Don't be sad behind my back

—No one without my permission—

This morning, Han Yi woke up very early. He was about to leave the room after packing up, and turned his head to look at the desk drawer, thinking for a long time.

While eating breakfast, Wen Shan noticed something looming on Han Yi's wrist, and Han Yi had never been interested in these in the impression.Wen Shan frowned, feeling something was wrong.

"You're wearing it..." Wen Shan asked suspiciously.

"Sent by a classmate, his name is Cheng Xiao, male, I'll be friends with him." Han Yi's tone was a little displeased, he spoke quickly, and his voice was still cold, but this time it seemed that there were some icy blades in his voice, skillfully Quickly and accurately stabbing at all the questions in Wen Shan's mind, he left after speaking. He just wanted to leave at this moment.

"What kind of classmate gave you something?" Wen Shan's voice was even more skeptical, with guard in her tone.

When Wen Shan was picking up Han Yi once, she saw a girl talking to Han Yi. Although Han Yi didn't speak, but just nodded, Wen Shan still became suspicious and a little unhappy.

She deliberately didn't pick up Han Yi, and specifically told him to go home by himself today, and then followed Han Yi to see what she was doing after school and whether she was walking with that little girl.

Han Yi did come back by himself, Wen Shan waited for a while before returning home.He tested Han Yi in every possible way all night, making insinuations, and even some harsh words, and then monitored him for several days.

Regardless of Han Yi's rhetoric, she relied entirely on her own wishes, and she was unwilling to give Han Yi any trust. She even told Han Teng that Han Teng slapped Han Yi when he came up, pointing and scolding him for a long time.

Afterwards, Han Yi never had any contact with any girls. That time, it was just that the monitor informed Han Yi to prepare a speech for the three good students the next day.

I have always had nothing. I have no father since I was a child, and I was thrown aside by my mother all day long. Everything about him was ignored, and he couldn't even get the basic trust. For him, home was nothing but strangeness, emptiness and fear.

Now they show concern, they want to tie me up, they want to control me, they usually look careful and cautious, it is better to say that they are guarding and monitoring, and any behavior that deviates from their cognition will be punished. to doubt.

Also, you have never seen my life and know nothing about it. I am no different from strangers, and it is natural to be wary and suspicious of strangers.

Han Yi smiled wryly, he could figure it out, it was easy for him to figure out one thing, because he did it every year, but he still hated it.

This was also the first time he felt wronged in so many years, because Wen Shan casually suspected Cheng Xiao's kindness because of himself.

He blamed himself a little, blamed himself for being so anxious to put on the bracelet, blamed himself for being willful and greedy for those few minutes.

He didn't reply to Wen Shan and went out.

Seeing Han Yi walking to the back door of the classroom, Cheng Xiao just wanted to say hello, but in an instant he found that Han Yi was a little sleepy. Although it was not obvious, he could feel it, so he hurried over.

"What's wrong? You have been wronged by the little fox." Cheng Xiao frowned, feeling a little distressed.

Han Yi looked at Cheng Xiao, his heart seemed to be severely wrung, and he lowered his head again. The apology, helplessness, and self-blame in his heart leaked out along the gap, and slowly merged into a stream, falling down drop by drop.

Cheng Xiao saw that Han Yi's emotions were being exposed. Although it looked calm on the surface, he knew that Han Yi was feeling very uncomfortable at this moment.

He didn't speak anymore, but stretched out a hand to hold Han Yi's hand. He happened to see the bracelet on Han Yi's wrist. Recently, the other hand touched Han Yi's head, and slowly let Han Yi's forehead rest on his shoulder, gently stroking Han Yi's hair again and again.

Cheng Xiao knew that if Han Yi didn't want to say it, it was absolutely impossible to say it. For Han Yi, he didn't want comfort and enlightenment, Han Yi could figure it out, he was just tired and depressed.

So Cheng Xiao just accompanied him silently, giving him a place to rest, at least to relieve his fatigue.

The moment Han Yi's forehead rested on Cheng Xiao's shoulder, his body relaxed, and then his eyes turned red, his nose was sore, and his throat choked.For a moment he wanted to vent the depression in his heart, but he couldn't influence Cheng Xiao.

At first, he just wanted to hide his most unbearable and heaviest things from Cheng Xiao, because he was afraid that Cheng Xiao would alienate him because of this. After all, there was a gap between him and Cheng Xiao, and he seemed to be able to see the day when the two parted ways .

Until this moment, Cheng Xiao held Han Yi's face with both hands, let him look into his eyes, and said softly: "Come to me if you can't hold on, trust me, I'm always here."

Han Yi looked at the firm and gentle eyes in front of him, which reflected his red and moist eye sockets, and his lips trembling slightly.

The chains that had been twisting the heart were gone, and the wound was still aching, but there was a sense of relief.

Han Yi nodded heavily, and when he responded to Cheng Xiao, he was also responding to himself.He didn't want to hide it all the time, instead of fearing when it would be exposed, it was better to face it bravely, it felt so good to be relieved.

