When can I be resurrected? [Zhongyingmei]
Chapter 14 The Real You
Freddy naturally noticed Peter's gaze. Although the little spider didn't say anything, he could clearly see the boy's frightened expression.And Peter hasn't spoken yet, most likely because he lost his voice because he was frightened.
Unexpected things happened one after another in this short hour.
The relationship that absolutely does not want to be discovered, after all, is unsuspectingly exposed.
Freddy was in a trance, desperate, and collapsed. He never imagined that he, who had experienced physical death early, would have to suffer this kind of social death again.
--rest in peace!
Freddie was praying to God at this moment, sincerely and desperately.
- Please, now, let me rest in peace!
However, Freddy's wish was doomed to fail again, and God still ignored the voice of his ghost.
"Captain, you, you, you..." Little Spider finally remembered that he could still speak, and he looked at Captain America and Freddy in the frame with disbelief.Because the shock in his heart was too much, his thinking was in a mess, and he didn't know what to say at this moment.
——Is this the relationship between Captain and Freddy?
——Does Captain Rogers know that Freddie is a man?
——If it's a relationship of lovers, then why doesn't Freddy want the captain to know of his existence?
"Flora is my fiancee." Captain America confessed to Peter this time.
"F..." Peter looked at Steve in surprise.
Who is [Flora]?Isn't it [Freddie]!
But at this time, the little spider was very clever and didn't ask the question directly, but held it in his throat desperately.He couldn't help but think in his heart, it's okay, it's fortunate that he had a quick mind and didn't say what he shouldn't have said.If he accidentally exposed more things about Freddy because of carelessness, I am afraid that Freddy will really be forced to live by him.
But if he could really make Freddy alive... wouldn't it be a good thing?
So at this moment, Freddy, who was a bystander, just looked at the expression of little spider with a face full of internal injuries with dead silent eyes. No matter how he looked at it, he felt that Peter's expression was full of ghosts, which was too suspicious. .
"Peter, do you actually know Flora?" Peter's expression naturally couldn't hide from Captain America, and he also noticed Freddy's astonishment when he saw Peter when he opened the door.Steve speculates that they are acquaintances, and the reason why Peter is investigating Flora is to help Flora, who has lost her memory, figure out her identity.
And the reason why Peter came to tell him at night that he saw the scene of Flora going to heaven...
Apparently they colluded before.
It's just that Flora didn't expect that he could see her unexpected development.
Steve's gaze flicks to the long-haired ghost of [As long as I'm deadpan, I don't look guilty].
"..." Captain America, who knew his fiancée too well, became more certain of his thoughts.
"Know? No, of course I don't know." At this time, the little spider who had been exposed was still struggling hard, and quickly shook his head to express his strong denial, "I just ran into each other twice, and I... acted surprised, just because I was surprised I didn't expect him, she would be your fiancee?"
Peter's rapid transformation of this [him] and [her] made Freddie, who was listening, startled into a cold sweat.
Freddie felt he couldn't stay here anymore, he was standing next to Spider-Man and Captain America, he always felt that the secret he tried so hard to hide from Steve would be accidentally caught by the little spider speak up.This frightening feeling tortured the tormented Freddie.Freddy felt like a criminal in court, and his defense lawyer would accidentally reveal a more serious crime. This made him full of panic and anxiety, and he just wanted to get out of here quickly.No matter how you think about it, the evasion of deception is much better than the public execution.
"The story of me and Flora may be a bit long to tell." Captain America said with a smile.
Little Spider: "..." At this time, shouldn't I express that I have enough time?
Captain, would you please begin your speech?
"Where are you going?"
At this time, Peter heard Captain America suddenly say this inexplicably.
I?where can i go
Of course I stand here with peace of mind, waiting for you to tell the story between you and Flora?
But the little spider realized that Captain Rogers was not talking to him. The blond man frowned slightly, and his blue eyes were full of gentle concern, but his gaze was not directed at him, but at the door.But the door of the house was closed, and no one was there, which made Peter confused for a moment, and then deeply puzzled.
Listening to Captain Rogers, it was as if standing at the door an invisible person was about to leave.
—The invisible one?
The little spider woke up suddenly, didn't he happen to know one?
Shouldn't it?How can it be?Probably not!
"F, Flora... is she here?" Little Spider asked hesitantly and in surprise.
He felt in his heart that there should be no such possibility, because he had clearly seen Freddy disappear before his eyes very punctually.However, the performance of Captain Rogers is obviously who he saw.And, given the close relationship between Captain America and Freddie, there's a good chance that Captain will be a very special exception.
