When can I be resurrected? [Zhongyingmei]

After school, Carrie rushed to Captain America's house anxiously without any delay.To Carrie's shock, after entering the door, Carrie saw Steve who had thoughtfully prepared dinner for her, while Freddie was still sitting on the sofa watching the Blu-ray on TV as usual. Movie.The expressions of the two of them were the same as usual. Seeing her, they seemed to show her a smile without any reluctance. Instead, they were afraid that she would be in a bad mood, and asked her with concern about her life at school today.

This situation is too normal...

Normal enough for Carrie to think that Freddie's imminent departure was just a nightmare she was having.

But the black and blue mark left by the dazzling witch on Freddy's wrist told Carrie that this nightmare was real.

Carrie pursed her lips, wondering why Freddie and Steve could still act like nothing happened.

"What's wrong?" Because the bullying video of Carrie was uploaded to the Internet by Chris, although Peter and his friend Harry cleared all the paths of this video in the shortest time.However, people, including Carrie's classmates, can also spread word of mouth and know how humiliating videos of Carrie were spread on the Internet.Freddie was really worried that Carrie would receive strange looks on campus, and even more ridicule, "Is someone bullying you again at school?"

Seeing Freddy's worried eyes, Carrie shook her head.

“I don’t give a damn about that anymore.” Carrie was very unhappy, but the negativity she’s stuck in now has nothing to do with the bullying she’s been through or the video that’s gone viral.

Freddy frowned slightly, feeling that Carrie was trying to comfort him deliberately.

"Yes, Chrissy and the others have indeed done too much to me, but they have all been punished. Chrissy too, she has received the most painful punishment for her." Carrie saw Frey Di's worries, so he explained seriously, "I was indeed hurt by their actions. I used to feel that it was very painful. But... I feel that these are not important now."

Steve understood what Carrie meant.

After learning the bad news of the [three-day countdown] from Freddy, Carrie's heart was hurt more than anything else.All the damage done by others pales in comparison to her world of forever losing Freddy's company.Even because only Freddy was in his mind, he felt numb to the pain caused by others.

"I know very clearly in my heart that I have done nothing wrong. Even if someone does look at me strangely, I will not pay attention." Carrie understood Freddie's expectations of her in her heart, and did not Hoping that Freddie would always be deeply worried about her, she went on to say firmly, "Aunt May told me that it's not me who needs to be ashamed, but the bullies who take part in the bullying. You don't have to, Freddie. So worry about me, and I can be strong enough to deal with this."

Freddy was a little dazed, he didn't expect to hear such a firm response from Carrie.

The fragile Carrie in his eyes seemed to grow up suddenly.

And Carrie also suddenly understood one thing, that is, it doesn't matter what ridicule happened to her, as long as she doesn't care about other people's opinions.Carrie is surrounded by Freddie, Aunt May, Peter, and Mr. Rogers...they are the ones who really care about her, love her, and support her.Carrie thought, she already had a lot of nothing, she didn't need more people, she just wanted to care about what these people thought of her, what she looked like in their eyes.

Carrie hopes that in the eyes of those she cares about, she can grow into a strong, confident and brave girl.

"I'm really glad you think so, Carrie." Freddie could feel that Carrie said these words sincerely, and he could also feel that the girl in front of him had really taken brave steps, This also made him feel comforted and at ease.

Carrie stared at the long-haired ghost in front of her who never hesitated to show her a bright smile, but somehow her eyes dimmed suddenly.

"I think your charity fashion show is almost done. It's time to think about your prom dress." At this moment, Freddie said, and he was waiting for Carrie to talk about it. .

"Dress..." Carrie frowned tightly. When she thought that Freddie had disappeared before the prom, she had no longing for the prom at all, and hoped that that day would never come. Let time stay forever today.

"No, I don't want to participate." Carrie shook her head sadly, feeling extremely gloomy.

"Not going? Of course not!" Freddy said hastily, "Have you forgotten that you promised to be Peter's dance partner? If you say you won't go now, what do you ask Peter to do? Go to the prom alone, He will be laughed at."

Carrie thought for a while, and it was indeed the case. Since she had promised Peter, she couldn't just break the appointment.

"I'll go to Peter's prom," said Carrie, nodding again.

When Freddy heard Carrie's words, he knew that Carrie would go to Peter's appointment, but she didn't mean to attend her school's prom.

"Anyway, since you're going to the dance, you definitely need to dress up." Freddy didn't refute Carrie's words, "After dinner, how about we go to the city center to buy dresses? "

Carrie was silent, she was really not in the mood to choose a nice dress for herself at this moment.

