[Qing Chuan] I became the queen mother after salted fish

As soon as Mian Yi left, Yun Rou hurried to Si Ning to inquire about the news, seeing the anxious look on the child's face, Si Ning didn't hide it from her, and said softly: "Don't worry, your Huang Ama won't What happens to your mother, at most, is the fate of my concubine."

After hearing this, Yun Rou was relieved, but also asked with some anxiety: "Then, what did she do wrong? Could it be that she really harmed Da Fujin?"

After speaking of the first few words, Yun Rou couldn't stop crying.

Si Ning sighed: "Don't ask about this matter, if you ask too much, it's just to make yourself uncomfortable. In this life, it may be rare to be confused. If you live too clearly, it might not be a pain. "

After hearing this, Yunrou couldn't help crying again, she knew that if Mamo said so, it might be true.

It should be said that she still had a little expectation before, but now this thought has been pinched through.

She really couldn't figure it out, Er Niang was living a good life, but why she had to make such a fuss, and she was so ruthless when she made a move, this was not at all like the Er Niang she knew in the past.

But it's too late to say anything now, she can't run over to question Er Niang now, and the number of times she and Er Niang will meet in the future will be less visible to the naked eye.

There may never be an answer to this matter.

Thinking of this, Yun Rou felt more and more uncomfortable.

Si Ning understood her mood, seeing her like this, couldn't help but persuade her a few words, but this child Yunrou is really strong, but she calmed down after suffering for a while, and in turn comforted Si Ning: " Mamo, don't worry about me, you are right, there are some things that you have to figure out, and you have a long life, so you won't get stuck in a dead end because of this matter."

Si Ning looked at her immature side face, and sighed: "It's good that you think so."

Yun Rou smiled at Si Ning, although the smile was a bit forced, but it could be seen that she was not as sad as before, but really wanted to get over it.

"Mamo, I made you worry about me, and now it delays your rest, but it is my granddaughter's unfilial piety."

Si Ning sighed and patted his granddaughter's head, and said softly: "Our grandparents don't say these things, as long as you can be well, then Mama will be happy."

Si Ning has regained calm here, but other parts of the palace are still talking about it.

Seeing that the emperor seemed to really want to imprison Concubine Ning forever, and didn't even mention Concubine Ning at all, everyone could guess.

The queen was also a little bit suspicious at the moment, she could guess that since the emperor imprisoned Concubine Ning, it meant that this matter had nothing to do with Concubine Ning.

She is not like other concubines who randomly guess that the emperor will play favoritism in this matter.

But since it was Concubine Ning who did it, why didn't the emperor announce Concubine Ning's charges openly, so that it wouldn't cause so much discussion.

But no matter what the queen thought, she never thought that the reason why the emperor didn't deal with this matter was because there was no evidence.

However, the queen also found an excuse for the emperor, presumably to take care of the face of the princess and the third elder brother, so she didn't deal with Concubine Ning fairly.

But even so, the empress is still satisfied with the emperor's handling this time. Depending on the situation, Concubine Ning may not be able to get out, and she will have to suffer as hard as Concubine Jin in the future. It's better not to be in the cold palace.

That's fine, now that she thinks of Concubine Ning's face, her teeth itch with hatred, so it's fine not to let her out to harm others.

Thinking of this, the queen gave another order to Wisteria in front of her: "Go to the Nansan Institute to see Da Fujin again today. She has been sleeping soundly these days, and her stomach is still calm."

Wisteria responded with a smile: "There is no more kind mother-in-law in this world than the Empress Empress. The servant is in front of you, so it's an eye-opener."

The queen just smiled and shook her head: "The queen mother was very kind to me back then, didn't you also watch over me?"

Wisteria just pursed her lips and smiled without speaking.

The queen gave her an angry look: "I knew you were dishonest, but now you are learning to be glib and flattering."

Wisteria then laughed: "Your servant can tell the truth."

The queen smiled and shook her head. Thinking about the past, she suddenly realized that she was actually quite lucky. She married a capable husband and respected herself, whether it was a mother-in-law or a son. There is nothing incomplete.

The empress was very satisfied, if such a day could continue, it would mean that her life would be shortened by ten years, she was also willing, and only hoped that her Yixuan would be smooth in the future.

……

No matter how many comments there are, the shock of Dafujin's pregnancy is still over.

Seeing that autumn is here, the palace has begun to change into autumn clothes, and the queen has also started to be busy. This year, because Da Fujin can't help her, she is busier than before. Although Tana and Yunrou are serving Si Ning, they look at the queen Being so busy, Si Ning finally sent the two of them back.

"The two of you have been serving me for so long. Seeing Tana's wedding date, you should go back together, and help the queen with the palace affairs along the way. It can be regarded as accumulating experience for you."

