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Before the rainstorm came, the bean-sized raindrops hit the ground first, and then came the dense rain curtain.

The sound of the heartbeat, once, again, knocked out the rhythm on the eardrum, as if it was about to jump out.

In the movie, the male lead impatiently said to the female lead, "Hey, do you know what love is?!"

"When I saw you, my heart beat so fast!"

Chi Yang was suddenly poked at the center of the matter, and suddenly came back to his senses, and found that his hand was still pressing on Jiang Xuan's hand, and Jiang Xuan was also motionless, without saying a word, letting him press like this.

Chi Yang shook his hand and immediately withdrew it.

Jiang Xuan picked up the water bottle and put it in the cup holder for him.

Chi Yang lowered his eyes, not looking at Jiang Xuan.But there was a tsunami in his heart, and the blood in his whole body seemed to be frozen. His mind was like a messy draft paper, full of complicated calculation steps, and he couldn't spell a complete sentence.

Do I like him?

He tried to find someone to ask, but got no reply.

He didn't figure it out until the end of the movie.

The lights in the movie theater were all turned on, and the person next to him was silent for a while, and then asked, "Do you have any plans for the evening?"

Chi Yang hasn't reacted yet, "Probably not."

Jiang Xuan stared at him for a while, then sighed softly, "Then, shall we have dinner together tonight?"

Chi Yang gave up thinking more, "OK."

They walked out of the theater, it was not yet five o'clock.This is an awkward time, too early for dinner and too late to do something else.

They wandered around on the third floor of the mall.

"Are you... recently preparing for studying abroad?" Chi Yang asked after thinking about it.

Jiang Xuan nodded slightly, "I just took the IELTS test a few days ago."

Chi Yang said "um", "how is it?"

Jiang Xuan didn't know what to say, so she could only say: "It's okay, you can apply for the school, but you should take another exam."

"Awesome." Chi Yang didn't understand IELTS, so he couldn't say anything more. He changed the subject, "You know, I should be in school at this time. The previous grade said it would be held on the evening of August 31st. We went back to school, but someone reported it, and we went back to school at the same time as other grade students."

"I know." Jiang Xuan said casually, "I reported it."

Chi Yang: ...

It took him a long time to find his voice, "You reported it? But you didn't make up classes at school, this matter has nothing to do with you..." He lost his voice again as he spoke.

"Ah, if you want to report it, you can report it."

Chi Yang was quiet for a while, "Have you been to school before?"

Jiang Xuan paused, "Did William tell you?"

Chi Yang smiled, "I guessed it myself. You don't know, there is a small ticket on the last page of the last book."

Jiang Xuan pursed her lips, "You want to return it to me?"

Chi Yang looked into his eyes, "Why don't you give it to me yourself?"

"I think you don't want to see me." Jiang Xuan said.

"You're right." Chi Yang smiled, "What would you think if I suddenly left you and ran away?"

Jiang Xuan curled up her fingertips slightly, "I'm sorry, I..." He wanted to say something, but felt that it seemed meaningless, so he could only lower his head.

"Let's go," Chi Yang didn't want to see him like this, "Take you to dinner."

"where to?"

"Not here anyway."

Chi Yang led Jiang Xuan all the way out of the shopping mall, then opened the map, entered a few words, determined a direction, and then walked there.

The map probably pointed out the nearest road, which had to pass through many alleys and alleys. The stone road was bumpy and uneven. Chi Yang subconsciously pulled Jiang Xuan's arm, fearing that he would fall.Touching his arm felt painful, "Have you lost weight recently?"

Jiang Xuan: "...Well, is it obvious?"

"Hold your hand." Chi Yang said, "If I don't eat with you, you won't eat again, will you?"

Jiang Xuan said silently, "Correct next time."

Chi Yang didn't know what to say.

Not seeing each other for three months, Jiang Xuan really has a big change in temperament.If he had said that before, he would definitely be coldly rejected by Jiang Xuan.

After twists and turns, we finally arrived at our destination.

Seeing the word "hot pot", Jiang Xuan felt her right eyelid twitch heavily.

"Can you eat spicy food?"

Jiang Xuan nodded.

"This one is delicious, but it's spicy." Chi Yang said.

Jiang Xuan felt her left eyelid twitch, "Go in." He heard himself say.

The waiter took them to a window seat for two and gave them menus.

"What do you want to eat?"

"Order it, I'll eat whatever I can." Jiang Xuan was so unaccustomed to the smell of the hot pot restaurant that she even slowed down her breathing.

Chi Yang didn't refuse, picked up a pen to draw on the menu, and finished ordering in a short while. He handed the menu to the waiter, then stood up by himself, and went to the freezer to get two cans of beer.

Jiang Xuan was stunned: "Aren't you still taking medicine? Can't drink bars?"

Chi Yang suddenly said, "Oh, I forgot that you are taking medicine, so don't drink it and I will drink it alone."

"...I mean you're taking medicine."

Chi Yang smiled, "Who cares about that."

