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Chapter 113 The Finale
One week before the college entrance examination, all the class hours were over, and the principal held a mobilization meeting for the third grade college entrance examination in the auditorium.
I heard that there was no such event in previous years, only the graduation ceremony after the college entrance examination, but this year the principal had a whim, saying that every year after the college entrance examination, everyone goes out for a trip, and this year he insisted on holding it before the exam.
As soon as Ji Yanli stepped into the auditorium, he saw a familiar figure from a distance, and ran over to greet him: "Ji Yanli!"
It turned out to be Wen Yu.
She became a little more generous, and her smile became brighter and sweeter. Wearing a refreshing pleated skirt, she lived up to her reputation as a school belle. As she ran all the way, many people peeked behind her.
"Have you come back to see the teacher?" Ji Yanli said pleasantly, "It's been a long time."
"Also, I came to see you." With a smile, Wen Yu pulled the person next to him over, and held his arm intimately, "I would like to introduce you, this is my boyfriend."
Ji Yanli pushed up her glasses in surprise, and saw that the man she was holding was taller than Ji Yanli, tall and leggy, handsome, with curly hair slightly curly, and a face as handsome and profound as a Greek sculpture, standing side by side with Wen Yu. Standing, handsome and beautiful, the kind who keeps turning heads.
"Hello," Ji Yanli stretched out his hand, "I'm Ji Yanli, a classmate of Wen Yu's."
Wen Yu covered his mouth and trembled with laughter: "Hahahahahaha..."
The man who was as handsome as a sculpture didn't look so friendly, he neither reached out to shake Ji Yanli's hand, nor spoke, only the corners of his mouth kept twitching.
"What's the matter?" Ji Yanli stretched out his hand patiently, murmuring slightly in his heart, not knowing what went wrong, the other party stared at him like a hungry wolf, as if he had some deep hatred.
Fortunately, Xi Ye came to the rescue.
Xi Ye must be relying on the fact that he will also take the college entrance examination this year, so he came to the mobilization meeting as a matter of course, walked slowly, walked behind him, and whispered in Ji Yanli's ear, "Look carefully, who is he?"
Ji Yanli sincerely said that if I knew who he was, would I be embarrassed here? !Wen Yu was looking for a partner in college, how could I know him? !
The sculpture suddenly spoke: "Lili, I'm really heartbroken. In just one year, you don't recognize me. As expected, the married daughter spilled water. Look at you, hey..."
Ji Yanli was so frightened that his glasses almost fell off: "Shen Beast?!"
Fatty? ! ! !
Wen Yu laughed until the corners of his eyes were full of tears: "Fatty, isn't he a glandular dysplasia, has he been taking hormone medicine? He stopped taking the medicine after graduation, and then lost weight after a while! Oh, I'm so envious, He can lose ten catties a month!"
"Stop explaining to him," the fat man tugged at Wen Yu with a cold face, "Fucking fat man worked so hard to fly over from the capital to cheer him up, good guy, I just don't know me anymore."
"Hey, I know you." Ji Yanli rushed over to pull him back, "You know I'm face-blind, and you suddenly lost half of your body, so I can't recognize you anymore. Now I take a closer look, and it really is you! It's still the same as before handsome!"
"You fart!" Although the fat man was swearing, his face immediately burst into a smile, "Lili, let me tell you..."
Xi Ye suddenly interrupted: "Fatty, I also have something to tell you."
Fatty: "?"
The fat man turned and stared at him: "What are you calling me?"
Xi Ye raised his eyebrows, and dragged Ji Yanli to his side domineeringly: "Don't you like to repeat words? Fat? Lili? Disgusting?"
Wen Yu clutched his stomach: "Hahahahaha!"
Fatty's face turns green and pale: "Is there something wrong with you?! I'm an omega, and Lili and I are good brothers and sisters! I can't steal from you! Damn Lili, come here, we won't play with him."
Xi Ye said slowly: "Although you are an omega, you may also be a pervert."
Wen Yu laughed wildly: "Hahahahahahahaha!!"
At this moment, several people heard the familiar crisp voice, running over from the door, shouting as they ran: "Brother!"
Ji Yihe dragged Ren Jingqiu and ran all the way, wearing a high ponytail. All the way, the black ponytail was whipped from side to side like a whip, and it was all on Ren Jingqiu's face.
Ji Yihe ran to his brother and stood still, unaware that half of Ren Jingqiu's face was swollen, he covered his face and said pitifully: "I'm fine, I'm fine, don't tell her."
"Why are you here?" Ji Yanli rubbed her hot head, "You don't take the college entrance examination, why are you listening to a mobilization meeting?"
"I'll accompany you!" Ji Yihe smiled and hugged his waist coquettishly, "How about I sit next to you?"
Xi Ye tried to take her away with a cold face, but Ji Yihe turned his head and grinned at him, the contrast between the front and the back was as big as changing faces in Peking opera.
Ji Yanli didn't know whether to laugh or cry, pinched her little face and said, "Okay, okay, I'll sit with you."
The fat man immediately yelled, "I flew over from the capital..."
Ji Yanli said again: "Okay, okay, I'll sit with you too."
The final result was that Fatty sat on Ji Yanli's left, and Ji Yihe sat on his right.
And Xi Ye was actually forced to sit in the back row, side by side with Ren Jingqiu, staring at the man holding Ji Yanli's arms.
The principal finally walked onto the podium wearing a plaid shirt, nodded slightly, and looked elegant. Under the leadership of several teachers, the audience immediately burst into applause like a wave.
The principal adjusted the microphone, and said in a calm manner: "Students, there are only six days until the college entrance examination. I look around and see that everyone is immersed in their studies, and their energy is commendable... It's just that they are only starting to study now. Isn't it a bit late?"
The students with their heads buried couldn't help but raise their heads and laugh. The whole auditorium was full of laughter one after another, and the boys who were doing good things shouted: "Come on! Light up even if it's not on!"
The principal smiled: "Yes, I am very ambitious, but my next speech will only take up to 10 minutes of everyone's time. I hope you can still listen to it. From my experience, it is very important, and I The more students I have met, the more important it is, and it is a message for us to meet for three years."
"I often think about what our high school education is for. Of course, it must be for a good university and a good future, but I still hope that everyone can think deeper and further. For example, a common question, do you think life is right for you What does that mean? How are you going to spend your life?"
"I will give you 5 minutes to discuss with the students around you."
Everyone was confused at first, but Fatty and Wen Yu said with a clear face: "That's what he asked at the graduation ceremony last year."
The fat man asked Wen Yu, "How did I answer last year?"
