winter rose

Slow down with the metal arm, leaving traces of five fingers on the ground.

The Winter Soldier stood up, staring at the target opposite him indifferently.

The moment his bald boss Hitwell is thrown off the bridge, Perry flies out of the car through the right window on a broom.

She needed a good angle to see if the man with the metal left arm was who she thought he was.She didn't have time to worry about how ridiculous it was to ride a broomstick in the modern world, in fact, she couldn't care less about anything now.

Judging from the body shape, it was a man.Although he wears goggles and a mask, and is dressed like Count Dracula's thugs, his height and figure can still be roughly seen.

Soon gunshots rang out from the viaduct, and Perry had to fly higher, higher.

Now, she saw Steve and Natasha, and she saw Sam.They were being chased around, bullets chasing their steps like money.

Perry's ability is not yet suitable for taking the initiative to attack, but this does not mean that she will not be suitable in the future.

She swooped in and snatched a Hydra agent's gun, then took the high ground and secretly killed several machine gunners.But soon, she was discovered and she became the target of attack.

She wanted to summon something easy to come out, but once she couldn't control it in the chaos, it would be more terrifying than a hydra.

The Winter Soldier was in view again, and Perry couldn't help but watch him as he dealt with Hydra agents.

Could he be Bucky.

The shot is fierce and the move kills.Even the best S.H.I.E.L.D. agents aren't half as capable.

Perry ran out of bullets and simply dropped the gun from a height to stun an enemy.

Then she looked at him, three tall buildings away.

Just get close, Perry will not forget the breath on Bucky, she still remembers...

just get close...

She squeezed the handle of her broom and swooped down on the Winter Soldier.

The Winter Soldier decisively threw the rope and grabbed the broom, then threw it hard to the ground.

After rolling a few times on the ground, Perry quickly got up, and took out the Lancaster dagger on his waist to block the attack of the metal arm.

The blade slashed across the metal arm, leaving a trail of sparks, and Perry saw corpses.

She was distracted—

In the next second, metal arms grabbed her neck and pushed her against a car.

The close proximity allowed Perry to see more.

The pain, the panic in the eyes of the dead, the bullets passing through the head and splashing a bunch of blood...

It's not Bucky!

It's definitely not Bucky!

Perry was holding the metal fingers that were tightening a little bit, but when she was about to use the tried-and-tested trick of hypnosis, she saw a pair of blue eyes of the Winter Soldier after throwing away the goggles——

[From this damn point of view, as a man, Sergeant Barnes' eyes are too good-looking. 】

【When he laughed, his eyes narrowed slightly, but they were always shining. 】

【A pair of eyes like the deep blue sea】

Natasha rushed over and pushed the Winter Soldier away to wrestle with him.Perry was thrown to the ground, stood up unsteadily, gasping for breath.

[Why are you crying, Parceloper. 】

I was almost strangled, shouldn't I cry a bit.

【lie. ] There was sarcasm in that voice. 【Aren't you going to look for him? Look for him. 】

Perry looked up, Natasha had been tossed aside, Steve was fighting him now.

A dagger in his hand scratched through the iron sheet of the car window, it was extremely sharp.

Perry looked at the Lancastrian dagger in his hand, wondering if he had done this before on the battlefield.

etc.

Bucky Barnes.

I'd rather not find you, and I don't want you to become a Hydra killer that even I would hate.

How can you……

Steve's shield slammed into his face, and he took off his mask with a backhand and threw him out.

He raised his head, his eyes were cold and blank.

Bucky

What, it will be you.

"Bucky?"

"Who the fuck is Bucky?"

【"Won't those people get a sedative before using my brainwashing machine!"】

【"Brainwashing is useless, freeze him first!"】

Perry just stood there motionless where Bucky disappeared, until the Special Forces arrived and grabbed them and stuffed them into the car.

Bucky, what the hell did I... what the hell did I do!

"He just looked at me like he didn't know me at all."

"How could it be him, 70 years have passed—"

"Steve's right, that's it." Perry smiled, his nose and eyes sore.

"That's Bucky."

Steve looked at her with a lot of inexplicable meaning in his eyes.

"In 43, he was arrested for an experiment. After Steve rescued him and came back, I took his blood for testing. The test results showed that his physical fitness was abnormal. At that time, I took the list and went to the bar to find him... I Damn still saying it might be a good thing."

