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mood.But it is very difficult to hide the desire' desire completely. It is too hard for him to disguise himself too much.He doesn't know since when, he obviously felt that his emotions were no longer so easy to control, as if every day there was a stone pressing down, the string in his mind was more tense every day than yesterday, and his dependence on and desire for Li Xiao , and every day is a little deeper than yesterday.But at the same time, the uneasiness and panic that might be rejected by the other party never left him, and even multiplied every day, every moment, even the dream haunted him and troubled him—— At some point, Li Xiao would leave behind a lie and a shadow of his back as he did back then, and leave him on the spot without looking back.

And his grandma is gone, he is homeless and has nowhere to go, he only has Li Xiao.Anything that might distract Li Xiao's attention made him afraid.

Shi Yu gritted his teeth, with distorted hatred in his eyes, and said, "I hate that it always sticks to you, that it can get into your arms unscrupulously, be touched and hugged by you, and you never dislike it. It's annoying. I also hate that when you call me on the phone, you always mention it, and when you get home, you have to call its name first, and you always take the initiative to hug and kiss it..."

But the more I talked about it, the more I felt jealous. Cutting myself bloody like this only made me look more pitiful, and gave birth to infinite grievances. Shi Yu's eyes were red, and he couldn't help choking and said: "...you always live for it. I'm angry, and I'm going to be kicked out."

"So, because you were jealous of a cat, you decided to give the cat to someone else?" Li Xiao was about to be annoyed by him, "Now you still feel that it was my fault that caused you to do this?"

Shi Yu pursed his lips, because of Li Xiao's anger, his face showed a little uneasiness, but there was no regret in his mouth, and he said: "After I sent it away, you treated me much better, and you never treated me any more. I lost my temper, and I didn’t say that I was going to be kicked out.”

"Why do you have to keep a cat? It always sheds hair and has a strong smell. It is very troublesome to feed and clean it every day." Shi Yu approached him again, carefully stretched out his hand, trying to grab his sleeve, "It's just the two of us Is it okay, I'm very good, if you like cats, I can be a cat... So, can't you just like me and be with me?"

Li Xiao looked at him, and the other party looked stubborn and uneasy, and showed flattery, but he didn't mean to admit his mistake at all.

Li Xiao often feels that Shi Yu is pitiful, because of his tears his heart softens, but it turns out that Shi Yu is not as innocent and fragile as he imagined, he has scheming and means, he knows how to prescribe the right medicine to soften his heart.

Even now, Li Xiao's heart is still tightened by his crying, and subconsciously wants to reach out and wipe his tears away.

But when he moved his finger, he held it down with his other hand.

It is a three-point drug. When you find yourself becoming dependent on this drug, and the side effects far exceed the efficacy of the drug, you should stop the loss in time.

Li Xiao took a step back, allowing Shi Yu to catch a gap, Shi Yu raised his head in a dazed bewilderment, and heard Li Xiao say: "During this period of time, I think some of my actions may have caused you to misunderstand something."

Shi Yu's eyes slowly widened, very confused, as if he didn't understand what he was talking about.

Li Xiao paused for a moment, the momentary reluctance made him lose his voice, but after a short pause, he regained his voice.

He turned his face away, stopped looking into Shi Yu's eyes, and said in a calm and indifferent voice: "In order to avoid deeper misunderstandings, I think we—"

"Let's separate."

14.1

Li Xiao didn't stay for too long. After speaking, without waiting for Shi Yu to react, he took the cat and left the apartment first.

He didn't give Shi Yu a chance to defend himself. Whether it was hysteria or pitiful begging for mercy, Li Xiao knew that he couldn't be indifferent to Shi Yu. He often felt shaken in front of Shi Yu, and then did something that he regretted afterwards. matter.

He made a lot of mistakes with Shi Yu, and mistakes should be corrected.He no longer wants to continue, and he doesn't want to spend more energy and thoughts on Shi Yu.

It should have been enough.

Li Xiao stepped out of the apartment, and the people around Guan Yunshan called him and asked him if he wanted to move into the villa, and also to accompany the old man.

After hearing this, Li Xiao found it a bit puzzling. When he himself was not yet old, his heart was still very hard, so he didn't quite know whether old people were really afraid of loneliness to such an extent that they even People like Guan Yunshan can change.

"Although his old man is old, he will not suddenly lack love to such an extent, and he is really not afraid that I will live in him," he said with a smile in his voice, but his tone was really cold, "find a chance to poison him to death ?"