Wen Yu said: "You said you want to lose weight."
The fat man turned pale with shock: "Then my life goals have been fulfilled ahead of schedule, what should I do?"
Wen Yu added: "Maybe life is just to keep looking for the next goal."
However, Ji Yanli was unable to attend the graduation ceremony last year because of Xie Anzhi's funeral, not to mention that he had never graduated, so he thought seriously for a few seconds and said, "I think the meaning of life lies in becoming a better version of yourself." .”
"I think," Ji Yihe propped his chin, "life is, don't waste time on idiots."
When Ji Yanli heard the swear words, he knocked her on the head helplessly: "If you want to succeed, spending time on worthy people is also an answer."
Ren Jingqiu played with his mobile phone with his legs crossed, without raising his head: "This is very easy, life is happiness. I hope that when I die, I can tell the god of death who came to ecstasy that I had such a good time in the world, and the experience is excellent , come back in the next life.”
Ren Jingqiu put down his phone, and slapped Xi Ye again: "What about you? Why don't you talk? Thinking about life?"
Xi Ye glanced at him, propped his temples, and looked forward to a straight back, with a surprisingly gentle expression.
Ren Jingqiu joked: "Master Xi? Is your life just silence?"
Xi Ye said: "Ji Yanli."
I don’t know who made a joke, but the students in the circle next to me suddenly burst into laughter. The laughter caused countless people to turn their heads to look at it, because some people laughed too crazy, and the chain reaction made more unknown situations laugh. People, people who know what they are laughing at and people who don't know what they are laughing at anyway, are laughing together.
Amidst the commotion, Ji Yanli's ears moved slightly, he turned his head and looked at Xi Ye, and said with a smile, "Huh?"
Xi Ye smiled: "No, senior. I'm not calling you."
Ji Yanli turned back again.
The principal cleared his throat, and calm returned to the auditorium: "Whether you have discussed the answer or not, whether you are serious or joking, the discussion itself is meaningful. The important thing is that if you have an answer, if the answer is serious Yes, I want you to remember it for a year, a decade, a lifetime."
"In the three years of high school, you are too used to exchanging hard work for grades and grades for rankings, and you take fairness for granted. But in the future, you will find that in this world, fairness is an ideal and injustice is the norm. But even so, I hope you can Always have the purity and innocence at this moment, because the saddest thing in this world is not that you achieve nothing, but that you work hard to get everything, but forget what you wanted in the first place.”
"I know that for young people, the old-fashioned topics are all talked about badly, tired of talking, and completely boring. But I don't know that it is inevitable to be unorthodox and unconventional. Most of the other ways are untenable. All the old-fashioned things in this world, in other words, It is enduring, it is eternal.”
"I am here to offer my best wishes to all of you here. I wish that after many years, you can still be as upright, brave, and kind as I hoped back then, and possess all the innocent qualities of children. The reason is not I want to get something in return, but don’t want one day, when you are in middle age, you suddenly look up from your tired, trivial and breathless life, and you are shocked to realize that you have become the most hated, grown-up appearance.”
"The world has ten thousand ways to suppress you. It will make you feel that kindness is not worth it, hard work is not worth it, and love is not worth it. But you are still just a group of little beasts with teeth and claws that have not faded. If one day you find that you can't change the world , feeling disheartened, please don’t forget that when you change yourself, the world changes with you.”
"Finally," the principal turned around and gestured to the big screen, "please allow me to show you a little poem. I only found out a while ago that the author of this poem who won the first prize in the Modern Poetry Contest for High School Students of the "Rookie" Cup of the Hengjiang Cup is Ji Yuling, a student in Class [-] and [-] of our high school."
"Ah! It's Ji Yuling!" Ji Yihe shouted, grabbing Ji Yanli's arm excitedly, "Do you remember her?"
I remember that girl who was dressed in white and was standing on the rooftop in the snow all over the sky, who wanted to commit suicide.
A poem was slowly displayed on the screen line by line, but it was slightly changed from what she left in the belly of the table back then.
Wen Yu and Fatty looked up, Ji Yihe and Ren Jingqiu looked up.
Xi Ye and Ji Yanli looked up.
All the young and vigorous faces were illuminated by the light of the large screen high above, as if welcoming a round of brilliant sunrise.
"Untamed"
Puffed up, he fears death
Crazy, I see the moon
thunder rolling
From the future to the wild
Bells burn in flames
It's an eagle, it's a wolf, it's a tall poplar
Ride away with the wind and sing loudly, who cares about the heavenly man
Happy New Year's Eve
I was born brilliant and I died beautiful
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June [-]st, Children's Day, is also Ji Yanli's birthday.
Young Master Xi and Mr. Ren both scrambled to hold an epic and luxurious birthday party for him to celebrate his 19th birthday. Ji Yanli repeatedly emphasized that he only wanted to study in his heart, and he had to keep everything simple, and it was best not to do it at all.
Finally, out of the wish of the birthday star himself, Xiao Ren, who has not been seen by the seniors since he made his relationship public, gave a gift and went home with a grievance. Two sets of handles.
Fatty and Wen Yu mailed a small vacuum cleaner from other places, signed in their names, Ji Yanli couldn't put it down, and wanted to roll up his sleeves and suck it inside and out of the sofa cover on the spot, but Xi Ye snatched it away. Angry and funny, he said that he is not allowed to work today, and he can only do it if he wants to.
In the end, Xi Ye and Ji Yihe sat side by side at the narrow dining table of Ji's family. The table was filled with steaming takeaway meals. There was a small cake in the middle and a resin photo frame next to it. In the group photo, Xie Anzhi and Ji Zhishu were smiling under the ginkgo tree.
Biting his chopsticks, Ji Yihe muttered unwillingly: "Why are you here?"
Xi Ye laughed and said, "Believe it or not, if you want to drive away another person, your brother will drive you away."
Ji Yihe was anxious, turned his head and stepped on his foot: "You! Have your sweet dream!"
"Hey, what are you fighting for?" Ji Yanli just turned around and went to the kitchen to get a bowl, and when he turned around, he found that the two were fighting. Ji Yihe threw his teeth and claws at Xi Ye, and Xi Ye supported her forehead with one hand, Sitting there calmly and leisurely, he flicked her head unceremoniously, showing no mercy.
Ji Yihe covered his forehead in shock, and cried and acted like a baby to Ji Yanli in a voice that was a hundred times exaggerated than the actual pain: "Brother!!!"
Ji Yanli looked over reproachfully: "Xi Ye?"
"Senior, what do you say," Xi Ye lazily leaned back on the chair back, with his forearm resting on his head, "If there is only one person to accompany you on your birthday, who do you want?"
