flood

Shi Yu was panting with displeasure at being offended. Just as she opened her mouth, suddenly Ruan Xingtong seemed to be pushed. She lost her balance and fell towards the road.

Shi Yu's eyes widened, and he stretched out his hand to grab a handful, but it was empty.

Before the green light came on, a small car approached without stopping.

Shi Yu watched the accident happen in front of his eyes. Compared with shock and fear, he seemed to be in a daze at that time.

Until the crowd grew more and more, and the siren of the ambulance came from far to near, Li Xiao also pushed through the crowd and appeared in front of his eyes.

Li Xiao's face was as gloomy as water, and after seeing Shi Yu, he became even more furious.

He stared at Shi Yu fiercely, his eyes were so stern that he almost wanted to eat him: "Why are you here?"

Until this time, Shi Yu still couldn't think of the consequences of his appearance here and having an accident with Ruan Xingtong in front of him.

He just looked at Li Xiao blankly, and was stabbed by the disgust and hatred in the other party's eyes. He wanted to cover it up, and said incoherently: "I, I was just passing by..."

He himself knew that he had violated Li Xiao's taboo by sneaking to find Ruan Xingtong, so he dared not tell it, he told the most stupid lie.

Li Xiao's eyes almost turned red, he gritted his teeth, his cheeks were trembling slightly, he stared fiercely at Shi Yu, like an enraged beast, ready to pounce on him and bite him the next moment.

But he didn't say anything more, he took a deep look at Shi Yu one last time, turned around and got into the ambulance, and left with Ruan Xingtong.

It wasn't until a long, long time later that Shi Yu vaguely realized that what he said at that time was like a murderer who thought he was smart, without any advanced self-justification.

He was finally able to understand Li Xiao's eyes, which were looking at a liar and murderer.

Ruan Xingtong is still unconscious because of the impact on his head.

It was two days after Ruan Xingtong's accident, Shi Yu was in Li Xiao's apartment and heard Li Xiao tell the news with his own ears.

There was no light in the room, Li Xiao stood at the entrance, the sky was already dark, the light and shadow were dim, Li Xiao's face was shrouded in the shadow.

Shi Yu heard him say these words in a cold tone without any ups and downs.

For the past two days, Shi Yu stayed alone, no matter when he was awake or dreaming, Ruan Xingtong's blood covered appearance appeared in front of his eyes and in his mind.

He felt a bone-chilling cold, which made him gradually wake up from that numb and dazed state, and he was already able to realize something, now when he heard Li Xiao say it himself, his heart was so cold that it sank.

He said, "I didn't push her."

He said it again: "I didn't push her."

Li Xiao stood there without speaking.

Shi Yu got off the sofa. He had been huddled on the sofa for the past two days and hadn't eaten anything. When he made a sudden movement, he felt dizzy and almost fell back when he turned over.

He walked up to Li Xiao staggeringly, raised his head and looked directly at him, after such a long time, he finally saw Li Xiao's face clearly again.

The other party was expressionless, and his eyes reflected him coldly.

Shi Yu felt as if his heart had been stabbed again, this time the stab was too hard, as if pierced all at once, the pain made him unable to stand up.

He grabbed Li Xiao's clothes, shook his head desperately, and said with a sob: "I really didn't...I really didn't push her...I didn't..."

But Li Xiao was indifferent, he lowered his eyelids slightly, when he saw Yu Yu's face was full of tears, he couldn't stop crying, his whole body was about to twitch, he said: "You are always crying, always acting pitiful, I always love you in the past -"

Shi Yu looked at him with teary eyes, and hiccupped again uncontrollably.

"But in the future, no one will hear you cry, no one will love you any more," Li Xiao said indifferently, "What should you do, do you want to continue crying?"

Shi Yu was thrown away by him, the tears on his face were still mottled, his senses and brain automatically blocked what he didn't want to hear, he refused to listen to Li Xiao's words of severing the relationship, and still stubbornly said: "I didn't push her , you believe me, you believe me, it's really not me this time, I didn't intend to harm her, I just wanted to ask her, are you two together, are you going to get married..."

Li Xiao interrupted him: "Yes, I'm getting married."

Shi Yu's voice stopped abruptly, as if someone had intercepted his voice out of thin air, he opened his mouth and froze.

"So," Li Xiao took his hand away from him, stepped back half a step, and said, "Please leave my house, please don't bother me again, please—"

"Disappear from my world."

Shi Yu was shut out by Li Xiao.

