Fearless [E-sports]

"I know you're not like that," Yu Chi lowered his head and grabbed a corner of the sofa, "Whether it's you or brother, it's impossible for you to get tired of survival, but if you've always been like that, don't change your state." Come back, and sooner or later you'll get tired of it."

Han Xu didn't expect that Yu Shi knew him best. He was really tired at the time and tried to adjust, but no one saw that there was a problem with his state. He talked with Xia Chenxi, and Xia Chenxi thought he was too much. Caring about black powder comments trapped myself in it.

Han Xu never cared about what he looked like in the eyes of others, he only focused on what he cared about, if there was no such thing as Yu Shi, Han Xu would throw this kind of if out of his mind, without this kind of if, Yu Shi would always be there isn't it?Even if he didn't come to KL at that time, and didn't become his teammate, Yu Shi would still be there, and it seems that only Yu Shi can save him.

"I don't think I've said thank you to you yet." Han Xu stretched out his hand to rub Yu Shi's head, "I've always wanted to say, it's a pleasure to meet you."

"Knowing brother is the happiest thing."

Han Xu used to joke that children need to be patted on the head to look good, but after he tricked Yu Mu into leaving, he didn't touch Yu Mu's head.Later, when Yu Shi came to KL, he was a whole hedgehog, let alone touching his head, and he couldn't even joke. Han Xu also touched his head secretly. Aspects beaten.

And now Yu Shi is sitting next to him, obediently letting him touch his head, and suddenly realizes what is the happiness of nurturing?

"I also have something to ask brother," Yu Shi's words interrupted Han Xu's unrestrained fantasies, and he felt a little uncomfortable in his heart.

"what's up?"

"Brother retired that year."

In the RBT league that year, KL's mistakes, or Han Xu's mistakes, caused KL to lose the championship with a gap of several hundred points, and Han Xu has not come out to explain it, or in the words of black fans, he has nothing to explain. It was his fault.

Han Xu still had a fresh memory of that match, or rather, he still remembered every match he had with Yu Shi, and it was his retirement battle, and every value was in his mind.

Originally, it was not easy for the new team to pass all the way to the World Championship. After all, the experience is not as good as many old teams, and the running-in is not very tacit.However, before the finals, Han Xu, who had been feeling unwell, was found to have a pituitary tumor.

He had already been asked to rest and prepare for surgery before the game. After all, after a game, it takes a lot of energy, and Han Xu occasionally has symptoms of blurred vision. At a critical moment like the final, it is absolutely necessary deadly.

At that time, Xu Yun was still a substitute for the team. Although he was a rookie who had just made his debut and hadn't played a few regular games, his skills and coordination were good. Although he was far behind, there was nothing he could do about it.However, no one knew that Xu Yun suffered from severe stage fright syndrome.

Because the usual games are all online games, it is not obvious at all, and he has not participated in many games, but this is an offline game, he has never played before, and he has never told anyone about his stage fright syndrome , Until before the final scene, when Han Xu asked him to talk, when he heard that he might be allowed to play in the final scene, he was so nervous that he couldn't speak, his whole body was stiff, and his hands were shaking all the time.

Han Xu really didn't think that such a thing could happen temporarily. He planned to try his best to maximize the advantage in the first three quarters, and he just needed to hold on to the last one.

However, Keep cooperated so well that they didn't get any huge advantages at all in the first three quarters. As long as they lost any points, they would be completely overtaken.

Xu Yun couldn't play, so Han Xu had no choice but to bite the bullet. He only wanted to make a quick decision, and he was afraid that a mistake would cause the team to collapse. Lose directly.

Indeed, he had nothing to refute about this matter, it was his mistake and no explanation was needed, so why would he still come out and say that he only made mistakes when he was sick?In e-sports, winning or losing is the most important thing. If you lose, find reasons for yourself, that's what the weak do.

However, after the game, he hadn't been able to properly explain to Yu Shi.When Yu Shi pulled him away, he already had a headache so badly that he couldn't hear what Yu Shi said, and Yu Shi, who was angry, naturally didn't notice what was wrong with him.

After his elder brother picked him up, he took him into closed convalescence for three months. In fact, he was afraid that he would see those bad things on the Internet. When he came out again, Yu Shi had already said that he had nothing to do with him. .

"I didn't..." Yu Shi was so nervous that he was at a loss. He didn't know where to explain it for a while. Although he knew about it from others, he still felt uncomfortable when he said it from Han Xu. Something was urgent. Tightly grasping his heart, "I'm sorry, I went back to find you later, you are no longer here, and then I kept contacting you, but there was no reply, and I never said that kind of thing..."

Yu Shi felt that he was going to be overwhelmed by regret. He was angry at the time, not because of the high-sounding reasons that fans gave him to make up for. He thought that Han Xu was scolded because he asked Han Xu to play. He was angry at himself , but got angry at Han Xu, and asked him why he didn't refuse to play and tell the situation, but bit the bullet.