"Carrie, I'd love to pick out a beautiful dress for you." Freddie continued with a smile. It's an important occasion in your life, isn't it?"

Hearing what Freddy said, Carrie felt very stuffy and blocked, but was also deeply touched by it, and finally nodded with red eyes.

When night fell, Steve took Freddie and Carrie to the city center to pick out prom dresses.And Freddie chose a light blue long dress for Carrie. There was a thin layer of veil with fine pearls on this dress, which added a bit of ethereal and lively beauty.Freddy chose this dress because it gave him a feeling of coming from the sea, like the blue of the sea, like floating waves, like a pure little mermaid... He felt that Carrie was Such a pure and natural girl possesses simplicity and beauty without impurities.

Not only that, Freddie also picked out another pair of small pearl earrings and a pair of low heels for Carrie.Freddy was very satisfied with this outfit.Carrie herself is a very beautiful girl, with exquisite and small features, and her skin is as fair as milk. It's just that she is careless in dressing up and is used to being alone, which makes the students ignore Carrie's beauty.

Freddie believed that a well-groomed and confident Carrie would be the center of attention at the ball.

"tired?"

When Carrie was finally persuaded by Freddy to return to her own home, Steve also drove Freddy back to their home.When he got home, Steve saw that Freddy's energy was low, he seemed a little sleepy and tired, but he seemed to be holding on to something.

"Yes..." Freddy nodded. He felt very tired, similar to the state he fell into before falling asleep yesterday, as if his mental power had been overdrawn. The extremely strong sleepiness made him want to just fall into the darkness like this, but Freddy Reddy forced himself again, "But, I don't want to close my eyes."

Freddie knew he was running out of time, so he couldn't close his eyes, and the moment he closed his eyes and passed out, it was another few hours of time wasted.

He was not willing to spend the remaining time in ignorance and darkness.

[I don't want to close my eyes. ]

When Steve heard what Freddy said, he felt a dull pain in his heart.

These bright eyes should be illuminated by the gorgeous light, should be filled with the most beautiful scenery in the world, and should be gazing at the long and beautiful future...not, after gently closing the eyes, never to be There will be another chance to open your eyes.

What Captain America didn't say was that in his eyes, Freddy's figure... had become more and more transparent.

"Sleep." Steve whispered, "It's late, I'll sleep with you."

Freddy, whose mind was already dizzy, looked up at Captain America slowly.

Steve carried Freddy on the sofa to the bed, then hugged him tenderly, patting the ghost's back.

"Freddy, every night, you watch me fall asleep quietly. You should give me a chance to fall asleep together after we say goodnight." Steve said softly, like I was afraid that a slightly louder sound would disturb the ghost.

Freddy's eyelashes trembled slightly, and his eyes could hardly be opened.

He didn't want to fall into a deep sleep, but the words in his ear were too soft, hypnotizing his will.

And the extremely warm body temperature close to him and the strength of the embrace made him feel at ease enough to indulge in it without any scruples.

"Good night, Freddy." Steve hoped that Freddy would have a good dream, and he also hoped that in Freddy's dream, there would be a Steve by his side, "Wait until tomorrow morning, I'll wake you up and I'll say good morning to you."

Hearing what Steve said, Freddy seemed to have his last will disintegrated, and he no longer resisted anything.

The ghost's eyes were closed, it murmured something indistinct in a low voice, and then fell into a deep sleep.

In the darkness, the blond man stared silently at the sleeping ghost for a long time.

Involuntarily, Steve thought of the subway he was riding around from late night to early morning looking for Freddy.With anticipation in his heart again and again, he watched the platforms of each shift, waiting for the figure in his memory to appear.

And now this person is in his arms.

Yes, it is clearly in his arms...

The satisfaction gained is minimal, and the emptiness lost is close at hand.

Captain America's heart felt empty, full of indescribable anxiety and fear.

He and Freddie seemed to be on a train going to two completely different destinations, but there was an unexpected stop in the middle, and it was the only intersection that made them have this miraculous reunion Opportunity.And soon, when the train starts up again, Freddie will be heading to heaven without stopping.

Steve had never prayed more than at this moment, that God would let Freddie stay, stay by his side.

If not...

The blond man closed his eyes, and kissed the ghost's forehead devoutly and tenderly.

He hoped that God would take good care of his boy.

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感谢在2021-03-1222：27：35～2021-03-1403：36：05期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦～感谢投出地雷的小天使：冷月1个；

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