The last time Li Xiao left first, he gave Shi Yu enough time to pack his things, but Shi Yu didn't have the intention to leave voluntarily, he occupied Li Xiao's nest, thinking that if he didn't leave, he could stay for a long time .

But how is that possible?

The two people who have come to the end of the forked road, since they can't go the same way, finally have to break up.

The doorbell would ring from time to time, as if afraid of disturbing him, and only dared to ring it carefully after a long time.

As he said before, he will wait, even if Li Xiao doesn't open the door for him, he will continue to wait and wait forever.

He seems to think that everything will have good results as long as he persists in his efforts and does not give up.

He still didn't seem to understand what Li Xiao had said to him.

Li Xiao packed Shi Yu's things out of two big cardboard boxes. After sorting out, the house was visibly vacant, and he didn't expect that Shi Yu had taken up so much of his space before he knew it.

Li Xiao himself also felt a little unbelievable, how did he tolerate this person step by step, eating away at himself?

He finally looked at the potted green plant on the balcony, which was also brought by Shi Yu. He should put it in the box and return it to Shi Yu.

But he looked at the leaves of the potted green plant, which were drooping down. It can be imagined that Shi Yu didn't take good care of it during his absence.

No matter how good life is, if you don't take care of it, it will be difficult to survive.

Li Xiao finally left this pot of green plants, sealed up two full big cardboard boxes, opened the door, prepared to put the boxes at the door, and asked someone to take them back to Shi Yu's house.

Unexpectedly, as soon as the door was opened, Shi Yu, who was squatting by the door, immediately stood up.

His eyes were red, his nose was red too, obviously he had cried a lot outside the door, but Li Xiao didn't hear any movement inside the door, and now Shi Yu didn't show any signs of crying, tears welled up in his eye sockets, He wiped it off vigorously with his sleeve first, and now he dare not cry in front of Li Xiao.

He always took Li Xiao's words very seriously, and was afraid of making him hate him. If Li Xiao hated what he did, he didn't dare to do it, but he couldn't do it well, and it always made people more annoying.

Li Xiao looked at him and said nothing.

He went into the house and dragged two cardboard boxes out, and said to him, "These are all your things, and it happens that you haven't left, so you can order some, they're all here."

Tears welled up in Shi Yu's eyes again, probably still difficult to control for a while.

He shook his head, his tearful face was full of resistance: "Don't..."

But Li Xiao didn't touch his tears anymore, his fragility lost its effect at this time, and Li Xiao wouldn't give him sympathy anymore.

He said, "You go back."

Shi Yu's tears fell more fiercely, he couldn't speak, he opened his mouth full of hoarse cries, as if he wanted to cry people's hearts to pieces.

He was alone, with only two boxes beside him.

Li Xiao's fingers moved slightly unconsciously, he noticed that, and then he pinched it into the palm of his hand.

There was still an impeccable indifference on his face: "I'm about to get married, it doesn't make any sense for you to keep pestering me like this, I don't want to pester you anymore."

"I once told you that I would come back to pick you up and take good care of you, but I didn't do that. I'm not a person worthy of your trust and entrustment. I always let you down." Li Xiao paused, His expression remained the same, his voice was steady, and he continued, "You are afraid of being alone and lacking companionship, so go find someone who truly loves you and cares about you. I hope you can really live well."

"Your love is very good and precious."

Li Xiao is not talking ironically, he really thinks that, to love someone wholeheartedly, even if it sounds not sober, is enough to move people, and should not be despised and ridiculed.

Even if it's someone else, at least he can feel his liking, at least it can give him a sense of security, maybe Shi Yu won't be like this, obviously falling in love with someone, but seems to have made a mistake.

"I'm not worth it."

After Li Xiao said these words, he re-entered the room and closed the door.

This time the doorbell didn't ring again.

Li Xiao slept on the sofa all night and had no dreams.

He woke up the next morning. He didn’t know why. He obviously hadn’t dreamed, and he didn’t even wake up once in the middle, but he felt dizzy. Feeling out of breath.

But some inner discomfort will not affect a person's life much.

He still packs himself up as usual, glamorous, handsome and upright, ready to go out.

It's just that when he saw the doorway, leaning on the cardboard box and sleeping crookedly, his feet stopped, and his heart stopped beating for a moment.

Shi Yu was also awakened by the sound of him opening and closing the door.

Li Xiao said, "Why haven't you left yet?"

Shi Yu rubbed his eyes, he didn't know when he fell asleep, he probably didn't sleep well, his eyes were heavily red bloodshot, his voice was also hoarse, as if he was afraid that he would be chased away again, he quickly and quietly Said: "...Let's go now."