"Flora, don't go." The blond man's hand took the long-haired ghost's hand. He didn't use much strength, but it also made Freddy feel the man's determination not to let him leave. At this moment, the man The look in his eyes was also a sincerity that Freddy couldn't refuse, "Since Peter is here, let's have a good chat, shall we?"
The little spider who was named was in a trance, his eyes were stern, and he desperately tried to distinguish the figure of the ghost from the transparent air in front of him, but he couldn't see anything, so he hated himself for not having a pair of X-ray eyes.
So what the hell is going on!
I just ran to tell the captain that you have gone to heaven!It turns out that you are actually right in front of the captain!
Then I—
As the spider's teammate, Peter's heart skipped a beat.
Damn, did he rush over to be a pig teammate again?
No, Freddy, if you are here, at least give me a hint in advance!
Freddie was dead silent at the moment, he could even hear Peter, but—
Even if I want to give you a hint, how can I give it!
Freddy looked at the sincere Captain America and the dazed little spider.
In the house in the early morning and midnight, the ghost of the beautiful and flowery women's tycoon, the little-known little secrets between the popular hero Spider-Man and the brilliant heroic Captain America, and the unfolding bizarre triangle relationship.
Hehe, this situation...
Whoever dies is embarrassed.
Freddie glanced at Captain America, the man seemed to have finally lost his love brain and was ready to think logically.But the insider's little spider is here, and Freddie is really afraid that the captain will fuck him and reveal his true gender.
"I can probably guess what you're thinking, Flora." Captain America continued to look at Freddie and said, "But even after Peter told me about your going to heaven before I saw you, I That will not stop the investigation."
The little spider who felt that he had cheated Freddy again did not dare to speak at this moment.
"And, Flora, we grew up together, and I've been watching you all the time." The blond man's sea-like eyes seemed to be able to accept all tolerance, "No matter what it is, you can confess and agree with me." I said."
Freddy knew, Captain America felt, that there was nothing he needed to hide from him.
but……
"I'm not the girl you imagine," Freddie said tentatively.
"Imagination?" Captain America was a little surprised by Freddy's word, and then felt a little funny, "What do you think I imagined you to be like?"
Does this need to be said?
Freddy glanced at the girl in the white dress who looked pure and beautiful in the frame.
He was certain in his heart that this was what he had shown in front of the blond man before, just like a perfect model.Innocent, kind, gentle, dignified... This is also the consciousness left in his subconscious, because no matter what he does, he will subconsciously think about how a lady should behave.
Freddie speculates that perhaps he was taught as a child how to be a [perfect lady].
He knew clearly in his heart that these were just appearances, not the real him.
"...I'm actually not elegant and dignified." It took Freddy a long time to muffle his voice. His chest was so oppressed that he even felt his fingertips trembling uncontrollably.He had never imagined that just admitting his [imperfection] in front of the blond man was enough to make him feel so uncomfortable.If he were to confess his gender, it would be more painful than death.
"I never said you were elegant and dignified." Steve still said with some surprise, feeling the dimness of the long-haired ghost's mood, the blond man held Freddy's hand firmly.
"You have, you have talked with your friends here before." Freddy raised his eyes and looked at the man persistently.
Heh, even if you are Captain America, you can't deny what you said.
The blond man was stunned, and began to solemnly recall what he said before.
"I just want to say that your mother, Mrs. Orwell, is a very elegant and dignified woman, but..." Steve suddenly remembered after a while, and smiled helplessly, "I know you are not like this .”
Freddie: "..." Are you saying that my mother can't teach you well?
"Flora, maybe now, I know yourself better than you do." Captain America's gentle voice reached Freddie's ears, "In the eyes of everyone, you are a very perfect lady, and you will always treat others like you. Gentle and courteous, well-mannered and elegant, everything about you is outstanding. You are a girl who attracts attention wherever you go."
Hearing what the blond man said, Freddy felt even more depressed.
Even, like the heart suddenly fell off a cliff, it fell uncontrollably to the bottom.
"But, I know you're not that perfect, and I've known it since I was a kid." Steve continued, his blue eyes filled with reminiscence, "You'll be the one who'll be there when I'm being bullied by boys. , stood in front of me aggressively, and even turned around and pretended to cry with tears all over her face to cry to the parents of those children, and lied without changing her face that they bullied you, even your mother was convinced of this suspect."
Freddy: "..." Am I so good since I was a child?
