Adolescent Patient Guidelines

Although the wind is strong, I love you

——To Chi Yang

Chi Yang lay at home for three days.

To be precise, it is not completely lying down all the time.He got up to wash, eat, and take medicine as usual, and then went back to lie down, looking out the window, from dawn to dusk.

His mind was numb, he didn't think about anything, and he didn't know what he should think about.He is like a dead computer, and like a wounded swordsman, as long as he doesn't move, he can temporarily avoid the pain of reality.

Jiang Xuan came to see him probably every day, and Chi Yang's memory of this is also very vague, because Jiang Xuan is more silent than him, just sitting quietly in a corner of the room without making any sound, making it difficult for people to realize his existence.

Finally on the fourth day, Lu Lan pushed open the door unbearably, "Chi Yang! How long will you be like this?"

She walked in and looked at Chi Yang, "It's been three days, it's ok, it's really ok! You have to keep going, right? There are still four days until the deadline for filling in the application form, and your grandma also called me to ask, what are you doing now?" What is the idea?"

Chi Yang slowly sat up from the bed. He moved his dry eyes, "What do you think?" He repeated.

Sitting beside his bed, Lu Lan calmed down and said, "There are two ways, to repeat your studies or to go to university. You also know that all schools in S city will not take back students this year, and your situation is not suitable for another year. , so I thought, let's just go straight to the college application."

Chi Yang suddenly didn't know what to say.

"Huh? What do you think?" Lu Lan urged him.

"I... Uncle Ruan can't help it?" Chi Yang said with difficulty, "Jump into the next class."

Lu Lan laughed immediately, "Impossible," she said without doubt, "Student status management is very strict now, and your Uncle Ruan has not reached the point where you can cover the sky with one hand." She realized that her tone was a little bit bad, and then softened The tone said, "Xiao Yang, let's go to university. What's so bad about university? A change of environment may help your condition. The college entrance examination is just a stop in life, just go once."

Chi Yang lowered his eyes, blinked his eyelashes, and two tears fell silently into the bed sheet, "Ah," he heard himself say, "That's fine."

Lu Lan became happy, "Your Uncle Ruan knows an organization that specializes in filling out voluntary forms, and Xiaoju has filled them out there. Let's go now, too."

Chi Yang stood up numbly and followed Lu Lan out.

All the schools that could be reported with the current scores were sorted into a stack of papers and sent to Chi Yang.

From the first to the last, Chi Yang didn't know anyone.

Chi Yang and Ruan Qingju are both liberal arts, and they have exactly the same scores, so when Lu Lan and Ruan Qingju filled out their volunteers a few days ago, they already had a rough idea of ​​these schools.

"Xiaoju wanted to study journalism or something, so she applied for it," Lu Lan sketched, "What about you, Xiaoyang? What do you want to learn?"

A teacher from an institution next to him came over and greeted Lu Lan with a smile, and then said to Chi Yang, "Actually, liberal arts, there are a little less choices, nothing more than a few, law, psychology, journalism, and of course teacher education." ..."

Chi Yang knew that filling in the application form was as important as the college entrance examination. He wanted to cheer up, but it was difficult.

"Xiao Yang, which one do you like?"

Chi Yang took a deep breath, feeling pain in his internal organs. He hurriedly recalled a few terms that the teacher reported just now, "Law."

Lu Lan nodded in satisfaction, turned to the teacher and said, "Then let's look at schools with law majors now."

The teacher is gearing up, "Okay."

In this way, in one afternoon, all nine volunteers and majors were filled in. Chi Yang sat next to him and only made one reference.

He didn't know how the schools were different from each other, and he didn't want to find out.

Finally, Lu Lan took a photo of the printed volunteer list, and Chi Yang heard a "click" from the phone camera.How ridiculous, he thought, that 12 years were all on this one piece of paper.

On the way home, Chi Yang stared at his phone, but couldn't help but click on the college entrance examination result inquiry system.

Click on it, and you will see the Chinese scores at the top first.

99.

It turned out to be the case.

Chi Yang closed his eyes, he felt very tired.

The summer vacation after the third year of high school is long and empty.

This means that there is enough time for Chi Yang to recover slowly.Over time, everything looked normal on his face.In addition to dreaming about the college entrance examination repeatedly every night.

Of course, Chi Yang can also figure out a way to solve it.

He began to stay up late, staying up until three or four in the morning when he was too sleepy to sleep.This can make people sleep more deeply, and it is less likely to have strange dreams.

Maybe this can't solve the fundamental problem, but Chi Yang has no better way.

One Thursday, Jiang Xuan and him went to Prius for a follow-up visit.

Jiang Xuan has now stopped taking the medicine and does not need to report to the outpatient clinic every month, so this trip can be regarded as accompanying him.