Ji Yanli said helplessly: "Okay, I don't want to answer the question starting with 'if'."
Ji Yihe's bright eyes were filled with anger: "It must be me!"
Ji Yanli said indifferently: "Whoever makes any more noise will be deprived of the qualification to order food next month."
This sentence was so effective that both of them shut up, one was provocative and the other looked at each other with hatred, one was for the claypot rice that he never got tired of eating, and the other was for the oily noodles she had been thinking about.
After turning off the lights, the cramped living room without windows suddenly fell into darkness.
Xi Ye lit the candle with a lighter, and the bright candle flame danced and became the only light source. A warm golden line formed on the side face, reflecting the deep black pupils burning like bright light.
"Ji Yanli, happy birthday."
"Brother, happy birthday."
The two clapped their hands and sang the birthday song. They sang louder than the other, as if they had to compare each other's voice.
Ji Yanli closed his eyes and made a wish, his eyelids were warm red by the light of the candle, he couldn't help smiling before he thought of any wish.
"Brother, hurry up and make a wish that you will win the first prize in the college entrance examination." Ji Yihe reminded him in a low voice when he saw that he was still not moving.
"It's nothing new." Xi Ye's lazy voice came, "If you don't agree, give me ten more wishes."
Ji Yanli opened his eyes, smiled, and blew out the candle.
He didn't make a wish.
, what he wants will not come true.
At the age of 19, what he wants is in front of him.
A few days later, in the examination room of the college entrance examination, the weather was surprisingly hot. A steady stream of hot air rolled up from the ground, like a layer of twisted and transparent heat waves.
A black Maserati galloped through the lush green avenue, and stopped in front of the white marble campus. The empty campus was so quiet that it was not the same as before, and there was a sense of solemnity and urgency that was about to end.
A shrill bell rang across.
It's time to stop writing!
The campus seems to have revived. From the dead silence, it gradually becomes lively. There are the sounds of walking, the sound of papers being rolled up, the voice of the invigilator, and then a sudden burst of surging waves of sound, shuttling up and down Between the floors, countless people rushed down with their bags, shouting: "The exam is over! Liberated! I'm finally free!"
Ji Yanli was mixed in the crowd, with an involuntary smile on his face, and the real ease and comfort overflowed his chest from the inside out.He has taken the exam many times, but he has never been as calm and calm as this time.
Exams are always a personal thing.
But this time he's not alone.
He walked down the corridor, and the heat wave was blowing in his face. From a distance, he saw a black figure standing under the blue tree, with a single shoulder bag, Alpha was tall and tall, but kicked the stones on the ground childishly.
There are countless golden light spots scattered all around, blown by the wind like countless star points that are about to fly.
The man seemed to feel something, raised his hand to scratch the messy forehead hair, and straightened up.
The eyebrows and eyes are handsome, naturally stretched, and you can't help it.
It's like two years ago, behind the Hanlin Gymnasium, the kennels were smashed to pieces, and the ground was in a mess. The school dogs were barking and running around, and the fighting teenagers were screaming and howling. They all rolled on the ground and cursed, but there was no Strength to stand up.
There was only one person standing among them, wearing an army green vest, full of hostility and rebelliousness, listening to the cursing and the beeping of the horn behind him, he sneered, tied a flower in his palm with a stick, and said I don't care who he is Come on, don't even think about leaving today.
He came, and sure enough, he never left again.
The wind that came from nowhere blew through the treetops, and the green canopy swayed lushly, as if the scorching heat was blown away in an instant, and the face was refreshed.
Xi Ye seemed to feel something, turned around with a smile, and saw him in the crowd at a glance: "Senior."
That is, his senior.
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The author has something to say:
It's over! !Sahuahua~~~~~
Postscript of "Untamed":
Postscript time again! ! ! !
Following the atypical entertainment circle (because it was too strange to be classified in jj, it was finally put in the label of [future game suspense]), I wrote an atypical campus again, maybe this is me, A neurotic patient who doesn't follow the rules ==
Before starting the article, there are also many things worth tangling. For example, the previous book was about the romance entertainment industry, and this one is about campus ABOs. advance receipt.
But I've been known to be a very hard-headed, sometimes stupid person.
When I want to write an article, ten cows can't hold it back. It's like a power plant that generates electricity for love. A person can generate [-] volts, and his hair can stand up for love, so thank you very much. I am very, very, very grateful for your support during this period. It is your tolerance and encouragement that allows me to be fearless, like a nonsensical little lunatic, to do what I want to do, brave, bold, and regardless of the cost.
In addition, this book is still the product of a failure to estimate the word count.
Before starting the article, I bet my head with my friends that this book is definitely only 20w.
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But the arrow has to be fired, and what should be written has to be written.At the end of the writing, I found out that it is actually quite good, and no one can be missing, no one can be missing.
There is also a very mysterious story.
When I choose names for characters, I usually rely on my mind. I take one shot for one, and another shot for another one. I can do whatever I want.
After picking up a bunch of names at one go, my friend said that it was really good to get the name Du Hibiscus, and I said hey hey, she said that I looked it up, and "Hibiscus" means "flowers that only bloom for one day. ".
!!!
At that moment, I was hit, it was a blow to my heart, it was a real feeling of being hit, and I didn't know what to say for a while.
She asked me strangely don't you know?
I said I don't know.
She said, didn't you take it because you knew the meaning of the word?
I said no, I just decided on a whim.
At that moment, I felt that writing was too romantic, hopelessly romantic.
About Ji Yanli and Xi Ye.
Xi Ye is a person who hates himself very much.
His hatred for himself was extended from his hatred for Xi Chen.
When he first appeared in my mind, he was ten years old, wearing a black hoodie, with his hands in his pockets, and a thin and tough body, standing on a towering rooftop, his small face was cold and hard, watching the city at night. House lights, want to jump down.
And Ji Yanli is a person who has no self in his heart.
I think it is difficult for him to be accurately positioned. The word "good man" is not completely accurate. The best kindness is like water, and the gentleman is like bamboo. He is not a complete saint, but his selfishness never fell on himself, but on his love. on the person.It's not that he can't get angry. In fact, the few times he was "angry" were because the people he loved were hurt.He can easily forgive anyone who hurts him, but he cannot forgive anyone who hurts his lover.
And I always feel that the senior is the one who is really cruel. When he completely abandons someone, there is really no room for redemption.From this point of view, maybe Xi Ye is still a soft-spoken person.If you offend Xi Ye, he may not be bothered to hit you, but after Ji Yanli's bottom line, he will pursue justice to the ends of the earth, the kind that can't be stopped (?)