"You have a piano that is the envy of all girls, but you actually hate practicing the piano, and you hate showing off your piano skills in front of others because of Mrs. Orville's request. But this is Orwell again. Madame’s expectations of you, so you still work hard to do your best.” Captain America continued, “It’s just that, as long as there is an opportunity to avoid the practice time, you will seize it, so you have participated in countless parties .”
Freddy: "..." As expected of me, a little social expert who goes around and around?
"You are bold, full of curiosity, and even a little impatient. You like to secretly do things that your mother doesn't allow you to do, and you always think about leaving Brooklyn to see different scenery in other cities in the future." Steve stared at the long-haired ghost in front of him, and the amber eyes were filled with familiar agility. It was not Flora's beauty and excellence that attracted him deeply, but the eternal sparkle in this girl. An unrelenting vitality.
Freddy looked at Captain America in astonishment.
Maybe, he thought, as Steve said, Steve knew himself better than he did now.
Not the perfect and elegant lady in everyone's eyes, but in Steve's eyes, he seems to be more real, a person who is always a little smart, can work hard but is a little rebellious in his heart, yearning for the colorful world outside... ...girls.
only……
I think I'm a [lady] in your eyes, and you turned your head and told me straight away that it was a misunderstanding.
This made Freddy feel very complicated.
Therefore, Steve did not believe that Flora would commit suicide by throwing herself into a lake in Brooklyn.
He must have believed in his heart that Flora had left Brooklyn and chosen the path [she] had always wanted.
"I think, you still remember what I said to Sam at that time..." Steve's eyes were so gentle, as if the warm sunshine was pouring on the rippling sea, only a piece of warm and bright light was reflected. brilliant.
Freddy nodded slowly.
He remembered, he said—
[She is like a sunflower, always beautiful and energetic, full of eye-catching light].
However, Freddy looked down at his transparent body sadly.
What kind of light can be found on such a ghost who has lost his memory?
He just has a pair of beautiful wandering soul skins.
"Flora, you are not what I imagined you to be."
Steve said with a smile, his palm was lightly pressed against the cheek of the long-haired ghost, and Freddy didn't avoid it this time, he felt an indescribable reality from the warmth of the touch on the cheek.At this moment, the blond man finally answered the original question he initiated.
"From before to now, in my eyes, you are the real you."
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The author has something to say:
感谢在2020-12-1112:41:56~2020-12-1523:16:48期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~感谢灌溉营养液的小天使:笼中鸟1瓶;
Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!
Unexpected things happened one after another in this short hour.
The relationship that absolutely does not want to be discovered, after all, is unsuspectingly exposed.
Freddy was in a trance, desperate, and collapsed. He never imagined that he, who had experienced physical death early, would have to suffer this kind of social death again.
--rest in peace!
Freddie was praying to God at this moment, sincerely and desperately.
- Please, now, let me rest in peace!
However, Freddy's wish was doomed to fail again, and God still ignored the voice of his ghost.
"Captain, you, you, you..." Little Spider finally remembered that he could still speak, and he looked at Captain America and Freddy in the frame with disbelief.Because the shock in his heart was too much, his thinking was in a mess, and he didn't know what to say at this moment.
——Is this the relationship between Captain and Freddy?
——Does Captain Rogers know that Freddie is a man?
——If it's a relationship of lovers, then why doesn't Freddy want the captain to know of his existence?
"Flora is my fiancee." Captain America confessed to Peter this time.
"F..." Peter looked at Steve in surprise.
Who is [Flora]?Isn't it [Freddie]!
But at this time, the little spider was very clever and didn't ask the question directly, but held it in his throat desperately.He couldn't help but think in his heart, it's okay, it's fortunate that he had a quick mind and didn't say what he shouldn't have said.If he accidentally exposed more things about Freddy because of carelessness, I am afraid that Freddy will really be forced to live by him.
But if he could really make Freddy alive... wouldn't it be a good thing?
So at this moment, Freddy, who was a bystander, just looked at the expression of little spider with a face full of internal injuries with dead silent eyes. No matter how he looked at it, he felt that Peter's expression was full of ghosts, which was too suspicious. .
"Peter, do you actually know Flora?" Peter's expression naturally couldn't hide from Captain America, and he also noticed Freddy's astonishment when he saw Peter when he opened the door.Steve speculates that they are acquaintances, and the reason why Peter is investigating Flora is to help Flora, who has lost her memory, figure out her identity.
And the reason why Peter came to tell him at night that he saw the scene of Flora going to heaven...
Apparently they colluded before.
It's just that Flora didn't expect that he could see her unexpected development.