Soon, the waiter brought up the pot and the dishes. Jiang Xuan saw the red bottom of the pot with peppers floating, and subconsciously moved away from the table.

"Why do you always look at me?"

Jiang Xuan let out an "ah", and picked up a piece of something that he didn't know what it was with chopsticks, and then hurriedly put it in his mouth, but he was burned severely, and he gasped.

Chi Yang was helpless, "Why are you in such a hurry, who is robbing you?"

He stood up, went to Jiang Xuan's side and sat down, "I'll sit on the side with you, I'll hold you."

Jiang Xuan eats politely and slowly, especially today. Unknowingly, Chi Yang has piled up his bowls into a hill.

"No wonder I can't gain weight no matter what." Chi Yang complained with a smile, "I'll go to the toilet, and I'll pinch you slowly when I come back."

Jiang Xuan: "Okay."

Chi Yang stood up and went to the toilet.

He first came into contact with alcohol at a very young age. Before he came to S City, he went out to eat with the adults, and they all let him drink.There is no taboo that children should not touch alcohol. I haven't drank for a long time because I was hospitalized and took medicine.

I don't know if it's because of this reason, I only drank two cans today, and I feel a little top-heavy.

It may also be because of something on my mind.

He roughly washed his face with cold water, and then walked out of the toilet.It happened that there was an air conditioner outside, so he walked over to blow on it.

From this angle, you can see their table at a glance.

He looked over there, just in time to see Jiang Xuan secretly wrapping the contents of the bowl in paper, and then carefully throwing it into the trash can on the side.

While throwing it, he felt that it was a waste of food, so he hurriedly stuffed some food into his mouth, but because of his haste, he choked himself and began to cough violently.

Chi Yang suddenly remembered that Jiang Xuan didn't like spicy food.

Although he never said it specifically, whenever I went out to eat with him, he always avoided some spicy dishes.

Chi Yang didn't remember it, but Jiang Xuan just came in without saying a word.

There was a "bang" in my brain and it snapped.

Chi Yang walked over and sat down again. Jiang Xuan was still coughing. Chi Yang reached out and patted him on the back. When he slowly recovered, Chi Yang asked softly, "Is it delicious?"

Jiang Xuan was wiping away the layer of tears from the heat with paper, when he heard Chi Yang's question, he immediately raised his head: "It's delicious."

Chi Yang looked at him well for a moment, and suddenly, he lowered his head and kissed Jiang Xuan's side face lightly.

Questions that went unanswered hours ago suddenly have answers.

Yeah, I like him.

Jiang Xuan froze instantly, motionless.

When Chi Yang realized what he had done, he also froze.

The two of them turned into two big tomatoes sitting upright.

Chi Yang felt that he was steaming from the beginning to the end, exactly like the hot pot in front of him, as if it was about to melt here and turn into a puddle of water.

Jiang Xuan was not much better either.He has performed many dance dramas, and he has also submerged himself to figure out the characters' emotions and emotions that need to be expressed.But it was someone else's, and he had never felt it himself.

The side face kissed by Chi Yang was scorching hot.

Chi Yang stood up suddenly, said "I'll go to pay the bill", and then ran away in a hurry.

That night, Chi Yang suffered from insomnia.

What is love? In fact, every teenager and girl has thought about this question, and most of them think about it with anticipation as the starting point.

Chi Yang didn't expect that one day suddenly, this thing fell on him in the form of an explosion just above his head.

What is love, no one can give an absolute answer.Chi Yang turned three times on the bed, but became more and more sure of it.Chi Yang accepted the setting that he fell in love with someone of the same gender as him with little struggle.

But then?

What should be done then?

Thinking of the kiss at night, Chi Yang covered his head with the quilt in embarrassment like a rabbit, "God, what the hell am I doing?" He whispered to himself.

What about Jiang Xuan?What was he thinking?

Chi Yang poked his head out from under the quilt again, but he didn't seem to respond.What is the reaction when there is no reaction?Do you hate it?Or do you think this is a joke between good friends?Or do you feel disgusted in your heart but don't react?Chi Yang sighed.

He thinks it is the last possibility.

A person like Jiang Xuan can't imagine what it would be like to fall in love with all his imagination.No, it's not about falling in love, or he can't even imagine what it's like for him to like someone.

Chi Yang stared at the ceiling for a while, and his boiling heart suddenly calmed down again.

It's a fruitless business, he thought.But why do we have to pursue a result?If you like someone, must there be a result?

The phone on one side vibrated suddenly. He took the phone over and opened it to see that it was a message from Jiang Xuan.

: I still want to apologize for my leaving without saying goodbye, even though you may not accept it, I am still sorry.There are always many things that are out of my control.

Chi Yang can almost imagine the scene where he typed out each word.

The other party is typing.

:Good night

Chi Yang looked at these two words for a while, finally smiled, locked the screen, turned over again, and put his wrist on his forehead.

August is August, and I keep my mouth shut in August.

I am the water in the bottle, you are the cloud in the blue sky.

OK, let's start unrequited love.

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