don't mind...make do with me for a night..."

Back in the rental house, Cheng Xiao found that Han Yi's house was very similar to this person's. There were no extra things, it was clean and tidy, and even a small house seemed so empty.

"I'll just sleep on the sofa."

Han Yi handed Cheng Xiao a cup of warm water, and Cheng Xiao sat on the sofa after knotting.

"Farewell, you go to bed, you have to go to school, it is very hard, you have to rest well."

Cheng Xiao smiled.

"It's not a high school. You don't have to get up early and stay late every day. Sometimes there is only one class a day, which is pretty easy. Besides, today is Friday and there will be no class tomorrow."

Han Yi didn't understand the format of university classes, so he just nodded blindly.

Cheng Xiao raised his head and took a sip of water. From the corner of his eye, he kept paying attention to Han Yi's ignorant face.

After all this time, nothing has changed...

Like a little beast that has accidentally fallen into the world, it shows undisguised, initial and straightforward curiosity and obscurity towards all unknown things.

"Oh...you'd better sleep on the bed, the sofa is too narrow, you are too big."

"puff!"

Han Yi instantly realized that he was distracted just now, he was only thinking about what Cheng Xiao said about the university, and what he said was out of his mind.

But Cheng Xiao is indeed tall and strong, and indeed very big...

In his thinking, it is quite right to say so, but it feels weird...

Cheng Xiao muffled a smile: "How do you describe that..."

Han Yi said sullenly, "No, I'm sorry..."

Cheng Xiao waved his hand: "It's okay, it's okay, you should sleep on the bed, borrowing from you is enough to cause trouble, so, I can make a bed on the floor."

"The ground is hard..."

"The bed boards in the dormitory are also hard, and I'm used to sleeping on them. If the bed is too soft, it's easy to fall asleep."

Han Yi finally compromised: "Okay then... I'll find you a mattress, you can take a bath first."

"Thank you."

There is only one bedroom in Han Yi's house, and the space is not too big. A single bed is placed against the wall, and there is a wardrobe next to it. The distance between them is just enough to fit a futon. in the bedroom.

Just when Cheng Xiao came out of the bathroom, he was taken aback when he saw Han Yi squatting on the bedroom floor arranging the quilt.

Cheng Xiao walked over, "I can sleep in the living room as well."

Hearing the voice, Han Yi turned his head reflexively, and saw Cheng Xiao standing behind him at some point.

He raised his head: "I think the bedroom is warmer..."

"Thank you, I'll do the rest, you take a shower first."

"Ah."

Han Yi is used to changing clothes in the bathroom after taking a shower and putting on pajamas before coming out. His pajamas are just a pair of wide white short sleeves and a pair of shorts that reach his thighs.

Her slender arms and legs, her white and tight skin are covered with drops of water, slightly pink from the hot water, her eyelashes are dyed with water vapor, and her hair is dripping with water, like a snack just out of a steamer.

Cheng Xiao was sitting on the ground sending a message, her heart seemed to miss a beat when she saw Han Yi, and she quickly looked away.

Han Yi didn't pay attention to the change in Cheng Xiao's eyes, and climbed onto the bed directly.

After turning off the lights, both of them fell into a long silence. After an unknown amount of time, Cheng Xiao heard Han Yi's slight and long breathing, and seemed to fall asleep.

He got out of the bed lightly, sat up, and saw a black shadow in the corner of the wall in the darkness.

Cheng Xiao gradually got used to the darkness, and sat lightly on the edge of the bed, just building an edge, as if she would offend others if she got close.

As expected, Han Yi is still the same as before. When sleeping, he likes to wrap himself up tightly in the quilt and curl up in a ball. He sleeps in a corner without even using a pillow, but there must be something around him for him to lean on, as if he is extremely anxious.

For some reason, Cheng Xiao always felt sour seeing Han Yi like this.

Han Yi seems to be very afraid of this world, subconsciously always avoiding contact with the outside world.

Han Yi will give people the illusion that he is a little fox, not only Han Yi will unconsciously show a pure and cute side, but also his fear of society, lack of emotional cognition and Confused, and the imperfect development of human nature.

This is the result of being locked in a cage for many years and cutting off communication with the outside world.

Han Yi was originally facing the wall, but now he turned over and did not wake up.

But he seems a little uneasy, because the surroundings have lost their shelter.

As if it was an instinct that went deep into the bone marrow, Han Yi approached the familiar heat source.

When you are in a deep sleep, you will let your guard down, and only the subconscious mind is at work.

Finally, Han Yi found the heater and let out two satisfied hums.

Cheng Xiao was completely sluggish at this moment, just now he was still afraid that Han Yi would wake up, he was too frightened to breathe out, dare not move, when he came back to his senses, Han Yi had already rubbed against his legs and curled up.

The most terrible thing is that Cheng Xiao stripped off all his clothes and pants before going to bed.

When he came, he only wore a pair of outer pants, a sweater, and an outerwear. Considering that Cheng Xiao was uncomfortable sleeping in an outerwear, Han Yi went through the closet to find clothes suitable for sleeping. The largest clothes he could find Cheng Xiao couldn't even put it on, even if he put it on, his body was tight. With Han Yi's consent and no concern, he only wore a pair of black boxer briefs and got into bed.

The torment was more than that, Han Yi's breath sprayed on Cheng Xiao's thigh, and even stuck it up. Seeing that half of Han Yi's body was about to fall to the ground, Cheng Xiao hurriedly raised a leg to block the bed, but Han Yi's hands and feet And wrapped it around, a human-shaped pendant appeared on that slender, powerful, muscular, smooth and toned leg in an instant. The head of the pendant was resting on the thigh, very close to a certain place where the dark tide was surging.

The pendant seems to be satisfied with the male hormones that pervade the whole body, which is reassuring and warm, with the sweetness of dew and the moisture of the soil, like being in a mountain forest intertwined with rain and mist, intoxicated and relaxed.

The pendant started to rub against it without any rules.