Steve's gaze flicks to the long-haired ghost of [As long as I'm deadpan, I don't look guilty].
"..." Captain America, who knew his fiancée too well, became more certain of his thoughts.
"Know? No, of course I don't know." At this time, the little spider who had been exposed was still struggling hard, and quickly shook his head to express his strong denial, "I just ran into each other twice, and I... acted surprised, just because I was surprised I didn't expect him, she would be your fiancee?"
Peter's rapid transformation of this [him] and [her] made Freddie, who was listening, startled into a cold sweat.
Freddie felt he couldn't stay here anymore, he was standing next to Spider-Man and Captain America, he always felt that the secret he tried so hard to hide from Steve would be accidentally caught by the little spider speak up.This frightening feeling tortured the tormented Freddie.Freddy felt like a criminal in court, and his defense lawyer would accidentally reveal a more serious crime. This made him full of panic and anxiety, and he just wanted to get out of here quickly.No matter how you think about it, the evasion of deception is much better than the public execution.
"The story of me and Flora may be a bit long to tell." Captain America said with a smile.
Little Spider: "..." At this time, shouldn't I express that I have enough time?
Captain, would you please begin your speech?
"Where are you going?"
At this time, Peter heard Captain America suddenly say this inexplicably.
I?where can i go
Of course I stand here with peace of mind, waiting for you to tell the story between you and Flora?
But the little spider realized that Captain Rogers was not talking to him. The blond man frowned slightly, and his blue eyes were full of gentle concern, but his gaze was not directed at him, but at the door.But the door of the house was closed, and no one was there, which made Peter confused for a moment, and then deeply puzzled.
Listening to Captain Rogers, it was as if standing at the door an invisible person was about to leave.
—The invisible one?
The little spider woke up suddenly, didn't he happen to know one?
Shouldn't it?How can it be?Probably not!
"F, Flora... is she here?" Little Spider asked hesitantly and in surprise.
He felt in his heart that there should be no such possibility, because he had clearly seen Freddy disappear before his eyes very punctually.However, the performance of Captain Rogers is obviously who he saw.And, given the close relationship between Captain America and Freddie, there's a good chance that Captain will be a very special exception.
"Flora, don't go." The blond man's hand took the long-haired ghost's hand. He didn't use much strength, but it also made Freddy feel the man's determination not to let him leave. At this moment, the man The look in his eyes was also a sincerity that Freddy couldn't refuse, "Since Peter is here, let's have a good chat, shall we?"
The little spider who was named was in a trance, his eyes were stern, and he desperately tried to distinguish the figure of the ghost from the transparent air in front of him, but he couldn't see anything, so he hated himself for not having a pair of X-ray eyes.
So what the hell is going on!
I just ran to tell the captain that you have gone to heaven!It turns out that you are actually right in front of the captain!
Then I—
As the spider's teammate, Peter's heart skipped a beat.
Damn, did he rush over to be a pig teammate again?
No, Freddy, if you are here, at least give me a hint in advance!
Freddie was dead silent at the moment, he could even hear Peter, but—
Even if I want to give you a hint, how can I give it!
Freddy looked at the sincere Captain America and the dazed little spider.
In the house in the early morning and midnight, the ghost of the beautiful and flowery women's tycoon, the little-known little secrets between the popular hero Spider-Man and the brilliant heroic Captain America, and the unfolding bizarre triangle relationship.
Hehe, this situation...
Whoever dies is embarrassed.
Freddie glanced at Captain America, the man seemed to have finally lost his love brain and was ready to think logically.But the insider's little spider is here, and Freddie is really afraid that the captain will fuck him and reveal his true gender.
"I can probably guess what you're thinking, Flora." Captain America continued to look at Freddie and said, "But even after Peter told me about your going to heaven before I saw you, I That will not stop the investigation."
The little spider who felt that he had cheated Freddy again did not dare to speak at this moment.
"And, Flora, we grew up together, and I've been watching you all the time." The blond man's sea-like eyes seemed to be able to accept all tolerance, "No matter what it is, you can confess and agree with me." I said."
Freddy knew, Captain America felt, that there was nothing he needed to hide from him.
but……
"I'm not the girl you imagine," Freddie said tentatively.
"Imagination?" Captain America was a little surprised by Freddy's word, and then felt a little funny, "What do you think I imagined you to be like?"
Does this need to be said?
Freddy glanced at the girl in the white dress who looked pure and beautiful in the frame.
