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Ji Yanli is a very patient person in all aspects. This kind of patience is reflected in the fact that if he insists that one thing is right, he will persevere like hitting a wall. As for whether Xi Ye will open the door for him, it is very important to him It doesn't matter at all.

Day after day, he carried his homework to the door of Xi Ye to sit and write. Later, when his back was sore, he brought a foldable ponytail and the Liangpi he bought from the vegetable market. He was calm and stable, and sent two messages to Xi Ye from time to time, Then stuff a note into his window.

He plucked all the wild flowers at the door and tied them up with tapes. The colorful bouquets hung on the gate, window, fence, and all the protrusions that could catch the tapes.

He also found the leftover balloons from his previous work, and participated in a one-week balloon-making training, so he was proficient in how to make [-] kinds of tricks with a long and thin balloon.

Ji Yanli finds out colorful balloons, blows them up with a pump, folds them into puppy shapes, and sticks them around the house in front of every window.

When he came the next day, the bouquet and balloon dog were gone, and Ji Yanli was not discouraged, so he dressed up again.

It was nearly dusk, and Ji Yanli sat on the steps of the vestibule and studied hard with his back arched. The large round-neck T-shirt revealed a thin white porcelain-like back neck and butterfly bones. It was a fine rustling sound.

The lights are bright, the night is like water, and the fragrance of flowers is overflowing.

Ji Yanli was calm.

On the fifth day, the chaotic footsteps of black leather shoes came from far to near outside the fence, and several people rushed into the yard in a hurry. Ji Yanli looked up and saw that the leader was Xi Chen, followed by two people wearing blue uniforms, with chest straps. Workers with "Ivan Technology" badges.

Xi Chen had obviously confirmed the identity of the owner of the house to them, so he walked over with his bag, pointed to the door and said, "Just open this one."

The two immediately opened the toolbox and panel interface in a well-trained manner, and began to operate the smart fingerprint lock.

Xi Chen was sweating profusely on his face, took a few breaths, cleared his throat hoarsely, and looked even more old-fashioned, Ji Yanli put away his things and stood up, bowing politely: "Hello, Uncle Xi."

Seeing that his pupils tightened slightly, Xi Chen showed an awkward smile again: "Teacher Ji, you are here, I am going to visit you at your house, but there have been too many things recently, and I haven't apologized to you yet. About Xiye..."

The workers over there were quick to operate, but the door had already been pushed open before the lock was unlocked.

Xi Ye was dressed in black, with a cold and bored expression, leaning his elbows on the door frame: "What about picking the lock? Get out."

The two workers trembled in fright, and looked back at Xi Chen, probably because they didn't expect that there was someone at home... why would someone open the lock? !

"It's nothing to do with you, it's hard work." Xi Chen said to the workers, indicating that they can leave, he turned and stood in front of Xi Ye, and even had to slightly look up at his son, and said in a low voice, "Xi Ye! Don't be too It’s too much, people from O Quanhui and A Management Office will come tomorrow, the most important thing is the Investigation Bureau, you see them in this image?! You have to joke about your own future, don’t you? Do you have to piss me off? Are you willing?"

"It can piss you off," Xi Ye sneered, "That's a surprise."

"Xi Ye!" Xi Chen was furious, suppressed his anger, and looked back at Ji Yanli.

Seeing that the conflict between father and son was about to erupt again, Ji Yanli stood awkwardly at the door as an outsider, and immediately waved his hand saying that I'll leave first and don't bother, but Xi Chen pressed his eyebrows and said: "Teacher Ji, this matter has something to do with you too, If you have time, please come into the room and discuss in detail."

Ji Yanli was taken aback: "Is it something about the susceptible period?" He raised his eyes to look at Xi Ye's face, Xi Ye only looked at no one with his black eyelashes hanging down, "Don't worry, Uncle Xi, if someone asks about my situation, I'd say I'm in good shape and everything is fine."

"Things are not that simple," Xi Chen said, "because you are still his omega after all—don't be surprised, I can smell the marks on your body—according to what I heard, they will suddenly attack and find you at the school Conversation, we have to make things clear tonight, otherwise the document will be qualitatively sent back to the central government, and it will be very difficult to find someone to revise, it is best to set the tone within the scope of the normal susceptibility period from the beginning..."

"Okay, let's think about it carefully," Ji Yanli said hastily, walking to the door with his bag on his back, and pushed Xi Ye, "Go in."