Ruan Xingtong stayed as a guest at the villa for two days, and seemed to be very fond of Guan Yunshan.Li Yuan has always regarded his father-in-law as his leader, and he is also very considerate to Ruan Xingtong, often inviting her to his home.Although Li Xiao doesn't live at home, he occasionally goes home for a meal.

It was a coincidence that every time Li Xiao went back, he happened to run into Ruan Xingtong.

Seeing Ruan Xingtong sitting on the sofa in the living room, Li Xiao couldn't even express his half-surprised expression. He handed the scarf and overcoat to his aunt, and said to Ruan Xingtong, "It seems that I should ask you before I come next time. Let’s say, maybe we can come together.”

Ruan Xingtong said generously: "Okay, it's too difficult to take a taxi now. There are dozens of numbers in a row. If you come to pick me up, I can get a taxi."

There was still a while before the meal, Guan Ying locked herself in the room and rarely came out to meet people.Li Yuan sat and chatted with Ruan Xingtong for a while, and soon he was called away by several calls and went into the study.

Only Li Xiao and Ruan Xingtong were left. The parents' intentions were clear, but the two parties were frank and frank, and they still got along as usual.

Li Xiao's spirit has not been very good these days, it seems that there is always a vague shadow in his mind, which is suppressed by something, but he refuses to lie dormant and wants to jump out when people are not paying attention.

The spirit is not good, and the heated debate makes people feel exhausted.

"Okay," Li Xiao pinched the bridge of his nose, with a tired expression on his face, "After the holidays and start working, let's have a formal discussion at the meeting."

Ruan Xingtong stopped talking, and looked at him again, showing a look of hesitation.

Li Xiao was a little inexplicable.

Ruan Xingtong cleared his throat, looked at him tentatively again, and said, "...are you really breaking up with someone?"

Li Xiao paused, but his face was very calm. He hummed and said, "It's pointless to spend it."

"Well," Ruan Xingtong rubbed the cup in his hand, and said, "It's also pretty good, I feel that you really don't fit well."

Li Xiao frowned subconsciously, it was true that he himself didn't want to entangle with Shi Yu anymore, but after all, it's not up to others to talk about the two of them.

"I don't really want to hear about him anymore," he said.

Ruan Xingtong looked like he still wanted to say something, but he blocked him so much that he finally stopped talking.

When it was time to eat, Guan Ying lost her temper for some reason, cursed and smashed things in the room.In front of outsiders, Li Yuan couldn't be too obvious, so he could only go into the house to coax people.

Ruan Xingtong was a little at a loss when she heard the sound of tinkling bells inside, but Li Xiao was used to it, so she just calmly comforted her not to take it to heart.

After a while, Li Yuan asked Li Xiao to go in as well.

As soon as Li Xiao entered the door, he saw Li Yuan sitting on a set of sofas in the bedroom, far away from Guan Ying on the balcony, probably because he was afraid that she would go crazy again - in just a short while, there was another fresh look on his face scratches.

Li Yuan was panting, unable to maintain his demeanor, and cursed: "I don't know why, I'm going crazy again!"

And Guan Ying's face was as white as a ghost, staring at Li Yuan gloomily, her voice was sharp and piercing: "What does that woman want to do when she comes to our house, what do you want to do?"

"Are you crazy? What's going on in your mind?" Li Yuan looked at her unreasonably, pointed at Li Xiao beside him, and said, "That's your son's object!"

Guan Ying didn't look at Li Xiao, but entangled Li Yuan tightly with eyes like a poisonous snake, and she sneered sinisterly: "You scumbag full of lies, do you think I will still believe you? "

From the beginning to the end, Guan Ying didn't even look at Li Xiao. Even though she actually saw Li Xiao push the door in just now, Li Xiao's figure could not leave a trace on her irises, as if Li Xiao was not a person at all. does not exist.

Li Xiao was used to ignoring Guan Ying and learned to be indifferent.

He also thinks that Guan Ying is crazy, only to see that any woman who stays with Li Yuan and talks to Li Yuan a lot, may be Li Yuan's flirt, cheating object, and she wants to get rid of it dangerous elements.Her eyes and heart have long been rotting in the rubbish heaps of so many years, so that she can no longer see and can't hold anything, even her son.

Perhaps in her consciousness, her son committed suicide by jumping off a building with her many years ago.

He still remembers that after school in the second year of high school, he and Shi Yu broke up at the intersection. The guy kissed him very shyly. She put on makeup, put on a beautiful new dress, and even smiled softly at him.She took his hand and asked him if he wanted to pick up Dad from get off work.He has rarely been so close to his mother. His mother has a bad temper, is unpredictable, and hysterical at every turn.