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Grandma was buried next to Grandpa's tomb.

Before Chi Yang could remember, Grandpa was gone.But I heard that he was very affectionate with his grandma.Therefore, it should be a very happy thing for them to meet in another world.

Grandma's tomb is on a mountain, and the gentleman my uncle found told me that four o'clock in the morning is the auspicious time for burial, so my uncle and the others had to play mahjong until after three o'clock, and then drove up the mountain.

They spread paper on the mud, and then knelt down on the mud in rows. Chi Yang was the lowest in seniority, kneeling at the end with his fourth aunt's five-year-old son.Grandma has five children. It is reasonable to say that the house is full of children and grandchildren, but many people refused to come because of business, including Chi Yang's biological father. It is said that he didn't even answer the phone.

While reciting scriptures in front of the tomb, Mr. threw paper into the brazier, a lot of paper fluff flew into the air, and the fire lit up the night sky. The children around him raised their heads and exclaimed: "It's snowing, it's snowing!"

Chi Yang also raised his head, and a piece of paper just fell on his forehead.

The teacher said that the time when grandma passed away was not very good, so the method should be changed for an hour, so that they all stand far away.

At four o'clock in the middle of the night, the mountain road was pitch black.

Uncle and the others went to the side to chat, while Chi Yang wandered alone on the mountain road.

In the past few days after grandma left, he felt as if he was about to shed all the tears in his life. If he hadn't experienced it himself, he wouldn't have known that people could shed so many tears, as if the lacrimal gland was broken.

Since he was a child, he has seen the words "life and death" too many times in books and movies, but when he experienced it himself, he realized that the expressions in words and movies are pale.A living person, finally turned into a small box, lying in the palm.

Before grandma left, she put his and Jiang Xuan's hands together.Chi Yang was still a little unsure whether grandma knew about them, and he had no intention of telling grandma about it truthfully. He knew that this would be quite a stimulus for the elderly.

Unexpectedly, she knew it all along.

She didn't question, obstruct, or even inadvertently intervene, like a wide sea, which can silently accept rivers coming from anywhere.

Chi Yang's eye sockets were extremely dry.

After the teacher finished the practice, let them go over, each sprinkled a handful of soil on the urn, and then buried the box in the soil.

Uncle and the others hurriedly picked up a handful of soil and sprinkled it in. Chi Yang was the last one to sprinkle it. He squatted down, gently sprinkled the soil around the box, and said softly:

"Grandma, see you in heaven."

He knew she must hear.

The Spring Festival in 22 came early, so the school also started early.

Chi Yang's school was originally scheduled to return to school on February 2, because Jiang Xuan had to go back early to prepare for the competition, so Chi Yang also flew back to school early with him.

Jiang Xuan practiced in the school rehearsal room, while Chi Yang sat cross-legged in front of the mirror and watched him practice.

There was a boy in the rehearsal room, who always came to Jiang Xuan and asked various questions. After a while, he said, "Hey, what should I do if I can't do this movement well?"

Jiang Xuan said concisely: "Practice."

After a while he leaned over again, "Do you know that the oden in the cafeteria is delicious? Let's go eat together?"

Jiang Xuan didn't raise her head, "No."

The boy sat next to Chi Yang with a frustrated face.

Chi Yang comforted him in the spirit of humanitarianism: "Chase someone else."

The boy's face turned red immediately, "Who said I chased him!"

Chi Yang raised his eyebrows, "Pretend I didn't say it."

The boy frowned and looked at him again, "Aren't you from our school? What are you doing here?" Three seconds later, he suddenly realized again, "You want to chase him, right? You're guilty of being a thief by accusing me. "

Chi Yang thought for a while, then nodded, "I really want to chase him, I don't think the difficulty should be high."

"He's not too difficult?!" The boy looked incredulous, "Do you know what his nickname is in our school?"

"What's your name?" Chi Yang took a sip of water curiously.

"'Little Bodhisattva'." said the boy.

Chi Yang almost spit out a mouthful of water, "Why?"

"There are no emotions and desires, it's not human at all." The boy said exaggeratedly.

"Then you still want to chase him?"