Xi Ye let him push her, just stared at Xi Chen and said: "No need, you can go." After finishing speaking, he was about to close the door.

Xi Chen shouted: "What do you mean?" He grabbed the door panel with one hand, but Xi Ye was so strong that he was about to slam the door from the inside, so Ji Yanli hurriedly reached into the crack of the door.

Xi Ye let go, Xi Chen slammed the door open, and rushed into the living room angrily: "I can't let you do this! Do you know how hard it was for me to get you out of the detention center, and how many people I found before and after?" ? I even went to find you, Uncle Zhao! It’s easy to do in Hengjiang City, but once you are identified as a high-risk person by the Bureau of Investigation, you will never be able to get rid of it in your life! Are you kidding me!”

Xi Chen didn't pay attention when he was angry, but Ji Yanli was stunned. The whole living room was filled with flowers, large and small colorful bouquets, some of which were almost withered, and some were still fresh and tender. Ball dogs, sit in rows by color.

He didn't throw it away, but took it all into the house.

"Don't you understand?" Xi Ye leaned against the wall with his arms folded, frowning, "I want you to take care of me? Does my future have anything to do with you? If they want to take me away, just take me away." Come on, if you want to lock me up, lock me up, that's all."

Ji Yanli became anxious when he heard it, and persuaded him: "Uncle Xi is right, you can't let yourself be arrested, what if they insist on saying you are dangerous, and lock you up for the rest of your life?"

"Am I not dangerous? Shouldn't I be imprisoned for the rest of my life?" Xi Ye looked at Ji Yanli for the first time in the past few days, but his eyes were full of cold anger, "Senior, your morality is really ridiculous. When did it become a good thing to rely on relationships to bribe people up and down to get people out of the detention center, and even deceive the investigation bureau along with the victims?"

"This..." Ji Yanli was speechless.

"You want to persuade me with him? Persuade me to make up lies to deceive people, and then wait until the next susceptible period, and then I don't know who to kill?" Xi Ye sneered, "Senior, why are you like this?"

Ji Yanli's chest froze suddenly, as if he was sinking at the bottom of the water but forgot how to breathe. He realized that Xi Ye was the right party, locked him up...let him be investigated...marked him as a high-risk A... ...is correct.

but.

Ji Yanli had a sore nose.

He didn't understand, he felt that there was a but... There should and must be a "but".

"Teacher Ji, don't listen to his nonsense." Seeing that his expression was not right, Xi Chen immediately comforted him, "Everyone knows whether it is dangerous or not. Xi Ye would definitely not intentionally hurt others. If it weren't for this earthquake, I can assure you that Xi Ye will never hurt anyone, besides, no one was seriously injured this time, everything is within the controllable range..."

Xi Ye snorted: "A guarantee? How did you guarantee it? Xi Chen, you are so interesting. Did you guarantee my mother that way back then?"

"Shut up!!" Xi Chen suddenly became majestic, with his gray beard and hair stretched out, like an old dragon whose head has been touched by the scales, trying to hold his chest open to intimidate his son who was already stronger than him, "Your business is yours." How long is it before dawn? You make fun of yourself, do you think it’s interesting? I’m so old and ignorant! I can bear other things, and you want me to resign myself to the fate of your life?! If you are not my son How can I care about you!"

"You remember you had a son? I thought you killed him five years ago."

Xi Chen was almost roaring: "Do you think your mother is willing to see you in prison for the rest of your life?!"

Xi Ye's eyes were bloodshot, and he yelled back: "Stop talking about my mother! If you had been in prison for the rest of your life, how could she have died?! Xi Chen, you're still talking about her to me, who do you think it is? Wrong?! Is it an accidental mistake?! You managed to escape the investigation back then, and you don’t regret it at all?!”

"I don't regret it... how come you think I don't regret it! I want to die, do you think I don't want to die? Who do you think I'm living for today!" Xi Chen said hoarsely, grabbing the clothes on his chest. Weeping blood, "I'm doing it for your own good!!"

"For my own good?!" Xi Ye laughed sarcastically, his eyes turned red suddenly, he shook his head and took two steps back, "Xi Chen, I'm not like you, I won't wait until I personally kill myself Lover, you know regret."

The room suddenly fell silent.

The second hand of the wall clock ticked away.

Xi Ye and Xi Chen looked at each other and panted, as if every word they just said weighed a thousand catties, and there was a loud bang as if the substance hit each other, everyone was bruised and bruised, but the remaining strength in their bodies was emptied.