Si Ning thought of everything very well, but the two granddaughters were unwilling to leave. Tana pouted and said, "Mamo, I'm still by your side and continue to serve you. How can I leave at this time."

Yunrou also had a sincere expression on her face: "In the past, my granddaughter was not able to be filial to you, but now I finally have this opportunity, so please Mama."

Si Ning shook his head with a smile, and first glanced at Tana with a smirk: "You sound nice, I think you are impatient with those palace affairs, and want to hide away from me."

Tana blushed, but she refused to admit defeat, and hurriedly said: "Mama's words hurt my granddaughter's heart. The granddaughter really wants to be filial to Mama."

Si Ning smiled and shook his head: "Okay, okay, you are filial, but since you are so filial, then listen to what Mama said, and go back and help your mother?"

Tana saw that Si Ning was really persistent, so she could only reluctantly agree.

After finishing Tana's side, Sining looked at Yunrou again, and said gently: "My good boy, I know what you're thinking, but there are many things, but you don't have to worry too much. How the Queen and Tana treat you, I want to come to you I also know in my heart that Mamo can only send you a word, so relax."

Yunrou really didn't expect that Mama could see through her worries at a glance. She was apprehensive for a while, but felt a strange peace of mind for a while.

Tana on the side also understood Si Ning's meaning, and stared at Yunrou with wide eyes for a moment: "Are you afraid that Er Niang will blame you?"

Yunrou blushed a little with shame: "My mother did that, I really..."

But Tana grabbed her hand: "Your mother is your mother, you are you, and the queen's mother and I are not fools, so how could we blame you for the matter of Concubine Ning, Yunrou, You should relax, the reason why we came back to Mamo is because Queen Mother is worried about you."

Yunrou's face turned redder when she heard this, she was ashamed and ashamed, she always felt that the heart of a villain outweighed the belly of a gentleman.

But Tana didn't take this matter to heart, she just smiled and said: "Our sisters can't stay in the palace for a few days now, I'm afraid it will be difficult to see the Queen Mother in the future, since Mama asked us to go back, Then let's go back, the empress misses us too, she will be happy to see us go back."

The child Tana looked carefree, but she was so caring at the critical moment, she changed the subject calmly.

Si Ning also laughed and said: "It's your mother who just had her birthday a few days ago, you monkey is going back, how can you be happy, maybe you are not willing."

Tana pouted her mouth pretending to be angry, and stomped her feet to act like a baby in front of Si Ning.

Si Ning couldn't help laughing, but for a while, the harmonious atmosphere of smiling and smiling was restored in the room.

Yun Rou stood aside and watched, eyes full of envy and tenderness.

Perhaps her life has some shortcomings, but is it not her luck to have such a family?

……

The two princesses returned to the queen's palace safely and soundly soon.

The other people in the palace watched the movement and wanted to see the joke between the queen and the second princess. They didn't realize the joke, but they saw a lot of love between mother and daughter, which caught them all by surprise.

The queen treated the second princess as usual, there was no estrangement, and it was even better than before. This made many people couldn't help but mutter in their hearts, the queen's heart is too big, and this kind of thing can be tolerated.

Among those who muttered about this matter, Concubine Yi was the most powerful one.

This time she suffered an innocent disaster, and she didn't know how much she hated Concubine Ning. She was one of the few people who firmly believed that Concubine Ning did this.

Not only because of the previous relationship between her and Concubine Ning, but also because she has personally experienced this matter, and there are not many people in this palace who can handle things so seamlessly, and the most suspected one is naturally Concubine Ning Now that the emperor punished Concubine Ning again, she naturally believed it.

And her heart is not as magnanimous as the Queen's. After Concubine Ning did these things, she naturally hated Concubine Ning's children.

She originally wanted to take the queen's hand to deal with them, but she didn't expect the queen to act like a loving mother, which disgusted Concubine Yi.

It's just that her hand couldn't reach the queen's palace, so she could only curse in her heart that the third princess would live a miserable life after she got married.

It looked ridiculous, but with Yi Guifei's current situation, she could only be so incompetent and furious.

Sometimes she felt aggrieved, so she would talk to Concubine Zhuang, who was also a victim.

It's just that concubine Zhuang is a boring gourd, she may not be able to answer ten sentences after she says a few words, she only cares about her fourth elder brother who can only cry.

Every time Concubine Yi passed by, the child cried heart-rendingly. She was not cute at all. After Concubine Yi went there a few times, she didn't want to go anymore. She turned around and went back to her own palace, and recruited a few low-ranking concubines. Come to talk, these people are sweet-mouthed and will make fun of her, and they will always hold her while talking, Concubine Yi finally got some fun.

