When can I be resurrected? [Zhongyingmei]

From Nick's house to Steve's house, that's just the distance of traveling within one building.

When Freddie arrived at Captain America's bedroom familiarly, the blond man was asleep.Even when sleeping, the man's sleeping posture still looks very neat, from which one can see the man's meticulous and serious character.

Freddy's eyes caressed over Steve's golden brown hair, resolute eyebrows, and high nose bridge... The man's handsome facial features are like the most perfect sculptures handled by God, and what is even more commendable is the indomitable will in this man's body And the soul of pure justice.

Freddie rarely looked at Steve so intently when he was awake.

Probably because he was afraid that his feelings would get a response from a man.

What a paradoxical feeling this is—

You want this man to love you as always, but you don't want this man to love you so much.

Freddy's eyes fell on the man's broad shoulders and strong arms, and...

Ghost couldn't help thinking, if he could rely on a man's chest muscles, he would probably get a very full sense of satisfaction.

But even the silent gaze of such a ghost seems to be enough to wake the sleeping man with a sense of abnormality.Steve, who was in a particularly light sleep, opened his eyes, and the first thing he saw was the long-haired ghost standing by the bed.At this moment, it wasn't Steve who was frightened, but Freddy who was frightened and quickly floated back a few steps.Then Freddy thought in his mind that fortunately Steve's psychological quality is good enough. If it were an ordinary person, even the Avenger Thor would definitely be killed if he saw a ghost staring at him as soon as he opened his eyes. Scared enough.

"Flora..."

When Steve caught a glimpse of the ghost's appearance, he subconsciously called out Flora's name immediately.

But after the consciousness reacted, he immediately changed his mouth——

"Freddy."

Freddy saw apology and annoyance in the blond man's eyes, probably because he had heard from him before that he chose to give up Flora's name and wanted to live as Freddy. , Steve chose to respect and support his choice.So Steve also wanted to avoid the name Flora as much as possible. He was afraid that the sensitive Freddie would feel that only Flora was always on his mind.

"I don't mind." Freddie said with a smile. He also knew what Steve was thinking, and he was afraid that he would think he was only in love with the girl Flora. Reddy's words don't mean that Flora is no longer me."

Freddy finally understands that what he hates is Flora who is confined in control, what he hates is Flora who cannot have the right to choose, what he hates is Flora who can only hide her gender, and what he hates is Flora who can only hide her gender. That Flora who has always felt inferior... However, in those long memories of Flora, he still has many beautiful and bright memories.

Even Flora has his own true emotions.

Even if he chooses to jump out of the [Flora's life] set by his mother, he still wants to be Steve's [Sunflower].

Freddie mentally acknowledged the fact that Flora was a part of him.

Steve stared at Freddy, and from the meeting of eyes, the man was happy to see the calmness and acceptance of the ghost.

"I thought you wouldn't come back tonight." The blond man smiled, sat on the edge of the bed and naturally stretched out his hand to hold the ghost's cold hand, staring at the ghost's smooth and pale fingers, and inadvertently glanced at the ghost and Then she looked up at Freddie's pretty face and asked with a smile, "Did you just come back from Carrie? Or did you come back from another girl?"

Freddy: "..." Captain, your question is very level.

What does it mean to come back from other girls?I don't have any other loving little sisters besides Carrie?

However, Freddie thought of his haunted prank not long ago, and it was obvious that Steve had already sensed his intentions before.

"It's just some small pranks." Freddy felt guilty in his heart, but he still pretended to be calm and said confidently, "Compared to the bullying they did to Carrie, such pranks are at most nothing more than their going out at night." I'm just going to sleep with my mother."

"The school will punish those children who have made mistakes." Steve had already expected that Freddie would find a way to vent his anger on Carrie, but he did not stop him, he thought Freddie doesn't overdo it.

"I hope so." Freddy replied casually. He only hoped that those girls would realize their mistakes after accepting the school's punishment, instead of being dissatisfied and inflicting more bullying on Carrie.

"I saw someone." Afraid of being taught by Captain America, Freddy quickly changed the subject.

"Who?" Steve asked.

"Nick." Freddy didn't want to hide that he had met Nick.