Xi Chen shook his body, his face was as white as paper, he supported the back of the sofa next to him, and coughed violently, his whole body shrunk into a ball like a walnut, coughing so violently that he coughed out tears.

Ji Yanli hurried up to help him, gently patted his back, his eyes were moist, but he couldn't say a word.

Xi Chen's cough subsided, he raised his hand to indicate that Ji Yanli could let him go, slowly opened the black leather bag he was carrying, pulled out a white folder from it, and handed it to Xi Ye tremblingly.

"Look at this."

"Why?"

"This is... this is what your mother left behind."

Xi Ye's face changed suddenly, and he rushed up quickly and snatched the folder, opened it three times, five times and two times, and dried white hibiscus petals fell out of it, fluttering to the ground.

Xi Ye took out an envelope, the envelope was not sealed, only the words "Dearly from Xi Chen" were written on the surface, the font was slightly slanted, light blue and delicate.

It is the handwriting of Du Hibiscus.

Xi Ye's movements suddenly became cautious, he slowly opened the envelope, and inside was a piece of white letter paper, which was still as smooth as ever after so many years, and inside were lines of neat and slender handwriting.

"Xi Chen:

By the time you read this letter, I will be dead. "

Xi Ye held the letter in both hands, trembling violently, his hands that could break steel with bare hands couldn't hold a piece of thin letter paper at this moment.

"Xi Chen:

By the time you read this letter, I will be dead.

I hope you will never read this letter. If you see it, it means that I died in an accident. Then I hope that the accident is not you. If it is you, then I hope you can live a good life for me and Aye.

Tonight we talked about your illness again. Although we have made too many records, A Ye ran into him once when he was seven years old, which left him with a lot of psychological shadow. It can be seen that accidents are and always are. will happen.

For so many years, I know that you have been afraid of yourself, afraid that one day you will kill me by mistake, so you often wake up in the middle of the night and have nightmares every night.I have always advised you not to be afraid, not because I can predict the future, but because even if fate is so ruthless, I have no regrets.

Xi Chen, I love you so much that even if I die in your hands, I can still smile and say it's okay.

When we were in love, you always talked about your illness and described yourself as a werewolf, as if trying to scare me away. At that time, you were entangled in pain and cute.

I still choose to marry you. When I married you, I said to myself, this is my decision, so I don't regret it.Even if the world falls apart, we are husband and wife, we should bear it together. If you become my final destination, it is not your fault, because it is I who make the choice, not you.

Xi Chen, I have never been afraid of you, nor have I been afraid of death.No matter how painful the process is, there is never a moment when I don't love you.

Take good care of Ah Ye, and when he becomes an adult, tell his mother to love him forever, and then say sorry to him, sorry that his mother could not see that day.

Ah Ye, if one day you read this far, please don’t be angry with your father, it’s not his fault, it’s an accident, but please don’t hate and resent Ai, because you are the most beautiful accident in my life.

Remember, the love between the three of us is gentler than fate, longer than time, and stronger than death.

Hibiscus

In the middle of the night of July 7, in front of the bed"

Xi Ye read it for a long time, until there was nothing left to read, the long and distant bell rang from a high place, and slowly opened the curtain that had lasted for five years.

He finally remembered Du Jin's expression at that time, as if the window of memory was suddenly pushed open, and the torrent of memory rushed in.

He struggled to crawl towards his mother on the cold floor, the blood stains did not completely blind his eyes, he saw the face of Du Jin in the haze, the fair face was covered with rays of light, like a golden veil, and the corners of his lips were smiling , like the first glimpse of chaos many years ago, bathed in the smell of amniotic fluid and blood and the cry of hitting the air, gentle and relieved, holy and pure, as beautiful as an angel without wings.

He has never understood that smile for so many years, so he erased it from his memory. He couldn't understand that pain is pain, blood is blood, and death is death. What he saw at that moment was a scene like hell, and in Du Jin's eyes But it was the exact opposite, it was the dust settled, it was living towards death, it was the understanding he couldn't understand, it was the forgiveness he couldn't forgive.

There was a short note at the back, and the note swirled and fell, like a soft white dove, slowly falling into Xi Ye's palm.

"Love is patient and kind. Love does not envy, love does not parade itself, is not puffed up, is not rude, does not seek its own, is not provoked, thinks no evil, does not rejoice in iniquity, but like truth.

Bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things. "

"Love never fails."*

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*Excerpt from Chapter 13 of "New Testament [-] Corinthians"