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When Li Qi returned to the ward, Li Yu had already laid down and slept.

Li Qi knew that he was not asleep, but he just didn't want to have any communication with him.Silence was the norm for most of the time they were alone together anyway.

"Don't be so impulsive in the future." Li Qi said and helped him pull the quilt.

The person on the bed didn't move.

"Good night."

Li Qi stayed with Li Yu in the hospital all night, and the two of them were also silent all night, the two brothers had nothing to say to each other.

Li Qi lay on the companion bed with his arms pillowed, thinking about Li Yu's illness, thinking about Zhang Mufeng, and thinking about what he didn't have time to say to Zhang Mufeng's mother just now.

Auntie, let your son stay with me.I like him, I do.

He really almost said it just now.

The phone call Gu Siyuan made seemed to be specially intended to stop him and drag him back to reality in time.

Li Qi turned over and was stung by something in his trouser pocket.He took out what was in his trouser pocket, which was the collar and neckband that he had stuffed in before.

He stared blankly at the neckband for a while, then took it under his nose and sniffed it mysteriously.

It felt as if he could still smell Zhang Mufeng's body, which was faint, mixed with a little sweat.

When he played hooligans with himself just now, he must have sweated a lot.

Are you still nervous about making a show?

Li Qi looked at the neckband with joy.

After the music, my mind is empty, I have to think about everything, but I don't want to think about anything.

He sighed softly, clutching the neckband and closing his eyes.

Early in the morning, the roommate who had a conflict with Li Yu came to the hospital to visit him with something.

I was very embarrassed when I entered the door, and lingered outside the door for a long time.

"Don't wander around, come in." Li Yu yelled while lying on the bed, her voice was weak.

I caught a glimpse of the shadow outside from a long distance, and wandered around for a long time but didn't see him coming in.

The "old three" that Gu Siyuan was talking about came in from the door and said slowly, "That... Li Yu, I'm here to see you."

"En." Li Yu responded lightly.

Li Qi went downstairs to buy breakfast, Li Yu was the only one in the ward, the atmosphere of the two of them being alone in the room was a bit awkward.

"...I'm sorry." The third child said, "I didn't know you had a bad heart. I didn't mean it yesterday. I just lost my head..."

"You don't need to apologize to me. I did it first. It's not your fault."

"Just don't blame me."

"I don't blame you."

The friendship between boys is like this, whether it is deep or not, it may be bloody because of a big sesame matter yesterday, but today it may be happy to meet again in the Canyon of Kings, it’s nothing Overnight revenge.

"Are you in good health? What about your heart... nothing serious?" The third child asked him, "What did the doctor say?"

"It's nothing serious. My illness is not an acute illness. I have it all the time." Li Yu said, "I usually don't get sick."

"Damn." The third child frowned, "I must have recited it a bit, you haven't had an illness in the past two years, the first one was caused by me, I was just talking nonsense yesterday , who scolded that idiot who lied to me..."

"Don't mention it." Li Yu interrupted him, he didn't want to continue the topic of whether homosexuality is disgusting or not.

"Okay, okay, I won't mention it, oh yes," the third child took out a pair of glasses from his schoolbag, "Here, the second child asked me to bring your glasses."

Li Yu took the glasses, "Where's Ah Yuan, isn't he coming?"

"He's going to tutor today, and he doesn't have time to come over. Let me say hello to you."

"Oh..." Li Yu put on her glasses.

Li Qi walked into the ward with breakfast.

"Who is this?" The third child leaned over and asked Li Yu in a low voice.

"My brother." Li Yu said lightly.

"Hi, I'm Li Yu's classmate." The third child greeted Li Qi, and said embarrassedly, "I'm sorry, Li Yu went to the hospital because of me. I didn't know he had a heart attack..."

"It's okay, don't take it to heart." Li Qi glanced at Li Yu, "He also has something wrong."

"It was what I said that disgusted him so much, I just scolded him casually, I didn't expect him to be so angry..."

"Stop talking." Li Yu interrupted him with a weak voice, "I remember you still have teaching resources today, right? Go back to class."

"Did I quarrel with you?" The youngest's tone became softer.

"No." Li Yu closed his eyes, "I have nothing to do, I'll be back in two days, you should hurry back to class, don't waste time here."

Li Yu never liked to turn corners when speaking, and the people in their dormitory had long been used to it.

"That's fine, I'll go back first." The third child said, "I'll see you when I'm free."

"No need." Li Yu refused very simply.

Li Qi frowned, it was God's blessing that his younger brother could live in peace until now.

Just this bit of ignorance of the world's stinky virtues made him want to smoke after seeing it.

"Okay..." The third child curled his lips, "Then I'll go first, see you at school then, and take care of yourself."

"See you."

"Your classmate came to see you out of kindness, and you didn't even sit down, so you drove him away?" Li Qi put the breakfast on the small table.

"He's going to class, I asked him to go back early, what's the problem?"

Li Qi pushed the porridge in front of him and asked, "You don't want me to know the reason for your quarrel, do you?"

Li Yu didn't speak.

"I'm sorry." Li Qi deliberately said to him: "I found out yesterday."

Li Yu paused with the hand holding the spoon, bit her lip, and swallowed the porridge.

Li Qi looked at the dizziness on his head and didn't say anything.

If you talk too much, this person is in a hurry.

Very thin-skinned.

"Didn't sleep well yesterday?" After breakfast, Li Yu actually took the initiative to care about Li Qi's sleep quality.