But my initial impression of him was that when he heard Xi Ye joking that he wanted to die, he said:
——"Is there something I didn't do well?"
I think this sentence is enough to position Ji Yanli.
He's just a gentle guy.
Besides, sometimes I feel that Ji Yanli is actually the stubborn kid who lacks discipline, has no parental guidance, wants to do everything recklessly, tries to be brave by himself, refuses help from others, and deserves to be rolled up and beaten up.
When he became stubborn, he was restrained by Xi Ye, and when Xi Ye became stubborn, he was restrained by him.
It's quite suitable and cute for two people to fight back and forth.
But one thing is for sure, I never think Ji Yanli is a perfect person, and I never want to write about a perfect person.The halo of the Virgin when he appeared on the stage is the biggest cover, and it is also his biggest shackle. The so-called dedication is just a self-destructive tendency after beautification.
It wasn't Ji Yanli who redeemed Xi Ye.
It is they who redeem each other.
Sometimes I get confused too.Those supporting characters who have no sense of existence, but they all have rich stories.It’s not that I have nothing to do to conceive. After all, I really don’t intend to write, but they will automatically jump into my mind. Every time I have to use 120 points of perseverance to curb my urge to write them.
For example, Tao Berry, the junior high school story between her and Ji Yihe, it would take [-] words to write it down!However, suddenly inserting a horizontal line in the text to write about the friendship between my sister and Xiaoberry three years ago is a bit too wild, and it may not be read by anyone in the episode.
I can only grab my friends and say, "Do you know that the first piece of underwear that Xiaoberry just developed was bought by her younger sister!" or "You know that Ren Xingchu and the senior have an official meeting as the 'parents' of both parties Is it so funny when you're in bed!" or "Do you know what Xi Ye promised Xie Anzhi in the ward!" or "Do you know how Xi Ye likes to play when he is doing with seniors?"
Hearing the last sentence, my friend took out the kitchen knife she had treasured for many years, put it on my neck, and said not to beep, write to Lao Tzu.
The appearance of this article, like every previous one, was like a meteor across the sky, hitting my forehead with a bang.
It is difficult for me to sort out the framework of the whole article with logic, starting from the core stalk and the protagonist's personality, as some writing skills state.
For me, an article either has it or it doesn’t. The difference is the flash of light in my mind at that moment. I was so overwhelmed that I couldn't breathe, so I could only keep my eyes wide open to remember what I saw clearly at that moment, and write it down like a gourd painting before I forgot it.
I don't know if this is normal or abnormal, and I don't know when it will come, so I can only wait blankly.
I tried to read some writing books, but there is a huge gap between the tools and the writing. I seem to have learned a little bit of addition, subtraction, multiplication and division, and I am eager to put it into practice, but the questions that I turn around turn around are not It's calculus, but I seem to be able to do it again, without using my clumsy tools at all, I don't know how I did it, I can't explain my answer, and I can't replicate my process.
Sometimes my friends will question me, asking why this person would make such a choice here, every time I feel like a little mentally retarded, ah, ah, ah, I can't hold back an explanation, and finally I have to go back and think hard. Then you can give an answer that will convince others.
I always do it, instinctively know what they're going to do, and then reverse their logic and motivations, and sometimes I don't even know what's going on, but I'm pretty sure that's what they do.
My friend asked me why Fu Shixin bet on Ji Yanli.
I said no, because he didn't know either.
My friend asked me again if Ji Yanli was given time to think, would he still push Fu Shixin away during the earthquake?
I said I didn't know because he didn't know either.
……
My friend said, what's the use of you.
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So sometimes I will be very frustrated, I don’t know if I am making progress, and I can’t even arrange the plot and characters. Before I started writing, I chatted with my friends at night. After listening to the outline of the story, my friend frowned for a long time and said The personality of the senior is a "thunder point". I asked why. She said that many people would not like the senior to sacrifice his character. Compared with the good guy, everyone prefers revenge, revenge, and vicious villains.
I thought about it for a long time, and I think she was right.I also want to write about a person who loves and hates, maybe the next book, maybe the next book, but I can't change Ji Yanli, because he is like this.
I thought helplessly, what should I do with you.
I didn't set him up, I got to know him.I can only choose to write or not to write, but there is no way to change him.
Later I said, I still have to write, because everyone can dislike Ji Yanli, but Xi Ye likes it, and this is the most important thing.
So writing essays still belongs to the field of metaphysics for me, just like the saint in the virgin forest who refuses to lift her veil and wears gold bracelets and anklets. Mysterious, elegant and stimulating, it has a fatal attraction to me.
Some people may think that I have a clear framework and plan, even if it is not in the computer, there should be one in the human mind, or that I can arrange the plot and characters, or that I have a small secret document filled with detailed outlines .
But actually I have nothing.
I'm like a child traveling in a foggy weather. There are dark shadows in the fog. I know where I'm going, but I don't know how to get there. I can only see an inch below my feet when I open my eyes. The cold water is flooded. At my ankle, I held a dim yellow lamp in my hand. No matter how high I raised the lamp, it could only illuminate a dim shadow in the mist.
Before I put my hands on the keyboard, I don't know what I will write today. After I turn off the computer, I don't know what I will write tomorrow.Writing is a grand adventure for me, never asking about the past, never asking about the future, always clumsy, always naive, but it’s okay.
I am forever grateful to the friends and readers who are willing to accompany me on this journey, they believe in me far more than myself.
I have always felt that I don’t know anything about writing. I can do it today because I am very happy. It can be said that I am stupid. I was panting and laughing while running in the fog. The farther and farther I ran, the more Run farther and farther until you see the lighthouse standing at the end in the distance.
And the moment I came to the end, the full text ended, the fog dissipated, and suddenly the world became clear and bright.
When I look back, I will find that the footprints when I came are countless.
That's all for now!I am reluctant to write any more.
Very extremely 12 thanks to all the lovely readers who support me!Thank you for your thunder-throwing nutrition solution and comments, and thank you for your support and encouragement.Recently, there are almost no people studying and learning. Every day when I see everyone's comments, I feel that I can still learn by helping me up.
The next book may be another atypical essay, but it doesn't matter, I had fun writing it, and you guys had fun reading it. There is a lot of happiness in the world for no reason, and this is the most beautiful thing! ! !
Don't forget to go to my column to collect the next one, and don't force me to kneel.
(Kneel down orz is really important to me)
I love you all! ! ! ! ! !
I hope that Yun Shao will still be writing her love story ten years later.
