Adolescent Patient Guidelines

Autumn in S city is always very short.It seems that there is no need to transition from hot summer to cold winter.Gradually, even with sufficient air conditioning in the hospital, it is rare to see patients coming and going in only hospital gowns.

It has to be said that the hospital is a really pleasant place in some ways.Chi Yang adapted surprisingly quickly to the side effects of the drug. Apart from coping with psychological counseling, he just ate, slept, and slept.Grandma saw him and said that his complexion was quite different from before admission.

Chi Yang asked her where she came to judge, and grandma said that he looked like a man.

The appearance of a person... is really a very nihilistic judgment.

On the window sill of the ward was a half-remained plastic water bottle filled with water and a rose.It can be regarded as the only color in the entire ward, and Chi Yang always stares at it for a while when he sleeps at night.Waking up one morning, he finally couldn't bear to walk over to take a closer look.

awesome!It is a fake flower.

Chi Yang has more than 100 degrees of myopia, but he doesn't usually wear glasses, and everything he sees has an automatic blurring effect.From a distance, the flower is really real, but when you get closer, the paper of the plastic flower is a little wrinkled.

He was standing there speechless, when someone called him behind him, and when he turned around, it was Nurse Wang.

Nurse Wang hadn't come for a few days, so she asked him with a smile, "Xiaochi, how are you doing recently?"

"good."

"Is grandpa and grandma all right?"

Chi Yang nodded.

Only then did Nurse Wang get to the point: "That's it. You still remember that when you first moved in, I told you that your attending doctor was going to have a consultation with you. You were supposed to be called a few days ago. But the hospital is a bit busy recently, so it has been delayed until today." She smiled, "Now the doctors are waiting for you, I will take you there."

Chi Yang had already left this matter out of the blue. When she first heard her mention it, he felt a little sudden, "Huh?"

Nurse Wang thought he was a little nervous, and comforted him: "You don't have to be too nervous, the doctor can say whatever he asks you."

"Okay." Chi Yang could only say.

Jiang Xuan came out of the toilet after washing up. I don't know if it was Chi Yang's illusion, but he always felt that he seemed to glance at her.

Nurse Wang greeted him, and he walked straight to his bed without any response.Nurse Wang was not surprised at all, she turned to Chi Yang and said, "Let's go."

In the morning, the corridors of the hospital exude the smell of various breakfasts, and it is very lively with people coming and going.Meeting Uncle Ding who was going to bring Jiang Xuan breakfast, he greeted Chi Yang and Nurse Wang with a smile. Chi Yang responded and glanced at the breakfast in Uncle Ding's hand.

Then he couldn't help but glance again.

So little, is this feeding the birds?

He couldn't help thinking of Jiang Xuan's bones that were so broken in fights.

The room where the doctors waited for him was on the fourth floor, and he arrived there after a short walk.The door was closed tightly, and just as he was about to knock on the door, he heard a faint voice of arguing inside, so he couldn't help but withdraw his hand hesitantly.Unexpectedly, Nurse Wang took a step forward, opened the door at once, and said to him, "Go in."

……thank you.

Chi Yang had no choice but to walk in.

This room is very spacious. When you enter the door, you will see a long white wooden table.On the long table are paper and pens and a number of thermos cups of different heights and colors, and a doctor in a white coat sits on the corresponding position of each thermos cup.At the end of the long table, sat his attending doctor surnamed Yin who came to make rounds every morning.She wore glasses with red-brown frames, and her face was cold and solemn.

Sitting on her left is Ruan Feng.Unlike others, there is no thermos in front of him.As soon as he saw Chi Yang coming in, he blinked at Chi Yang quickly.

Except for him, everyone has been scrutinizing Chi Yang undisguisedly since he came in, which gave him goosebumps.

"Sit down." Dr. Yin spoke first, and she tapped the one opposite her, the last position of the long table, with her chin.

Chi Yang sat down as he said.

"Chi Yang on bed 48, is it?" There was no emotion in her voice.

"Correct."

"Okay. Today we mainly have another in-depth understanding and judgment on your situation. So it's mainly you who make the statement." Dr. Yin said, "Now tell me why you got sick."

Chi Yang's mind buzzed for a moment, he never expected that this consultation would be like this.How should this be said?Thin sweat broke out from his palms, and his heart beat fast. He stared at the white table in front of him, unable to say a word.This happens every time he goes to psychological counseling. He can't answer unless others ask him detailed questions.

He always waited silently for the other party's patience to run out, but today, it was obvious that if he didn't take the initiative to speak, these people would spend eternity with him.

He secretly took a deep breath, and finally said: "When I came to the hospital for an examination before being hospitalized, I already told a doctor about my situation."

"No." Dr. Yin vetoed mercilessly, "You were far from detailed enough to provide us with reference." Then, she flipped through the notebook in front of her, "Look, you only I said that you are a single-parent family, and your mother was not around when you were young..."

Hearing this, Chi Yang's whole body tensed up.

"In short, it's too abstract." Ruan Feng interrupted suddenly, "You can talk about the specific events that affect you in detail."

Doctor Yin was a little displeased, but he didn't continue talking.

"But in fact, I think that many things are not that complicated. Like many emotions, they have no specific reason." Chi Yang said reluctantly.

