Forced to mark after inhibitor expires

"Drink some hot water." Dr. Qi pushed the paper cup in front of him.

Ji Yanli was covered in snow water, sitting under the hot air of the air conditioner, shivering wetly, his teeth clucking lightly as they collided.

His coat and trousers were all scratched, separated by three layers of trousers, his right knee was still bloodied, his right hand was even more horrible, the top of his head was smashed, and he is still a little dizzy now, but fortunately the injury was not serious, the top of his head was It only took three stitches, and it was done quickly.

It's snowing tonight, he shouldn't be riding a bike, he should take the bus, but for the two dollars, and Ji Yanli feels that the distance is very close, he can't afford to take a car, and now he has lost a bike, and he has to ride every day in the future bus.

But what if he uses his brain before making a decision?

The most irritating thing was that the man was occupying the non-motorized lane in the wrong direction, and Ji Yanli couldn't see his license plate clearly because his glasses were covered by snow from the beginning to the end. The man had hit and run, and his bicycle was gone.

It was the bicycle his father rode back then. Although it was old, it was durable.

But things can't all be bad.Ji Yanli habitually thinks that the good thing is that he was not killed. If he was killed at that time, the other party might have run faster. If he got the compensation, it would be considered a good death for him. If he didn’t get the compensation, he would be even more sorry for his sister and mother. up.

"How is mom?" Ji Yanli asked softly while holding the hot paper cup.

"Her situation is very special now. Of course, the problem of glands is special for everyone." Dr. Qi said, "We checked her after she was in a coma, and all the reactions in her body were relatively normal, that is, the normal increase in hormone levels during estrus , the only abnormality is an excessively high level of beta-amyloid, which can cause damage to synapses, which, while theoretically chronic, does not appear to be the case in practice."

"Do you know about Alzheimer's disease? Central nervous system degeneration, its cause is still unclear, there are many hypotheses, β-amyloid protein theory is one of them, soluble APP fragments produced by amyloid precursor protein metabolism After gene mutation, Aβ peptide chain fragments are formed by reaction at abnormal sites, and individual free-moving molecules gradually aggregate into plaques, which eventually affect the nerve cell synapses for memory storage.*”

Ji Yanli's eyes were bewildered, he felt like he was listening to a lecture without knowing anything, he hated the other party for not speaking human words, and at the same time hated himself for being ignorant.

"To put it simply, there is something wrong with her memory. We need you to confirm how many problems there are, how much she forgot, and how much she remembers." Dr. Qi said, "Also, I suspect that she has suffered from memory loss a while ago. The symptoms definitely didn’t come suddenly today, but for some reason, she concealed it. I hope you have a good talk with her. But now the new medicine must be stopped, and we may have to go back to the old plan. This idea prepares you to have."

"Okay." Ji Yanli stood up, his right knee was in unbearable pain, he limped out of the office, to be honest, he didn't think it was very painful... After all, compared to the pain of taking inhibitors, this pain is still worse Very bearable.

Ji Yanli pushed open the door of the ward, walked towards the innermost bed as normal as possible, called "Mom", and then opened the bed curtain.

There was a stack of diaries by the bedside, the bedside lamp was on, Xie Anzhi's hair was tied behind his head, he was unexpectedly quiet and normal, and his face wasn't too bad. A very short video is played repeatedly.

"Surprise, mom, you have two daughters today."

"Surprise, mom, you have two daughters today."

"Surprise, mom, you have two daughters today."

Ji Yanli: "..."

On the phone screen, he was wearing a sailor suit, and his little skirt flew happily on the dewy lawn in Hanlin in the morning.

Ji Yanli shyly stretched out his hand to cover the screen, feeling a little better in his heart: "Why are you watching this? Do I want to lose face?"

Xie Anzhi's expression was a little confused and incomprehensible, she looked up at his face quietly, her eyes seemed to be carefully tracing the contours of his face.

"What are you looking at?" Ji Yanli knew that his face fell badly, and his glasses were shattered again... Now there are only empty frames left.