Today is a cold but brilliant sunny day.
stay in the cloud
2021. 12, 15
I heard that there was no such event in previous years, only the graduation ceremony after the college entrance examination, but this year the principal had a whim, saying that every year after the college entrance examination, everyone goes out for a trip, and this year he insisted on holding it before the exam.
As soon as Ji Yanli stepped into the auditorium, he saw a familiar figure from a distance, and ran over to greet him: "Ji Yanli!"
It turned out to be Wen Yu.
She became a little more generous, and her smile became brighter and sweeter. Wearing a refreshing pleated skirt, she lived up to her reputation as a school belle. As she ran all the way, many people peeked behind her.
"Have you come back to see the teacher?" Ji Yanli said pleasantly, "It's been a long time."
"Also, I came to see you." With a smile, Wen Yu pulled the person next to him over, and held his arm intimately, "I would like to introduce you, this is my boyfriend."
Ji Yanli pushed up her glasses in surprise, and saw that the man she was holding was taller than Ji Yanli, tall and leggy, handsome, with curly hair slightly curly, and a face as handsome and profound as a Greek sculpture, standing side by side with Wen Yu. Standing, handsome and beautiful, the kind who keeps turning heads.
"Hello," Ji Yanli stretched out his hand, "I'm Ji Yanli, a classmate of Wen Yu's."
Wen Yu covered his mouth and trembled with laughter: "Hahahahahaha..."
The man who was as handsome as a sculpture didn't look so friendly, he neither reached out to shake Ji Yanli's hand, nor spoke, only the corners of his mouth kept twitching.
"What's the matter?" Ji Yanli stretched out his hand patiently, murmuring slightly in his heart, not knowing what went wrong, the other party stared at him like a hungry wolf, as if he had some deep hatred.
Fortunately, Xi Ye came to the rescue.
Xi Ye must be relying on the fact that he will also take the college entrance examination this year, so he came to the mobilization meeting as a matter of course, walked slowly, walked behind him, and whispered in Ji Yanli's ear, "Look carefully, who is he?"
Ji Yanli sincerely said that if I knew who he was, would I be embarrassed here? !Wen Yu was looking for a partner in college, how could I know him? !
The sculpture suddenly spoke: "Lili, I'm really heartbroken. In just one year, you don't recognize me. As expected, the married daughter spilled water. Look at you, hey..."
Ji Yanli was so frightened that his glasses almost fell off: "Shen Beast?!"
Fatty? ! ! !
Wen Yu laughed until the corners of his eyes were full of tears: "Fatty, isn't he a glandular dysplasia, has he been taking hormone medicine? He stopped taking the medicine after graduation, and then lost weight after a while! Oh, I'm so envious, He can lose ten catties a month!"
"Stop explaining to him," the fat man tugged at Wen Yu with a cold face, "Fucking fat man worked so hard to fly over from the capital to cheer him up, good guy, I just don't know me anymore."
"Hey, I know you." Ji Yanli rushed over to pull him back, "You know I'm face-blind, and you suddenly lost half of your body, so I can't recognize you anymore. Now I take a closer look, and it really is you! It's still the same as before handsome!"
"You fart!" Although the fat man was swearing, his face immediately burst into a smile, "Lili, let me tell you..."
Xi Ye suddenly interrupted: "Fatty, I also have something to tell you."
Fatty: "?"
The fat man turned and stared at him: "What are you calling me?"
Xi Ye raised his eyebrows, and dragged Ji Yanli to his side domineeringly: "Don't you like to repeat words? Fat? Lili? Disgusting?"
Wen Yu clutched his stomach: "Hahahahaha!"
Fatty's face turns green and pale: "Is there something wrong with you?! I'm an omega, and Lili and I are good brothers and sisters! I can't steal from you! Damn Lili, come here, we won't play with him."
Xi Ye said slowly: "Although you are an omega, you may also be a pervert."
Wen Yu laughed wildly: "Hahahahahahahaha!!"
At this moment, several people heard the familiar crisp voice, running over from the door, shouting as they ran: "Brother!"
Ji Yihe dragged Ren Jingqiu and ran all the way, wearing a high ponytail. All the way, the black ponytail was whipped from side to side like a whip, and it was all on Ren Jingqiu's face.
Ji Yihe ran to his brother and stood still, unaware that half of Ren Jingqiu's face was swollen, he covered his face and said pitifully: "I'm fine, I'm fine, don't tell her."
"Why are you here?" Ji Yanli rubbed her hot head, "You don't take the college entrance examination, why are you listening to a mobilization meeting?"
"I'll accompany you!" Ji Yihe smiled and hugged his waist coquettishly, "How about I sit next to you?"
Xi Ye tried to take her away with a cold face, but Ji Yihe turned his head and grinned at him, the contrast between the front and the back was as big as changing faces in Peking opera.
Ji Yanli didn't know whether to laugh or cry, pinched her little face and said, "Okay, okay, I'll sit with you."
The fat man immediately yelled, "I flew over from the capital..."
Ji Yanli said again: "Okay, okay, I'll sit with you too."
The final result was that Fatty sat on Ji Yanli's left, and Ji Yihe sat on his right.
And Xi Ye was actually forced to sit in the back row, side by side with Ren Jingqiu, staring at the man holding Ji Yanli's arms.
The principal finally walked onto the podium wearing a plaid shirt, nodded slightly, and looked elegant. Under the leadership of several teachers, the audience immediately burst into applause like a wave.
The principal adjusted the microphone, and said in a calm manner: "Students, there are only six days until the college entrance examination. I look around and see that everyone is immersed in their studies, and their energy is commendable... It's just that they are only starting to study now. Isn't it a bit late?"
The students with their heads buried couldn't help but raise their heads and laugh. The whole auditorium was full of laughter one after another, and the boys who were doing good things shouted: "Come on! Light up even if it's not on!"
The principal smiled: "Yes, I am very ambitious, but my next speech will only take up to 10 minutes of everyone's time. I hope you can still listen to it. From my experience, it is very important, and I The more students I have met, the more important it is, and it is a message for us to meet for three years."
"I often think about what our high school education is for. Of course, it must be for a good university and a good future, but I still hope that everyone can think deeper and further. For example, a common question, do you think life is right for you What does that mean? How are you going to spend your life?"
"I will give you 5 minutes to discuss with the students around you."
Everyone was confused at first, but Fatty and Wen Yu said with a clear face: "That's what he asked at the graduation ceremony last year."
The fat man asked Wen Yu, "How did I answer last year?"
Wen Yu said: "You said you want to lose weight."