"Well, I made a bet with my roommate. I didn't expect..." The boy scratched his head, "I advise you to give up as soon as possible. I think your conditions are almost meaningless."

Chi Yang thought about it seriously, "I think my conditions are okay."

Just as he was talking, Jiang Xuan came over to get something. His bag was placed next to Chi Yang, and the boy just blocked it. Jiang Xuan glanced down at him, and the boy shot out far away like a spring on his buttocks. "You take it you take it."

Jiang Xuan bent down and looked very close to Chi Yang. Chi Yang took a look, then tilted his head and pecked lightly.

The eyes of the boy next to him widened immediately.

Jiang Xuan flicked her hand over the things, then turned her head expressionlessly and kissed Chi Yang's face back, then took the things and continued to practice in front of the mirror.

The boy walked over with a stiff expression, "You you you..."

Chi Yang gave a "tsk", "It doesn't seem to be difficult to chase." He turned his head and said to the boy, "I've caught up, don't come here again, you know?"

Ruan Feng trotted all the way to the gate of the International Art Center in City Z, and saw the absent-minded Chi Yang at a glance.

"Hi!" He ran over, "I'm not late, am I?"

Chi Yang breathed a sigh of relief, "You've come." Then he turned around and led Ruan Feng in hastily.

"Didn't it mean ten o'clock in the morning? It's only a little past nine o'clock now." Ruan Feng followed up and defended.

"Always go in early." Chi Yang said.

Ruan Feng: "Isn't Jiang Xuan competing? Why do you look so nervous?"

Chi Yang glared at him, "You don't care about me."

They made their way through the crowd and into the theater.There are no external tickets for this game, only some internal tickets. Originally, Jiang Xuan only gave Chi Yang one ticket. Later, Ruan Feng heard about it. It happened that he was in City Z during this time and wanted to watch it.

The location of these two tickets is very good. Although they are a little far away from the stage, they are facing the stage impartially and there is no obstruction.

They sat down, and Ruan Feng said with emotion: "I really didn't expect Jiang Xuan to return to the stage one day." He said: "I saw him for the first time in the hospital. On the hospital bed."

As soon as Ruan Feng said, Chi Yang suddenly thought of that scene, and his heart ached.

Chi Yang stood up, "I'll go see him." He walked out and walked around to the backstage.Before he entered the backstage, he saw Jiang Xuan outside.

Jiang Xuan had already changed into a long gown with a gradient of bamboo and green, and put on stage makeup. His teacher was standing opposite him, talking to him.His hair was already a little long, but he had a part of it picked up for this performance, and the tail of his hair hung down to his waist.

Chi Yang didn't go over, but stood not far away and looked at him.

I don't know what the teacher said to him, he lowered his head, smiled slightly, and brought the wind around him.

The teacher patted him on the shoulder and left.

Only then did Chi Yang call out to him, and he turned his head, with a glint in his eyes, "Why are you here?"

Chi Yang walked over, "Isn't it cold?"

Jiang Xuan shook her head.

"Are you nervous?" Chi Yang smiled.

Jiang Xuan thought for a while, "To be honest, a little bit."

Chi Yang took him by the hand and walked through the backstage one by one. When he saw a timid child participating in the competition for the first time, and a boy full of longing, Chi Yang whispered: "Look, everyone here is trying to prove themselves is the strongest. But," he smiled, "even if it's not, it deserves to be loved."

They walked to an empty corner, Chi Yang reached out and hugged Jiang Xuan, "Waiting for your good news."

Just as he was about to back out, Jiang Xuan hugged him again,

"I love you."

Jiang Xuan's voice was as soft as the wind.

Chi Yang withdrew to look at his eyes for three seconds, and his Adam's apple twitched, "If it wasn't for fear that your makeup will be messed up..."

Jiang Xuan smiled slightly, "Make up for it after spending it."

Before he finished speaking, Chi Yang pinched his chin and kissed him.

When Chi Yang returned to his seat, Ruan Feng glanced at him, and then strongly condemned: "You don't know how to restrain yourself! Isn't there monitoring in the background?!"

Chi Yang said "ah", "I'm sorry."