He pretended to be relaxed and said, "I accidentally fell down on the way here, it's okay."

"I don't understand." Xie Anzhi said softly.

"It's snowing today," Ji Yanli quickly explained, sitting on the bench with difficulty, his cheeks twitched in pain when his knees were bent, "My bicycle slipped, so I won't ride next time, this time I was careless Lost Jingzhou..."

Xie Anzhi pointed at the screen and said slowly: "This is Ji Yihe... right?"

Ji Yanli's voice stopped abruptly.

"I have two daughters?" Xie Anzhi looked at his expression cautiously.

The second hand of the small alarm clock ticked, and the blood rushed to his temple, throbbing.

Ji Yanli seemed to feel that the wound on the top of his head was opening little by little, and warm blood flowed out.

"Just kidding, I know I have a son," Xie Anzhi smiled bitterly, "It's you, right, but you and your sister," Xie Anzhi looked at the screen in confusion, then looked at Ji Yanli, "...I'm sorry, can you let me think about it?"

"You have a diary next to your bed." Ji Yanli's voice suddenly became hoarse, "You have been reading the diary since last week, I thought you were suddenly nostalgic...or you missed your father, I didn't ask you, Because I think you need a little privacy too."

He suddenly felt a kind of overwhelming anger and despair: "You have already forgotten, have you? Why did you wait until now? Wait until you don't even remember who I am?"

At that moment, he seemed to suddenly understand Ji Yihe's anger towards him, the kind of things that can't be recovered until the truth is known, the kind of things that are hidden by the closest people but can't do anything, the kind of things that can be done but do nothing. The feeling of doing nothing is almost driving people crazy.

"Don't worry," Xie Anzhi said softly, holding his hand, "It's not that I forgot, I just can't remember."

Both of them looked at the hands they were holding. Ji Yanli's hand was shaking. When he fell, he instinctively supported the ground with his hand. Now the entire palm of his hand has been rubbed off with a layer of skin.

Xie Anzhi asked, "Does it hurt?"

Ji Yanli asked, "What's your father's name?"

Xie Anzhi looked at him sadly.

"Tell me, Mom," Ji Yanli looked at her quietly, "What's Dad's name?"

"Ji Zhishu." Xie Anzhi said softly, "I won't forget his name... I won't even die."

"And me, where do I go to school?"

Xie Anzhi fell silent.

"Where does our family live?"

Xie Anzhi still didn't speak, she lowered her eyes and didn't want to look at him, it was almost unbearable to continue asking.

Ji Yanli still asked persistently: "When is Ji Yihe's birthday?"

"When was the last time I saw you?"

"What's my phone number?"

Ji Yanli withdrew his hand, and finally asked, "Apart from your father's name, what else do you remember?"

"sorry."

Ji Yanli took a deep breath, and wanted to scream and cry.

He just sat down gently and poured her a glass of water: "Don't worry, I'll think about it slowly with you."

In the next few days, Ji Yihe had to attend evening self-study because he was not in the top [-] in his grade, so he could not come to see Xie Anzhi for the time being.

Ji Yanli won't hide it from Ji Yihe anymore, he told her that Xie Anzhi has been a little forgetful recently, but he didn't want his sister to suffer the huge blow of being forgotten by his mother, so he has been reading diaries, looking at photos, and talking to Xie Anzhi for the past few days. She talked a lot about Ji Yihe, detailing everything, and even recounted almost exactly what Ji Yihe had told her about the novel club, about Tao Berry and Ji Yuling, about visiting art galleries and making creatures. Little things to experiment with.

Even Xie Anzhi couldn't help but ask, "What about you?"

"I'll talk to you later." Ji Yanli replied.

At school, he had to limp slowly through crowds, making the already excruciating conversation even more protracted.

Because of the mark, he could always feel that Xi Ye was nearby, but he couldn't see him when he looked around. Over time, he thought it was an illusion, so he didn't care about it.

His junior high school glasses were all broken, which made it difficult to see the blackboard clearly in class. In order to lend him the notes to copy, the fat man began to listen carefully in class.