The fat man turned pale with shock: "Then my life goals have been fulfilled ahead of schedule, what should I do?"
Wen Yu added: "Maybe life is just to keep looking for the next goal."
However, Ji Yanli was unable to attend the graduation ceremony last year because of Xie Anzhi's funeral, not to mention that he had never graduated, so he thought seriously for a few seconds and said, "I think the meaning of life lies in becoming a better version of yourself." .”
"I think," Ji Yihe propped his chin, "life is, don't waste time on idiots."
When Ji Yanli heard the swear words, he knocked her on the head helplessly: "If you want to succeed, spending time on worthy people is also an answer."
Ren Jingqiu played with his mobile phone with his legs crossed, without raising his head: "This is very easy, life is happiness. I hope that when I die, I can tell the god of death who came to ecstasy that I had such a good time in the world, and the experience is excellent , come back in the next life.”
Ren Jingqiu put down his phone, and slapped Xi Ye again: "What about you? Why don't you talk? Thinking about life?"
Xi Ye glanced at him, propped his temples, and looked forward to a straight back, with a surprisingly gentle expression.
Ren Jingqiu joked: "Master Xi? Is your life just silence?"
Xi Ye said: "Ji Yanli."
I don’t know who made a joke, but the students in the circle next to me suddenly burst into laughter. The laughter caused countless people to turn their heads to look at it, because some people laughed too crazy, and the chain reaction made more unknown situations laugh. People, people who know what they are laughing at and people who don't know what they are laughing at anyway, are laughing together.
Amidst the commotion, Ji Yanli's ears moved slightly, he turned his head and looked at Xi Ye, and said with a smile, "Huh?"
Xi Ye smiled: "No, senior. I'm not calling you."
Ji Yanli turned back again.
The principal cleared his throat, and calm returned to the auditorium: "Whether you have discussed the answer or not, whether you are serious or joking, the discussion itself is meaningful. The important thing is that if you have an answer, if the answer is serious Yes, I want you to remember it for a year, a decade, a lifetime."
"In the three years of high school, you are too used to exchanging hard work for grades and grades for rankings, and you take fairness for granted. But in the future, you will find that in this world, fairness is an ideal and injustice is the norm. But even so, I hope you can Always have the purity and innocence at this moment, because the saddest thing in this world is not that you achieve nothing, but that you work hard to get everything, but forget what you wanted in the first place.”
"I know that for young people, the old-fashioned topics are all talked about badly, tired of talking, and completely boring. But I don't know that it is inevitable to be unorthodox and unconventional. Most of the other ways are untenable. All the old-fashioned things in this world, in other words, It is enduring, it is eternal.”
"I am here to offer my best wishes to all of you here. I wish that after many years, you can still be as upright, brave, and kind as I hoped back then, and possess all the innocent qualities of children. The reason is not I want to get something in return, but don’t want one day, when you are in middle age, you suddenly look up from your tired, trivial and breathless life, and you are shocked to realize that you have become the most hated, grown-up appearance.”
"The world has ten thousand ways to suppress you. It will make you feel that kindness is not worth it, hard work is not worth it, and love is not worth it. But you are still just a group of little beasts with teeth and claws that have not faded. If one day you find that you can't change the world , feeling disheartened, please don’t forget that when you change yourself, the world changes with you.”
"Finally," the principal turned around and gestured to the big screen, "please allow me to show you a little poem. I only found out a while ago that the author of this poem who won the first prize in the Modern Poetry Contest for High School Students of the "Rookie" Cup of the Hengjiang Cup is Ji Yuling, a student in Class [-] and [-] of our high school."
"Ah! It's Ji Yuling!" Ji Yihe shouted, grabbing Ji Yanli's arm excitedly, "Do you remember her?"
I remember that girl who was dressed in white and was standing on the rooftop in the snow all over the sky, who wanted to commit suicide.
A poem was slowly displayed on the screen line by line, but it was slightly changed from what she left in the belly of the table back then.
Wen Yu and Fatty looked up, Ji Yihe and Ren Jingqiu looked up.
Xi Ye and Ji Yanli looked up.
All the young and vigorous faces were illuminated by the light of the large screen high above, as if welcoming a round of brilliant sunrise.
"Untamed"
Puffed up, he fears death
Crazy, I see the moon
thunder rolling
From the future to the wild
Bells burn in flames
It's an eagle, it's a wolf, it's a tall poplar
Ride away with the wind and sing loudly, who cares about the heavenly man
Happy New Year's Eve
I was born brilliant and I died beautiful
……
June [-]st, Children's Day, is also Ji Yanli's birthday.
Young Master Xi and Mr. Ren both scrambled to hold an epic and luxurious birthday party for him to celebrate his 19th birthday. Ji Yanli repeatedly emphasized that he only wanted to study in his heart, and he had to keep everything simple, and it was best not to do it at all.
Finally, out of the wish of the birthday star himself, Xiao Ren, who has not been seen by the seniors since he made his relationship public, gave a gift and went home with a grievance. Two sets of handles.
Fatty and Wen Yu mailed a small vacuum cleaner from other places, signed in their names, Ji Yanli couldn't put it down, and wanted to roll up his sleeves and suck it inside and out of the sofa cover on the spot, but Xi Ye snatched it away. Angry and funny, he said that he is not allowed to work today, and he can only do it if he wants to.
In the end, Xi Ye and Ji Yihe sat side by side at the narrow dining table of Ji's family. The table was filled with steaming takeaway meals. There was a small cake in the middle and a resin photo frame next to it. In the group photo, Xie Anzhi and Ji Zhishu were smiling under the ginkgo tree.
Biting his chopsticks, Ji Yihe muttered unwillingly: "Why are you here?"
Xi Ye laughed and said, "Believe it or not, if you want to drive away another person, your brother will drive you away."
Ji Yihe was anxious, turned his head and stepped on his foot: "You! Have your sweet dream!"
"Hey, what are you fighting for?" Ji Yanli just turned around and went to the kitchen to get a bowl, and when he turned around, he found that the two were fighting. Ji Yihe threw his teeth and claws at Xi Ye, and Xi Ye supported her forehead with one hand, Sitting there calmly and leisurely, he flicked her head unceremoniously, showing no mercy.
Ji Yihe covered his forehead in shock, and cried and acted like a baby to Ji Yanli in a voice that was a hundred times exaggerated than the actual pain: "Brother!!!"
Ji Yanli looked over reproachfully: "Xi Ye?"
"Senior, what do you say," Xi Ye lazily leaned back on the chair back, with his forearm resting on his head, "If there is only one person to accompany you on your birthday, who do you want?"