"I know," Han Xu patted his head, "I know why you were angry at that time, because I made an arbitrary decision and didn't tell you about my illness. It's normal for you to have doubts about my last replacement. It's my fault, it's always been my fault, Xia Chenxi is right, I might as well not have a long mouth."

Yu Shi let Han Xu rub his head, and didn't say anything later. There are some things, it's good for him to know, and it's best for his brother to be like this.

The two talked openly for two hours, and finally sorted out all the conflicts. At least Han Xu felt that it was cleared up. Yu Shi was not the obedient little brother who only knew how to obey.

Han Xu went out to buy supper, Zhou Zhou and Lu Zhao also worked very hard and kept training. Han Xu decided to play the role of boss. Tomorrow, the team members will have half a day off to rest. The training, the wear and tear on the hands is too great.

Watching Han Xu go downstairs, Yu Shi entered the training room, Lu Zhao and Zhou Zhou were training, and he didn't intend to join. The two had known each other for a long time, and they cooperated well. Yu Shi didn't intend to train before. Zhouzhou, Zhouzhou can't keep up with his rhythm, and can't find his point, but Lu Zhao can.

I was in a good mood and didn't want to fight alone, so Yu Shi started the live broadcast.Yu Shi didn't like live broadcasts before, he felt that live broadcasts were a waste of time, so Han Xu basically made up for his time.Later, when he became the captain, he basically helped the team to make up time.

There's nothing wrong with the live broadcast. For example, he hasn't started the broadcast for more than half a month, and the sudden start of the broadcast is a gift full of screen bombardment. Well, it's all team expenses.

"God C finally started broadcasting wuwu, and I just opened the coffin."

"Grandma! The anchor you follow is finally on the air!"

"When is the next game in KL?"

"You can see that it's a fake fan, and it's this weekend."

The comment area looks very harmonious, but there will always be inappropriate voices. After all, the melons in the survival circle these days are one after another, reversed and reversed. Fans have become numb to eat melons. It is impossible to be harmonious since we just finished the show today and started broadcasting on the cusp of this storm.

"Why would God C clarify the matter of that person today?"

"I don't understand either, but they are teammates now, God C is the captain, so naturally he has to consider for the team, and God C feels sorry for me."

"To be honest, why did Han Xu go back to KL after being so pulled now? In the end, two newcomers were replaced. God C had to bring in newcomers, and the No. [-] position was also given up. The recent games have been so lazy. Take Head wins."

"It's true, 1 to 3. Now I've watched God C's previous game videos, and seeing him play in the second position, I have a heart attack."

"Don't you all care if Han Xu cheated or not?"

"Is there any objection to this? Although I don't like him now, who in the survival circle was not his fan before?"

"Although he has pulled it now, his previous strength was not fake, okay, and God C's clarification is not convincing enough?"

"Fuck off, the rhythm is here, I thought your faces were swollen enough today, why are you still showing your face?"

"Then Yan Yuan is also quite poisonous. I see him jumping up and down like a mad dog recently. What is he trying to do? Now he is yelling that he has more material."

Yu Zhi's computer has been stuck on the live broadcast interface. He is watching the comments. Fans have been waiting for a long time, but he still has no intention of starting the game. The screen is already full of question marks.

"I don't want to play games today, but since the broadcast has started, let's do this. Randomly select viewers to ask me a question and I will answer it."

"????"

what happened?The training madman can't open the game?The live broadcast only likes to spend time without talking. Captain Gao Leng, who never looks at the barrage, is not only watching the comments, but also planning to play a question-and-answer mini-game?Why are you so shocked, you can see the terrified expressions of Lu Zhao and Zhou Zhou in the back, and the fans in the live broadcast room also have this expression.

You ask me to answer This kind of small game is very common in live broadcasts, it is simply a sharp weapon to promote the relationship between the anchor and fans, but this kind of thing happens in the body, there is a feeling of fantasy, and it does not affect the fans. " Choose me" mode.

The first lucky viewer came out, and the question was very conservative: "Does God C have a girlfriend?"

"No, there is no love in e-sports, and I have no money. I don't think about it until I retire."

Han Xu paused when he stepped into the training room. Indeed, he said the same thing before, and it is not unreasonable. When you fall in love, you need to devote your energy to the person you love, and professional players focus on competition and training. I really don't have the energy.

Well, Han Xu gave himself some wax in his heart, how did Yu Shi look like him, why is there no one in his heart, he draws his sword and is naturally godlike.

"Don't worry about the game, don't be nervous, we will win."

"The situation of the training match is confidential, don't inquire about it."

The problem was normal at first, but then it went wrong.

A bold fan asked: "God C said that God G was the idol of all survival players a few years ago. Is that God C's idol?"

? ? ?Before the fans said that spies were infiltrated in the live broadcast room, Yu Shi replied: "Not only before, he has always been my idol."

What he said was calm and calm, and the fans in the live broadcast room had already felt the ups and downs of their emotions like a roller coaster. The questions all became related to Han Xu, and Yu Zhi not only answered patiently one by one in a good mood, but occasionally showed a little smile.

"I don't hate him, I never said that."