He was certain in his heart that this was what he had shown in front of the blond man before, just like a perfect model.Innocent, kind, gentle, dignified... This is also the consciousness left in his subconscious, because no matter what he does, he will subconsciously think about how a lady should behave.
Freddie speculates that perhaps he was taught as a child how to be a [perfect lady].
He knew clearly in his heart that these were just appearances, not the real him.
"...I'm actually not elegant and dignified." It took Freddy a long time to muffle his voice. His chest was so oppressed that he even felt his fingertips trembling uncontrollably.He had never imagined that just admitting his [imperfection] in front of the blond man was enough to make him feel so uncomfortable.If he were to confess his gender, it would be more painful than death.
"I never said you were elegant and dignified." Steve still said with some surprise, feeling the dimness of the long-haired ghost's mood, the blond man held Freddy's hand firmly.
"You have, you have talked with your friends here before." Freddy raised his eyes and looked at the man persistently.
Heh, even if you are Captain America, you can't deny what you said.
The blond man was stunned, and began to solemnly recall what he said before.
"I just want to say that your mother, Mrs. Orwell, is a very elegant and dignified woman, but..." Steve suddenly remembered after a while, and smiled helplessly, "I know you are not like this .”
Freddie: "..." Are you saying that my mother can't teach you well?
"Flora, maybe now, I know yourself better than you do." Captain America's gentle voice reached Freddie's ears, "In the eyes of everyone, you are a very perfect lady, and you will always treat others like you. Gentle and courteous, well-mannered and elegant, everything about you is outstanding. You are a girl who attracts attention wherever you go."
Hearing what the blond man said, Freddy felt even more depressed.
Even, like the heart suddenly fell off a cliff, it fell uncontrollably to the bottom.
"But, I know you're not that perfect, and I've known it since I was a kid." Steve continued, his blue eyes filled with reminiscence, "You'll be the one who'll be there when I'm being bullied by boys. , stood in front of me aggressively, and even turned around and pretended to cry with tears all over her face to cry to the parents of those children, and lied without changing her face that they bullied you, even your mother was convinced of this suspect."
Freddy: "..." Am I so good since I was a child?
"You have a piano that is the envy of all girls, but you actually hate practicing the piano, and you hate showing off your piano skills in front of others because of Mrs. Orville's request. But this is Orwell again. Madame’s expectations of you, so you still work hard to do your best.” Captain America continued, “It’s just that, as long as there is an opportunity to avoid the practice time, you will seize it, so you have participated in countless parties .”
Freddy: "..." As expected of me, a little social expert who goes around and around?
"You are bold, full of curiosity, and even a little impatient. You like to secretly do things that your mother doesn't allow you to do, and you always think about leaving Brooklyn to see different scenery in other cities in the future." Steve stared at the long-haired ghost in front of him, and the amber eyes were filled with familiar agility. It was not Flora's beauty and excellence that attracted him deeply, but the eternal sparkle in this girl. An unrelenting vitality.
Freddy looked at Captain America in astonishment.
Maybe, he thought, as Steve said, Steve knew himself better than he did now.
Not the perfect and elegant lady in everyone's eyes, but in Steve's eyes, he seems to be more real, a person who is always a little smart, can work hard but is a little rebellious in his heart, yearning for the colorful world outside... ...girls.
only……
I think I'm a [lady] in your eyes, and you turned your head and told me straight away that it was a misunderstanding.
This made Freddy feel very complicated.
Therefore, Steve did not believe that Flora would commit suicide by throwing herself into a lake in Brooklyn.
He must have believed in his heart that Flora had left Brooklyn and chosen the path [she] had always wanted.
"I think, you still remember what I said to Sam at that time..." Steve's eyes were so gentle, as if the warm sunshine was pouring on the rippling sea, only a piece of warm and bright light was reflected. brilliant.
Freddy nodded slowly.
He remembered, he said—
[She is like a sunflower, always beautiful and energetic, full of eye-catching light].
However, Freddy looked down at his transparent body sadly.
What kind of light can be found on such a ghost who has lost his memory?
He just has a pair of beautiful wandering soul skins.
"Flora, you are not what I imagined you to be."
Steve said with a smile, his palm was lightly pressed against the cheek of the long-haired ghost, and Freddy didn't avoid it this time, he felt an indescribable reality from the warmth of the touch on the cheek.At this moment, the blond man finally answered the original question he initiated.
"From before to now, in my eyes, you are the real you."
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The author has something to say:
感谢在2020-12-1112:41:56~2020-12-1523:16:48期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~感谢灌溉营养液的小天使:笼中鸟1瓶;
Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!
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