He tried to ask Ah Sui, but at this time he couldn't hear Ah Sui's voice.

Dr. Yin shook his head, "No, no, no. This is impossible. All emotions and symptoms must have a reason. It is impossible for it to happen to you without warning, and you should know this best. Now that you're at the hospital, I want you to be honest with us."

"...I'm very honest." Chi Yang said.

"You are hiding something from us." Dr. Yin said with certainty.

Her eyes were like a sharp knife, hanging over Chi Yang's head, waiting for the opportunity to cut him open in one fell swoop.Chi Yang's thoughts were like water boiling in an instant, and his nerves were quickly entangled together, and countless hidden pictures came one after another.He hugged his head all of a sudden, and began to breathe heavily.

Seeing this, Ruan Feng immediately stood up, wanting to go to Chi Yang's side.

However, Chi Yang suddenly jumped up from the chair, like a frightened bird, a few flames sprang up from the long table in front of him, and he was about to pounce on him. If you hide, they will pounce harder.

Several doctors came around and wanted to say something to him. Chi Yang watched their mouths open and close, but couldn't hear anything.

He turned around and opened the door, stumbled and ran out, vaguely following the way he came, trying to run back.

It was already difficult for his eyes to see things at this moment, and he bumped into something he didn't know what it was after running a few steps.His knees were weak, and he had nothing to rely on, so he almost fell to his knees, but the thing picked him up, seemed to grab his sleeve, and led him somewhere.

After running for an unknown amount of time, a door was opened, he was pulled in, and then the door was tightly closed and locked.

The thing let go of his hand, and he fell to the ground without any strength, as if his bones had been pulled out.He managed to see this so-called thing with a little bit of light, "it" was completely black, which looked much more pleasing to the eye than the pure white and terrifying place just now.

Chi Yang closed his eyes.

Jiang Xuan pressed her back against the back door and slowly slid to the ground.He bent one leg, looked at Chi Yang in silence for a while, and finally lowered his eyes. His long and soft eyelashes tightly covered all the emotions in his eyes.

The windows of the hospital are very opaque. If the sunlight is not particularly strong, the ward will always be dark and deathly.Even if it shines in through layers of barriers, it is quickly expelled here.The dance studio is darker in the morning than in the afternoon.

The two of them stayed in a corner, sitting and lying down in the dark.

So far, so close.

The wall clock on the wall walked with extremely artificial steps.

There is no end to everything.

Jiang Xuan suddenly remembered that a reporter once asked Hawking, "What impresses you the most in this world." Hawking said: "In the vast universe, when I find that a thing that is far apart is so similar to another , it's the 'distant similarity' that strikes me the most."

When Chi Yang opened his eyes, he was stabbed by the oblique light.

The second time he woke up, Chi Yang saw Jiang Xuan opposite him.He rested one hand on his knee, the other on the floor by his side, his head drooping, and fell asleep unconsciously, like a newborn baby.

Chi Yang moved over lightly, and saw his unreserved sleeping face closer.

How amazing, in his impression, the hospital is simply a place where dirt is hidden, and every patient is neither willing nor able to take the time to clean himself up.They either gained weight due to medication, or had bloated limbs due to long-term bed rest, including himself, who also had not washed his hair and face for two weeks during his illness.

How could he be a patient.

Jiang Xuan suddenly opened her eyes at this moment, just in time to meet Chi Yang's eyes.

His eyes were clear, as if he had just woken up.

After realizing it, Chi Yang wanted to turn his head in embarrassment.Jiang Xuan also turned her head, her eyes following Chi Yang.

Chi Yang was stunned.

The two stared at each other silently for a moment.

Suddenly, the door that Jiang Xuan was leaning against rang twice, and the two quickly looked away in unison.

Jiang Xuan stood up from the ground, facing the door and asked, "Who?"

"It's me." Ruan Feng's voice.

Jiang Xuan turned to look at Chi Yang.Chi Yang was a little stunned, as if he was asking Chi Yang's opinion before deciding whether to open the door, but this was obviously his own dance studio.

He wondered if he was thinking too much, so he tried to nod his head, Jiang Xuan turned his head back, sank his wrist, and opened the door.

He was actually asking for his opinion.

As soon as Ruan Feng came in, he said, "Why don't you turn on the light." So he reached out and "snapped" to turn on the light.

The whole dance room lit up instantly.Both Chi Yang and Jiang Xuan subconsciously lowered their heads to avoid the light.

As soon as he saw Chi Yang, Ruan Feng breathed a sigh of relief: "So you are really here. We are looking for you everywhere, and the whole hospital is almost overturned. If we can't find you, we will call the police."

Chi Yang didn't know what to say, so he could only say "oh".

"Your grandma and the others are still arguing with the doctor, follow me back quickly," Ruan Feng said.

Chi Yang felt a headache when he thought of his grandpa and grandma, so he stood up quickly.

Walking outside the door, Ruan Feng asked Jiang Xuan again: "What about you? Do you want to go back with us?"

For some reason, Chi Yang felt that Jiang Xuan's body temperature had cooled down again, turning into an iceberg again.

Sure enough, he said in the next sentence: "No time."

Then close the door.

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I changed the name of the novel, hoping to attract more people

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