On Concubine Zhuang's side, after Concubine Zhuang sent away Concubine Yi, the maid in front of her looked worried and said, "Ma'am, is your method useful? Will Concubine Yi come over in the future?"

Concubine Zhuang sighed: "Whether she comes or not, I can't be too close to her, Concubine Yi is really not a prudent person, if something happens in the future, I'm afraid I will be involved too. "

The maid nodded: "Your Majesty is right, you see, if Concubine Yi hadn't stopped you this time, we would have returned to the palace a long time ago, so why should we suffer such an innocent disaster?"

Concubine Zhuang didn't reply to these words, but just looked out of the window thoughtfully.

Now that these children are only a little older, Concubine Ning has already started to do it. It can be seen that the Vanity Fair of the harem is really touching.

And what about yourself?

Concubine Zhuang glanced at her son sitting on the couch happily playing jigsaw puzzles, closed her eyes, and gave a wry smile, what was she worrying about right now?The days are still long.

Looking at the bleak autumn leaves outside the window, she felt complicated and indistinguishable.

……

In October, Si Ning and his party finally returned to the palace, and the atmosphere in the palace became more and more tense, because the eldest princess's wedding was coming soon.

Tana finally fully entered the role of the bride, and she seldom came out to walk around, and was detained by the queen to embroider the dowry.

It was said to be dowry embroidery, but in fact, she couldn't move a few stitches. Si Ning went to see her a few times, and every time she saw her, she was either reading a book or joking with the little maid. When she arrived at the needleworker in the palace, all the small pieces were wrapped up by the big maids in front of her.

It didn't tire her at all.

Seeing this, Si Ning was relieved, she was afraid that the queen would really hold her back and let her do her sewing, so it can be seen that the queen also knew her temperament, and when she said that she wanted her to embroider the dowry, it was just a show, and it was nice to say it That's all.

And Tana didn't feel that there was anything wrong with acting like this. Seeing Si Ning come to see her, she smiled and helped Si Ning into the room to talk.

Si Ning went into the room and sat down, looking at the red decorations around her, she couldn't help feeling a little bit in her heart, her little Tana was getting married too.

Si Ning looked at him lovingly, and didn't speak for a long time.

Tana felt a little embarrassed when she was seen, and said with a smile, "Mamo, what do you see me doing?"

Si Ning touched her head with a smile, and said with a smile: "Now see you more, when you get married, I'm afraid I will see you less often."

Tana wrinkled her nose and snorted: "No way, even if I get married, I will often come back to see Mamo."

Si Ning was a little disappointed when he heard this, and said softly: "Wu Linzhu said the same thing before, and at that time he said that he would stay by Er Niang's side for the rest of his life, but thinking about it, it's just a child's talk. Once you are married and have your own little family, there are so many things to worry about, how can you stay by my side every day?"

From these words, Tana heard a trace of sadness, she hurriedly hugged Si Ning's arm: "Auntie can't do it, I can do it."

Si Ning just smiled: "Okay, okay, Mama believes you, can't you?"

There was a tone of coaxing children in his tone.

Although Tana felt that Mamo might still not believe her, she didn't pester her anymore, she just said softly: "When I sit down in the future, Mamo will believe me."

Si Ning just laughed and didn't irritate her granddaughter any more.

After watching Tana, Sining went back to Shoukang Palace, and she was a little tired after only being out for a while.

As soon as he returned to Shoukang Palace, Si Ning took a rest.

Lying on the couch, she just felt a little dizzy, and her heart was a little heavy. During this time, she didn't know what happened. She was always lacking energy and tired. Come on, just say that she needs to take care of herself.

This is just a joke. As the queen mother, there is no reason for her not to take good care of herself, but her body is still getting weaker day by day. Others can't see it, but she can feel it herself, as if her life should be in This time is like going to decline.

Si Ning didn't mention this matter to anyone, but she felt a little lost occasionally, if she really left, what would Mian Yi Mian Chen and Wu Linzhu do?

It may be sad, but it will get better, they each have families, and life will go on.

Just like when Yongyan left, the three of them were also sad at that time, but gradually they all forgot,

It's okay to forget it, she doesn't want her children to be too sad for herself.

……

The eighth day of November is an auspicious day, and it is also the day when the eldest princess in the palace gets married.

Although Si Ning felt a little unwell, she still managed to get up and send her granddaughter off.

Watching her go out with red makeup, watching her cry and say goodbye to them, and watching her get on the sedan chair.

Si Ning is smiling all the time, her Tana will also have her own new life, she should be happy for her, she hopes she will be happy in the future.

The queen cried so much that she almost fainted, thanks to the support of a few court ladies, she managed to hold on.

