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I am a flower.

My mother is Hyacinth, and I have lived in my mother's arms since I was a child.

I left my mother last night.

I begged Aunt Feng for a long time before she was willing to sneak me out.

Aunt Feng asked me: "Even if you do catch up with her, can you guarantee that she will stop for you?"

"I know her." I replied.

At that time, she was almost as tall as me, and no matter when she was learning to sing the morning song with Mr. Bird, or learning to do business with Mr. Bee, or even when going to Uncle Yu's for dinner, she would always be there. In my line of sight, closest to me.

I became good friends with her, we held hands, but I wanted to be closer to her, I fantasized that her eyes would always be occupied by my shadow forever and ever.

It's just that a leaf fell and landed in front of her eyes.

I watched from the side, watched them slowly dance together under the gaze of Aunt Feng, watched her smile happily, watched him let go of his hand, watched her shed sad tears, and watched her drift away into the distance .

And when Grandpa Sun struggled to get rid of the growing sleepiness in his eyes, yawned, and then smiled at everything, I finally found her figure.

……

Xie Xiaoyi stood on tiptoe and looked at the top of my head: "Snail, have you changed the hairpin?"

I replied puzzledly: "No, I didn't wear a hairpin today."

"Purple, lower your head and let me see."

"Oh."

"Hey, it turned out to be a flower."

"Help me take it down."

At this time, Yu Xinying and Wang Xinran walked over with two badminton rackets. Yu Xinying said with a smile: "Fortunately, you are occupying the field. There are many basketballs in the gymnasium that are flat and can't afford to shoot. Then they Come grab the feather pat."

Xie Xiaoyi and I took the racket and walked to one side of the court. About 10 minutes after our two rookies were brutally killed by the opposite side, Yu Xinxin picked up a badminton off the court with the racket, came over and asked us with a smile: "Would you like to change it?" ?”

I looked at Xie Xiaoyi, she stared at Yu Xinxin and shook her head, "Why don't you kill the ball."

"Okay."

The difference between Yu Xinxin's kill and non-kill is the speed and slowness of Xie Xiaoyi and I Gameover (game over).It can also be said that the sport has been changed from sprint running to long-distance running.

After a while, Li Yangrenjie walked over with Luo Xiaoli. He smiled and said to Xie Xiaoyi and me: "Did you two go to take a shower and come back?"

Xie Xiaoyi gave him a hateful look: "Why don't you come and have a try with them."

"I'm not coming, I'm going to find Wang Xinran to go to the cafeteria, little loli, how about you come and replace me?"

Luo Xiaoli's seat was just behind Yu Xinying, and he often talked with Yu Xinying and Wang Xinran, so there was nothing to be ashamed of.

Not long after, Wang Tubo and Fan Yuanfang walked over slowly holding badminton rackets. Fan Yuanfang greeted me with a smile, and I forced a smile to him.

Wang Tubo twirled the racket in his hand, "Why don't we come and replace the players? We both circled twice, and this field belongs to our class."

Xie Xiaoyi turned her head to look at me, I smiled and shook my head at her, and said softly: "It's okay."

After a while, Wang Tubo bent over and panted and suggested, "Why don't we form a random team, or Yu Xinying and the two of you will never be inferior."

Fan Yuanfang said: "Oh, forget it, the bell will ring after a while."

Wang Tubo asked doubtfully, "Didn't you two break up peacefully? What are you afraid of?"

"what?!"

"what?!"

Yu Xinying and Luo Xiaoli both looked at me at the same time. I sat on the flower bed, stared wide-eyed, looked blankly at Fan Yuanfang and the others, then at Luo Xiaoli and the others, and then at Fan Yuanfang and the others.

At that moment, I seemed to see three elephants walking towards me slowly, and I turned into a little mouse, as if they could easily crush me if they got closer.

I often think that the world is colorful because it wants to tell me that it is colorful, or because it is colorful.

Because at that moment my world suddenly dimmed for some reason, only Xie Xiaoyi was my only color.

She held my hand, "Snail, I'm so hungry, why don't we go eat."

"Okay."

She looked at the three people who came over, "We won't fight anymore, why don't you fight?"

Go up the stairs from the right side of the badminton court, and you can see the gate of a cafeteria. I said to Xie Xiaoyi: "I'm not hungry, why don't you go eat, I'll go back to the dormitory first."

"Oh, do you want me to bring you something?"

"Uh, no need."

I walked to the door of the dormitory alone, pushed the door open, but there was no one in the dormitory, I closed the door and looked at myself in the mirror.

I pursed my lips, moistened my upper and lower lips with my tongue, and frowned.I got closer, and suddenly found that the fluff under the nose seemed to be obvious again.Of course, I insisted that this thing is fluff, definitely not beard, but Xie Xiaoyi insisted that this thing was beard, definitely not fluff.Maybe find a small tweezers to pull it out someday.

"What are you doing?" The bedroom door was slightly pushed open, and Xie Xiaoyi stuck her head in.

"Ah? No...you finished eating?"

"No." Xie Xiaoyi walked into the dormitory, closed the door, and looked in the mirror, "I suddenly felt itchy when I was queuing up, and I felt uncomfortable all over, so I came back. Go take a shower before eating, are you going?" Snail?"