"It's a bit of a bed." Li Qi cleaned up the dishes, and his mental state really seemed to be in a bad state.

"Is it still possible to talk in your sleep when you recognize the bed?" Li Yu leaned against the pillow.

Li Qi stopped what he was doing and glanced at him.

"Little bastard..." Li Yu laughed, with contempt in his smile, he looked at Li Qi, and put away his smile, "Brother, you are really nasty."

"Are you trying to say disgusting?" Li Qi asked blankly, and continued to clean up the dishes in his hands, "You can say whatever you want, why are you suddenly taking care of my feelings?" He put the small dining table Put it away, snorted and said, "I'm really not used to it."

Li Yu's expression changed, and he stopped talking with a gloomy face.

"Brother!" Li Lin ran in from outside the ward, startling the two of them.

"Are you okay?!" Li Lin rushed to Li Yu's bed as soon as she came in.

Li Qi grabbed her by the collar and dragged her aside, "This is a hospital, please keep your voice down."

Li Lin glanced at the patients in other beds, said "Oh" and lowered her voice: "Second brother, are you okay?"

"Why are you here? Don't you want to go to school?"

"Today is Saturday. I went home yesterday. Brother just told me this morning that you have been admitted to the hospital." Li Lin poked Li Yu's face, "It seems that you are still in good spirits, so there shouldn't be any major problems."

Li Yu smiled, "Yes, I can't die."

"Bah, bah, bah." Li Lin stared at him, "It's been a long time since you've been sick, what's going on?"

"nothing."

"I had a quarrel with someone." Li Qi answered for him.

"Hey, there are still people who dare to quarrel with you." Li Lin deliberately choked him.

Li Yu gave her a sideways look, "That's right, there is no one else except you who dare to quarrel with me."

Li Lin giggled, "It's fine." As soon as she turned her head, she saw Li Qi walking outside.

"Brother, where are you going?"

"I'm going down for a walk, smoking a cigarette, and my mouth is so pale." Li Qi said, "Let's chat."

"Oh……"

Not long after Li Qi left, Li Lin asked Li Yu, "What's wrong with brother? I don't think he seems energetic?"

"Chun Meng has done too much." Li Yu snorted.

"Huh?" Li Lin stared at Li Yu, "Did you say something nasty again to anger him?"

"Why are you blaming me again?" Li Yu stared back, "I recruited him for being in a bad mood, right?"

"Aren't you recruiting him less?"

"You..." Li Yu was so choked that he couldn't speak, "Forget it, I'm too lazy to talk nonsense with you, he is your brother, I'm not your brother, I've already seen it..."

The two were still arguing, but Li Qi had already walked downstairs to the hospital.

He lit a cigarette and leaned against a big tree.

There were a lot of people coming to the hospital in the morning, crowded in the lobby, and the registration queue was full of people.

Li Qi leaned against the tree, squinted his eyes and watched the people coming and going in the hall, and continued the thoughts he had suspended last night in his mind.

Seeing that there were fewer and fewer people in the hall, and cigarette butts fell all over the floor, he still couldn't think of a result.

Repeatedly firm the mind, and again overthrow firmness.

"Li Qi..."

For some reason, a familiar voice sounded in his ear.

Close your eyes, you can still see that clear face.

He opened his eyes, pinched out his cigarette, and took out his cell phone to call Zhang Mufeng.

He kind of wants to hear his voice.

He froze while holding the phone.

Only then did I realize that I don't have Zhang Mufeng's cell phone number.

He put down his phone, and felt a little calmer.

"Aren't you going up?" Li Yu didn't know when he came over.

"Why did you come down?" Li Qi walked over, "Hurry up and lie down, don't catch a cold."

"I'm fine. I'm fine." Li Yu said, "Linlin is too noisy and chirping, I can't stand it."

Li Qi smiled, "Isn't she always like that?"

Li Yu glanced down at the cigarette butts on the ground, he frowned, opened his mouth to say something, but finally didn't speak.

"Stop standing here." Li Qi said, "Go sit there for a while."

The two found a stone bench and sat down.

The two brothers were still speechless, the elder brother sat in a daze, and the younger brother lowered his head to play with his mobile phone.

Li Yu held back his words, but kept holding on without opening his mouth. He was also absent-minded when looking at his phone, and swipe his fingers aimlessly.

He wrinkled his face and struggled for a long time, and finally couldn't sit still, so he stood up, "I'm going back." Li Yu said.

"Wait." Li Qi stopped him.

Li Yu turned to look at him.

"Can you... talk to me?" Li Qi lowered his head, "I'm a little confused right now, I can't figure it out..."

Li Yu didn't say anything, waiting for him to continue.

Li Qi pulled him, his head drooped, and he said slowly: "I'm in love with a guy..."

Li Yu frowned, shook off his hand and left, "Who wants to listen to you."

Li Qi held him back, and suddenly ordered in a cold voice: "Sit down and listen."

Li Yu was stunned for a moment, with a surprised expression of "you dare to order me".

"You fucking don't want to hear it, have you stayed here for so long?" Li Qi saw through his thoughts at a glance, and said angrily, "Sit down."

"I don't want to hear it." Li Yu said.

"If you don't want to hear it, you have to listen to me." Li Qi replied, his voice was almost inaudible: "It's okay if you don't hear it, just listen... If you don't talk to someone, I will suffocate to death ..."

He just needs to find someone to pour out the little things that are pent up in his heart.

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