"Our relationship has always been very good. Everything on the Internet is edited. Don't believe it, he is my brother."

"I didn't say that he couldn't be mentioned in the live broadcast room. I blocked all those who scolded him, and kicked those who didn't scold him."

Originally, the atmosphere was very harmonious, at least I think so, excluding fans who have already had a heart attack.Until someone asked: "Han Xu is too lazy now, can you replace him, we want to see God C play the first position."

Yu Shi's complexion was visible to the naked eye, and he didn't speak for a long time. He opened a folder and stared at the screen fiercely, "Let me replay today's training match with Keep for you."

Originally, he was still thinking about whether that question had offended Yu Yu's fans, and felt joyfully that God C had finally started to do something serious. However, after listening to the replay, all the fans were numb.

Help!Is the person who praised Han Xu's operation from the beginning to the end really the cold god C?All the games plus the live broadcast combined didn’t have as much talk today, and I only saw Han Xu’s perspective the whole time. In some highlights, I even used 2 times slow playback, and some places even had to go back and explain twice. In the end, The point is, you still think what he said really makes sense.

God C answered that question with actions, pull?How could it be possible? You see, the new God of Survival has praised him to the sky.

It can be seen that the fans were very tired watching the live broadcast, but Yu Shi was very happy, because he directly posted the replay segment on social media, and contacted the captain of Keep to give him a like, very frantic.

Han Xu watched the whole process, from the embarrassment of his toes on the ground to the gradual numbness, and he was still able to calmly call Yu Shi to go down for supper. It was entirely his responsibility that Yu Shi became like this.

"Brother, go down first," Yu Shi glanced at the time, "I'll be down in 10 minutes."

He said so, and Han Xu couldn't help but agree. When he arrived at the restaurant, Lu Zhao and Zhou Zhou had already eaten. The big screen in front of the dining table was turned on, and Yu Shi's live broadcast was playing. He had already started to feed Xia Chenxi I called to like it, and I also want to praise it in the comment area.

Seeing Han Xu coming down suddenly, the two were silent and looked at him awkwardly. Han Xu cleaned up the phone's interface and sat down to watch together.Both of them saw it, and what was broadcasting on the phone was also the captain's live broadcast.

"The last question, my brother called me to eat supper," Yu Shi suddenly showed an inexplicable smile when he said the word "my brother".

Fans are already numb, who would have thought that God C doesn't talk much, he just doesn't want to talk, and there is a hidden "G God blowing" attribute, which is a mistake.Now I really want to beat up the person who brought the rhythm to Han Xu, black fan.

The lucky audience who was drawn looked like a three-none trumpet, and the fans always had a bad feeling in their hearts, but whatever, today was outrageous enough.

"I want to ask God C, if a person works hard for his dream and gives up a bright future, but in the end he doesn't get the desired result, do you think it's a pity?"

Yu Shi obviously didn't expect to encounter such a serious question suddenly. He thought for a while before speaking: "I don't know what aspect you are asking this question, but let me tell you a story."

"I have a friend who is smart, has excellent grades, has a good family background, and is loved by his parents. He is the so-called person who stands on the top of the mountain from birth. As long as he works a little harder, many heights that are difficult for others to reach may just be his starting point. .It's a pity that he chose e-sports."

"E-sports rely on talent, and he is also talented. From Internet cafe games to city games, he trained day and night, skipped classes to go to games, and even his parents sent him to a school for Internet addiction rehabilitation. He never gave up on him. e-sports dream.”

"In the end, his family compromised and left him alone. He gave up his studies and left home to pursue his dreams with a few like-minded people. He slept in a bridge hole hundreds of kilometers away from home and spent hundreds of dollars in bonuses. It took a long time to be selected by a small team to go to the youth training, and after a few years, I was a substitute, and I still haven't had a chance to play."

"Finally, after a big change in the team, he who has been sitting on the bench can finally have a chance to play. However, after only one game, their team lost, and then the team disbanded. He became an older player, but he only seriously He played one game, and after that game, his career was over."

"He has played for five or six years, trained tens of thousands of games, and only played one game. What is left of him in e-sports is not flowers and applause, but occupational diseases."

After Yu Shi finished speaking, no one was posting barrage in the live broadcast room, which was so real that it made people sad. "The career path doesn't just require hard work and passion."

"I've read the private message you sent me. Your strength is not good. Hard work is useless. You are only 16 years old. Go back to school. You still have a choice now, otherwise you won't have a chance to regret it in the future."

"Do you think that friend is me? No, I only have a career. Where did we meet... He is not playing for survival. He has gone home to become a rich second generation. He has a way out, but you don't Yes, if you are also a rich second generation, then I didn't say anything."

Han Xu knew that he still had a word to say, and neither did he.

Where did they meet? It should be at the Net Rehabilitation School. Yu Shi didn't say anything, but he understood.Yu Shi desperately wanted to play professionally, because he had no way out.

Survival’s professional environment is not as good as other games. Maybe in popular games, even if you can’t play anymore, you can still rely on game traffic to be an anchor. It's a game, I hope to get ahead here, it's really for my dream.