Cheng Xiao felt that Han Yi had relaxed, and hugged him gently with both hands, as if holding a precious and fragile object, he couldn't bear to let it go, and was afraid that it would break in his hands.

They came early, the corridor was empty, there were not many people in the classroom, and no one noticed that Cheng Xiao was standing at the back door, gently hugging his little fox.

Who knows, Yang Tian originally wanted to come early to copy homework, but he didn't expect to see this scene: Han Yi's head rested on Cheng Xiao's shoulder, Cheng Xiao hugged him, and gently patted Han Yi's back.

Yang Tian petrified in an instant, two eyeballs were about to pop out, and his jaw couldn't close anymore.

And the two of them didn't realize that there was Yang Tian whose half worldview had just collapsed.

Yang Tian took a deep breath, regained some reason, and said in a trembling voice: "Well... Brother Xiao and Brother Han... Good morning..."

Cheng Xiao watched Han Yi break away from his embrace at lightning speed, and pretended nothing happened, very calm, but his legs were not calm, he kept trying to get into the classroom, his face was Slightly flushed.

Cheng Xiao smiled lightly, deliberately blocked the doorway to prevent Han Yi from entering, and said to Yang Tian with a wicked face: "Morning, God, we have something to do, can you go through the front door?"

Although Yang Tian was half confused by the thunder just now, he was still rational, and immediately understood what Cheng Xiao meant, and ran away in despair.

"Do you want to go in?" Cheng Xiao gently asked the person in front of him.

"Hmm." Han Yi suddenly found his voice trembling, and he regretted answering.

"Okay." Cheng Xiao shrugged compromisingly.

Cheng Xiao didn't get out of the way, but just took off her school uniform and put it on Han Yi's head.

The smell of sunshine and laundry detergent enveloped her, this is Cheng Xiao's breath.

"Your eyes and nose are so red. It's so obvious. Those who don't know think I'm bullying you. In order to avoid being wronged, it's better to hide it." Cheng Xiao's tone was light and casual.

Han Yi suddenly opened his eyes wide and his lips trembled slightly. He wanted to say something, but he didn't say it in the end.

During the break, Yang Tian came over.

"Hey Brother Xiao, what happened this morning?" Yang Tian said in a low voice while Han Yi was away, his face full of curiosity.

"Tsk, your brother Han is just in a bad mood." Cheng Xiao said perfunctorily, then lowered his head and clicked on the phone.

"I know, don't you want to know why?" Yang Tian said helplessly, "I studied with Zhang Sizhe all morning, thinking about how to make Brother Han happy, alas."

Jiang Xinli and Hu Yue in front turned their heads together, startling Cheng Xiao and Yang Tian.Yang Tian was leaning against Han Yi's table, and jumped up in fright.

Cheng Xiao was sitting properly, but suddenly the chair slipped, and he slowed down and lowered his head to busy his phone.

"What are you two doing!?" Yang Tian looked at the two people in front of him in horror.

Hu Yue rolled a blank look at Yang Tian, ​​his face full of indescribable words: Are you so scared by this old man?

"Actually... I also found that something is wrong with Han Yi today." Jiang Xinli spoke first, and Hu Yue also nodded.

While the three of them were still guessing, Cheng Xiao turned off the phone.

"It's done!" Cheng Xiao raised the corner of his mouth and said confidently, "Today at noon my little..."

Cheng Xiao wanted to say "little fox", but suddenly choked up.

"What's your little one?" Yang Tian asked.

"Ah, my little plan, to make you Brother Han happy."

Cheng Xiao wondered if the word "coax" would be too strange.

I usually don't pay attention and speak out loud, why is it so awkward today, there is always something that can't be explained.

"Huh... Brother Xiao, I found that you treat Brother Han very unusually—" Yang Tian raised his eyebrows, deliberately dragging his voice to tease.

"Fuck you, Brother Han is in a bad mood, so you can ignore it." He kicked Yang Tian as he spoke.

Cheng Xiao didn't know why Han Yi was unhappy, and she would be anxious too, racking her brains to find a way to make him happy.

It should be for the Bomei people to smile, after all, that smile is too tempting, who can resist it?Anyway, I can't stand it, Cheng Xiaoxin said.

Class 6's physical education class was the last class in the morning. Cheng Xiao asked Han Yi to wait in the cafeteria, and went there by himself after a while, then sneaked away without knowing what to do.

Han Yi found a random place to sit, tilted his head and kept looking at the door, hoping to find Cheng Xiao immediately.

When Cheng Xiao rushed back, the two of them spotted each other immediately, Han Yi waved, and Cheng Xiao walked over with a smile.

It turned out that Cheng Xiao secretly went to get takeaway, and physical education class was the best time to act.The school regulations of No. [-] Middle School strictly forbid students to secretly order take-out, and surveillance cameras are installed in various places in the school, so there are basically no dead ends. However, Cheng Xiao and the others have already figured out the loopholes.

He ordered a spicy crayfish, a garlic lobster tail, a box of cheese golden buns, two small octopus balls, six different flavors of glutinous rice balls, and two cups of lime green tea.