Si Ning looked at her as if she saw herself. She was also sad when Wu Lin Zhu got married.

Si Ning left without waiting for the end, she was too tired, she couldn't hold on after standing for a while, she didn't want people to see it, she just said that she wanted to go back and read scriptures for Tana.

Mian Yi also knew that she had believed in Buddhism during this period, so she didn't notice anything, she just thought that Er Niang didn't want people to see her sadness.

After returning to Shoukang Palace, Si Ning sent everyone else down and sat alone in the Buddhist hall.

The Buddha statues are still similar, and the decorations are still the same as those in the Changchun Immortal Pavilion, but Sining's mood is different. When she was in the Old Summer Palace, she was full of disappointment, helplessness, and boredom.

But now that she looked at the plants and trees around her, she was suddenly relieved.

People live in this world, but is that all?

You will be happy and happy, but you will also encounter unhappy things.

These things are actually an experience in your life, whether it is good or bad, when it happens, you can only accept it.

So when encountering these things, it is better to face them positively than blame others. She has survived for so many years, but now she understands this truth.

Thinking of this, Si Ning couldn't help but smile, in fact, her life is enough, if God wants to take her life, that's okay, she has no dissatisfaction with her life.

……

After winter, the Empress Dowager of Shoukang Palace suddenly fell ill.

The illness this time was different from the last time I was in the Old Summer Palace. This time there were signs.

In the beginning, the Queen Mother's sleep began to become poor, and she couldn't sleep all night, and then she couldn't eat much, and she became weaker and weaker, and she looked like she had lost her energy. It is worrying.

The emperor came to see him several times, but he didn't get better. He waited until the year passed, and thought he would get better, but he didn't expect it to get worse.

When the first month came out, the Empress Dowager could no longer stay, and both Mian Yi and the Empress came to Si Ning to wait on her.

But Si Ning didn't want to delay Mian Yi's business, so he didn't let him stay in front of her all the time, and Mian Yi didn't dare to argue with Si Ning at this time, so she could only follow her and let the queen serve her, while she went to court as usual .

But this kind of time didn't last long. After February came out, by the middle of March, the Queen Mother was already ill and couldn't wake up for several hours every day.

Mian Yi was so anxious that she summoned the imperial physician every day to discuss the Queen Mother's condition with them.

But every time I come, I am disappointed every time. The imperial doctors have never seen such a situation, and it is the same with some private doctors. Everyone is helpless.

At the end of the day, Mian Yi even started to curse the imperial doctors in the imperial hospital angrily, but it was useless, the imperial doctors still couldn't find anything, and the prescriptions they prescribed were useless.

In the end, it can only be boiled down to one point, the queen mother's days are up.

Mian Yi didn't accept these words, and after hearing this, he became furious on the spot, and wanted to drag the imperial doctor who answered the question out to beat him.

At any rate, Si Ning stopped him.

She looked at her son's face and reached out to touch his head, just like he did when he was a child.

But halfway through the stretch, Si Ning couldn't stretch it out, so Si Ning could only forcefully smile and put down his hand.

Mian Yi grabbed her hand, her face full of tears.

"Emiang, didn't you say that you still want to go to Mount Wutai to pray for Huang Ama? Let's go after Yunrou's marriage is over, and my son will accompany you."

Si Ning coughed twice with a smile: "I'm afraid I won't be able to go, but your Huang Ama has never done anything that angered anyone in her life, so if I think about it, I won't ask, and he can have a good pregnancy. "

"Don't blame others for this. It's because of my body. No one else is to blame."

Mian Yi just shed tears, but she held Si Ning's hand even tighter.

Si Ning stared blankly at the top of the tent, with a panicked look on her face. She seemed to remember the things in her previous life. At that time, she had just graduated from university and was in the prime of her life. There were countless possibilities in life. How could she have imagined her future at that time? Will it be like this?

But she went in one of the most impossible directions.

Maybe life is like this, always giving you "surprises" inadvertently, to a certain extent, it can be regarded as a joke made by God with you, but now, this joke has come to an end.

Her life may be over...

Thinking of this, Si Ning stopped thinking about it and ended her memories. She was actually afraid of death, so she didn't think much about it at all. She just turned her head to look at Mian Yi and her child, and said softly, "Don't be afraid, I won't be able to leave for a while, I have to watch Yunrou marry someone, and I won't delay the child."

After hearing this, Mian Yi burst into tears more and more wantonly. He leaned on the side of the couch, holding Si Ning's hand, crying like a child.

Si Ning was also like him when he was a child, stroking his back and coaxing him softly: "Don't cry, Er Niang is always here, even if she leaves in the future, she will always think of you and protect you, you must Be good, don't be sad, live a good life."