Ji Yanli said helplessly: "Okay, I don't want to answer the question starting with 'if'."
Ji Yihe's bright eyes were filled with anger: "It must be me!"
Ji Yanli said indifferently: "Whoever makes any more noise will be deprived of the qualification to order food next month."
This sentence was so effective that both of them shut up, one was provocative and the other looked at each other with hatred, one was for the claypot rice that he never got tired of eating, and the other was for the oily noodles she had been thinking about.
After turning off the lights, the cramped living room without windows suddenly fell into darkness.
Xi Ye lit the candle with a lighter, and the bright candle flame danced and became the only light source. A warm golden line formed on the side face, reflecting the deep black pupils burning like bright light.
"Ji Yanli, happy birthday."
"Brother, happy birthday."
The two clapped their hands and sang the birthday song. They sang louder than the other, as if they had to compare each other's voice.
Ji Yanli closed his eyes and made a wish, his eyelids were warm red by the light of the candle, he couldn't help smiling before he thought of any wish.
"Brother, hurry up and make a wish that you will win the first prize in the college entrance examination." Ji Yihe reminded him in a low voice when he saw that he was still not moving.
"It's nothing new." Xi Ye's lazy voice came, "If you don't agree, give me ten more wishes."
Ji Yanli opened his eyes, smiled, and blew out the candle.
He didn't make a wish.
, what he wants will not come true.
At the age of 19, what he wants is in front of him.
A few days later, in the examination room of the college entrance examination, the weather was surprisingly hot. A steady stream of hot air rolled up from the ground, like a layer of twisted and transparent heat waves.
A black Maserati galloped through the lush green avenue, and stopped in front of the white marble campus. The empty campus was so quiet that it was not the same as before, and there was a sense of solemnity and urgency that was about to end.
A shrill bell rang across.
It's time to stop writing!
The campus seems to have revived. From the dead silence, it gradually becomes lively. There are the sounds of walking, the sound of papers being rolled up, the voice of the invigilator, and then a sudden burst of surging waves of sound, shuttling up and down Between the floors, countless people rushed down with their bags, shouting: "The exam is over! Liberated! I'm finally free!"
Ji Yanli was mixed in the crowd, with an involuntary smile on his face, and the real ease and comfort overflowed his chest from the inside out.He has taken the exam many times, but he has never been as calm and calm as this time.
Exams are always a personal thing.
But this time he's not alone.
He walked down the corridor, and the heat wave was blowing in his face. From a distance, he saw a black figure standing under the blue tree, with a single shoulder bag, Alpha was tall and tall, but kicked the stones on the ground childishly.
There are countless golden light spots scattered all around, blown by the wind like countless star points that are about to fly.
The man seemed to feel something, raised his hand to scratch the messy forehead hair, and straightened up.
The eyebrows and eyes are handsome, naturally stretched, and you can't help it.
It's like two years ago, behind the Hanlin Gymnasium, the kennels were smashed to pieces, and the ground was in a mess. The school dogs were barking and running around, and the fighting teenagers were screaming and howling. They all rolled on the ground and cursed, but there was no Strength to stand up.
There was only one person standing among them, wearing an army green vest, full of hostility and rebelliousness, listening to the cursing and the beeping of the horn behind him, he sneered, tied a flower in his palm with a stick, and said I don't care who he is Come on, don't even think about leaving today.
He came, and sure enough, he never left again.
The wind that came from nowhere blew through the treetops, and the green canopy swayed lushly, as if the scorching heat was blown away in an instant, and the face was refreshed.
Xi Ye seemed to feel something, turned around with a smile, and saw him in the crowd at a glance: "Senior."
That is, his senior.
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The author has something to say:
It's over! !Sahuahua~~~~~
Postscript of "Untamed":
Postscript time again! ! ! !
Following the atypical entertainment circle (because it was too strange to be classified in jj, it was finally put in the label of [future game suspense]), I wrote an atypical campus again, maybe this is me, A neurotic patient who doesn't follow the rules ==
Before starting the article, there are also many things worth tangling. For example, the previous book was about the romance entertainment industry, and this one is about campus ABOs. advance receipt.
But I've been known to be a very hard-headed, sometimes stupid person.
When I want to write an article, ten cows can't hold it back. It's like a power plant that generates electricity for love. A person can generate [-] volts, and his hair can stand up for love, so thank you very much. I am very, very, very grateful for your support during this period. It is your tolerance and encouragement that allows me to be fearless, like a nonsensical little lunatic, to do what I want to do, brave, bold, and regardless of the cost.
In addition, this book is still the product of a failure to estimate the word count.
Before starting the article, I bet my head with my friends that this book is definitely only 20w.
qaq
But the arrow has to be fired, and what should be written has to be written.At the end of the writing, I found out that it is actually quite good, and no one can be missing, no one can be missing.
There is also a very mysterious story.
When I choose names for characters, I usually rely on my mind. I take one shot for one, and another shot for another one. I can do whatever I want.
After picking up a bunch of names at one go, my friend said that it was really good to get the name Du Hibiscus, and I said hey hey, she said that I looked it up, and "Hibiscus" means "flowers that only bloom for one day. ".
!!!
At that moment, I was hit, it was a blow to my heart, it was a real feeling of being hit, and I didn't know what to say for a while.
She asked me strangely don't you know?
I said I don't know.
She said, didn't you take it because you knew the meaning of the word?
I said no, I just decided on a whim.
At that moment, I felt that writing was too romantic, hopelessly romantic.
About Ji Yanli and Xi Ye.
Xi Ye is a person who hates himself very much.
His hatred for himself was extended from his hatred for Xi Chen.
When he first appeared in my mind, he was ten years old, wearing a black hoodie, with his hands in his pockets, and a thin and tough body, standing on a towering rooftop, his small face was cold and hard, watching the city at night. House lights, want to jump down.
And Ji Yanli is a person who has no self in his heart.
I think it is difficult for him to be accurately positioned. The word "good man" is not completely accurate. The best kindness is like water, and the gentleman is like bamboo. He is not a complete saint, but his selfishness never fell on himself, but on his love. on the person.It's not that he can't get angry. In fact, the few times he was "angry" were because the people he loved were hurt.He can easily forgive anyone who hurts him, but he cannot forgive anyone who hurts his lover.
And I always feel that the senior is the one who is really cruel. When he completely abandons someone, there is really no room for redemption.From this point of view, maybe Xi Ye is still a soft-spoken person.If you offend Xi Ye, he may not be bothered to hit you, but after Ji Yanli's bottom line, he will pursue justice to the ends of the earth, the kind that can't be stopped (?)