"I dont go."

"Okay, let me borrow your shampoo."

I went to the bed and leaned over to pull out the washbasin, and opened the bag, but when I saw the shampoo and shower gel in the bag, I also felt itchy on my body, so I simply picked up the basin directly.

"Forget it, I'll go too."

On Wednesday, many classes have physical education class, so the bathhouse is as foggy as a fairyland, and no one can see clearly when they walk in. Of course, if they are very close, they can still see clearly.

"Snail, do you know that last week a girl saw two big lumps of poop in a cubicle in the bathroom, hehe."

"Huh~ Could it be a puppy or something that ran in?"

"I don't know, anyway, Yuan Lianxue said it's very big. Have you washed your hair yet?"

"After washing, you can take it."

A hand came out from the curtain next door and patted the wall on my side, and I put the shampoo bottle in her hand.

I rinsed it casually, and originally wanted to go out directly. I just picked up the towel, and suddenly remembered what Xie Xiaoyi said after Teacher Yue’s class meeting today, so I turned on the hot water faucet again, but it was either too cold or too hot hot.

I asked her as I tuned in, "Xie Xiaoyi, why did you suddenly say that we will be at the same table next semester when Mr. Yue finished the class meeting before our physical education class ended?"

"Teacher Yue said during the class meeting that men and women will be mixed next semester."

"Ah?... Whoops! Hiss~"

"what happened to you?"

"It slipped, but luckily it didn't fall, but my hair seems to be stuck in the faucet."

"Do you want me to help you?"

"No, no, I'll explain it myself. In the next semester, boys and girls will be mixed."

"Yes, but isn't there more girls in our class than boys? I met Chen Meixin and Gu Ruirui when I was queuing in the cafeteria. They said they could tell Teacher Yue who they would sit with next semester, otherwise they would be randomly assigned."

"Then I will definitely sit with you."

"Let's go to Teacher Yue together tomorrow, have you untied your hair yet?"

"……No."

"Hey, I'm here to explain to you."

I heard the sound of treading water behind me, but because my hair was stuck in the faucet, I was slumped, and I could only see a pair of legs at my feet.

"You don't move."

"Oh."

"Okay, how did you solve it for a long time?"

I finally straightened my body, so I twisted my neck, and saw Xie Xiaoyi was very close to me.

She handed me the towel and said with a smile, "No wonder you eat so much and still look so skinny, and your flesh is in such a good place."

I glared at her, "Get out soon."

Xie Xiaoyi smiled and walked out to help me close the curtain, but the next second she opened the curtain again, walked in and closed the curtain.

I was about to pack my toiletries when I turned around and was startled by her.

"Hey! What are you doing?"

"Snail, do you remember how we met?"

"Ah? Don't we just happen to be at the same table and in the same dormitory?"

"No, I mean at first."

"First day of military training?"

"Yeah, didn't we get called by the instructor to compare our heights, and then we made a wrong turn when we turned, and then I collided with you."

"Seems to be."

"Snail."

"Ok?"

"Snail was that day, that was, that was me, didn't I, kiss you."

"what?!"

"Did I kiss your mouth, Snail! Then me, that, that, that, that was my first kiss."

"I do not know."

"Didn't you feel it when we bumped into each other?"

"...I can't remember."

"Snails!"

"what?"

"Snail. I..."

"..."

"You really can't remember, Snail?"

"Xie Xiaoyi, I really don't know... At that time, I thought, that is, maybe other than the mouth, and, there are other places, that is, also, also. Soft."

Xie Xiaoyi stared at me suddenly, as if trying to see through me.

And after I said this sentence, my head finally overheated and died, and I could only keep blinking my eyes to cool down.She pursed her lips and suppressed a smile, and slowly leaned over and whispered in my ear: "Then why don't you touch it, is there any soft place?"

She tapped her chin twice with her index finger. Her chin is very sharp and slightly upturned, which is very beautiful.

I reached out and tapped.

"No."

"Ah."

She took my hand and poked her face, and her face bounced.

"Not really."

"Ah."

She took my hand and squeezed her ear.

I pursed my lips, looked at her, and shook my head.

She also looked at me.

I no longer remember who was the first to wrap whose arms, who was the first to cling to whose palm, who was the first to cross whose fingertips.I can't remember whether it was her lips longing for my lips, or my lips attached to hers.I just remember her lips were really soft.

After a long, long time, she said to me: "Snail, remember that tomorrow we... Snail? Snail!"

I was still in a daze, so she squeezed my face, "Susie!"

"Ok?"

"Remember we will go to tell Mr. Yue early tomorrow, and we will sit together next semester."

After many years, I no longer remember how I answered Xie Xiaoyi, nor did I remember whether we went to see Teacher Yue together.In fact, most of the things about her and me are filled with my vague and fragmented memories.

But I will never forget that in the first semester of high school, the seats were rearranged in the class. On the afternoon after the midterm exam, she sat on the lap of her deskmate. The director of the Academic Affairs Office saw the two of them kissing, and they were invited by the parents. , a week later she went to another school, and I never saw her again.