Yet it seemed as though nothing would ever end.

The interview list for the recommended exam is out.

With Fu Shixin, with Jiang Qifeng, without him.

"Why?" Ji Yanli limped and knocked on the door of Lao Fei's office, "Why didn't I be notified of the interview? Was it missed? There are only three people in our school... Can this be missed?"

"Don't worry, don't worry, just sit down," the old man wrung his hands vigorously, "I'll ask for you, I just came back from the teaching office...they said they didn't have you, but it's impossible, right? Are you What about Level B? I'll contact the person in charge of the examination right away... I know one of them, I'm an old classmate with me, anyway, I'll help you find out."

The result of the inquiry is very simple.

Not all students who pass the written test can enter the re-examination, and they will comprehensively consider other qualities of the students.

Ji Yanli is suspected of leaking and selling a copy of the real question.

He was the only student who passed the written test but failed to qualify for the re-examination.

Lao Fei was going crazy with anger: "Suspected?! Do they know what is suspected? You are not allowed to take the exam for such a non-existent reason? It is simply inexplicable! I don't know who reported you, it seems that some classmates called The teachers of the college admissions office said that your written test scores are doubtful, and they suspected that you cheated in the written test, saying that it was to 'maintain the authority of the test and the fairness of other students', so they canceled your qualifications."

The office was as warm as spring, and the cold sunlight came in from the window. Ji Yanli folded his hands on his knees, lowered his eyes slightly, and said nothing.

"Then, what should we do?" Old Fei asked him in a low voice.

"I'm here to ask you." Ji Yanli smiled slightly, and the smile was so bitter that it made people's hearts ache.

"Oh yes, you came to ask me." Lao Fei slapped his thigh and put the teacup aside, "That's what I thought, Ji Yanli, with your grades, you should be recommended, it's just icing on the cake, if it's a good start, if it's not No, we don’t care about it, right? Even if we can’t make it, we can still take the college entrance examination, right? That’s right, that’s right, it’s a bit too unfair, too regrettable, and too exasperating.”

But Ji Yanli didn't feel so wronged, so regretful, so exasperating, he just felt a faint transparency like a thin film of peace lay across his heart, separating him from everything around him.

He could feel the turbulent emotions in his heart, but there was also a huge tiredness pressing down on the surging bubbles like a thousand layers of sea water, making him so sleepy that he just wanted to rub his eyes and sleep, preferably Died, covered with a heavy layer of mud, and then everything in the world has nothing to do with him.

When he came back to his senses, he was already in the patio on the first floor, sitting on a bench, watching the pine needles and holly leaves trembling violently in the wind, the leaden gray sky pressing down on the ground like a solid piece of steel, gradually It's getting dark, not even a single star.

The lights of the teaching building are gradually turned on. Behind the grid-like windows are the students in the bright classrooms. There are thin conversations along the wind, and the dark heads are all bowed. The piles of textbooks and exercises will A person's spine is bent.

He turned to see a familiar figure striding down the corridor.

Ji Yanli suddenly stood up as if he couldn't control his body, chased after him and shouted: "Xi Ye."

Xi Ye stopped in his tracks, turned his clothes, and looked back at him in surprise: "Senior?"

"It's late for self-study, where are you going?"

"Leaving the school over the wall." Xi Ye did not hide it, "Go to the pedestrian street and eat. If you want to deduct points, you can deduct points."

Ji Yanli said as he walked, "Can I come with you?"

"Anyway, I have lost so many points, and I too..." Xi Ye suddenly realized what Ji Yanli said, his tongue was tied, he stared at him dumbfounded, his head turned stiffly in the direction he was walking, "Ah? What did you say?" What?"

Ji Yanli was already in front of him, looked back at him, and smiled as if urging him: "Will you go?"

--------------------

The author has something to say:

*SilviaA.Purroetal,Tran□□issionofamyloid-βproteinpathologyfromcadavericpituitarygrowthhormone,Nature(2018).DOI:10.1038/s41586-018-0790-y.

Except for the reference part, it's all bullshit.