But my initial impression of him was that when he heard Xi Ye joking that he wanted to die, he said:
——"Is there something I didn't do well?"
I think this sentence is enough to position Ji Yanli.
He's just a gentle guy.
Besides, sometimes I feel that Ji Yanli is actually the stubborn kid who lacks discipline, has no parental guidance, wants to do everything recklessly, tries to be brave by himself, refuses help from others, and deserves to be rolled up and beaten up.
When he became stubborn, he was restrained by Xi Ye, and when Xi Ye became stubborn, he was restrained by him.
It's quite suitable and cute for two people to fight back and forth.
But one thing is for sure, I never think Ji Yanli is a perfect person, and I never want to write about a perfect person.The halo of the Virgin when he appeared on the stage is the biggest cover, and it is also his biggest shackle. The so-called dedication is just a self-destructive tendency after beautification.
It wasn't Ji Yanli who redeemed Xi Ye.
It is they who redeem each other.
Sometimes I get confused too.Those supporting characters who have no sense of existence, but they all have rich stories.It’s not that I have nothing to do to conceive. After all, I really don’t intend to write, but they will automatically jump into my mind. Every time I have to use 120 points of perseverance to curb my urge to write them.
For example, Tao Berry, the junior high school story between her and Ji Yihe, it would take [-] words to write it down!However, suddenly inserting a horizontal line in the text to write about the friendship between my sister and Xiaoberry three years ago is a bit too wild, and it may not be read by anyone in the episode.
I can only grab my friends and say, "Do you know that the first piece of underwear that Xiaoberry just developed was bought by her younger sister!" or "You know that Ren Xingchu and the senior have an official meeting as the 'parents' of both parties Is it so funny when you're in bed!" or "Do you know what Xi Ye promised Xie Anzhi in the ward!" or "Do you know how Xi Ye likes to play when he is doing with seniors?"
Hearing the last sentence, my friend took out the kitchen knife she had treasured for many years, put it on my neck, and said not to beep, write to Lao Tzu.
The appearance of this article, like every previous one, was like a meteor across the sky, hitting my forehead with a bang.
It is difficult for me to sort out the framework of the whole article with logic, starting from the core stalk and the protagonist's personality, as some writing skills state.
For me, an article either has it or it doesn’t. The difference is the flash of light in my mind at that moment. I was so overwhelmed that I couldn't breathe, so I could only keep my eyes wide open to remember what I saw clearly at that moment, and write it down like a gourd painting before I forgot it.
I don't know if this is normal or abnormal, and I don't know when it will come, so I can only wait blankly.
I tried to read some writing books, but there is a huge gap between the tools and the writing. I seem to have learned a little bit of addition, subtraction, multiplication and division, and I am eager to put it into practice, but the questions that I turn around turn around are not It's calculus, but I seem to be able to do it again, without using my clumsy tools at all, I don't know how I did it, I can't explain my answer, and I can't replicate my process.
Sometimes my friends will question me, asking why this person would make such a choice here, every time I feel like a little mentally retarded, ah, ah, ah, I can't hold back an explanation, and finally I have to go back and think hard. Then you can give an answer that will convince others.
I always do it, instinctively know what they're going to do, and then reverse their logic and motivations, and sometimes I don't even know what's going on, but I'm pretty sure that's what they do.
My friend asked me why Fu Shixin bet on Ji Yanli.
I said no, because he didn't know either.
My friend asked me again if Ji Yanli was given time to think, would he still push Fu Shixin away during the earthquake?
I said I didn't know because he didn't know either.
……
My friend said, what's the use of you.
qaq
So sometimes I will be very frustrated, I don’t know if I am making progress, and I can’t even arrange the plot and characters. Before I started writing, I chatted with my friends at night. After listening to the outline of the story, my friend frowned for a long time and said The personality of the senior is a "thunder point". I asked why. She said that many people would not like the senior to sacrifice his character. Compared with the good guy, everyone prefers revenge, revenge, and vicious villains.
I thought about it for a long time, and I think she was right.I also want to write about a person who loves and hates, maybe the next book, maybe the next book, but I can't change Ji Yanli, because he is like this.
I thought helplessly, what should I do with you.
I didn't set him up, I got to know him.I can only choose to write or not to write, but there is no way to change him.
Later I said, I still have to write, because everyone can dislike Ji Yanli, but Xi Ye likes it, and this is the most important thing.
So writing essays still belongs to the field of metaphysics for me, just like the saint in the virgin forest who refuses to lift her veil and wears gold bracelets and anklets. Mysterious, elegant and stimulating, it has a fatal attraction to me.
Some people may think that I have a clear framework and plan, even if it is not in the computer, there should be one in the human mind, or that I can arrange the plot and characters, or that I have a small secret document filled with detailed outlines .
But actually I have nothing.
I'm like a child traveling in a foggy weather. There are dark shadows in the fog. I know where I'm going, but I don't know how to get there. I can only see an inch below my feet when I open my eyes. The cold water is flooded. At my ankle, I held a dim yellow lamp in my hand. No matter how high I raised the lamp, it could only illuminate a dim shadow in the mist.
Before I put my hands on the keyboard, I don't know what I will write today. After I turn off the computer, I don't know what I will write tomorrow.Writing is a grand adventure for me, never asking about the past, never asking about the future, always clumsy, always naive, but it’s okay.
I am forever grateful to the friends and readers who are willing to accompany me on this journey, they believe in me far more than myself.
I have always felt that I don’t know anything about writing. I can do it today because I am very happy. It can be said that I am stupid. I was panting and laughing while running in the fog. The farther and farther I ran, the more Run farther and farther until you see the lighthouse standing at the end in the distance.
And the moment I came to the end, the full text ended, the fog dissipated, and suddenly the world became clear and bright.
When I look back, I will find that the footprints when I came are countless.
That's all for now!I am reluctant to write any more.
Very extremely 12 thanks to all the lovely readers who support me!Thank you for your thunder-throwing nutrition solution and comments, and thank you for your support and encouragement.Recently, there are almost no people studying and learning. Every day when I see everyone's comments, I feel that I can still learn by helping me up.
The next book may be another atypical essay, but it doesn't matter, I had fun writing it, and you guys had fun reading it. There is a lot of happiness in the world for no reason, and this is the most beautiful thing! ! !
Don't forget to go to my column to collect the next one, and don't force me to kneel.
(Kneel down orz is really important to me)
I love you all! ! ! ! ! !
I hope that Yun Shao will still be writing her love story ten years later.
Today is a cold but brilliant sunny day.
stay in the cloud
2021. 12, 15
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