Han Yi guessed right away that Cheng Xiao wanted to make himself happier, and Cheng Xiao had been teasing him in different ways this morning.

Han Yi looked deeply at Cheng Xiao.

"Cheng Xiao..." Han Yi called him softly.

"Huh?" Cheng Xiao turned his head and handed him the green tea with the straw inserted in his hand.

"Thank you, you make me very happy." Han Yi looked into Cheng Xiao's eyes, his tone was very calm, but his eyes were full of touch and tenderness.After speaking, he took a sip of green tea, narrowed his eyes and smiled.

Han Yi smiled like a child, innocent and healed, in huge contrast with his usual indifferent appearance, he looked like a different person.

"Ah...thank you, what are you thanking for?" Cheng Xiao was a little overwhelmed by the sudden thanks, because this is not Han Yi's usual style, but it doesn't matter, as long as the little fox is happy.

Cheng Xiao soon regained his energy, the little fox laughed all morning, he was so excited, he looked back and smiled at Bai Meisheng, but the little fox's smile was charming.

Tsk, little vixen.

Han Yi refused Cheng Xiao to feed him. He was really embarrassed in such a crowded place as the cafeteria.

And he always felt that there were many people looking at them, and they were all girls. Han Yi was always afraid of crowds, especially when others were looking at him, it was even more awkward now.

"Hey, I'll do it myself." Han Yi smiled and patted Cheng Xiao's hand away.

Wearing gloves, Cheng Xiao held up the freshly peeled lobster tail and forced it to Han Yi's mouth.

"Hey, what's the point of embarrassment, the young couple is not embarrassed yet, what are we two men afraid of?"

Han Yi thought it was strange because of the two men.

Han Yi still couldn't avoid it, so he ate it with Cheng Xiao's hand.Then I felt a sudden coolness from behind, as if there was still some resentment, and the girls in front of me turned their heads for a while, showing meaningful smiles every time, which made Han Yi's scalp numb and shivering.

Cheng Xiao looked at Han Yi and kept laughing, but he didn't care about other people's resentment or envy towards him.

Cheng Xiao looked at Han Yi with a playful face, and suddenly leaned over, put his arms on the back of Han Yi's chair and half circled him, put his face next to Han Yi's ear, and said softly with a low voice: "Look How many people are jealous that you are my favorite."

Han Yi was stunned for a moment, and immediately slapped him to greet him, but Cheng Xiao smiled and opened the distance to dodge.

The two back and forth made those girls blow up, and some of them stayed a little longer to see their male gods, but when they saw this scene, it was rumored that "the sunny male god only favors the cool male gods, and the cool boys are gentle and gentle." "Only for the Sunshine God" turned out to be true, so he could only grieve silently, hide his face and leave.

However, since this time, Han Yi found that fewer people came to ask for his and Cheng Xiao's contact information, WeChat friend applications were rare, and there were basically no people who came to peek at them after class at night.

At the beginning of school, the news spread throughout the first year of high school, and even the second year of high school. There were two handsome guys in class 6 of the first year of high school, one sunny and the other cool. No one objected to his appearance .

As soon as the get out of class was over, there were a group of girls passing by in groups of two or three, each time looking in.

Usually there are teachers in the classroom after class. This group of girls is more restrained. Without a teacher for evening self-study, they start to be unscrupulous. Those who stand at the door to watch, those who want to make friends, those who ask for help to give gifts, those who pass love letters, and even more direct Find an excuse to call out to confess.

Cheng Xiao and Han Yi have experienced it all over again, and they feel it is more terrifying than being tortured.And at night after school came to block the door, so every time Cheng Xiao and Han Yi rushed out of the classroom as soon as the bell rang after school, the two of them ran away without looking back, as if there were a group of zombies behind them, as if fleeing for their lives.

It had calmed down for a while, but because Cheng Xiao won many championships at the sports meeting, the athletic demeanor on the sports field was unrivaled and heroic, and Han Yi had been abducted by Cheng Xiao all the time, and the two of them became hot again After a while, there were girls who kept delivering water and asking for contact information. This time, there were a lot of sophomore seniors.

Every time Cheng Xiao refused politely and skillfully, but Han Yi was inexperienced and didn't know how to deal with it, so Cheng Xiao stood in front of him and refused for him. If Cheng Xiao was not by his side, Han Yi would say: "Sorry, I have something urgent." After finishing speaking, he was about to run.

Once, a girl who was thick-skinned chased after him and asked him why he had to leave now.

Han Yi didn't expect her to ask, and he didn't prepare a reason in advance.

"Find Cheng Xiao."

Han Yi could only think of this in his panic.

"But Cheng Xiao is back." The girl pointed behind Han Yi.

Seeing this scene, Cheng Xiao immediately realized what was going on, went up and hugged Han Yi, Han Yi was still in a daze, Cheng Xiao finished speaking, leaving the girl in shock.

"This is my little fox. No one will give it to me without my permission."