"Your adopted son?" Steve showed a shocked expression, "You found him? No, he found you?"

Steve thought that Freddie only knew about Nick from that letter, and he had no memory of Nick.So if Freddy saw Nick, it must be because Nick found Freddy, or in other words, it is very likely that Nick has been paying attention to him.

Speaking of which, Steve had previously wondered if [Nick Fury] would be the son or grandson mentioned in Freddie's letter.However, such a conjecture was denied and criticized by Director Fury with very sharp and strong words.

"Yes." Freddy nodded without changing his expression. "He said he wanted to see you."

Captain America showed a somewhat dazed expression.

Probably because I haven't figured out how I should feel when I come to see my fiancée's son.

After all...he is also the father in name.

"How old is he?" Captain America asked hesitantly.

"It's not too young." Freddy replied frankly, anyway, there should be hundreds of years old.

Steve nodded as expected, but his brows could not help but frown. After all, he had been frozen for 70 years. Even if the child Freddy adopted was still young at that time, he is at least an old man in his 70s now.A person who should have been old despite being born in 1918 has remained so young.Steve has always felt an unspeakable heaviness in the face of the aging of those with whom he was connected.

Just like, it's not that the years have taken care of him, but the flowing time has forgotten him.

—He should have grown old, or died.

Never miss the world change of this century, or sacrifice in history with your lover and comrades-in-arms.

"Where is Nick?" Captain America quickly sorted out these redundant negative emotions, he wanted to see Nick very much.Steve believes that the child adopted by Freddy will be as cute and cute as Freddy said in the letter, and he will become a very outstanding person when he grows up.

"He's at the door." Freddy gestured to the door with his eyes.

Captain America looked at Freddy in surprise.

The blond man really didn't expect that this part of identifying relatives would come so unexpectedly!

Freddy saw Steve get off the bed in a hurry, and then hastily opened the closet, showing a dignified expression of thinking.Captain America is thinking about meeting his son for the first time, whether he should dress casually or look decent and serious.

Although Steve knew he had a good reputation, he still wanted to make a good first impression on his son.

"There's no need to change clothes. There's no need to be so serious." Seeing the man behave like this, Freddy couldn't help laughing.

Steve nodded, thinking that it would not be good for his son to stand stupidly at the door and wait for him for a long time.

When Captain America took a deep breath, he opened the door and saw a black-haired young man in a long black trench coat standing at the door.The young man seemed to be only in his 20s. At this time, his arms were folded across his chest, and his handsome but extremely pale face showed a hint of impatience. It seemed that he was really dissatisfied with waiting at the door for a long time.The black-haired young man also has a pair of very eye-catching golden brown pupils, but at this time there is a kind of coldness.

Steve's first reaction was—this son doesn't like him.

Steve's second reaction was - this son looks too young.

"Come on, Nick, call Dad."

At this time, Freddy showed a sincere expression, as if he was moved by the scene where the father and son finally met.

"Stop fucking nonsense, Freddie." However, Nick, the person involved, was not deeply moved at all, and there was a kind of provocation and contempt in his golden brown eyes, "If it wasn't for me not being able to touch you now, would you Believe it or not I can push your head to the ground?"

"..." Captain America's fantasy of [a well-behaved and lovely son] was instantly shattered.

"Is that what you said to the father who adopted you?" Freddy said with a hurt look on his face.

"Let's get to know each other, I'm Freddy's new boyfriend after you." Nick said with a smile on his face, looking at the bewildered Captain America.

"Nick, you're boring." Freddy said quickly.

"What's the matter?" Nick looked at Freddy with a smirk, "We ate together, lived together, and slept together, not to mention how many times I saved your life, such a relationship Not intimate enough? Even you guys haven't slept together yet, have you?"

In Nick's last sentence, he deliberately raised his eyebrows and looked at Captain America, and there was a bit of inexplicable ambiguity in his deliberate tone.

"It's comrades in arms!" Freddy turned his head to stare at Steve, and said very firmly, "We are comrades in arms of iron buddies!"

Captain America nodded, and he guessed this from Nick's words, but——

"But why do you say Nick is your adopted son?"