When she sat in front of Dr. Yin, she asked about Chi Yang's recent situation, and Chi Yang answered yes.She smiled again and asked, "Did you take the college entrance examination some time ago? How is the situation?"

Chi Yang smiled, "It's okay, there are books to read."

Dr. Yin was very pleasantly surprised, "Have you been admitted to university? It's really not easy. I have seen so many patients, but very few of them can be admitted to university."

Chi Yang nodded, "Thank you."

Jiang Xuan pressed on his shoulder.

After coming out of the consulting room, they went to the front desk to wait for the medicine.Turning around, I bumped into an acquaintance.

If it wasn't for his bald head, Chi Yang would hardly have recognized him as Lu Peng.Lu Peng almost lost weight, grew taller again, and changed his whole appearance.

He recognized Chi Yang at a glance, and said hello awkwardly, "Chi Yang, long time no see." He saw Jiang Xuan next to Chi Yang again, hesitated for a moment and then said, "Jiang Xuan, you're here too. "

Chi Yang said, "Long time no see." He glanced at the bag of medicine in Lu Peng's hand, "Are you here for a follow-up visit?"

Lu Peng smiled, "Yes. I came to work in S City."

Chi Yang remembered that Lu Peng was two years older than himself, and if it was inferred normally, he should still be studying now.

Lu Peng saw Chi Yang's thoughts, "I didn't study after graduating from high school. I have been sick all the time, and I couldn't get into college anyway, so I just came out to work to make money, and it could reduce some of the burden on my family." He breathed a sigh of relief After finishing speaking, he asked again, "What about you? You should be taking the college entrance examination this year, right?"

Chi Yang said "Yes", "Filled in the application."

Lu Peng: "Tsk, it's amazing, you can go to college." He looked calm, neither envious nor anything else, "Okay, I'll go first, and those who come out on leave have to rush back to work."

Chi Yang didn't know what to say, so he could only nod his head.

Lu Peng walked a few steps, turned around again, and waved to Chi Yang.

Chi Yang walked over, Lu Peng reached out and touched Chi Yang's earrings, "You and Jiang Xuan..."

Chi Yang knew what he wanted to ask, "Yes."

Lu Peng laughed, "Bull, real bull." He patted Chi Yang on the shoulder, just like when he first met, "I'm really leaving, I wish you happiness."

At the end of July, Ruan Pingchuan and Lu Lan finally found time to take a public vacation from their work unit and took Ruan Qingju and Chi Yang to the northwest.

Lu Lan said it was to help them "relax their minds".

They first arrived in Xining by plane, then rented a car, and drove all the way to Dunhuang, Gansu, crossing green grass mountains and rivers, and crossing desert yellow sand.

On the way, Chi Yang and Ruan Qingju received the admission notice one after the other.

Coincidentally, they were admitted to two schools in the same city. Lu Lan checked it with her mobile phone, and it was said that the two schools were only separated by a wall.Lu Lan had mixed feelings. She originally hoped that both Chi Yang and Ruan Qingju would stay in City S, and they filled many schools in City S.Unexpectedly, they were all recorded and sent to other places.

Chi Yang looked at the school displayed on his mobile phone for a while, and the major column read: Public Utilities Management.

He asked: "I am this major?"

Lu Lan took it over and took a look. She thought about it, "At that time, I just wanted to fill in this school. I couldn't have admitted you according to the rankings of previous years. I didn't expect to be admitted, but the major should be changed. I don't even remember it. Fill this out."

She pondered for a while, "Management...should be good too?"

Chi Yang said, "Really?"

Ruan Qingju interjected, talking to Lu Lan about the acceptance letter.

Chi Yang turned his head to look out the window, took a random picture of the scenery with his mobile phone, and took a screenshot of his admission notice, and sent it to Jiang Xuan.

After a while, Jiang Xuan replied with a message. He didn't comment on the scenery, nor expressed his thoughts on the admission notice, but only asked: [Are you still in the car? 】

【Um. 】

[Can you open the window? 】

Chi Yang pushed down the window, and the wind outside the window blew in instantly.

【Then? 】

[Then you can extend your hand.If there are no cars in front and behind. 】

There may not be any cars for several kilometers before and after this road, Chi Yang stretched out his hand as he said.

【Feel the wind?That's me saying hello to you. 】

The wind passed by his hand gently.

【Congratulations.There is a new life waiting for you ahead, and I will walk with you. 】

Chi Yang felt as if sand had gotten into his eyes, and before he could rub them, tears rolled down his face.

He faced the wind, tears streaming down his face.

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The author has something to say:

Written in a mess, alas.

Jiang Jiang is leaving~ I will abuse you next time

Thank you everyone ~