Tears fell on the handcuffs, and Perry felt like the world was turning upside down.

Upside down.

What the hell have I done!

"It's such a good thing, so he didn't die after falling. After the war, I went undercover at a Soviet experimental base. Dr. Romanov, who was standing in front of me at the time, was about to put him on a brainwashing test object The name was called out, but I didn't guess it!"

"I even sensed Dr. Romanov's breath but I thought he was dead?"

"He was brainwashed less than 50 meters away from me..." Perry sobbed, his brows knit together in pain.

"And I clearly heard his voice but didn't know it was him!"

"What the hell did I do!"

Cries mixed with gasps, and Perry grabbed his hair and buried his head in his knees.

Steve looked at her without saying a word.

"It's not your fault alone."

No, this is my fault.

It's all my fault.

And me, unexpectedly!I also suspect you of betraying Hydra.

Bucky, I don't love you as much as I thought... In fact, I only have myself in my heart.

sorry bucky...sorry

Sorry

"We're all wrong, Perry." Steve lowered his eyes.

"But you'll always trust him. And I'm... just a shameful betrayer."

Fury, the former Director of S.H.I.E.L.D., was waiting for Hill to bring someone back in a mysterious base, but he saw a familiar...

"Miss Clerk?"

She didn't speak, and even her eyes were empty.

Fury looked at Hill, "What's going on." How could there be a clerk here?

Hill, who pretended to be a watchman and watched the whole process in the car, said that there is no way to say this.

Natasha was shot through the shoulder by the Winter Soldier with a machine gun and lost a lot of blood. The doctors in the base were far away and had to ask the former military doctor Perry to help.

She numbly walked over to take the bullet, clean it up, and sew it up.After a set of procedures, I didn't even lift my eyelids.

"Doctor Carter, you are so ruthless..." Natasha forced a smile.

Perry looked at her, then glanced away.

Fury and Steve discussed matters related to the Insight Project in the middle hall, and Perry took the plate for Natasha's wound to the next door to wash his hands.

The water rushed over the bloody fingers, and the shape of a rose bloomed in the white tin plate.

Perry looked at the blood on the plate, lost all strength in an instant, slid along the wall and sat on the ground.

Then she slammed the plate out.

The tin plate made a crisp sound on the ground, the scissors and gauze rolled to the ground, and the bloody water stained the trousers, staining the room with a bloody smell.

"I thought I was noble...look what I've done, Bucky..."

"Self-blame is not the solution."

Steve stood at the door and looked at Perry who was sitting on the ground. He reached out to grab her, but she didn't respond, so he took his hand back.

"If self-blame is useful, then I've been guilty for so long and there should be a result." Steve smiled wryly. "So Perry, we gotta do something instead of being sad here."

Perry stared at the ground without speaking.

"I remember Bucky telling me that time. He, he said he finally met a girl he wanted to marry back home." Steve paused, then laughed.

"He's never said that before."

"If it was him, he would recognize me, and he wouldn't doubt me...but I didn't."

"There's always going to be a lot of blunders in this world, Perry. Anyway, we've got to learn to accept—"

"How do you accept it? Tell yourself to pretend nothing happened?"

"That's the lowest level of acceptance. What I mean by acceptance is to learn to face the teasing and ridicule of fate. You should know this after living so long."

"I just know that if you can't solve it, go to sleep. I have used this method for hundreds of years to escape." So Perry remembered some things, some people.

"This method is really useful."

"But when we all thought Bucky was dead, you didn't rush to sleep."

Perry froze.

What did she think at that time?She was sad then, hopeless.But she didn't run away like Margaret did.

What did she think then...

[...But the war is not over yet, and I haven't watched that movie yet, so I can't sleep yet. 】

[We haven't planted a yard full of roses yet, but I'll plant them.As long as I think, they will bloom even in the cold winter... After the war, we planted a yard full of roses.The flowers that bloom in the cold winter must be beautiful. 】

Steve looked at her: "Bucky said to buy a yard with a big lawn to grow roses, the red roses of Lancaster."

Perry's eyes moved.

"We gotta do something, Perry. Bucky needs you."

She looked into those same blue eyes, blue eyes full of sincerity and hope.

Bucky, I need you too.

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