Steve showed a puzzled look, and his eyes showed deep thought again.

The man seemed to be wondering if the message contained in Freddie's letter had a deeper meaning that he hadn't discovered.

Freddie was stopped by Steve—

Does this still require a reason?

Do you need any special reason to become the father of a comrade-in-arms?

Could it be that it is because the male's instinct to recognize children just matched the right son candidate?

"Just say it directly." While Freddy was still thinking about what a reasonable reason to give, Nick shrugged and leaned casually by the door and said, "Your Freddy Dee, do you need any special reason to want to be someone else's father? I'm not the first one you want to adopt as your son."

Speechless Freddy: "..." So I am such a loving old father?

——But, please don't deliberately expose my past black history, okay?

Freddy, who said he wanted to be Freddy in his mouth, wanted to be Flora, who was sweet, lovely and ladylike in his heart.

——Would you please show me some face in front of my old lover?

Freddie thought it was a big mistake for him to let Nick come to Steve so easily.

Captain America probably understood what Nick meant, and also understood Freddy's special hobby when he was a soldier.

Steve glanced at Freddie beside him, only to see the ghost glance away with a calm expression on his face, as if he wasn't the key person in the conversation.Captain America also knows that whenever Freddy feels guilty, he will act as if he doesn't care.

"Nick, I'm Steve Rogers, nice to meet you, come in and talk." Steve smiled and invited Nick into the room.

"I'm Freddy's comrade-in-arms, the intimate kind." Nick also introduced himself after entering the room.

Captain America thought, then this young man must have understood the story of Freddy on the battlefield, but...

"You're very young." Facing such a young black-haired youth, Steve naturally had doubts about Nick's words.

"That's because I'm a vampire." Nick confessed his identity, "I won't grow old."

Captain America didn't expect to hear such an answer.

"What is my identity, I don't think it matters to you." Nick sat down on the sofa, "I came to you to talk to you about Freddie, I think You also really want to know about Freddy's past and why Freddy is what he is now."

Captain America nodded seriously, indeed.

And the vampire in front of him seemed to have made a special trip to answer these doubts for him.

However, Freddy was a little flustered at the moment, although what Nick was about to say was what he wanted to know.However, Nick refused to tell him alone, and insisted on telling Steve the truth together.Freddy was actually somewhat conflicted about this, after all, this truth also included the cause of his death.But Freddie could sense that Nick was determined, as if he'd been waiting for this moment for a long time.

"Did you know?" Nick looked at Freddie who was frowning slightly, "He's super ruthless."

Freddie, who was suddenly named, seemed to have been hit hard in the brain: "..." What! ?Are you talking about my feeble little lady?

"In the army, Freddy looks so good-looking, he looks like a woman. There are many people who say he is a sissy, and even want to touch him." Nick glanced at Freddy's face, then looked at Steve and continued.

Steve frowned, which was actually what he could have expected.

Captain America knows that the atmosphere in the army is not so strict and bright. There is a dividing line between the strong and the weak, and there is no shortage of ridicule and bullying.Steve was deeply concerned that Freddie had been treated unfairly after he chose to join the military.

"Freddy can laugh and beat those who laugh at him to death." Nick said the amazing fact with a smile on his face.

Steve showed a somewhat surprised look, as if he couldn't imagine it.

And Freddy was also shocked, revealing [So I am so capable? ] with a look of astonishment.

"It's not a lie." Nick raised his eyebrows and explained, "Maybe in your heart, Freddy is a delicate little flower that needs to be protected, and the wind and rain can hurt him, but in fact he is not. "

Thoughtful Freddy: "..." I'm actually a hidden overlord?

"Freddy has a madness about him. He beats people mercilessly. Even when he can't beat him, he has never lost in momentum. What's more, if he beats people a lot, he will go smoothly. And sometimes , Freddie's tricks are particularly bad." As if recalling something very interesting, Nick's eyes became a little brighter, and the smile on the corner of his mouth became more sincere, "You know, we all Call him [a hand that explodes at the first touch/thunder], no one dares to provoke him at all."

Self-respect Freddy: "..." No, I am [Sunflower], not [Hand/Thunder that Explodes].

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