After everyone around took their seats, the lights in the theater were dimmed, and the performers began to appear on stage one by one.The order of performances is in the order of the juvenile group and the youth group, with group dances and solo dances.Jiang Xuan was the third from the bottom in the youth group.

Chi Yang felt that he had eighteen filters. Although he couldn't understand the quality of the specific dance, he always felt that they were not as good as Jiang Xuan.

That one didn't stand firmly, and that one's movements were not smooth, and finally there was one who performed well in everything, but he still felt that Jiang Xuan couldn't dance as well.

Finally, the host announced Jiang Xuan's name.

Then the stage lights dimmed again.

Chi Yang's heart started to pound, and Ruan Feng also took a deep breath.

The piece performed by Jiang Xuan is called "Bamboo".

When the light came on, he stood with his hands behind his back in the layers of smoke created by the dry ice. His posture was upright, like a solitary bamboo growing up from the empty mountains for thousands of years, proud of the sky and the earth.

Everyone is attracted by this opening.Immediately afterwards, he jumped up and turned around in the clouds and mist, flowing like a peerless knight, every piece of his clothes obeyed his words.

Suddenly there was a gust of wind and rain, and the strong external force blew the bamboo to the ground, almost breaking the waist, as if it would be uprooted in the next second.Bamboo is constantly fighting against the wind and rain, but he still refuses to give in completely, and the music also becomes louder.

Everyone couldn't help holding their breath, being brought into the mood of the dance, and finally, little by little, the bamboo stood up abruptly from the ground relying on the strength of its roots.The process of getting up was not smooth, he managed to get up a little and was immediately pushed down.

A violent drum beat shocked the entire theater.

Bamboo finally stood up from the ground again, he spun around, greedily breathing the breath between the heaven and the earth, no wind and rain could overwhelm him anymore.

Despite being so far away, Jiang Xuan's strong and flowing emotions still infected the audience.

Chima Manto, Nishi-North-South-North.

I don't know who shouted hello first, and the whole theater burst into applause one after another, which lasted for a long time.

Ruan Feng was still immersed in the performance, but the people around him suddenly stood up, conjured a bunch of flowers out of nowhere, walked out of the auditorium, walked down the stairs, and walked to the stage step by step amidst applause. Go softly but firmly.

Everyone looked at him.

He stepped onto the stage from the side of the stage, walked to the center of the stage, and handed the bouquet of flowers to Jiang Xuan.

Jiang Xuan took the flowers, then reached out and hugged Chi Yang tightly.

The reporter in the first row quickly chose the best angle, clicked, and took a photo.

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The author has something to say:

The story about Chi Yang and Jiang Xuan officially ends here.Originally, I also wanted to write as many extras as possible to fill this story. After much deliberation, I always felt that the state of "unfinished" would be better, so I ended here like this. I hope everyone will forgive me.

The original name of this story is "Gaplight", which means "everything has a crack, so it doesn't matter, that's where the light comes in". It's a story I wanted to write since middle school, and I haven't finished it until now .

Thanks to all the favorites and comments. Every favorite and comment is extremely important to me. Because of my extremely unstable physical condition, I never thought that I could finish writing a novel in winter. Every time I feel like I can’t write any more Sometimes these are my motivation, really thank you all.

There are still many poorly written stories, blunt turning points, and unattractive plots. Sometimes I want to strangle myself when I see it. Every day I open my eyes, I think about how to write here and there.Thank you to everyone who can see here.

The new year is coming soon, I wish you all a happy new year, and all the things you meet and ask for come true.

If there is a chance, I hope we will meet in the next story.

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(Almost forgot again, let’s pass by to see the advance payment~

Xie Yan has been a well-known obedient child since he was a child.

Never contradict parents, act in accordance with all instructions of parents.That's how it went from kindergarten to college.He has a good family and has been admitted to the best school. If this continues, he will continue to live this kind of life step by step.

If he hadn't braved the rain to go out to get takeaway that rainy night.

He bumped into a human being, perhaps a vicious little dog.They knocked each other to the ground, and the dog scrambled to its feet, obviously falling hard.

The puppy glanced at Xie Yan, then smiled softly,

"never mind."

Sludge under your feet x clouds in the sky

"I crawled out of the dirt and saw the clouds."